Ananya-"phir kabhi maine pyar paane ki umeed hi nhi ki .NAKABPOSH SE BHI NHI KI THI PER RAY KI WAJAH SE......
Dev"Nakabposh se bhi nhi ki thi matlab?"
She looks at him thinking whether she should tell him about her feelings for Nakabposh or not. She doesn't want to hurt him but why will he feel hurt. Their relationship is not like others and he knows that too.
"Kya baat hai Anu?" he asked looking in her eyes lovingly.
Ananya-"Nakabposh se milte milte kab mujhe usse sachi me PYAR HO GYA MUJHE PTA HI NHI CHLA."
His hands slip from her shoulders .He looks at her utterly shocked.
Dev-"Tum to Ray se.....
Only he knows how he spoke these words.
Ananya-"Nhi . Bilkul bhi nhi. MAI HAMESHA SE KEVAL NAKABPOSH SE HI PYAR KARTI HU. Ray ne mujhe apna introduction Nakabposh ban kar diya tha.
After that she explains him about how Ray first time meet her and how he introduced himself as nakabposh.
Now He understands why Ananya is not upset about Nakabposh departure and why she is behaving too much friendly with Ray and Why she wants to meet Nakabposh before their Marriage.
Flashback starts
Dev enters in Ananya 's room .He never thought that some day he will hesitate before entering in her room , a place where he comfortably spent most of his leisure time irritating her.
But today he is here to tell her about his decision , Decision of marrying him. It is not easy for him to take this decision . From last some days ,he was in dilemma.He doesn't want to break the promise given to a dying man , neither he want to marry Ananya just to fulfill his promise. Yes,he loves her but his love is not selfish.He knows that there equation is like friend and she can never thought in her dream to marry him.
His father helps him to take this decision. He is not Balveer for him who can take all decisions.He is just his son Dev who needs guidence of his father. He told him to follow his heart and to take decision without thinking about Ananya 's decision. Because his decision matters equally and he can't do anything about her decision So first take your decision and then leave her decision on her.And he didn't take even a second to understand what his heart wants. Difficult times too become easy with family.
Dev-"Ananya mujhe tumse baat karni thi"
She is facing her back toward him.Neither she speaks a word nor she turns around to look at him.
Dev-"Ananya mai ....mai ....maine apna faisla le liya hai.Mai Sarvkaal ko diye waade se pichhe nhi hat shakta .Per ye faisla keval mera hai. kuch bhi tumhari Marzi ke bina nhi hoga isliye soch samajh tum jo faisla logi mujhe manzoor hoga."
He waited for her to say at least a word but she was silent .He looked down disappointed and turns to leave .
Ananya-"Dabbu.
He stop and look at her who is still standing in same position.
Ananya-"kya tum ek baar Mujhe Nakabposh se milwa sakte ho"
He thought that she needs a friend at this moment and he as Dev can't be that as situation is not like before that's why she wants to meet Nakabposh.
He leaves from there without uttering a word while Ananya looks at the entrance disappointed.When a voice comes from behind her.
"No chinta no fear when dost is here"
She turns around and found Nakabposh is sitting on the bed .Tears rolled down on her cheeks seeing him after so many days. Yes,Ray was with her but she never feel that comfort, that attachment with him which she is feeling with Nakabposh again. Nakabposh comes near her and make her sit on the bed. While Ananya is still lost in him .He sits on the his knees and wipes her tears .
Nakabposh-" Don't cry Ananya.Please.
Ananya-"tumhe nhi pta ki pichle kuch dino me kya hua hai.
Nakabposh-"janta hu. Sarvkaal ek bahut hi pure soul the Ananya. And believe me unka aashirwad tumhare sath humesha rahega.
Ananya-"Unki last wish thi ki....ki ..mai dabbu se.....
Nakabposh-"Sarvkaal ki last wish kya thi mai janta hu"
Ananya looked at him surprised.
Nakabposh-"Ananya ,I know ki tumhare liye koi nhi decision lena bahut difficult hai.per I can assure you tumhare kisi bhi decision me Dev tumhare sath hai.He is always there for you"
She is looking in his eyes for the glimpse of even a little bit of restlessness while taking about her and Dev but he disappoints her.
Ananya-"aur tum?"
Nakabposh-"jab bhi meri DOST ko meri jarurat padegi .I will be there.
"Dost"She whispers.
She is just a friend for him .Her marriage with someone else is not affecting him even a bit.
Ananya-"Thank you DOST. Mere liye tumne itna waqt nikala .Uske liye Thanks. Per ab tumhara aur waqt nhi lungi.I think ab tumhe jana chahiye.
She said with a faint smile .
Nakabposh-"take care and Bye
She looks down as she doesn't want to see him going from her life forever.
Kuch pal toh tehar jao na
Ya phir laut ke aao na
Yoon kehte nahi alvida
Mudd jao idhar aao na
She again look at him but he is not there.She looks here and there in room .
Tumhe dhundhe meri ankhen
Tumhe khoje meri baahein
She sits down crying.
Ananya-"kaise jiyungi tumhare bina. kaiseee?
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin
Yeh aasmaan aur zameen
Bin tere kuch bhi nahi
Saanson se mohlat
Zara maang laina
Yoon utthke jaatein nahi
Ya phir tu mujhe le chal
Sang apne jidhar tu chala
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin
Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin
Flashback ends.
Ananya-"Mai janti thi ki Nakabposh ke liye mai koi bhi nhi.mera pyar humesha ek tarfa rahega. per iss baat se mujhe fark nhi parta tha kyuki mera pyar khud me hi pura hai. Mujhe usse kuch bhi nhi chahiye tha. Keval usse dekh kar ,usse mil kar hi ,uske khwabo me jee kar hi mujhe sab kuch mil jata tha.
Her eyes are clearly reflecting her true and selfless love for Nakabposh.A love without any dream.
Ananya-"Per jab Ray mujhse Nakabposh ban kar mila .Mujhe lagne lga ki mai bhi Nakabposh ke liye special hu. Mai koi sapna dekhna nhi chahti thi per Ray ke behaviour ki wajah se mai sapne dekhne lagi.Ray ka mujhse flirt karna, ,mere liye birthday surprise plan karna ,mujhe har pal special feel karwana .Mai uske sath uncomfortable feel karti thi per phir mujhe lagta tha ki nakabposh ne mere liye ye sab kiya mai.......Issliye shaadi se pehle mai usse milna chahti thi .Usse btana chahti thi ki mai usse .....per meri shadi se use koi fark hi nhi pra .Aur kyu parta ? Uske liye mai hu hi kaun?koi bhi to nhi? Mai timnasa ki ,burai ki gulam aur wo burai se larne wala Hero.
Dev wants to tell her that how much she matters to Nakabposh. He wants to shout and tell her about his feelings.
Dev-"kaise btau tumhe Anu ki tum mere liye kya ho.
Aankhon ke panno pe
Maine likha tha sau dafaa
Lafzon mein jo ishq tha
Hua naa hothon se bayaan
Khud se naraaz hoon
Kyun be-aawaaz hoon
Meri khamoshiyan hain sazaa
Dil hai yeh sochta
Phir bhi nahi pataa
Kis haq se kahun bataa
Ke Main Hoon Hero Tera (x4)
(Main hoon hero hero tera)
Ananya-"Uske liye kitna aasan tha na hamesha ke liye jana. ye keh dena ki ab hum doobara kabhi nhi mil payenge. Wo sach me chla gya .Humesha sath dene ka wada kar ke ,humesha ke liye chor kar chala gya.Heart promise tor kar chla gya."
Raahon mein bhi, har kadam
Main tere saath chala
Haathon mein thhe ye haath magar
Phir bhi rahaa faasla
Seene mein hain chhupe
Ehsaas pyaar ke
Bin kahe tu sun le zaraa
Dil hai yeh sochta
Phir bhi nahi pataa
Kis haq se kahun Bataa..
Ke main hoon hero tera (x4)
Ananya-"Aur maje ki baat ye hai ki usse shikayat bhi nhi hai.Kis haq se karu gila .usse to mere feelings ke bare me pta bhi nhi na hi pta hai ki koi uska naam lekar mere feelings ke sath khel rha tha.Sab jante hue bhi pta nhi kyu bahut taqlif hoti hai Dabbu? bahut dukhta hai yaha"
She said placing her hand on her heart. He hugs her gently. she lied beside her placing her head on his chest while he lies resting his back on bed's boundary and head on the wall.
Ananya-"itna kyu dukhta hai Dabbu? Kyu itni taqlif hoti hai?"
Dev-"pta nhi Ananya kyu itna Dard hota hai ? Bahut dard hota hai."
Her each and every word is pricking her heart like thousands of thorns is peirced in his heart.She loves Nakabposh who is non other than him.But Nakabposh is totally different from Balveer and she loves Nakabposh not Balveer.
Dev(in mind)-"kaise btaunga tumhe Anu ki Nakabposh keval ek chhalawa tha.jisse tum pyar karne lagi ho uska koi astitva hi nhi hai. Aur jiska wajood hai uske liye tumhare dil me wo jagah nhi hai.
Teri wajah se hai mili
Jeene ki sab khwahishein
Paa loon tere dil mein jagah
Hai yeh meri koshishein
Main bas tera banu
Bin tere naa rahun
Maine toh maangi hai yeh duaa
Dil hai yeh sochta
Phir bhi nahi pataa
Kis haq se kahun bata..
Ki Main Hoon Hero Tera (x4)
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