*The next morning at 4:45am*
Dixies Pov:
I woke up early today.........shocking, i know. I got dressed and sat on bed while Noah got ready in the washroom. Im excited and scared to see Hailey today. Noah walked out of the washroom and neatened up his bed then turned to me
Noah: What do you want for breakfast?
Dixie: We will buy something at the airport to eat but can we go to a clothes store now?
Noah: Why?
Dixie: I need to get bigger hoodies since my bump is a little visible through the hoodies now because im not ready for your family to know that im pregnant
Noah: Where is going to open now Dixie? We can stop off by a store in Los Angeles before going to meet them
Dixie: Ok. Are you ready to see her?
Noah: I dont know. I think im mainly scared to see all those things on her and the fact that she is my elder sister makes it even more harder
I walk over to Noah, not touching him and look into his eyes
Dixie: I know its scary but you need to get over that and go see her ok?
Noah: Ok
Dixie: Are you staying with her at nights?
Noah: Yes, i cant leave her alone
Dixie: Well can i stay with her tonight then you will stay with her the rest of nights?
Noah: Why dont you understand Dixie? You are pregnant. Your mom wont be very happy with you if you stay the night at the hospital, neither would i. And im sure Charli and Bryce wont want their pregnant sister staying overnight at the hospital
I mean, he has a point. No one in my family would be happy if i did but its Hailey. Ugggh, i cant argue with any of them because i know that he is right
Dixie: Fine
Noah: Come on lets go, our bags are already in the car
We walked out of the dorm, Noah locked the doors and we got into the car. We both buckled up and he started driving, it is about a 30-40minute drive and i started to feel hungry. I wasnt hungry before we left but im hungry as soon as he starts driving. What will he think if i tell him that im hungry now?
Dixie: Noah, im hungry
Noah: Starving hungry or just hungry?
Dixie: I dont know Noah. I just know that this baby inside of me wants food like now
Noah: Ok um, we will pull up to the nearest food place we see ok?
Dixie: Mhm. Also can i send this seat back a little? Its hard to sit on a seat thats so straigth with my belly
Noah: Do whatever you want to be comfortable Dix
I sent my seat back a little then uncliped my seatbelt from the clipper and just rest the end under my thigh so it would be more loose and Noah wont get a ticket if police see me not wearing one
Noah: Its squeezing you?
Dixie: Mhm
Noah: Well remove it. You dont need to wear it if its hurting you
Dixie: Its fine like this. I dont want you to get a ticket because of me
Noah: I care about you Dixie so remove it
Dixie: No, im fine. It isnt squeezing much anymore since i put it under my thigh
Noah: Ok
We drove in silence until Noah pulled into Mc Donalds drive through since here was the closest food place
Noah: What you want?
I really felt like eating an ice cream but i need to eat actual food for breakfast
Dixie: Umm. I want a 10 peice chicken nuggest with a small fries. You want anything? Im buying it
Noah: When the baby is born you are going to have alot of expenses so let me buy you this
Dixie: I wont talk to you if you buy it. You always buy my food for me
Noah: Fine but this is the only time
Hm...interesting. I see my blackmailing still works on him. Maybe i should use it more often even though its wrong since we are not dating but i cant let him buy my food all the time nor do so much for me
Dixie: It feels nice to see that i still have the power of blackmailing you
Noah: You always will
Dixie: Even though we arent dating? Shouldnt that be your girlfriend thing to do?
Noah: If we dont ever get back together in the future, i will be single forever
Dixie: I dont mean to burst your bubble but im never going to date you again. We are only going to be strictly friends forever, nothing else
Ouch. That hurt me to say. I dont want to stay friends forever but if telling him that makes him scared then thats perfect. I need him to think that i wont ever be his girlfriend again so he can actually sit and think about how bad he hurt me even though he still wont understand how much pain and hurt he put me through
Noah: Oh um ok. Im friend zoned
Dixie: Yup
No you arent. Noah oredered my food for me and a chicken sandwich for him then pulled out and got back into the highway. I took out my food and placed the bag with his food in the backseat then started eating
Dixie: I feel like i havent ate in years
Noah: Thats because you are eating for two
I place my hand on my belly, smiles then continues eating
Noah: Will you be putting your baby in a crib or will your baby sleep on your bed with you?
Dixie: My bed
Noah: Why not a crib?
Dixie: Two reason. Our room is too small for a crib and i dont want to waste money on one when i can share my bed with my baby
Noah: But you wont sleep comfortable though. You are accustome with a big bed and now you have a small bed. I see how you keep moving around at night when you are sleeping because you arent comfortable in that small bed so how will you put your baby with you?
Dixie: Yoh watch me when i sleep? Thats fucking creepy
Noah: No i dont. I see you when i get up at night to use the washroom. Now answer me, if the bed isnt big enough for you to be comfortable in, why will you put your baby in it and then be even more uncomfortable?
Dixie: I dont know ok Noah? I will figure it out with time
Noah: Allow me to help you figure out things. Its alot. You need a place for your baby to sleep, clothes, formula, bottle, medicine, you need to figure out how you are going to tell everyone that you are pregnant etc. Its too much for you to do alone
Dixie: Firsly im not feeding my baby formula since breastmilk is more healthy and secondly, didnt you say that im a strong girl when i had a clot in my lung? Im strong enough to do all this alone
Noah: Dix p-
Dixie: Im hungry Noah, let me eat in peace please
Noah really wants to help even though he doesnt know the baby is his. If he finds out that this baby is his, then he might go brokes. I know i told Noah that i friendzoned him........which is not true but when we get out of this car, i want a hug. He definetely deserves it. I need a hug from him. I miss his touch and his scent on me
Noah: When we arrive in Los Angeles, we are going hoodie shopping then to our homes and then i will message you when im ready to leave ok?
Dixie: Why are we going thome first? I want to see her
Noah: It wouldnt be visiting hours and my family would be at home when we arrive in Los Angeles
Dixie: Ok fine
I wanted to go home and see my family but i also wanted to see Hailey. I want to see my mom, Bryce and Charli. So many things have changed since i left and we need to catch up. Charli got her first boyfriend, Chase Hudson, I found out that im pregnant, im talking to Noah again, Bryce joined the gym etc. When i arrive home, i know for sure that i need to sit with my mom and work out a plan for when this baby comes how i will manage school and a baby at 16. Also i dont think that she approves the fact of me hiding the truth from Noah.......i dont think any of them approve of it so i can only hope that i dont have to hear lectures on why i should tell him. I hope when i go to the hospital to see Hailey, Mr and Mr. Beck, along with Tatum, do not speak to me because i will most likely ignore them and that will be rude so it will be better if they dont speak to me
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I wrote the chapter with Dixie telling him the truth already🙃