Hermosa ☕️
Robbie and I had a fight... | 2:38am
y/n's pov
Her text left me shock not knowing how to talk to her. I've never really comforted anyone with their problems. I'm pretty useless actually.
Me
Want to tell me something about it? | 2:40am
It's safe to say that I have no idea what i'm doing but i'm doing it.
Hermosa ☕️
Actually... Can you come over? I understand if you're tired and won't be able to come. I just need someone right now. | 2:40am
Fuck fuck fuck fuck she wants me to come over.
Part of me says i'll be fine but actually no. If I come over then I have to comfort her in real life and I wouldn't know what to say to her. But I can't leave her like this so might as well give it a try.
Me
I'll be fine, Liz. I can come over. :] | 2:41am
Hermosa ☕️
Okay! Thank you. I'll send you the address. ❤️ | 2:41am
I changed my pjs into sweatpants so it'll keep me warmer as Lizzie sent me her address. I drove to her place and I was in awe when I saw her huge place. It's quite cozy but also looks very fancy.
I got out of my car and texted Lizzie that i'm outside her house. She got out and she opened her gate for me.
I saw her glossy eyes which looked like she's been crying for a while. I unconsciously gave her a hug which surprised her but she hugged back. We pulled away but our faces still few inches close as we looked into each other's eyes.
I took a glanced at her lips but I realized what I was doing so I pulled away and cleared my throat. I gave her a grin as she took me in her home.
She sat me down the couch and gave me a glass of water as she sat down beside me looking down in her hands fidgeting.
I noticed her fidgeting so I held her hand and squeezed it. She looked at me with teary eyes and her lips quiver. "It's okay." I say as she starts trembling I took her in my arms and embraced her as she starts sobbing uncontrollably. Her voice cracking as she sobs in my arms, it's hard seeing her this way.
I rubbed her back to reassure her that everything is going to be fine even if I have no idea how marriage works.
After minutes of her sobbing, she explained to me what happened between her and Robbie. They just had a small argument but it really made Robbie mad so he left and she doesn't know where he went. What an asshole. I didn't know what to say so I just kept rubbing her arms and just listened to her. We were just there sitting in the couch, there was a peaceful silence between us. She's still in my arms while I play with her hair.
"Thank you, y/n for coming here. I know I should've not asked you to come here since you just got off from work. I'm so sorry-" she rambles but I cut her off before she even blames herself "It's alright Lizzie, i'm your friend and I'll always be here whenever you need me, okay? So quit rambling and give back my happy Lizzie." I joked which made her laugh softly and made my heart melt.
"I uh I'm sorry for not being much of a help to you, I don't really know what to say since I've never really comforted anyone before." I looked down in my hands as she took it. "Hey." she says softly the same 'hey' she gave me in the exit room when we first met. "Just you embracing me is enough, I think I needed the physical contact more. All the talking session makes me anxious anyway." I held her tighter but not too tight as we stayed like that for another couple of minutes.
She pulled away from me as she looked me in the eyes, she bit her lip while smiling which made me smile too. She then glanced down at my lips and back to my eyes as she got closer and closer.
I can't believe i'm saying this but kiss me.
Before I knew what was happening she went closer to me and kissed me in the lips softly. When she pulled away she looked at me and furrowed her brows together as I just froze in my seat wondering what the fuck just happened.
She kissed me,
"I-I'm sorry y/n I should've not done that. That was a mistake. I-" I cut her off once again as I kissed her on the lips the same way she kissed me. She hesitated for a bit but she gave in and kissed me back. Her hand went at the back of my neck pulling me in her mouth more making the kiss a lot intense now.
Her lips against mine felt so good, and she's a great kisser, better than any of the other girls I've kissed before. We catched our breaths as we pulled away from the kiss but pressed our foreheads together. "That was..." she say as I continued the sentence "phenomenal." she giggles at my remarks which made me smile and look at her in the eyes.
"Was that a mistake?" I furrowed my brows as her smile slowly fades from her face.
"N-no... but... I'm still married y/n. We just had a fight and it went really bad but... I-I don't know." she rambles but I just nodded and held her hand.
I see, so she kissed me and make me feel that way which made me kiss her back then we have an intense make-out session only to tell me that crap. I mean, I don't want to get in between their marriage, especially now that they're in a bad situation, i'm only going to make it worse. But I wish she would've thought this through before I felt these feelings for her.
"Did you kiss me because you were sad?" I asked not looking at her while playing with her hands.
"Y/n-"
"Did you?" I looked at her this time.
She looked down at her hands and just like that I knew her answer. I nodded as I looked away. You see, she just used me again. That's just great. (sarcasm evrybody)
I wasn't expecting to get rejected too soon, wow.
"I gotta go, i'm pretty tired." I let go of her hand as get up but she tries to stop me.
"Y/n please don't do this." She held me by the wrist, I looked at her as I raised my eyebrow on her.
"Do what, Lizzie??? I came here because I wanted to help you because I don't like seeing you this way. I came here to comfort you which I don't normally do 'cause I've never comforted anyone in my life. Ever. Because it's always been me getting hurt, multiple times and no one was there to help me. Then you kissed me and made me feel things so I kissed you back ONLY to tell ME that oh, you're married and all of that was just a mistake ALL BECAUSE you were sad. So, what Elizabeth? Don't do what?" I say as tears escaped my eyes as she just looked down. I never thought I'd used her real name anytime soon.
"I told you from the very start that I have been used like a damn toy back when I was still in school, and you know how I feel about getting used. So I don't know why you're doing it again. I know I shouldn't raise my voice at you since there's no point anyway. You're married and you just had a fight like any other couples do, i-it's normal. But... but why kiss me when you're just gonna turn me down?" With this she just looked at me teary eyes while her lips quiver again but she didn't answer me so I decided to leave her in her house and got back in my car before I change my mind.
I hate seeing her that way, all broken down. I just wanted to hold her in my arms to tell her 'it's okay' but after what she did I know i'm gonna be sensitive about it so I left, just like the first time we met.
I managed to drove myself back home without crashing while my tears escapes my eyes to my cheeks. I got in my apartment, locked it and immediately went back to my bed. My heart was torn apart, I just hate the feeling of getting used by people just for their satisfaction. I don't think they realized how much damage they can do just by doing that. Why the hell would she kiss me when she's just going to regret it? I shook my head out of my thoughts as I sob in my pillows until I fell asleep.