Tuesday 4.23pm
R. thanks for everything ev
E. Ryder are you okay?
E. Ryder please answer me
E. Ry?
E. You're worrying me.
*1 missed call*
R. i hope ur happy with him,
R. wish i couldve redone some stuff
between us tho
E. Ryder please don't do this.
E. What are you talking about?
R. dw ev, im okay
R. i miss you
R. im so sorry about everything
i put u through
R. i hope u know how i hate myself for the things ive caused u
*3 missed calls*
E. Ryder
E. Please answer me
E. Youre worrying me
E. I miss you too..
E. Ryder pick up the phone
E. Ry you know I forgave you a long time ago.
*5 missed calls, 2 voicemails*
E. Please answer.
*•.*
I saw the messages flooding in like the plague. Reading every single one of them, while holding the phone with my shaking hands.
I swallowed the knot in my throat as I didn't bother to reply anymore. I had said everything I wanted to say. More than I actually planned to.
Taking one last look at the conversation, I closed my phone. With one last longing look at it, I swung my phone into the water with a neat curve.
A last splash and a string of air bubbles came up, before I saw it sinking into the crystal clear water.
I turned around. Also figuratively turning my back towards this episode of my life. I was going to start over.
Without the demons of the past.