12.16.16
'she might be in love with me but i will never love her'
The night of the yule ball...
i had my dress on the silk felt good across my skin, me and cerelia carefully put makeup on as we didn't want to mess anything up
Mattheo was going his wife, i never got her name maybe at the ball i can, thoughts of elphias soared through my mind once again
my eyes stung with pain as the thought of him hurt me, i know he doesn't care about me anymore but that's okay... right?
maybe tonight i can talk to him. make it up to him.
i put blush on along with eyeliner, cerelia was now looking at the body mirror, examining her body picking out each and every flaw that she had
she scrunched up her face and started whispering to herself, they were positive words such as
'you got this' 'you're perfect don't think otherwise' 'he will think you're perfect' 'he loves you' 'my face is perfect' etc... she thought maybe if she kept telling herself that it would become true
she let out a shaky sigh before turning to me
"ready?" she asked raising an eyebrow at me "yes, let me just finish up with some finishing touches" i put on the last of my make up and got up
we linked arms as we walked out of my dorm, at the end of the steps we saw the boys, leo, max, scorpius, marco all looked amazing
then there was elphias, him, the boy i fell deeply in love with, memories of us came back to my mind
painful memories— i shook the thought away as i held back warm tears that were fighting to fall
we walked down the steps slowly as the boys looked at us like we were goddesses
elphias kept his eyes trained onto my body, that look was the same look he gave me when we first saw each other for the first time
he was in awe, his lips slightly parted as he picked out everything beautiful about me
i smiled the tears went away as i saw the look on his face, i felt good seeing him look at me like that
once we reached the end of the steps, he walked over to me
"i know i'm going with astoria, but i will be happy to walk you down to the ball" he said with his voice that made me always fall harder for him
he took his hand and moved a strand of hair behind my ear as he examined my features
cerelia winked at me and smirked as she unlinked arms with me, she went to scorpius and they immediately kissed
"i guess" i let out a heavy sigh acting like i was dreading it
"you're beautiful... you know that" he said slyly as we both started walking ahead of the group
"ever since you left me, i have felt somewhat not pretty" i confessed to him while sucking on my bottom lip
being this close to him makes me nervous, it was like when i first met him, even a glance would make me giddy for the whole day
"i'm sorry about that love, i just needed some time" i was confused by his words, he was like a puzzle— so was riddle
i furrowed my eyebrows and directed my gaze towards him
"what do you mean exactly?" i asked him quietly, my voice was gentle and soft
"you'll see gen" he let out a sigh, maybe he didn't fall out of love with me after all i wondered to myself
i pushed that stupid thought aside as my eyes wondered the corridors, orange/yellow light made its was onto the walls
it was beautiful, you could see the fresh snow hitting the window
we made it to the great hall doors they were already open music was playing it was faint but noticeable enough
bright white light was illuminating the walls, we saw students dancing as a slow song was being played
students swaying there hips to the rhythm, lovers kissing each other some were sneaking off outside to mess around in the carriages and others to the bathroom
everyone was enjoying there time, engaging conversations with one another, teachers keeping an eye on there students
professor's dancing with one another, laughter filled the room, mint scent was in the air along with warm cinnamon apple, candy-canes were being stolen off of the tables, drinks were getting spilled on suits and dresses
me and elphias found all of us a table, "me and leo are going to go dance" max said excitedly while taking leo's hand out onto the ball rooms floor
cerelia did the same with scorpius, she wrapped her hands around his shoulders as they danced lovingly to the music with bright happy smiles on there faces
me and elphias were holding hands at our table as we watched everyone dance and enjoy there time, there was much more to be said between me and him and we can't keep quiet about it
i liked across the room and my eyes landed on him, the man i loath, his curls were the same as usual, his suit fitted perfectly around him
he had a smile on his face as he talked to his wife, that he apparently didn't love, the fact i know a good bit about him scares me really
he's trouble, bad news, a killer, a monster, even a death eater, you can't forget that he is voldemort's son
almost if he felt my hard stare, he snapped his head towards me, his dark chestnut eyes pierced through my soul sending shivers down my fragile body
his facial features hardened as we remained eye contact
"enjoying you're time witch?" i heard a familiar voice inside my head say, i frowned, it was mattheos
i need to distance myself from him, i need to stop engaging in conversations with him
he raised his eyebrow at me as he noticed i wasn't saying anything
"look riddle, we need to keep this professional. first stop pinning me against a wall and threatening to take away my life, and stop with the long conversations" i was sure i made myself clear
i was expecting more out of him but all i got was a nod and he looked back at his wife
she turned her head to see what he was staring at, me and her locked eyes, she gave me a soft smile and waved at me before turning her attention back on her husband
"anyways as i was saying— are you even paying attention to me potter" hissed elphias at me, while giving me a dirty look
"yeah yeah... let's just go dance" i suggested, he nodded his head in agreement
he took my hand and took me out to the dance floor
as we were dancing my eyes came across astoria and marco— they were making out in a corner, maybe that's why he came back to me because she left him for marco. her true love.
i sighed at that thought, he whispered into my ear seductively "you have a nice dress... it would look better on my dorm room floor though" he hummed
i felt a pit of disgusting range through my guts, i immediately pulled away from him and gave him a dirty look
"gross— look elphias, i just don't think this can work anymore" i said before leaving him alone on the dance room floor
he just wants a hook up in probably going to hit him up after the ball to mess around he still disgusts me even though i still love him— it's only pleasure no harm in that
as i was walking i remembered that i never got mattheos wife's name
i sucked in a breath and got the courage to go up to them
"hello" i said politely "it's so nice of you to join us!" his wife said to me as she gave me a warm smile then gave me a side hug, she pulled out a chair for me to sit on
"thank you" i thanked her, i looked across from where me, mattheo and his wife were sitting and there were two people, they were older
i smiled at them which they returned, "this is my husbands favorite student— weird right that she's a potter and he's a riddle" she laughed out, god i wanted to slap her
"i wouldn't stop you from doing that" it was mattheos voice once again, "after the ball i don't want you speaking to me only while in class and detention" he let out a sigh and leaned back in his seat
a smirk played on his face as he placed his hand on her thigh, his thumb gently rubbing back and fourth, her cheeks lit up red at his special touch
she lightly hummed as she sat in her seat, her black dress hugging all of her curves perfectly— i'm feeling something... jealousy?
her bright red hair fell over her pale shoulders so perfectly, her full plump lips were the perfect shade of pink, her rosy cheeks were as red as the roses bushes, her silvery blue eyes— you could get lost in them
i sighed at those thoughts, her beautiful smile that lit up the room and made others smile
i fiddled with a piece of my dress, all the sudden i feel down because of her
my hair was curled down to my waist, my dress was long and dark slytherin green— yes i looked good... but not as good as her
these heels were killing me i thought to myself, people on the dance floor twirled each other as snow fell on there silky hair as joy crept up onto there faces as they saw there significant other dance around
and here i was sitting at the table with my future murder, i felt myself hold in a breath at that thought
i let out a breath as i finally came back to reality, realizing i need to engage conversations that i would most likely rather not
"oh silly of me not to introduce you properly to my parents" she laughed out sending me a side eye
"this must be potters little sister?" asked the women with a scowl placed upon her wrinkly features, same as the man
"this is Marla and James Price" said mattheos wife, the smile still playing among her features
i nodded my head "well it was nice meeting you lovely people— but i must get back with my date" i said nervously as i watched there judging dark eyes
"well it was nice meeting you... potter" said marla, while giving me a dirty look, she started fixing her dress making sure it looked nice— it didn't
"what's you're wife's name?" i asked him as i started walking to where the food and punch was
"Madeline— beautiful right" he hummed, "of course, mattheo" was all i said— they were the last words spoken between us at the moment
i poured punch into a glass cup, red coated the clear sides, i brought the clear cup that was now full with red liquid up to my soft lips and poured it into my mouth, the flavor of the drink hitting thousands of tastes buds
vodka could be better— having sex with someone while drunk is the best— for me atleast
as i was looking for the vodka or fire whiskey, i felt someone lightly tap my shoulder
i looked behind me to see cerelia with a grin on her face
"you're brother harry and his friends are here to see you" she said excitedly to me— the weasleys treated cerelia as own of there own as they did the same for me and harry— i refuse to go back to my aunt and uncles
i gave her a smile "okay, i'll go see him" excitement filled my veins as i haven't seen my brother in months, i missed him
i looked over to the great halls doors, and there standing by the big dark brown doors was my brother and his friends
i made my way up to them, my brothers back was facing me as he was turned the opposite direction talking to ron and hermione
i gently tapped him on the shoulder, i was a bit nervous
he turned around with a confused look on his face but once he looked down at me, he lit up with joy with a bright smile tugging at his lips
he picked me up as i hugged him tightly he swung me around in his arms, he was enjoying the hung as well as my company
he put me down and put a hand on my shoulder, i peered over his shoulder as i saw the two love birds, hermione was pregnant with ron's baby
"you look beautiful sis" he grinned as he saw my dark green elegant dress
"thank you" i thanked him, there wasn't much to say really— i don't want to tell him about mattheo. but i need to
i sighed at the thought as i frowned "what's wrong" he asked worried, i looked at the ground nervous of his reaction
"let's go to my table— we need to talk" i said quietly, i took his hand as we walked to my table, passing by people short and tall or even average height
we sat down at my table the three of them sitting across from me
"well how do i say this harry" i paused as i looked him in the eyes and took his cold hands into my own— he has been through so much this is just putting more weight on his shoulders
"riddles son is teaching at hogwarts and he is planning on—" i was suddenly stopped from saying anything else, i didn't know what was stopping me from saying anything else but i couldn't get another word out
"riddles son in teaching— what was going through that bloody oafs head— dumbledore i mean dumbledore" he let out a loud obnoxious sigh
"it will be fine harry" hermione said quietly placing a hand on his shoulder, ron rubbed his back they tried to comfort him. it didn't work.
"i can't have you here for long— not with him in this school, i'll talk to dumbledore" he said sternly shaking his head at a loss of words and fear for my life
"what are you're ideas so far on this?" asked hermione, she looked beautiful ad always her dark blonde strawberry hair fell over her shoulders and around her chest, she wore a tight shirt and jeans
"well i'm not having you all year long— by the end of winter i want you out of this school unless i can persuade dumbledore to let him go" his voice was gruff, as the memories of voldemort and the war played in his head, the war still haunted his dreams
i nodded my head in agreement, as i didn't have much of a day in this
"let's lighten the mood, would you like to dance?" i asked him politely while holding out my fragile defined hand for him to take
a smile tugged at his lips, "of course" he stood up and took my hand, i lightly pulled on his hand taking him out to the center of the dance floor, passing by other people
he put his hand around my waist and the other on my hand, i placed my free hand on his shoulder
we spun around, danced with the music, happiness was in the air it's almost like you could smell it
he hummed lightly to the tune as i did the same.
"i'm glad i got to see you tonight sis it's been months" he said quietly, it's true it has been months i've said to before
i've always been close to harry he's protected me from the dursley's when they would try to abuse me, even if it was by taking ahold of my wrist hard and dragging me up the stairs because i said something wrong— a bruise would be left across my wrist for days
i never liked my aunt and uncle, i just wanted my parents back, they were against me and harry learning about magic, they would lock the magic books and quails under the stairs
— when they were gone harry would pick the lock and we would do our homework for hours
i would sit on his desk while he sat on his bed, we would spend hours figuring out magic problems, and spend at least 30 minutes looking for the spell that was right
i could pay myself on the back for never spilling the ink— harry was proud of me for that
we always spent our time together, on rainy nights, nights where the moon was shining bright and illuminated his room enough to where i could work properly while doing my homework
sometimes i used to wake up with headaches and on the floor, i used to do my homework and just read all over me and harry's bedroom
i remember when we used to go to school together, he was two years above me though
on the sunny days we would be able to go to our friends— if we were lucky and hadn't got in trouble all that week
i always got in trouble even if i wasn't doing anything and just minding my own damn business
i sighed at the thought of even returning there, i might have to, i hope we just go to the weasleys
the music turned to a different song, "cmon let's go back to the table so you, ron and hermione can eat" i suggested, he nodded his head and we both started walking back to the table
"would you like anything to eat, darling?" she continued "sorry about them they were to rude to ask" hermione's voice was just as sweet as always
i smiled at her "no thank you love" i disagreed, i wasn't that hungry
i took a few deep breaths trying to calm myself down
thoughts were running through my head about the dursley's, mattheo, elphias and my brother—
i just hoped everything would be alright since that's the only thing that i can do at the moment
i felt someone out there hands on each of my shoulders, pressing down i hissed at the feeing
i turned my head around and saw him, the monster himself, the guy my brother was most afraid of
his dark inky black eyes pierced through my own eyes and my soul, it lit a fire inside me, i felt myself get nervous again at his touch that any girl would get nervous of, yes i still hate him don't think it changed because it never will
"mattheo" i breathlessly said, my voice was cut short as harry came up and looked furious but scared because he knew what mattheo could do
"riddle" he paused looking at him, he let himself take all of it in
"it's me... you're sister has taking a liking to my class, her grades aren't that good though" he said lightly rubbing my shoulders, his touch burned my skin, i played with my fingers in my lap, i was looking at my lap trying to avoid eye contact with anyone
ron and hermione sat down across from me, they kept there heads down quietly speaking to each other, they didn't want to piss off riddle— no one did
cerelia, scorpius, marco, leo, max all day across from me as i was left alone in this row
they kept there conversations quiet as minded there own business as they realized riddle was there
elphias came and sat beside me, he gave riddle a dirty look, he then looked at me his faces turned to a smile
his hand crept up on my thigh his touch felt normal, nothing as how it felt before
i sighed letting my hand fall on-top of his hand, it was warm, i didn't feel nervous but i kept telling myself i wanted his touch
"tell me why you're really over here riddle" snapped harry as he furrowed his eyebrows at riddle
"Well Ms. Potter hasn't been acting right in her classes and if detention isn't enough, i'll have to give her a little more punishment" he said then let out a laugh, his big smile tugging at the corner of his lips as he looked amused at the scared boy
"w- what do you mean by that riddle?" my brother asked a bit scared
"don't worry about it, just talk to her" he let out a breath, then looked down at me and elphias
he scowled, then said with a disgusting tone "i thought you were done with that oaf" while watching elphias squeeze my thigh
"yes, but i need to do something with him" i said quietly so that my brother wouldn't hear
mattheo nodded his head, "i see... i'll be off then, i need to go find my wife" he said with a blank expression— he looked somewhat bored... how the hell can he be bored
"i'll be going too, sis" said my brother while walking up to me, he kept his eyes trained on mattheo as he went back to his table scanning the great hall, looking for his wife
"it was nice— you know, the little time i spent with you" my voice cracked, i didn't want him to leave just yet, i wanted to spend more time with him
"don't worry i'll see you soon for Christmas break" he said lastly, he then placed a soft warm kiss on my cheek
i gave him a half smile before they all turned away walking, hermione gave me a quick hug before catching up to them
"i'll be back" i removed elphias hand then got up, "where are you going?" he asked raising a brow— as he thought we were gonna hook up, which we will do later
"i need to do something with riddle" was the last thing i said before i gracefully made my way over to his table
he was sitting alone playing with his wand, that made me think of my wand and how much i miss it, i was behind some school work because of it
i stood beside his chair, he slowly looked up at me, batting his long silky eyelashes at me, his eyes glowed with amusement
"looks like someone couldn't stay away from me that long" he breathed out slightly laughing as he shook his head
"listen riddle, i came here to have a dance with you—" he cut me off "before i kill you right?" he grinned at me, a grin so evil that it used to send chills down my spine— it still does
"yes" i choked out, not wanting to think of what could possibly happen in the future
"i suppose i could dance with a slut like you, not that i want to— but i have nothing else to do" he let out a loud sigh making it obvious that he was dreading doing this
he fixed his shirt collar then placed his hand in the air for me to take, he stood up, we held hands as we walked to the dance floor
his touch wasn't cold like usual, but it was warm
he pulled me by the waist his hands firmly gripping onto my waist
i let out a gasp as he pulled me close to him, the space between us was filled completely
he looked down at me, his eyes sending daggers into my heart
his free hand was placed on-top of mine as we held both of our connected hands in the air
we danced in circles, the scent of joy was in the air, i was dancing with my future killer what a life right?
i laughed shaking my head slightly, he frowned at me in disgust
"what are you laughing at witch?" he asked disgusted, "you" was all i said, i looked up into his eyes, the dark inky black eyes that have seen the darkest days
"what do you mean by 'you'?" he asked me, i could almost feel his warm minty breath on my face
"because i'm dancing with my future killer— like who does that— you would have ought of thought i would be hiding from you" i laughed even more, finding this whole situation amusing
a smile played along his face, it wasn't fake, i'm not sure if it's the alcohol but i was in a whole different world while dancing with him
"look there's that smile!" i taunted him playfully, the lights went low as the song got slower, snow was illuminating the air and reflecting off of the lights making it look somewhat like glitter
laughter filled the room along with happiness, this night was filled with up and downs
i felt holes burning in the back of my head, someone was staring at me, i couldn't help my self and turned around to see elphias
"jealous boy" i whispered, smiling at elphias jealously that had taken over his fragile emotions
mattheo then responded with"he has nothing to be jealous of" which he was right— me and mattheo were just dancing. no feelings involved, he came even feel emotions or feelings he is a sociopath or a psychopath, probably both
i sighed, and nodded my head, i didn't feel anything while dancing with mattheo... i think.
because it was just a normal dance— i really shouldn't be thinking to much of this
me and him stared into each other's eyes— lost
you could get lost in his deep dark eyes that have seen lives taken away, people getting tortured
his jawline was perfect as long with his curly brown hair, he was the angel of hell, he was a beautiful monster
to me at least, he had so much more in him, he could do so much more than follow in his father's footsteps
but he was his fathers child, obsessed with power, can't feel any emotions, doesn't want love at all as it is considered weak
i felt pity for him, he didn't deserve anything he went through, i know he's this way for a reason
mattheo's pov—
her eyes were dark brown like chocolate chips, her hair fell perfectly down her shoulders and back
she danced so elegantly, her smile lit up the room, she almost looked so beautiful that is made me jealous
she was an angel— i stopped myself from thinking any further, i couldn't be thinking this, i was going to kill her when i get enough devoted death eaters
i wasn't only going to kill her but her brother and end the potters for killing my father
yes she was beautiful, but there are many beautiful girls— she's just one of them... nothing special
"okay potter this is getting boring— you're boring, so i'm going to go find my wife" i said then let go of her warm waist
she nodded her head, no emotion was shown on her face— not that i cared
i started walking away to go work on spells, i wasn't actually going to go find that wrench of a wife, she might be in love with me but i will never love her
i walked the halls to my office, i felt someone throw a spell at me but missed by a few inches
i smiled looking at the boy— jealously gets the best of everyone. not me though.
"oh elphias, how's you're date?" i taunted him acting like she wasn't just dancing with me
"whatever riddle, i will get you back for this" he said angrily, he stormed up to me holding his wand under my chin
i knew he wasn't going to do anything hes to much of a pussy to actually do anything— even though he did try, he might have missed on purpose
"oh really?" i laughed then continued "if you dare throw another spell at me i will end you're life" i said darkly then pushed him out of my way
he fell against the wall, still looking mad and devoted but i didn't care, i lena no one can kill me my own mother is my horcrux, and my ring, on my ring finger, it wasn't the ring that my wife got me i hated that one
Geneva's pov—
i went to find elphias, i am just hoping for a good hookup then i'll go back to my dorm and sleep for the rest of the night
i walked the lonely abandoned illuminated halls, some students were in the corner making out with each other, it's like they couldn't get enough of each other
elphias was against a wall out of breath almost
as i walked to him with a worried expression on my face i said, "are you alright, what happened?" i knitted my eyebrows together
a troubled look placed across his face, yes i still cared for him— how could i not
he then smiled, laughing everything off
"okay so let's go do what we were supposed to do but you decided to have a dance with... riddle" the word 'riddle' spilled off his tongue like hot venom
i nodded my head, looking away from the boy that i fell in love with
he lightly took ahold of my arm "let's go" i smiled, which he returned, but this was only pleasure— nothing special
we made it to his dorm, it was dark and gloomy as usual, my heart sped up as i felt his warm touch again, and the thought of what we were about to do
his lips lightly pecked at my collar bone leaving loving kisses, chills were sent down my spin at his touch
i closed my eyes, focusing on the feeling of his lips, his special touch
one of his hands cupped the back of my head as the other gripped onto the back of my back
he lightly placed me on the bed, his lips not leaving my neck, his warm minty breath panning against my chilled skin
his hand behind my head, made its way to my breasts as he lightly gripped them through my dress
his lips slowly moving down, kissing my chest
he lifted his head up, training his eyes on my body
"let's get this dress off of you, yeah?" he breathed out, his hands were placed on my straps as i hummed in response "yeah" i mumbled— just wanting him to get to it
he tugged at the straps of my dress, feeling of the silky straps getting pulled off of my shoulders, i slightly lifted my body off the mattress so it could be easier for him to pull off the dress
i felt the heavy dress get lifted off of my body, his hands roamed my fragile body
i felt his soft sweet lips kiss my torso, he slowly kissed down to my v-line
his fingers went under the the waist band, he tugged on the fabric
he pulled it off, my panties made there way down my smooth legs then onto the floor
he was now on the floor, he pried open my legs, coming in between them, he was now on his knees at eye level with my crotch
his lips came in contact with my pussy, his tongue rubbed up and down my slip, tasting me
his tongue moving in between my flaps, his tongue slipped into my pussy, my breathing was already erratic
a sweet moan escaped between my lips, that were now separated, i held onto the sheets as his tongue went in and out of my pussy slowly
he pulled away for a second, now kitty licking my pussy, i could feel a heart beat down there as he was satisfying my needs
"you like that" he hummed against my clitoris, as he looked up at me
"y- yes" i could barely say yes, oh how i missed this feeling
he placed light kisses on my pussy, he licked two of his fingers then rubbed one finger over my clitoris
i moaned again at the sensation, he then took the two fingers and started slipping into my pussy
only the tip of his fingers were in, i bucked my hips upwards as i wanted more, his free hand held down my hips
he brought his lips back to my pussy as he pushed further into my vagina, my heaving breathing got worse as they were about to turn into needy moans
his tongue played with my clitoris as he pumped his fingers in and out of me
i felt myself getting closer and closer to my high as he pumped his fingers in and out of me
precum started to form on his fingers as he started to go in and out faster
"i- i'm gonna cum" i said loud enough for him to hear, "not yet, slut" he said back to me, with daring eyes
he pulled his fingers out of me, "we're not finished yet" he breathed out as he started to pull his trousers down
i could see his bulge through his boxers, he pulled down his boxers, his cock slipped from under the fabric
he stroked it a few time, his right hand holding his dick, his left hand grabbed my waist, he pulled me to the edge of the bed the blankets coming with me as my body came to the edge
he lined his dick up with my slit he rubbed his cock up and down my wet pussy
"ready?" he asked, "yes" i whispered loud enough for him to hear
he pushed his dick into me, i let out a grunt at the marvelous feeling that he brought me
he then started to thrust in and out, deep, hitting all the right places that made me a crazy mess
both of his hands were gripping my hips, moving them onto him so his dick could go deeper
his breathing was heavy, i let out sweet moans of pleasure— pleasure struck through my body and hit my core shattering everywhere
my moans got louder and needier, "you like that don't you?" he grunted through breaths, "y- yess" i moaned out, throwing my head back into the blankets as he hit my g-spot
he took out his dick, "get up further on the bed, ass in the air" he demanded me, i listened to him as i just wanted to finish and get out of here
i positioned my body in a doggy style position, i felt him get on the bed and grip both of my hips with his hands
i let out a faint moan at the feeling of his hands pressing onto my skin, he thrusted his cock into me
i gripped onto the sheets as the erotic feeling shot through my abdomen
sweet moans of pleasure escaped between my pink lips, the sound of our sticky skin moving back and fourth from the heat— his room was hot and small
he thrusted in and out more, his left hand grabbed ahold of my hair making a makeshift ponytail, he pulled my hair back
me kept thrusting in and out, going faster, as i felt the coil form in my stomach as i was starting to reach my high
his other hand that was holding onto my hip, slapped my ass leaving a red mark, he gripped onto my ass
as he kept going fast, we were both coming close to our high
his hand that was on my ass made its way down to my neck gripping onto my flesh
my mouth was agape as he thrusted his dick in and out of me, the sound of my ass connecting with his skin made me even more sexually aroused
i squeezed my eyes shut as i was reaching my peek "i'm coming" i whispered as that's all i could do since the coils of pleasure shook my body
i let out a grunt as i felt myself release, i used my hand to cover my mouth as a string of sweet muffled vulnerable moans filled the room
he pulled out of me and came all over my ass and back, he stroked his dick as he finished cumming
his breathing was heavy, i was panting trying to catch my breath, he let go of my hair and laid on the bed pulling the covers over him
i ran my fingers through my hair, so that it was out of my face, since he let my hair go and it fell across my skin
i sat at the edge of the bed, letting myself re think everything thing that had just happened between me and elphias
"will you be staying the night?" he asked me with a low tone
"no" i sighed then walked to his closet "why?" he asked me, he furrowed his eyebrows expecting me to say yes
"elphias look... it was a hook up nothing more" i said looking at him, my hands on my hips
i went back to looking for something to put on as i was not putting on my dress again
"but i don't get it— don't you still love me?" he asked a bit worried, i faintly laughed
"yes— but i'm moving on" i smiled at the thought of almost filling moving on from him
at the ball i was finally realizing that i do have worth— it was probably the dress if not that then i don't know what
"listen elphias, i would love to stay the night, but i'm moving on— slowly, so staying the night won't help" i said in an earnest tone of voice
"i see, tell astoria to come meet me if you see her" was he trying to hurt me? because it worked— i might slowly be moving on from him but seeing him with other girls still hurts me and gives me flash backs from the past
"okay" i was all i said before slipping on his sweat pants and a black oversized shirt that was probably some other guys from the quidditch team
because they hang out after classes and do homework in his dorm sometimes
"can you drop off my dress tomorrow?" i asked him as i tried to fix my hair in his body mirror
"i guess" he sighed, "thanks" i said then opening his door to go back to the ball or to the common room
in the common room sat cerelia, scorpius, max, leo, marco, olivia and veronica
they were laughing and talking i walked down the steps and to the leather black couches
i sat beside cerelia "what are you guys doing?" i asked them, wondering why they weren't at the ball anymore
"playing spin the bottle to finish the night off" cerelia said in a high tone of voice as she looked out of this world
half of them were high probably
veronica spoke up looking a bit irritated "i wanted to go back to the ball but i couldn't stand the look of Madeline" i nodded my head breathing out as disappointment filled my body, she really did love mattheo i knew that was a fact
"okay so now that gen is here we can go for round two" olivia stated "oh, astoria elphias wants you" my voice rang with sadness as those words were said
she nodded and smiled then stood up "i know he wants me" she giggled as her cheeks lit up red, then she started making her way to his dorm
"okay let's continue" olivia said a bit irritated
she spun the bottle, the glass beer bottle landed on scorpius
a look of disgust appeared on cerelias face as she realized that scorpius would have to kiss olivia
"okay let's get this over with" sighed olivia as she made her way around the table
she sat on his lap and wrapped her hands around his neck, they both looked disgusted
"i'll just kiss you on the cheek" she mumbled, though loud enough for everyone to hear
she pecked him on the cheek then immediately got off his lap then sat back on the other couch
"i'll go" i said then spinned the glass beer bottle, it was cold on my fingers
it landed on veronica, 'fuck' i breathed under my breath giving her a death stare
she got up off the couch and came over to me, she bent down and her lips were above mine our breathing was heavy
i got lost in her eyes, they were very beautiful, i rolled my eyes snapping her out of her trance
i took both of my hands and gripped onto her cheeks i pulled her closer, our lips meeting
i felt a bolt of electricity spur in my stomach and cheeks
i pulled away opening my eyes, she then sat across on the other couch, she leaned back crossing her legs, she looked to be in her own world
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authors note—
i had to cut this here, i forgot when i said you guys were going on winter va, so it's Wednesday the 21st
there most likely will be girl and girl action bc i'm bisexual
yesterday was friday and i was working on 4 assignments at once 😐 go me, i only got one of them done 🥱 so i have homework this weekend
this was 43 pages
guess what — i hang out with the emo people and ghetto people in school they all hate each other lmao 😭
ily i hope you enjoyed this chapter stay safe
tbh i don't rlly like this chapter 🤷🏻♀️