Lucinda
I'm going over to Diego's house today. He says he's going to teach me how to do makeup since I have no idea how to.
Before going to Dig's I go to the coffee shop a few blocks away from my house.
I've never had coffee before but people say ice coffee is really good so I'm going to try it.
When I get to the cafe I am overwhelmed with confusion
Ice latte
Iced caramel macchiato
Frappuccino
Mocha
Caramel latte
Espresso
Americano
Matcha
Green tea
Whattt-
I thought it would just be coffee and ice coffee and maybe even black coffee not a billion other drinks
I stare at the menu trying to figure out which one sounds best.
"Can't decide huh" a voice behind me says
I look back and see a girl thats shorter than me. She has blonde hair and blue eyes.
Gosh she's pretty
"No-I just wanted an ice coffee but I don't know what's what"
She chuckles. "It's ok I'll order for us"
I smile and look down embarrassedly.
"Hello can I have two caramel ice coffees" she says to the barista
"Sorry my name is Sophia by the way"
"I'm Lucinda" I say smiling back at her"
We get our drinks and sit at a table
So I guess we friends now?
"So do you live around here" I ask her sipping my first ever coffee I've gotten in my life
"Yea I live like 20 minutes away,what about you"
Woah this coffee is so good
"I live just around the corner" I say smiling
"Cool" she says taking a sip of her ice coffee
I look at her again
Sofiaaaa- I think to myself
"Wait I think I know" I say snapping my head up at her
She looks at me with an eyebrow raised
"Tyler-Tyler Bennet...you're his cousin" I say with a smile
She looks at me confused and then her face brightens up
"Little Lucy" she said smiling
"You went to his middle school-how could I forget-Gosh you were so tiny now look at you- you're taller than me" she laughs
I laugh and slap my leg
" I remember all the school plays you were in-you played Mary poppins that one year didn't you"
I chuckle
"Yea ahahahah and I had that stupid hat that kept falling" I laugh
"And you're little cute blue suit-ahhh you were a great child" she says taking the last sip of her coffee
I laugh to myself remembering.
"So can I get your number I'd love to get to know you better but I have work now" she said whipping out her phone
"Sure"
I made a freaking friend...that isn't a scary looking man
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After I walk home with Sophia I drive down to Diego's place.
His apartment is very clean compared to the other guys houses.
It's more bright and has more colour. On the wall there are a few pictures of him and his brothers and on coffee table there are a few magazines.
"Diego do you read vogue" I ask him surprised picking up one of the vogue magazines on the table
His eyes widened and he quickly grabs it off me.
"No-no it's just my cousins...yea she likes to visit sometimes and she leaves her stuff here"
"I freaking love vogue" I mutter
I look at him suspiciously....then growl at him and it makes him jump
I love randomly roaring at people to scare them...it's kinda funny
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"Your skin is so soft" Diego says blending foundation onto my face with a makeup brush
"It's a good idea to use a brush instead of a beauty blender" he adds "it just spreads better"
After what like years he's finally finish one half of my face and I do the other.
"Wow you're good" he said lifting my chin up and examining the makeup.
I'm still shocked when I look in the mirror. I've never had a full face of makeup before...I feel so pretty.
"You know I think I'm going to go home and curl my hair..."
"I think you look perfect right now but if that's what you wanna do girl then go ahead"
"Awww Diego- you're so sweet" I say hugging him
"I have a curler-so you don't need to Um go home and get one"
I smile and nod
Wow so he can do makeup and curl hair. I'm a little jealous
"You are so talented" I say as he curls the last strip of my hair
"Yea i just like practicing these stuff in my spare time" he says with a smirk
"How-you have a buzz cut"
He pauses and looks at me.
I look back at him
Staring contest time
He lets out a huge sigh.
"Anyway—you're girlfriend will be sooo lucky" I sigh turning back to the mirror
He lets out another big sigh
"Lucy I need to tell you something"
"Sure what is it...am I ugly if I am just say so you won't hurt my feelings"
"Lucy-what the fuck,you're gorgeous ...and um I-I'm- I like boys"
"Me too...I like boys with dark hair and dark eyes,and taller men well taller than me and I love boys who—you like boys" I cut myself off realising what he says
He scratches the back of his head and nods looking down.
"Please don't tell anyone...I'm in the closet I don't feel ready and I-I just trust you" he looks really bothered
"I thought I was bi for a long time but I hooked up with a really pretty girl a couple weeks ago and I felt nothing- it just felt gross and foreign to me. I've always hated sex it never felt good to me and I always felt so uncomfortable after. Like I was violating my own body"
I sit beside him and nod
"But then I went down town to a bar that was known for having homosexuals and there was this boy-and when I kissed him...it was just amazing. It was like a piece that had been missing in me for years was finally put into me. I knew then that yes I liked boys...and boys only"
A smile grows on my face
I put an arm around his shoulder
"Thanks for telling me...I'm proud of you and I love you" I say leaning into his arm wiping my eye.
"Why are you crying" he laughs
"Because I'm just so happy for you-I'm happy you found what you love" I use both my hands to wipe both my eyes because for some reason they can't control themselves anymore.
He laughs while hugging me
"You're so cute Lucy-I love you"
"I love you too...I love you too"
After I bake brownies with Diego to celebrate his mini secret coming out party,we eat them all on the way to the Base so we don't have to share with the guys.
I open the door to the Base and they are all playing cards.
"Hi uglies" I jokingly say
"Hey little rat-" Claude says before turning to look at me
He stares at me for a while,then Ant looks back and stares and then Montgomery.
"W-wow you look pretty...very pretty for once " Claude says standing up
I twirl my hair with my finger and smile
"Thanks-i Um-" I look at Diego and he looks a bit concerned
"Yea i did it myself...I learned on YouTube" I say with a smile and then I look back at Diego and he looks relieved.
"It's really nice on you" Ant says
It makes me feel happy and bubbly inside.
Montgomery walks up to me and smiles
"You look pretty" he says in a quiet voice .
I smile and put some of my hair behind my ear.
"Thanks" are the only words that can come out of my mouth.
Why am I getting so nervous help I don't like this feeling
We look at each other for like 3 seconds then he walks away.
I feel a warm sparkly feeling in my stomach.
Why does he make me feel this way
Do I like him?
I mean I do as a friend. But I think I want to like him more than a friend. I want us to be...Lovers
But does he feel the same way ?
I mean we kissed.... And he didn't reject me when I asked for another kiss.
Maybe he just felt sorry for me
Gosh I really need to talk to someone about this.
Montgomery
I quickly go into the bathroom and splash water on my face.
Fuck she looks so hot.
She doesn't even need makeup but the curly hair and red lipstick really did the trick.
After I calm myself down I walk back out.
"You're hair is nice like this—i also like it any other way you know" I say stroking her hair
She chuckles
"Thanks-I-I like your hair too,I like that it's dark and stuff" she says while running her hands through my hair
I smile at her
"Do you wanna Um-come help me in the back...like getting the papers and stuff" she said twirling her hair with her finger
I nod and she takes my arm as we walk into the back room.
It's quiet here. I like that it's just us two here.
I watch her every move as she reaches to grab boxes and look for documents in them.
She's fucking flawless...everything about her is
The way her eyebrows unconsciously raise when she's concentrating and the way she does a little head bop while she reads.
I fucking love when she pouts her lips while her hand rubs her chin while she checks the boxes.
I quickly snap out of the trance I'm in when I see her approach me.
As she walks towards me she trips and falls on a box.
I let out a light laugh
It's kinda funny when people fall ...especially children
I go up to her and pick her up and put her on her feet
"Woah that was—embarrassing" she said laughing
I look down and her knee is bleeding
"Oh shoot" she says looking at her knee and the blood running down it
"Come on let me get you patched up" I say picking her up
She gasped at my sudden move
"Do you not like that"
"No-no it's fine—I like it" she said chuckling
I lift her up onto a table and grab the first aid box
She's swinging her legs back and forwards vigorously.
"Stop" I mutter as I grab her injured leg and start cleaning it.
"Sorry" she says quietly
"Does it hurt" I ask looking up at her
She shakes her head
When I put a plaster on her knee I just stand in front of her and she continues swinging her legs.
"Thank you" she said
We stay like this for a little bit.
Me standing between her legs, staring at her and all of her beauty while she accidentally kicks me every so often. Her eyes wondering around the room as she hums.
She rolls her bottom lip into her mouth and the pops it back out. I stare at them and fuck,they look so good.
I lift up her chin so she's looking at me.
Her eyes widen a little bit and she bites the inside of her cheek.
I lean in and give her a kiss.
She tugs on my shirt and pulls me closer to her as we continue kissing.
Woah she's fucking strong
Her small fist clench tightly onto my shirt as she gives me an even deeper kiss.
After a while we pull away. The middle of my shirt is all scrunched up and wrinkly from her squeezing it.
She giggled while her cheeks blushed
I love how shy she gets when we kiss.
"Was that good" she blurts out looking up at me
I smile and nod.
She turns her head to the side with a very satisfied smile.
"You have a bit of Um lipstick-" she said pointing to my mouth
"Fuck sake" I sigh grabbing a wipe
I tried wiping it off but it still won't leave
Did they put gorilla glue or some shit in this.
She chuckles and then gets the wipe and helps me clean my lips. She's going really soft and really slow and it's so comforting,I want this to last forever.
"GUYSS THE PIZZA IS HERE" Claude shouts
We both jump a little bit and then laugh.
I help her off the table and we go get the pizza.
"Did y'all find any documents back there" Diego says dipping his slice in garlic sauce
"Eh-Um" i stutter realising that we didn't actually do anything but kiss and stare at each other back there
"Not really I mean nothing important" Lucy says looking over at me and then back at Dig
When I get home I can't stop thinking about her. I really enjoyed the 20 minutes we spent alone today and to be honest I really wanna spend a long time alone with her.
Just the two of us
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Messy chapter but idk 🙃🏡
I hope I didn't offend anyone with Diego coming out and stuff. I know not all homosexual males are into makeup and stuff <333
This is kinda one of my fav chapters it's kinda super cute
Note: When Lucy does stuff like twirl her hair with her fingers she's doing it because she's nervous 😩 so please don't segzualise it or say she's being a pick me lol. I twirl my hair and talk alooootttt when I'm nervous lolz
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