𝐌𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐢, 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚 📍
𝙺𝙰𝚂𝙷𝙻𝚈𝙽𝙽 𝚂𝚈𝙼𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝚁𝙴 | 𝙺𝙰𝚂𝙷
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After bein put down for about 6 hours, I was finally on my way home from Jehnai's.
Mr.schlong dick.
I got out of the car, locked it and I noticed a few other cars were in the parking lot.
Hmm... gang must be here.
"Why you gettin in niggas cars?" Tru questioned me before I could even walk the whole way into the house.
"Uh hello to you too," I spoke as I pushed past him to see who else was here but he yanked me by my ponytail and dragged me to the kitchen.
"Tru, what the fuck!" I yelled, irritated asf.
"You heard what I said, whose car you got in today?" He asked me.
I scrunched up my face; them bum ass corner boys really snitched.
Like BITCH I AM SINGLE TF.
"Tru ... I am single, whose car I get in is literally none of your concern."
He looked down at me, "yeaah aight, keep on and watch I break your fucking neck," he snapped as he pushed past me.
Uhm hello ?
"And I'll kill whoever tf that nigga is too." He looked back at me before leaving me standing there dumbfounded.
Like not him threatening my fav dick and shit.
I pulled out my phone to text Jehnai.
𝐉 🤫👅
𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗍 ? 😂
𝖨 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗀𝗈𝗍 𝖺𝗂𝗆. 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖻𝗈𝗒𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗂𝗋 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌? 😂
I laughed reacted to his message and made my way into the living room.
I smiled seeing gen and precious.
"Wassup yall," I smirked as I plopped down on the couch next to Tru.
Soon as I did, he got up.
I laughed a lil, he deadass?
"Welcome home lil bitch," I looked over at KP.
It's been a long 4 months, sheesh.
He laughed a lil, "wassam, you still whoring?"
"Always," I rolled my eyes.
He steady worrying about my pussy chile.
"Some things never change," he mumbled.
"Clearly you want a taste cause that's all you ever be worried about," shakur chimed in laughin.
"And do, cause he's obsessed atp." I responded; shaking my head.
"Maaan, whatever." He laughed as he averted his attention back to the screen where a basketball game was playing.
"Matter fact, where you been Kash?" My cousin questioned me.
"Minding my business..."
Ion know why everybody always so worried about lil Kash.
It was weird.
"Kash I'a really punch you in your jaw, you out here fucking anybody and that shit ain't cute. I shouldn't be walking down the street hearing niggas talk about how easy you is and shit. Get a fucking grip and have some self respect." He snapped as he stood up looking at me.
"Your dad would be disgusted wit yo ass,"
I scrunched up my face, "you serious Armani?" I looked up at him, feeling myself about to cry.
"No seriously... you deadass?" I looked up at him, letting the tears fall.
His face instantly softened, "Kashlynn ..."
Before he could respond, "naah you said what you said, keep that same energy. I'll be out of the house in a week."
"Kash ... wait," he tried reaching for me but I pushed past him and everybody else just stood around confused.
Precious and Gen was about to come towards me but I stopped them.
"I'm straight, I'm just gonna take some time," I expressed to them as I wiped away my tears.
You not weak Kash, its okay.
Getting into my car, I slammed the door shut and pulled off before Armani could say anything else.
I was done talkin to him for a while until I got a legitimate apology.
The audacity to bring up that man ... I just - wow.
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As I was driving; I was trying my best to forget about all the trauma that man caused me but it just wasn't working, I kept fucking crying.
"Fuck!" I yelled; getting angry at myself.
I hated when I cried cause that shit made me look weak.
I pulled over to the side so I wouldn't get into a fucking accident outchea.
I seen my phone was being blown up but I ain't care.
I grabbed it to send a message to Jehnai.
𝐉 🤫👅
𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝖨 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾?
𝗆𝗂𝗌𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖼𝗄 𝖺𝗅𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗒? 😂
𝐉 🤫👅
𝗒𝖾𝗌 ... 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝖨 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝖺𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝗆𝗒 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗌.
𝖮𝗁 𝖺𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍, 𝗌𝗅𝗂𝖽𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝗅 𝗆𝖺𝗆𝖺.
I liked his message then headed towards his house; I just needed to be away from my folks cause I probably was gon spazz and I ain't wanna do that.
Pulling up to his crib, I noticed he was standing outside waiting on me.
"What's wrong," he asked as he came and opened the door up for me.
"Some shit with my cousin, I'm straight. I just needed to go somewhere they wouldn't find me." I expressed to him and he nodded letting me inside his house.
I went to his couch and placed my feet underneath my butt before sitting fully.
"I'm finna be your therapist too?" He joked as he looked up at me, a blunt hanging out his mouth.
I smiled a lil, "no - I just.. idk. If you want me to leave I will."
"You good Kashlynn."
I rolled my eyes, ion know why I told this nigga my realy name. I hated it.
"Just call me Kash."
"I call you what I wanna call you," he spoke slickly.
"Mhmm, yeah okay."
"For real though, you wanna talk about it?" He asked me and I looked up at him.
Nobody knows about this shit except for Armani and I - not even my best friends.
But for some reason I just felt like I could trust him, I could tell he was outta the mix.
"Only if you're comfortable talkin bout it," he continued as he blew smoke from his mouth.
I sighed, debating on whether or not I wanted to speak on it.
Fuuuck it, I need to let this trauma go.
"Uhm so from ages 8-12 I was molested everyday by my dad ... and since my mom was out of the picture and I didn't really have much family; I had to deal with it. There was no one to tell ... I was alone. My cousin and I didn't get close until after my dad died."
Sighing, I looked up at Jehnai and he was watching me intently lettin me know he was definitely listening.
"I - uh ... we got into an argument, my cousin and I and he bought up my dad knowing how much trauma that man caused me. Talkin bout he would be so disappointed in me ... my dad always told me never to give my body up to just any man — make them earn it but once he took my innocence anyway, even though I didn't want it... I assumed that it was normal. Sex ... that is with anyone you wanted too. As I grew older I realized how bad it really was and how the man who is supposed to love you unconditionally would hurt me in that way."
I bit my bottom lip cause I felt like I was about to cry.
Jehnai stood up and sat next to me as I placed my head on his shoulder.
He held me close as I continued, "Honestly I think that's why I have sex so much. Trying to erase what my father did to me by actually doin that with people I wanted without judgement. I think that after so many years; he conditioned to me think that what he was did was okay and I grew up accepting that and letting almost anyone have sex with me. I always used protection but in many ways I always felt like they were taking advantage... cause they knew what I got into. I don't know if I'm even making any sense... but there are times where people have tried it with me when I told them no. Definitely had to experience that a few times with a reputation like mine."
He looked at me, "a reputation like yours? I ain't know shit about you when you approached me so it had to be some lowlife ybs who tried forcing you to do some shit like that. I apologize about your father ... and what you went though. No child should have to experience that, you right. A kid is innocent... and that innocence shouldn't be destroyed by their own loved ones. I'm definitely sorry lul mama, your cousin weird for that comment. Ion know if he was trynna hurt you or sum but that was bitch ass move," Jehnai expressed looking down at me.
"Thank you," I mumbled as I wiped my face.
"Fo sho, you sleepy?" He asked me and I nodded; not really in the mood to move.
"Come on," he helped me to my feet but I started whining.
"Ion wanna walk Jehnai."
He picked me up by my butt and I wrapped my legs securely around his waist as we made our way up the stairs.
He smelled so good yall... like cologne.
"Mhmm, you smell good." I mumbled in his chest as I kept my eyes closed.
"You must fuck with dusty niggas," his deep laugh filled my ears.
I smirked, "relax."
He laid me down on his bed and pulled the covers over my body.
"You laying with me?" I questioned him as I pulled my shorts off; leaving me in my panties.!
"Yeah," he said back as I watched him take off his shirt and sweatpants leaving him in boxers and some white nike socks.
Dick so big bro... smh.
He turned off his lights and found his way into the bed, he pulled me close to him and I just cuddled in his chest as I laid a leg over his.
"You comfortable, huh?" He asked me, a deep chuckle coming from his mouth.
"Sum like, thanks for listening," I mumbled.
"Ain't shit."
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