I need a coming out story Cus they are cute
3rd person pov:
The blondes hand ran though his curly locks as he sat in his gaming chair. He was contemplating a huge decision that could possibly affect the future of his streaming career if it went wrong.
Of course he knew it wouldn't, but the young boys anxiety was starting to erupt with ideas and worries. Every thing that could go wrong had gone wrong in his mind. It was chaos up there.
But he tried to push those thoughts aside. The 17 year old had been thinking about this for a few weeks now, he wanted- no. He needed to tell somebody. He needed someone he could trust to rant to about it.
Tommy sat tense still just staring at his monitor. Discord open, staring at the message in Wilburs dms, his confidence starting to faulter.
He started to chicken out, the tense suspension starting to get to him, he laughed nervously, "haha... you know..." he reached for his mouse and started to move towards the message, "I mean I could just delete it and tell him another ti- oh and he's online."
"Shit"
Tommyinnit: hey will! There's something I really need to talk about with someone and I trust you. Do you think we can call when your free?
Tommy stared at the monitor waiting to see if the older replied.
WilburSoot is typing...
WilburSoot: sorry for taking so long. I can call when your ready, whatever it is I'm here to support you.
His reply was hopeful. The blonde wasted no time to press on the call button, video call. He wanted this to be a face to face thing.
He was about to come out to his brother afterall.
Wilbur pov:
After getting home I got changed and went to my computer, I had thought about maybe streaming to relieve some stress only to be met with a discord notification that changed my mind completely.
Tommyinnit: hey will! There's something I really need to talk about with someone and I trust you. Do you think we can call when your free?
Of course I responded almost immediately, and of course it was a yes. Tommy was like a younger brother to me, not just canonly in the dreamsmp roleplay, I mean in real life the kid was like family. I would always be there to support him.
WilburSoot: sorry for taking so long. I can call when your ready, whatever it is I'm here to support you.
It was only a few seconds later that I received a discord call notification, not just any discord call but a video call.
Tommy only ever really chatted on voice calls because he was always playing Minecraft at the same time or something, he said something about preferring video calls to be for streams or important stuff??
"God I hope he's not pranking me like last time.." I grumbled, remembering his stream where he had messaged me in a panic only for me to find out it was just to get me to join a call with him.
I pressed join call.
Tommy's pov:
Wilbur joined the call.
"Hey TomToms whats up man?" He asked, still clicking some things on his screen before focusing all his attention on the call at hand.
I on the other hand, was having an internal freak out, 'OH MY GOD I WAS SO PREPARED AND NOW IM FREEZING UP?? WHAT HAPPENED BRAIN??? AGH SAY SOMETHING! WHY CANT I SAY ANYTHING??"
"Um. Tommy?? Wait can you not hear me? Maybe my mic is broken gimme a sec.."
"U-um no I can hear you..." was all my apparently now incompetent brain could even muster.
"Oh great! I'm glad my mic isn't broken again." He laughed a bit, I think he could tell I was quite nervous, "so Tommy how was your day?" He asked.
'What a strange question to ask during a call like this. I would've thought he would want to get straight to the point?'
"Um it... it was alright.." I answered, "how was your day Will?" I asked.
"Ugh you won't believe how frustrating some people are Tommy. Karen's everywhere man. Watch out." He laughed a bit. I think I was starting to understand what he was doing.
"So Tommy, what is it that you wanted to talk to me about? Is everything alright?" He asked, more seriously now, mixed with worry in his tone.
I nodded, 'god just get it over with'.
"Yep yep everything is good big man, just uh. Yeah a bit nervous. Jesus this went so much better in my head." I laughed nervously.
He nodded and hummed in response, "it's okay to take your time you know. Don't rush it. Just say whatever comes to mind first, you may not even do it now if your not ready but I'm always here to listen." He spoke softly.
'Wow he knows just what to say sometimes. I hadn't actually thought of it like that... huh...' I was slightly dumbfounded. I really was rushing things... 'whatever comes first into my head huh?'
I was a lot calmer now.
I nodded at Wilburs wise words, "thanks Will. I think I'm going to tell you now. Now or never." I confirmed. Sitting there for a moment, it was still hard.
He nodded aswell in understanding, "whenever you're ready, Tommy" he just sat and watched patiently.
I decided to do what Wilbur said and just let the words all just fall out, "okay. I just don't want you to see me any differently after I tell you. I've honestly lost a lot of people in my life because of it, a lot were family I hardly knew anyway, but you are someone I really REALLY don't want to loose, Wilbur..."
Wilbur looked quite shocked at this, a small frown on his face, "oh... Tommy I'm so sorry to hear that. But whatever it is, I will 100° support you, I don't care if you are like secretly three raccoons in a trench coat or something I am always going to be here." He promised, laughing softly at his own joke as he spoke.
I laughed a little too, "yeah... thanks again Wilby. I just needed to tell someone so I could vent about it I guess, your just one of the first people that came to mind since your like a big brother to me." I smiled, I could see Wilburs eyes sparkle through the monitor earning a small nervous chuckle from myself, he nodded and kept listening patiently, "and um. Well I'm not really sure how to word it... I think deep down I know this won't go as bad as my brain is telling me but uh... damn it's just the words Wilbur. How do I English??!!" I laughed, trying to lighten the mood.
Wilbur also laughed a bit, with me not at me, "try not to worry too much, Tommy. I promise there's nothing you could say to surprise me or make me dislike you even a little." He promised.
"Hmm" I hummed, still worried, "yeah... okay then... uhmmm I guess I should start with a simple question for you my good sir" I was once again trying to lighten the mood.
"Shoot"
"Do you know what transgender means?"
"I do. Are you trans Tommy?"
"Yes. I am." My face heated up from the overwhelming amounts of emotions.
Wilbur was smiling, his smile slowly turned to a confused eye squinting stare away from the camera.
"Uhhh. Nono wait. Uh mm. Wait no." He looked back to the camera, "wait Tommy I think I have lost brain cells." He whined.
"What's up Will?" I asked, nervous.
"First let me just say I support you completely and I am so proud of you, you are so pog champ." He started, "but like... does that mean... I don't know I'm trying not to offend you in anyway incase I'm wrong. I'm just going to say it and you tell me I guess." He paused, "so are you a girl?" He asked confused.
My eyes widened in shock. Wait what does he mean?? Is it transphobia or general confusion?? Does he think that Cus I have a female body I'm a girl or like... wait what no I'm so confused Wilbur would never.
"What do you mean by that?" I asked as calm as possible but sadness showed.
"Nono I mean like. Are you um.. boy to girl?? Like what pronouns do i use for you now?? Are you changing your name?? I'm not quite sure how the whole transition thing works but-"
"OH MY GOD WILBUR NO!" I tried my best to stiffle a laugh, feeling sorry for the confused boy on the screen, "'nononono WILL IM TRANS MALE. As in I was born female, I have already started transitioning, like testosterone and shit, ya know? Big man drugs." I explained proudly.
Wilburs mouth was shaped into an 'o' he finally understood, "OH TOMMY THATS GREAT OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY I SAID THAT IM ACTUALLY SO DUMB!" He yelled, his smile quickly returning, "Tommy you looked so masculine I was genuinely convinced that you meant you were going to transition to female." He laughed.
I fake gagged, "bleugh, me? Female? Been there done that. No thank you." I joked, earning a small chuckle from the other, "giggle champ".
"Wow Tommy. Thank you so much for trusting me with this, I promise not to tell anyone unless you want me to. And if you want to come out to anyone else I'll happily be there with you to do that if you need me, even if you want to me drive up there." He started, "you are like my little brother and I will always be there for you no matter what. Okay?"
I nodded, "yeah. Thanks Will." I smiled back.
"Wow... trans huh? I was gunna say 'wow that's so pog' but it doesn't sound so poggers for you, I mean, like dysphoria and shit must suck." He stated.
I looked at the screen once again dumbfounded, anyone who was supportive usually just yelled 'that's so cool!' Or 'yay good for you man' like wtf. No it's not really. Like good for me for coming out but being trans is not fun. Sometimes you can make a joke or two that makes it less sad and more enjoyable, but it stills sucks.
Nobody seemed to get it.
Nobody except Wilbur.
We continued to talk for a while. It turns out Wilbur had met someone who was trans before and did a lot of research on it so that he fully understood and didn't mess up and say something stupid accidentally.
I vented a bit aswell, about binder prices and hormone prices mostly, but also a bit about my dysphoria, I wasn't quite ready to talk about the deeper stuff.
But maybe one day. :)