Ethan's P.o.v
It's been weeks when me and M/n last visited his resort. I still couldn't believe that I'm dating my hot sexy sugar daddy. I swept off the imaginary dust I've been sweeping this whole hour. I look at the double door's on the end of the hall and smirked.
Maybe M/n wouldn't mind if i cleaned his room right?
I walk towards his room, I've never been inside his room since the last time he used a dildo to fuck me. He usually sleep now on my room every night with a pathetic excuse that he likes my smell.
Haha shame on him i smell like a dirt.
I opened the double door and sniff the air.
" Hm, smells like money. " I mumbled and dragged the broom and dust pan with me. I started sweeping the ground that has no carpet and hmm'ed to a song i don't know.
I placed my cleaning tools beside the wall and fixed M/n's bed sheets, I also bang the two pillows to remove the dust off it, well if there's any..
I placed the pillow back and arranged it. I look at the cabinet beside the bed and on top of it is a messily scatted pen and markers. I started cleaning it and re-arranging every thing.
I opened the first cabinet and saw it's just some stack of boring work papers. I opened the second and it's the same sheets again. I opened the third one which is the last one. But there's only three pages of....
I took it and sat on the bed.
" What the- it's the results of my test results about...... herpes, chlamydia, genital warts, vaginitis, viral hepatitis and HIV... It's all negative. "
" And it arrives at the very first day i live here?.... " I said out loud in confusion.
Why the hell M/n would even hide this thing from me?
is it because he doesn't want to have sex with me?
Am i that ugly????!!!
" The hell, I'm touching myself tonight. "
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M/n placed his coat on the pole and closed the door behind him. He look around for ethan before proceeding on the living room. He sighed and slumped there leisurely.
" Ethan? I brought you some ice cream on my way home. " M/n said and opened his right eyes when he heard nothing.
" Ethan? " He stand up and came into conclusion that ethan is asleep.
" It's already 6 pm, did he eat already? " M/n murmured to himself as he checked the kitchen. He found some left over on the table and placed it on the ref.
M/n made his way towards the long ass staircase and head to ethan's room. He opened the door and step inside.
" Ah, " M/n sighed as he saw a lot sex toys on the bed, cums and ethan passed out on top of it.
" You didn't even cleaned yourself or changed the bed sheets. " M/n said as he head inside the bathroom. He comes back with a slightly wet towel and started wiping ethan's body with it.
" !!! " Ethan who's still half conscious pushed M/n off him with a very frightened face and immediately grasped on the sheets with shaky hands to cover his naked body.
"... are you okay? " M/n asked with a worried look.
Ethan look at M/n and sigh. " What the.. you frightened me. " Ethan hissed as he let go of the sheets and gripped on his hair. There's a silence before M/n broke it.
" Here. " M/n opened his arms. Ethan looked at him oddly before slowly crawling onto his lap and arms.
" Did you think I'm someone else? " M/n asked with a soothing voice. He stand up and placed his hand under ethan's thighs to get a better grip of him.
" You're far away from that place anymore. " M/n said as he took fast strides to reach his room.
" Do you want me to bath you? " M/n asked as he opened his bedroom's door. Ethan snuggled on M/n's shoulder blade before groaning.
" Let's bath together. " Ethan said in a small voice. M/n didn't said anything as he walk towards his bathroom.
M/n placed ethan on the tub as he filled it with water. He stand up and opened his cabinet that's filled with bath bomb. He took two and opened the lid of it's container.
He soaked it on the tub and started undressing.
' How odd. ' M/n thought when ethan didn't gave him a perverted glance. M/n undid his belt as he watched ethan hugged his knees while quietly popping the bubbles. He didn't dare to ask anything at the moment as he set aside his clothes. He step in inside the bathtub and placed ethan in between in thighs. He lift up his right and placed it on ethan's forehead like he's checking his temperature. He made the back of ethan's head lean on his chest and hugged his waist.
" Why didn't you tell me? "
M/n could tell that ethan is pouting based on his tone.
' tell what? ' M/n asked his self before rubbing his thumb across ethan's stomach in a soothing manner.
" I saw the papers of my test on the cabinet beside your bed. I thought you brought me to have sex with you? " Ethan tilted his head upwards to face M/n.
" But you hide those papers to have an excuse to not have sex with me. " Ethan said as he placed both of his hands on top of M/n's hand's that's holding him.
" I won't jump into conclusions this time, so please tell me why. " Ethan said softly as he used his thumb to rub M/n's knuckles.
" ... " M/n leaned his chin on top of ethan's head and closed his eyes.
" Should i start at the time i first saw you? " M/n asked.
" I've got a lot of time for you. " Ethan said as he leaned all of his weight on M/n's body.
M/n sighed shakily before starting.
" When i first saw you on that bar i genuinely thought you're beautiful. I mentally said to myself that you're totally my type and I've never seen someone like you before. I don't know whether it's because i don't hang out with a lot of people or because i keep on pushing them away from me. I don't know but i like being alone but sometimes i felt lonely. "
" A lot of people decided to get close to me because i have so much money. So when i saw you, i offered what most people wanted from me and see if you'd still stay after getting what you want. "
" That's why i brought you in with me, because i felt you're someone who'd at least fulfill what i lack in the deepest part of me. "
" You want money and crave for sex. Since money is easy to earn, i tried not giving you the thing you wanted and needed the most. I wanna see if you're going to leave me for not giving in but you stayed and waited patiently. Talked to me in early mornings and call me grumpy when i would unconsciously frown. "
" I don't know when this innocent love started but i want to think it's from our everyday breakfast with each other, or whenever we'll go out to eat for dinner, or when you did my make up and said soothing words afterwards, or when we went to the beach and confessed with each other. I also love to think that it's because it's you. "
" I want us to like each other not through sexual activities or because of an agreement. "
" Ethan, I don't know when the mindset of wanting you to fall in love with me not because of money or satisfying sex had formed inside my head. But i want you to know that I'm sorry for keeping all of this from you for my own selfishness... s-sorry. "
Ethan heard a sob from the male behind him. He nodded his head softly and turned around to hug M/n.
Ethan smiled as he played with M/n's hair. ' even tho it's not much of a big deal to me and can act like i didn't see the documents, I'm still grateful that i said that to M/n. Now i could rest and not worry about him pretending to like me because he felt pity about my past. I'm genuinely happy to say that... '
Ethan leaned on M/n's ear and whispered the words he's afraid to say because he thought their feelings aren't mutual. " I love you too, M/n. " and ethan sealed his confession with a sweet tender kiss.
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[ A/n: Should i put The End? Lmao ]