GD: You're no longer the kidnapped girl.
Y/n: W-what?...
GD: Neither you are a puppet... You.. are my girl. My family. And my love. Y/n.. no matter what we went through... I wanted the best for you... and I really love you. Y/n... I'm sorry that this happened... And. I believe.. you deserve way better than m-
Y/n: Don't say it!.. please... You can't say that... Ji-Yong I always looked up to you.. and I love you... you can't say that.
~He looked in my eyes and smiled~
GD: Aish.. you're right~ You always looked up to me Y/n. And I always let you down.
Y/n: It doesn't matter Ji-Yong... I want to be with you...
~I grab his hand tighter and a tear comes down my cheek~
GD: Y/n.. I couldn't propose to you because of this.
Y/n: W-what?...
GD: How could I forgive myself for leaving you alone after showing you the happiest day?.
Y/n: But you are Ji-Yong. You should try to prevent that.
GD: It's too late Y/n. But you will not be alone neither will you be sad, Everyone at home will stand next to you and be with you
Y/n: It won't be the same!...
GD: Y/n I have always taught you this. You don't waste your time mourning when you will know that I won't be happy about that.
~I forced myself to look in his eyes but He looked behind me~
GD: Mark.
Mark: Shut up. I didn't know you were that fucking weak. You can't just leave everything like this bro.
GD: Listen Mark
~Mark looked at him but tried his best not to explode~
GD: You will take my position in the SM family, And you should promise me that you will protect this family no matter what
~everyone's eyes widened to the max~
Mark: No and never, I'm not taking that damn position. Are you fucking stupid? That will never fucking happen
GD: Bro listen. Tell the boys and the girls.. that I love them so much. And they will always be my family. But I don't think I can trust my position with anyone else other than you. I know I am putting you out to die but I want you to accept my position after me and promise to raise this family better okay?
"What is he saying?.... this can't be happening..."
~Mark let out a sigh~
Mark: I will promise you Ji-Yong.
"Huh?! He can't accept this! How can he- no..."
GD: Thank you bro~
~Ji-Yong smiled then looked back at me but all I did was sob~
GD: Y/n I'm really sorry that it had to be this way.. please forgive me
"What the fuck do I do... Why is this happening?... why?.."
GD: Y/n my final wish is. For you to move on and live happily~ be independent and do what you want~
~I slowly shook my head with tears falling down~
GD: And find someone, love him
~He took a glance at Jungkook then back at me~
GD: and live~ I'm telling you Y/n, You live, you live okay? It's not only my mom's wish now. It's both of our wish for you to live a happy life
"I can't accept this... I really can't accept this.. why must it end this way?..."
"I can't change anything... neither can anyone... it's fate..."
"This is how it should be huh?...."
GD: Y/n. Will you forgive me for everything I've done to you?.
Y/n: Ofcourse Ji-Yong. Ofcourse.
GD: Will you also forgive me for this?.
~I slightly nod my head while quietly crying~
"...There's no choice.."
Doctor: 16 seconds left please say your goodbyes
"I should tell him I'm pregnant"
Y/n: Ji-Yong I- I have something to tell you
GD: I'm listening~
Y/n: Ji-Yong I-
*Clock ticking*
Y/n: I...
"My final words are.."
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Y/n: I love you.
~He smiled and gave the final kiss on my right hand~
GD: I love you too~
~Last thing he did was kissing the back of my right hand~
~Then I just see him slowly closing his eyes and we all watch the nurse put the covers on him~
"If I told him I am pregnant, he wouldn't have a peaceful death. He just... had to rest..."
~I pull my hand from his hand and slowly get up, emotions are stone cold~
~Mark put a hand on my shoulder~
~I turn around and see my mom in a corner, curled up in a ball and crying like she is in hell~
~Then I look over to Jungkook who just turning away and massaged the back of his head, cursing under his breath~
Mom: Y-Y-y-Y/n... h-honey...
Y/n: I'm fine mom.
~I said with no emotion in my tone as I gently push Mark's hand away and start walking toward the door~
Mark: W-where are you going?....
~Before I could walk outside the door, I turned around and looked at Mark~
Y/n: Granting his wish~
~He had a look of concern on his face which told me he thinks I'm gonna suicide but no~
~I walked outside of the hospital which was slightly raining and I raise my head up to feel the freshness of the wind on my face~
~I walked in the garden, a little away from the hospital, and breathing in and out until I heard yells and screams by the entrance door~
~It was the boys and the girls screaming Ji-Yong's name while running inside the hospital~
~They're just crying and screaming their lungs out~
"Those are screams that I will never forget."
~The sounds slowly faded which made me think they went inside and didn't notice me~
~I let out a sigh and close my eyes again, feeling the wind brushing through my face~
*Flashbacks*
GD: First of all, Don't you ever look at your life and think how upsetting and pathetic it is? You're basically useless
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GD: It's a big cut, What did you do?
GD: I told you not to use weapons while training alone
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GD: You feel pain Y/n Cuz you're a human. You have feelings
Y/n: Yeah right. *unamused*
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GD: The moment I met you I was in a mental breakdown, I thought you were worthless and so I DID that to you so you would do every dirty work for me!. I didn't know your value.. so I didn't care if you would go through pain for me. Neither did I care you would die in a fight
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Y/n: I'm not worried at all Ji-Yong
GD: I know and that's what scares me the most, You don't care about risking yourself and it's frustraiting me
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GD: I could never ask for anyone so perfect in my life. And. I really do want to make a family with you and live with you but I don't wanna rush things and I hope you don't misunderstand, As much I really want to. I will not ask you to marry me.
GD: You already know how much I love you, and wanna spend the rest of my life with you
GD: I'll protect you no matter what
GD: I will do anything to make you happy
GD: I love you Y/n~
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"His voice is ringing in my head...~"
~I slide my hand over to my belly and a tear rushes down my cheek~
Y/n: You will not be forgotten Ji-Yong. You left something really precious and important behind~
"I know I might kill myself with crying but.. for his sake. I should bring my s- no... OUR son to life so... I have to bear it."
"Right Ji-Yong?."
TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!!!!!!
A/n: Sorry for the late update guys ❤️