ⁱ ᵃᵈᵛⁱᶜᵉ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳˢ ᵗᵒ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵉᵖⁱˢᵒᵈᵉ ʷʰⁱˡᵉ ˡⁱˢᵗᵉⁿⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ 'ˢᵒ ᵍʳᵃᵛⁱᵗʸ' ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ⁱ'ᵐ ˡⁱˢᵗᵉⁿⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ⁱᵗ ʷʰⁱˡᵉ ᶠⁱⁿⁱˢʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠⁱʳˢᵗ ᵖᵃʳᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵉᵖⁱˢᵒᵈᵉ.ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱⁿ ᵐʸ ᵒᵖⁱⁿⁱᵒⁿ, ⁱᵗ ⁱˢ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ᵉᵐᵒᵗⁱᵒⁿᵃˡ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵉᵃˡⁱⁿᵍ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ. ⁱᶠ ⁱᵗ'ˢ ᵈⁱᵈⁿ'ᵗ ᵍⁱᵛᵉ ᵃⁿʸ ᵉᶠᶠᵉᶜᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒᵘ ᵍᵘʸˢ, ᵗʳʸ ᵗᵒ ʳᵉᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᶜᵉⁿᵉ ⁱⁿ ˢᵒ ᵍʳᵃᵛⁱᵗʸ ᵈⁱʸ ᵐᵛ. ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ ʸᵒᵘ.
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At early in the morning, Kangmin just staring at his friends. Staring deeply with a withered eyes until....
"Oh, Kangmin ah...", Yongseung's rubbing his eyes since he just awake.
"Didn't you sleep?", ask Yongseung while stretching his own neck.
Kangmin just shake his head without even a words.
Yongseung's sighing while still facing Kangmin.
The situations become silent back as everyone's still sleeping before Yongseung's shoving him something.
"Do you wanna play? I can teach you", Yongseung's giving him wide smile while shoving the rubik cube that he had for a long time.
Kangmin just shake his head. Again and slowly facing down and place his head on his kness while hugging his legs. He's totally different from who he is before.
Yongseung slowly taking down his hand with a upset expression. It's not because he's offended because Kangmin didn't want to play with him. It's because he can't do anything. Nothing he can do to help his own friend. He's feeling upset because of himself.
After a few minutes of silent situation, Yongseung slowly raise his head. He's looking at Kangmin with a wide smile.
"C'mere, Minmin ah", Yongseung spread his arms away allowing Kangmin to come in.
Kangmin slowly raise his head. His lips slowly forcing a smile and his eyes obviously can tell that he's still feeling sad.
Kangmin get down from his sofa and sit next to Yeongseung. He bend his back of body to Yongseung's body and in his arms.
"What is it? Are you dreaming again?", ask Yongseung softly.
Kangmin's shaking his head latter before answering.
"I didn't even had sleep last night".
Yongseung paused. He can't think of another words to reply.
The situation become silent back. And the silent is awkward.
Finally, Yongseung come up with another words to fill the surrounding.
"Have you heard of my new song? I've finished writing it a week ago. The instrument have also merged with the lyrics. The lyrics were sang by me, Chanie hyung, Gye hyung, Yeono hyung, and rap part by Heonie hyung. Simply put, i've done my project. Do you want to hear it?", explained Yongseung with an excited tone.
Without looking at Yongseung's face, Kangmin can tell that Yongseung's hoping for him to listen to his new song. Even without desire to enjoying, he has to say 'yes' to Yongseung to avoid offending. He even don't want to ask why is there no Hoyoung's voice.
"Yup", Kangmin replied shortly.
Yongseung quickly let go of his arms from Kangmin and reach his old model of mp3 that were attached with an earphone from the first place. Everything of his properties will always be by his side even if he's sleeping at living room and not in his bedroom.
"Here", Yongseung placed the earphone in Kangmin's ears.
Kangmin that have no desire to move and even to feel any emotions right now, just let Yongseung placing that earphone.
As soon as the song played, his eyes slowly shut down. He can feel his heartbeat beating in a right tempo.
Slowly his feet levitating from where he placed it earlier. A sweet breeze touching his cheeks slightly. The breeze that consist of healing aroma that only him can smell it.
The only time which he can feel freedom. The only time where he can't even sense any of danger near him. The only time where the black pitch surrounding is so beautiful in his view.
His lips slowly drawing a slight smile which is come out from his sincerity. His closed eyes telling everyone what's his feeling right now.
Warmth slowly fill his surrounding. He can tell that everyone's hugging him in reality. He can tell that his eyes.... Teary again.
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"Kangmin ah, we're arrived", Yeonho smacked Kangmin's shoulders since he seems sleeping all the time in car.
"Oh, i didn't realize it", Kangmin take off his earphone from his ears while standing from his sit just now and give the mp3 back to Yongseung.
"Woah... Yongseung's new song really hit different for Kangmin... I know you were listening to it all the time in car instead of sleeping, right?", Dongheon place his arms on Kangmin's neck while heading to their destination which is amusement park.
Kangmin just giggling without any words. He got to take a peek at Yongseung at the other side. Yongseung, the songwriter just smirking. According to the dictionary, smirking is smiling without a words and Yongseung is really pro in it.
Suddenly, Kangmin have an idea to ask and this time, he became who he is.
"Anyway, Seung hyung, what is it with 'Even if the familiar days change, would i look at the same place'?".
Yongseung reach his neck to looking at Kangmin at the other side.
"Mmm... Geunyang. We might lose something and even someone one day, and of course the familiar days will change. Will we look at the same place?", Yongseung starring at each of his friends.
The others paused as their eyes contacted with Yongseung who just made they're shivering.
"Hahah, what an emotional lyrics, right? Even when i sang it. Haha...", Gyehyeon's laughing alone while everyone's still loading.
But then he's trying to get away from awkwardness and running from them.
"Hyung! You're not gonna leave me behind! Wait for me!", Yeonho also running away.
"What the... We might get left behind, hyung. Kaja!", Minchan's running away with his older friend.
Yongseung smile without a words again, smirking. He's totally hurts thought. He take a while to glare at Hoyoung and Kangmin who just stay by his side.
"You are willing to leave too. Go ahead. That amusement park never go anywhere thought", ask Yongseung with a straight tone and didn't facing his friends.
"Ani...h. It was fun teasing you thought. That's all don't take it serious. I'll listen to your song soon. I'll support you", Hoyoung continue laughing at him but at the same time trying to comfort him.
"You?", ask Yongseung while facing Kangmin.
"Andwae...", Kangmin's giggling and place his arms around Yongseung's waist. He wanted to comfort sad Yongseung who just comforted him by his new song.
"𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑓 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒'𝑠 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠. 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 '𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔'".
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ˢᵒʳʳʸ, ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵒⁿᵍ ʰⁱᵃᵗᵘˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ ʷʰᵒ ˢᵗᵃʸ ʷᵃⁱᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵃⁿᵈ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᶜʰᵃᵖᵗᵉʳ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵒᵖᵉⁿᵉᵈ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗˢ. ⁱ'ᵛᵉ ᵖˡᵃⁿⁿᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵘᵖᵈᵃᵗᵉ ᵗᵒᵐᵒʳʳᵒʷ ᵇᵘᵗ ⁱ'ᵐ ʷᵒʳʳⁱᵉᵈ ⁱᶠ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᵘᵖ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ⁱ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ᵖᵘᵇˡⁱˢʰ ⁿᵉʷ ᶜʰᵃᵖᵗᵉʳ. ˢᵒ ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿᵉ ⁱᵗ ᵗᵒᵈᵃʸ. ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵉ ʷᵃⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᵘᵖᶜᵒᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᶜʰᵃᵖᵗᵉʳ (•̀ᴗ•́)و
ʰᵒᵖⁱⁿᵍ ᶠᵒʳ ʸᵒⁿᵍˢᵉᵘⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵍᵉᵗ ʰᵉᵃˡᵉᵈ. ⁱ'ᵛᵉ ᵉˣᵖᵉʳⁱᵉⁿᶜᵉᵈ ᵖᵒˢⁱᵗⁱᵛᵉ ᶜᵒᵛⁱᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ʸᵒⁿᵍˢᵉᵘⁿᵍ ᶜᵃⁿ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵗᵒᵍᵉᵗʰᵉʳ ᵃˡᵒⁿᵍ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵛᵉʳʳᵉʳˢ. ˡᵉᵗ'ˢ ˢᵗᵃʸ ˢᵃᶠᵉ, ᵍᵘʸˢ. ʷᵉ ᶜᵃⁿ ᵈᵒ ⁱᵗ.
ⁱᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵃⁿᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ˢʰᵃʳᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵇⁱᵃˢ, ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᶠʳᵉᵉ ᵗᵒ ᶜᵒᵐᵐᵉⁿᵗ. ⁱ ʲᵘˢᵗ ʷᵃⁿⁿᵃ ᵗᵉˡˡ ʸᵃ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵐʸ ᵇⁱᵃˢ ᵒᵇᵛⁱᵒᵘˢˡʸ ʸᵒⁿᵍˢᵉᵘⁿᵍ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱᵗ'ˢ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗᵇʳᵉᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ʰᵉᵃʳ ʰᵉ'ˢ ᵖᵒˢⁱᵗⁱᵛᵉ. ᵇᵘᵗ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ, ⁱ ᶜᵃⁿ'ᵗ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ ʰᵒʸᵒᵘⁿᵍ. ʰᵉ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵗʳʸⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ˢᵗᵉᵃˡ ᵐʸ ᵇⁱᵃˢ ˢᵖᵒᵗ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʸᵒⁿᵍˢᵉᵘⁿᵍ. 😅😅