y/n pov
I envy jen coz she can study and do these stuff in her age. when Tae come into my life everything become upside down and if I can't fix my study life as a student at least I need to fix my marriage life aren't I!!!?
no matter how I think everything happened because of Taehyung and it made me soo furious even tho I'm not a short tempered person
and now I'm really upset for being helpless, weak, everything that make me to marry Taehyung. I don't know why but it's too much for a 17 years old girl like me.
my heart beating fast. I can feel some kind of heavyweight on my heart. I need to stop thinking about this or else I will definitely end up crying hard asking for my mom. I look outside of the window. buildings, people's, trees, light's and this is society isn't!!? you can say a judgemental society...
Tae: y/n
y/n: ........
Tae: y/n response to me or else you w__ /cut off/
y/n: what!!? /cold/
I hate you Kim Taehyung I wish you just love me and give my life back but it's too harsh for you saying that to my face about jen going for study my heart feeling heavy pain which I don't like maybe coz I'm not doing like my heart want
Tae: *smile* it's ok *hold my hand*
as I trying to calm my heart. I feel someone hold my hand which is on my lap. my heart started to beat fast..... again. but it's beating with soo much pain which is hard for me to tolerate. I try to pull back my hand but Tae intertwined our hands tightly. I try again but it's just went in a vain. I sigh and just give up coz my strength nothing in front of him.
~ time skip ~
Tae pov
we all eat our dinner. now we sit in the backyard as fire making us warm. I can feel jennie don't want to go to trainee building but after seeing y/n she become so happy as she talking and smiling nonstop. I can clearly see how much y/n made her effort in my family just in one month but thoughts get interrupted by father's voice.
mr.kim: y/n you're 17 right then why don't you go with jen. hmm
mrs.kim: yes y/n. It will make you perfect /smile/
y/n: c...can I!!? /sparkle eyes/
jennie: yes. unnie come with me we both will be together /holding y/n arm and shaking it/
Tae: no /cold voice/
everyone look at me. I sigh I can't send y/n their she's soo innocent who trust people so easily and I know jen can take care of herself but y/n... no way I won't leave her from my side
y/n: why!!? /painfully/
mr.kim: yes. why don't you let her!!?
mrs.kim: she need to get mature coz she's still being 17 taehyung
Tae: are you both done!!? /rising right eyebrow/ * I hold y/n hand as I stand up and ready to leave *
y/n: Taehyung!!? /I say slowly as I'm looking at him with my teary eyes/
mr.kim: taehyung don't you think her mental age is 17!!?
Tae: correction. her mental and physical both are 17
mrs.kim: but a wife need to be matu__ /cut off/
Tae: her Immatureness and imperfections are the things I like most about her. I think I should go now mom, dad. * I bow to them both and I look at jen* and you. don't forget to inform me everything ok. * I said codly*
jennie: ok oppa. I will * I nob my head immediately coz I'm soo scared of his cold side *
Tae: y/n we should go now
y/n: Tae but I__ /cut off/
I drugged her with me before she complete her sentence. I don't know why but I'm feeling angry right now.... It's too much for me.
I was trying. trying my best to protect everyone. I'm doing everything just to get the mafia king position. the only thing I want is that position. I'm soo frustrated coz dad didn't give me mafia king position.
and now look he even trying to drug y/n. why dad want y/n to come into this mess after all she will leave us after I give her divorce right but if I didn't. then will she.... aish I mess my hair and speed up the car by the accelerator
y/n pov
I noticed that taehyung is angry he drugged me to car and he didn't even wait for Sam and others. he started the car while his jaw clenched I immediately put my seat belt but he even speed up the car..... more.
y/n: Taehyung!!? /panicking/ * he didn't listen just going so fast and I noticed that he didn't wear his seat belt. * taehyung slow down I'm scared. * I said with my heavy breaths * taehyung at least wear the seat belt please
he still not caring about anything. I scream when he take hard right. I fall on the window.
y/n: Tae please slow down /teary eyes/ * I said as I hold my seat belt tightly while looking front and I see a big truck. I widen my eyes as my breath become uneven. I look at Tae. he's soo unbothered. I immediately removed my seat belt and went Tae front.
Tae: THE FVCK YOU WANT Y/N!!?
I didn't say anything and put his seat belt then Tae take a hard left. I lost my balance and sit on Tae lap. I see my front he's going too fast and their are soo many cars and truck's.
y/n: AHAHAH TAEHYUNG!!!?
I scream loudly as I see a car in front of us my tears already falling like a river and without wasting any time I immediately hug Tae tightly as I put my right hand on his left shoulder and my left hand went to his waist. I intertwined my both hands tightly as I put my head in Tae neck crying silently......
y/n: p....please /softly/
Tae pov
I come to me sence when I heard y/n crying voice. I can feel her wet lips on my neck. her wet lips trembling and she also lightly rubbing her face on my neck. I slow down the car. feeling a bit relaxed. I put my hand on her waist.
Tae: y/n /a bit cold/ * I look at her. she snuggle into me still crying I sigh in irritation and pull over the car to a side and stop it. * y/n now look /cold/
y/n pov
I hard Tae cold bossy tone I slowly look at him. he still can scare me. his cold gaze give me chills. he look's like he will kill anyone right now even me. I need to calm him but I don't know how. I used my way..... the way which I used to calm hana
I slowly put our foreheads together. he closed his eyes the moment we connect our foreheads. I also close my eyes. I started to play with his hair in attempt to calm him.
y/n: please calm down Tae please at least for sake of me please for us /softly/
I slowly opened my eyes but he already looking at me with his burning gaze. I slowly lean in and kiss his forehead and than I kiss his both cheeks softly and I kiss his nose. he close his eyes feeling my kisses on him I kiss his both eyes. I lean back he slowly opened his eyes now they are soft. he just looking at me his gaze slowly lean on my lips than he started to lean on my lips
Tae pov
I feel peace when y/n doing like this I like this and I want it more I look at her lips. I started to lean on her lips. she close her eyes. I also close my eyes and attached our lips together. I can feel my heart beating like crazy all this time. I brush our lips together. I put my right hand on her back as my left hand is on her waist. I can feel her heart also beating fast just like mine. I pull her closer as I started suck her lower lip more hard. I feel her hands playing with my hair.
Tae: hmmm....
I deepen the kiss more feeling cloud nine. our lips are wet. I bit her lip asking for entrance she slowly open her mouth our both tongues are hot. I started to explore her every corner
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