Cj POV
A car was about to hit but I felt Someone pushed me
I feel hard on the ground
I turned around and I saw roc laying on the ground life less
I felt my world came crashing down to me
My breathing started decreasing
Tears was running down my eyes it like a water fall
I rushed to him
Cj: roc baby can you hear me
???: omg I'm so sorry, I gonna call 911
I just shook my head yes
Call I could do is hold him and try to still if he still with me
This is all my fault
Why do I have to be so stupid
At the hospital ....
Me and the others were waiting to hear what the doctor got to say about roc
I just want my baby to be okay
Then Ray came in
Ray: cj
Cj: Ray
I'm not gonna lie I needed one of his hugs they were the best
He hold on to me tight
Ray: it's gonna be okay roc is strong(whisper to me)
I just cried
???: where's my baby
I turned around I saw a women in her 30s but I can say she is pretty and I'm guessing that roc mom
Prince: Ms. August clam down the doctor haven't came it
Ms A: sorry it's just I care about him so much
Prod: we know we all do care about him
Ms A: who is this young lady
Me: Ms. August I'm Cj roc girlfriend
Ms A: your the girl roc is so in love with
Then that made me smile
Ms A: roc wasn't lying when he said u have a beautiful smile
Me: thank you
Doctor: Chrestano August
Ms A : yes
Doc: well roc has fallen into a deep coma so it will take a long time for him to wake up
Me: how long
Doc: 8 months or more
On that means the day our child will be born
I have to do this whole pregnancy thing alone
Me: this is all my fault
Ms A: how sweetie
Me: well me and roc had an argument, so I got out the car and he followed me and told me to get back in the car but then a car was about to hit me but he pushed me out of the way
Ms A: honey it's not your fault, chres cares about you so much that he risked his life for yours and the baby
Me: yes mam
Then doctor told us we could see him
Me: roc if you could hear me I just want you to know that I'm not mad anymore, I just want you to be okay and wake up so you could our see child grow, I just want you to wake up for us
Then a tear came down my face
Me: just please wake up , I'm so sorry
Then I broke down crying
I just can't help it, it feels like its my fault