As I was driving to go home from my best friend house, I could feel Tamia staring at me from the passenger seat. I glanced over and she was just smiling at me hard as shit.
"Girlll what are you looking at?" I asked while chuckling a little bit.
"Nothinggg" she responded while blushing & looking away.
I know why she was staring at me tho. I really think I unlocked the crazy in this girl w/this wet shit before we left. Before we got in the car to head home she fucked the shit outta me, I fucked the shit outta her, and then she fucked the shit outta me some more😭. That was our first time fucking as an official couple so I guess we both had something to prove. Mainly her, cause she said she wanted to show me "why I didn't need no other bitches." I put this pussy on her fr tho. Since she was my gf now, I didn't hold back shit. I let her do whatever tf she wanted to me. Yes yall, I let her slut me out fr this time. This wasn't shit like the time we fucked at Wildwood and she showed me just how dominant she could be fr. She just kept saying the whole time "Yo, you're so fucking wet" (which just made me fucking wetter) "damn you got it like that" "you been holding out on me." But shit I was. I couldn't just have these bitches out here having the satisfaction of saying they had me folded like a pretzel. When we were done she told me, she "couldn't have mfs out here tasting this pussy nomore." But yall the thing is, I know I said I think I unlocked the crazy in her, but shit its really her that unlocked the crazy in me. After she told me how she felt about me, she sealed the deal with the way she fucked me. That's so crazy how I was playfully clowning her for falling for me after she just wanted to be a lil link, but damn now she had me the same way🤦🏾♀️. I aint NEVER and I mean NEVER have no bitch fuck me how Tamia be fucking me. Definitely had to clamp that. Aint no bitch getting that tongue nomo 🤷🏾♀️ & vice versa. We went from being each others "Lil Links" to "Lil Yeahs" just like that.
I pulled up to my house & nobody was outside, which was good. We wasn't trying to go public yet.
"So what now?" Tamia asked me when I finished parallel parking in front of my house
"You mine now. That's what" I responded while biting my lips.
"Girll. DO NOT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT" she said while clapping her thigh with her hand, before blushing & looking away again.
"Look at me" I said seductively before grabbing her face & turning it to me to put my tongue in her mouth.
"Fuck" she said while pulling away after we finished kissing. "I gotta get out this car. You making me wanna fuck, and I gotta go get my son." she said while getting out the car.
As she was about to shut the door, I said "Let's get a bnb for the weekend, next week. Me, you & Mon." I looked her up & down, licked my lips and said "I could make it a 2 bedroom."
She laughed & said bet. She closed the door, then motioned for me to roll the window down. I did.
She bent down so her face was a little through the window and said "And you better cut them bitches off too. Let them fucking know you taken."
"They was cut when you called me from the club drunk, ma" I said in a tone, that I just knew was gone make her wet.
"Oh I see Imma have to keep my eye on you fr. You a slick one" she said while laughing. She walked over to my side of the car, leaned in the window a little and said "Gimme kiss daddy" then gave me a kiss that made ME wet. When we finished kissing I looked over to her house and saw her little sister Nimah coming out. "Tamia" i said while nodding towards her house.
"She knows" Tamia said while laughing.
"She knows? Wym she knows?" I asked a little uneasy.
"Yup, she suspected, cause apparently we were "obvious" she said while doing finger air quotes. "Then..." she continued "when you pulled up with yo lil bitch, I was mad af and she saw it all over my face."
"Aww damn" I said before asking "so what? She cool?"
"Hell yeah" Tamia said. "That's my baby. She with whatever."
**
I was walking out the store from getting backwoodz & a Big Burst for my Goddaughter cause she was coming over tomorrow (and she loved those shits), when Nimah walked in.
She was lowkey mugging me & I asked "What you gotta do all that for?"
"Cause I just don't understand" she said with a lil more hurt in her voice than madness.
"Understand what?" I asked a little confused.
"How Tamia the first person you start talking to." she answered.
"Explain" I said, still confused. "Come to my car, cause these mfs nosy" I said after seeing ppl in the store staring at us.
We got in & i rolled the windows down a little less than halfway, so if Tamia walked up she wouldn't think it was nun funny going on.
"I don't understand how you just forgot about me Erica. When whenever tf unnecessary shit happened with your fam and mine, you just forgot about me. Out of everybody, you & me were the closest and you just said fuck me. You called me your play daughter but then just abandoned me. That hurt"
"I never knew you felt like this. Why didn't you tell me?" I asked
"I was just a kid, and you just stopped talking to me. I didn't think you cared about me anymore. I was scared to say anything to you, once everybody stopped speaking."
"I'm sorry Ni. You could've came to me. I would've never said anything mean to you or to make you feel like you couldn't continue speaking to me. You still can. I just figured ya know your sisters wasn't speaking to me anymore so you didn't want to either. I never stopped caring about you. I really did look at you like my play daughter. I even still do. I'm sorry I made you feel that way Ni. I really am."
I saw a couple tears fall from her eyes, and I reassured her that I would be back around now and she could come talk to me about anything or ask for anything if she needed me.
"Sooo, since I'm a lil older now and like too grown for the daughter thing , can we update my status to lil sis?" She asked excitedly. First of all, ya not grown" I said laughing. "But sure. Anything for you love" i finished.
"I'm about to be 16, same thing", she said rolling her eyes.
"Lets make a promise. No matter what happens w/you & Mii, we don't ever stop speaking again." She said
"Promise." I said while smiling & reaching my pinky out to meet hers.
"We can work on a handshake later." She said smiling.
I gave her a $100 bill & told her to get whatever she was buying, on me and to keep the change.
I drove off in deep though. I absolutely did not know she felt that way, and felt bad that I hd been so shitty to her. Being that I was the older one in that situation, I should've been the one to at least try to communicate with her back then. I just always assume that ppl genuinely don't care about me that much to care if we speak or not.
When I got back home, I called Tamia cause I was missing her.
"Hey sexy" I said when she answered the phone.
"Hey daddy" she said back.
"Girl, you know I hate when you call me that shit and I can't do nun about it." I said to her.
"Why can't you?" She asked
"Cause you know you be w/your son 25/8 lol, and I respect that. I never wanna take you away from him." I said
"Truu, but he sleep right now. I got a lil time to spare." She said
"Bet, come to my crib then. My cousins out trappin. Them bitches aint coming back till like 3 inna morning" (it was now 6:37 p.m) I said.
"So I finally get to see how you living? She asked sounding lowkey excited.
"Girl, just bring yo ass" I said laughing.
By the time I got to the door, she was at the bottom of the stairs walking up.
When she first walked in, she saw a big jar of weed & some bags on the table & said "oh you was deadass when you said your cousins was trappin hunh?"
"Yup." i said while laughing
She walked in my room & her eyes got big as hell. "OMG, ITS SO PRETTY IN HERE!!" she exclaimed.
"Well damn, what were you expecting?" I asked laughing
"Idk. She said . Just not this much pink. I honestly thought your room would be so normal & plain. You really girly sl fr" she said laughing (pic below)
Where the doggy bed is, there's a furry bean bag instead👇🏾
"You got a vanity and allat. Omg its so cute. I could stay in here forever" she said so excitedly.
I had 3 different weed strands labeled in jars on every shelf on my lack shelf (the tall white thing in the corner). She saw that shit and said "Oh so this why you always giving me so much free weed?" She asked
"I told you I was the plug baby" I said smoothly while widening my arms in a playful manner.
"Nah nah. I asked you and you said "i MiGhT bE" she said while laughing a lil. She sat on my furry bean bag chair and got mad comfortable.
"Girl why you all the way over there. Ik you not acting shy." I said laughing.
"Im not she said while walking over to my bed and taking her jeans off.
"Im glad you did that, cause I damn sure don't allow outside clothes in my bed." I said
"Im already knowing. I'm the same way" she said while sitting at the edge of the bed.
I took my pants off and walked over to my weed shelves and said "wanna smoke?"
"No, I'm already high af" she said
I walked up to her and stood in between her legs and just admired her.
"You're so beautiful baby" I said. "Gotdamn, this girl got me simpin🤦🏾♀️." I thought after saying that.
"Thank you" she said while puckering her lips. I bent down, put both of my hands on the bed on the sides of her and kissed her. I kissed the side of her face & started working my way down to her neck. She started gasping lightly. I grabbed her neck kissed her again then lightly said "shhh". I told her to move back so that she was all the way on the bed, and started taking her shirt off, then I took her bra off too. Her nipples smiled at me. I layed her on her back & started taking her panties off. Of course she did what all girls did and put her arm over her eyes😂😂. Her shyness was so cute. It was new, but cute nonetheless. I started kissing her neck again, then kissed down to her nipples. I started licking and sucking both of her nipples and she started moaning. I started playing with her clit with my index and middle finger, then stuck them inside. She started moaning louder as my fingers were moving in and out of her pussy. I felt her body start to tense up & I whispered "don't cum yet" She looked at me and said "I'm ready for more" I knew what she meant cause we had conversations about it before. She told me she had sex once, that led to her having Mon & that it was a bad experience. I promised her that I would give her a better experience one day. Today was that day. I got off the bed and got my strap out the bottom drawer of my vanity. It was brand new and it was a clear pinkish color. I put it on then put on Love Song by Future and Rihanna. This was our song at this point. She was sitting at the edge of the bed just watching me, like she was in love or something lol. She got back in the middle of the bed and laid back down as I was walking over. I got back on top of her, and pushed her right leg back, putting her knee to her chest. I slid in gently and she gasped. I started stroking her gently while using my finger to play with her clit. She started gasping and moaning "baby" louder and louder. I had my hand on the left side of her waist and felt her body tensing as if she was bout to come, so i leaned over and started kissing, sucking, and licking on her neck. She started grabbing the sheets and arching her back, then came all over my strap. "Fuck that was good" she said while breathing heavily. I stuck two fingers in her pussy then licked her cum off my fingers and said "it was" before sticking them in her mouth so she could lick the rest off. I got off the bed, got on my knees and pulled her closer to the edge. She said "girl let me catch my breat-" but before she could finish, I had her knees to her chest, and my face deep in her pussy. I was sucking and licking her clit like it was my favorite Sunday meal. She came all in my mouth, and I slurped it all up. I took my strap off, went to the bathroom in my room and cleaned it. When I came back this girl was laying at the top of the bed knocked out. I smiled at her, and got a warm wet rag to clean her then put her under the covers. I picked up her phone that was on my nightstand and looked at the time. It was 10:16 p.m. I knew she didn't have a password on her phone so I opened it to text Nimah. (Yall thought I was finna go through it didn't yall?😂) I asked her if she could keep Mon a little longer and I would pay her. She told me that he was already down for the night, and he was her favorite nephew so I didn't have to pay her, but I told her I would anyway. I set an alarm for 1:30 a.m on my phone, then got in the bed next to her. I kissed her lips, then went to sleep.