Yuri's POV
Here I am again at Hyewon unnie's house watching her drink and get wasted. She's always like this. Whenever she goes to her parent's house. She's always the badass woman in the university along with Chaeyeon unnie, Chaewon unnie, and Eunbi unnie.
I am not talking to them or hanging out with them in the university because of Hyewon's decision but all of them are also my friends too. In fact, me and my other friends are all friends with them but we don't really hang out in the university as their 'badass' concept is really out of our frame. Oh please, my friends are Yena, Minjoo, Nako, Sakura, Hitomi, Yujin, and Wonyoung. We are the dork innocent students in the university.
That doesn't make sense at all. It is Sunday night and she just went back from her family's house. If you are wondering why is she's like this? This is because her parents don't really appreciate her. They only like her older sister because she's already married and successful in the business industry. That's why Hyewon becomes a badass together with the others.
We became friends when I saw her from a bar. She was drinking and very much wasted. I helped her and brought her to my freaking house. The next day she wasn't bad at all. We became friends that day. Not just typical friends though. We are best friends. Sometimes best friends, sometimes more than best friends.
She's not afraid of being the badass in school, heck, she's even proud of it. She doesn't care because she knows her parents will get her out of trouble. She's not afraid of everything. She has her own hotel business but neither of her parents knows about this. Only me and her. It's our little secret. She built it a month after we became friends.
Now, here I am carrying her to bring her to her own room. I tossed her on her bed because she's heavy when she's drunk. Even before I can step my foot she pulled me just to kiss me. This is what I told you that we are more than best friends sometimes. We haven't had sex though only making out and giving each other hickeys.
I admit that I enjoy it when she does it to me because I like her ever since I saw her at the university. But I never admitted or confessed to her because I am afraid.
She's not afraid of kissing me in the dark. She would turn off the lights whenever she wants to kiss me. I don't know why I allowed her to kiss me even though she's drunk nor sober. Maybe because I like her? That's why I don't complain and during the day we are just normal as if we didn't eat each other's face.
Our friends didn't know what's with us they just know we are closest because we are the London bridge of our group. If I hadn't met Hyewon and become close to her then Minjoo won't get Chaewon as her girlfriend. Nako won't get Eunbi as her girlfriend too. Honestly, these people got themselves girlfriends and I stayed like that.
She stopped and I just went to the living room to clean up the mess. After that, I left her and went to my own place.
'Yuri, thanks for last night' She greeted me when she saw me on the rooftop. She knows that this is my peaceful place whenever I have a vacant time in the university. I just nodded at her and let her walk out just like that. A badass duty I know. I won't even complain about it.
I went to the cafeteria as the bell rings. I saw my friends at our usual table and sits with them.
'Damn, where were you last night?' Yena asked me because basically, I didn't talk to any of them as I was 'busy' taking care of a wasted Hyewon.
'Home' I replied shortly. They know I have times where I am like this because of Hyewon. I understand her situations and problems but the two things that I can't understand are one, she is oblivious or something that she is not aware of what I feel not just the romantic feelings I have for her but earlier she just thanked me and walked out. Two she's so afraid of falling in love. That's why I couldn't confess to her.
She's always slapping me the fact that she's afraid of falling in love. She doesn't like loving someone because her sister is stupidly in love with her wife. Hyewon's words, not mine.
'Then why aren't you answering your phone?' This time Nako asked me. She gained confidence because of Eunbi. Eunbi is the scariest one among them.
'Got it dead when I accidentally dropped it' I replied. I threw it not dropped. I was listening to music then suddenly a song played about I can't be her lover or something about a sad love song. I threw it because I want to be with Hyewon and she's just so dense.
'Where is it? Is it broken-broken?' Hitomi asked. Of course, it will be. I just threw it on the wall. What else could happen? Nothing. Just broken like my heart right now.
'I will just buy a new one later' I said and continued to eat.
It's already night and I have nothing to do. I have no phone. Oh geez. Hyewon will kill me if she can't contact me. I didn't inform her that I broke my phone. I just went to the mall.
I was overjoyed being in the mall. I bought the phone but I will set this up later. I went to eat and shop for many things. Oh please, I don't have my car. I looked at my hands and I am holding more than 10 shopping bags from different stores. I looked at the time and no shit sherlock it's already past 10 pm.
I called a cab and I just stared out of the window while waiting to arrive in my place. I paid the driver and even told him to keep the change because he opened the door for me. I sighed and before I could reach the gate someone spoke.
'Where the hell were you?' Hyewon said in her cold tone. Mom, she's scary right now. I kinda regret what I did but Nah she has lots of mistakes towards me. I am hesitating to ignore her. Aish. I just passed by her and opened the gate with struggles. I heard her sighed.
'Ya! Jo Yuri! I asked you!' She is near shouting at me. She also has a bad temper at some things especially when I am involved. She's so caring about me that's why I fell in love deeper. I should've moved on long ago but she's too caring to me.
Again, I ignored her. I went to open my door and I can tell Hyewon's following me. I was about to shut the door but she's too strong to keep it open. I can't do anything about it so I went to my living room and threw my bags except for the phone. Because I just bought it earlier?
I am still ignoring Hyewon but I can feel that she's staring at me and following me by her eyes in my every move. Geez, I am getting anxious. I looked so ugly right now because I am too tired from the mall earlier. I felt my throat got dry so I went to the kitchen to grab some water.
After putting my glass on the sink I bumped into someone. Oh no, she's still here.
'I am too tired to be scolded. Bother me tomorrow' I said in my sleepy tone because I am an actress. Just kidding. I am a bit sleepy for real. She suddenly carried me in a bridal style. Shit, am I married to her? If this is a dream please don't wake me up.
'I was just worried that you are not answering my phone and I asked your friends they didn't know where you are either. I won't bother you just tell me what happened to you, okay?' She spoke in her very soft voice. I like this more. Her soft side but still I like her badass image but my privilege to see this Hyewon is such an achievement.
I didn't answer her and she laid me down on the bed. I covered myself using the blanket and turning my back at her. I heard her sigh again. I don't want her to be sad but it's her fault anyway.
'Yuri, I don't want to be friends with you anymore' She uttered making me interested somehow. I looked at her with a frowned face. Then I showed her my saddest facial expression.
'Yuri...I don't want to be a coward anymore. Will you go out with me?' She asked me making me malfunction for a moment. Am I too tired that I imagine some things? I touched her face and it's freaking real.
'I know I've been a badass not only to other people but also to you. I want to make things right and I don't want to be scared of anything. I will protect you Yuri. I will take care of you. I will fight for you...go out with me and let me do the things that you wished if you are in a relationship. I still remember those' She talked a lot. Mom, forgive me your daughter but I'm choosing Hyewon this time.
'Yuri?' I stopped talking to myself and forgot to answer her.
'What are you waiting for? I need cuddles' I said and pouted. Her face brightens up and jumped on my bed.