Jimin and I locked eyes for a minute, my minds telling me to look away from that jerk. But my hearts telling me forget everything and be with him. I don't want to cry or scream, I just want to be held in his arms. I want him to embrace me and tell me he misses me. But look, he's on a date with some overly dressed whore! Who is that bitch?!
"Harmony?" Daehyun tapped on my hand.
I gasped lightly. "Sorry..uhm..excuse me. I need to go to the ladies room. I'll be right back." I said as I get up and fled.
I can't do this anymore. I have to stop lying to myself, I miss Jimin. I only have feelings for Jimin. Daehyun is a really great guy but.. my heart belongs to Jimin. I silently weeped in a stool. Wiping away my tears the more I thought about my situation. What am I going to do?
-bathroom door swings open-
I heard heels slowly walk in and stop right at the sinks, I peeped through my stool and noticed it was that bitch. Jimin's date. She was fixing her hair and applying translucent powder. Quickly I calmed myself down and wiped away my tears, then I stepped out and stood beside her. I began to prep myself, fixing up my makeup. She glanced at me.
"Ohh~ I love your lipstick color. Where did you get it?" She asked.
I forced a smiled. "SEPHORA. My family that lives in the states shipped it to me. A whole set actually. They're absolutely to die for." I chuckled. Although I just lied.
She smiled. "I'll have to order them online then, I'm Hye-ja by the way."
So that's her name. Hye-ja, bitch. I don't like you, you better stay away from Jimin.
"Are ya here on a date?" She said.
I'm here to kill you.
"Huh? Oh.. yeah I'm here on a date.."
"What's the occasion?"
Man why is she so nosey?
"My boyfriend surprised me on this unexpected date...we were on a yacht before we came here. Isn't that romantic?" I said.
Bitch.
"Aww that is so sweet! I'm here on a blind date. Hehe." She said.
My eyes slightly widen. So Jimin... is looking for a new girl? Is he over me?!
"How'd that happen? Did yall just.. chat and meet up?" I said.
Bet he thinks you're ugly! Jimin doesn't like it when girls cake their face.
"Nope. His friends set me up with him, I was actually hoping to go out with them but. This one isn't bad at all, he's handsome and too hilarious." She chuckled.
Well that's too bad. He won't date you.
"May I know his name?" I said.
"Jimin. Park Jimin." She said as she smiled.
I scoffed. "Park Jimin? Girl, ya better stay away from that guy."
She looked at me confused. "Why do you say that? Do you know him?"
"Do I know him? Psh..what don't I know? He's a little ladies man, guarantee after this date is over. He'll take you home and leave to another date." I said.
"Hehe. I won't have to worry, no guy has ever done that to me. I change their minds."
Fucking slut -_-
"Oh but Jimin is different.."
"I. Appreciate your concern but I must go, my date is waiting. Nice talking to you...uh what's your name?"
You fucking bitch. I hope you get runned over by a truck it kills you!
"Hannah. My names Hannah." I forced a smile.
"Hannah...thank you. See ya."
She left.
I took a few deep breaths, I'm gonna go crazy if they date. Jimin is mine.. well not exactly but.. ugh. I'm a mess.
After I finished prepping myself I went back to my seat. I didn't see Jimin and Hye-ja anymore, where could they have gone?!
"Hey baby..our food just came. Eat up." He said.
I looked down at my lobster, I completely lost my appetite. All I wanna do is find out where Jimin had fled to with that whore. But without trying to disappoint Daehyun, I forcefully ate it and tried to look normal as possible.
When we were done we went back on the yacht, I was way at the edge looking out into the sea. He came up from behind and held me as he kissed my cheek.
"Did you have a good time tonight?" He whispered.
I held in my tears, my screams. I didn't want to vent just yet.
"I had a marvelous time babe.." My voice cracked.
He turned me around. "What's the matter?"
I couldn't hold in my tears. He embraced me.
"Hey? Harmony what's wrong?"
You deserve better... I don't deserve you..
"Nothing babe.. it's just.. I'm.. so overwhelmed by this date. No one has ever done so much for me.." I cried.
He chuckled. "Don't cry..you should be happy. I'd do anything for you." He cupped my face. His warm hands soothed me but I can't stop thinking about Jimin.
I held on to him tight. "You're the best boyfriend ever...." I bit my lip.
He smiled. "You're the best girlfriend I had ever had... you mean so much to me."
Hearing those words really killed me inside, I don't feel the same way after all. Guess Daehyun was just a rebound or something, ugh Park Jimin!
At last I arrived home, before I could reach my door step he turned me around and pressed his lips against mine. Exactly what Jimin did before I supposedly moved on. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him back, we stood there. Making out. But the whole time I imagined Jimin kissing me.
-door opens-
"Ahem."
We both pulled away and looked up at my dad.
"Appa..hehe..I thought you'd be at Sunken." I said.
"I left trustworthy people in charge." He said.
"Mr. Nam..sir, it's a pleasure to meet you." Daehyun said as he shook my dads hand.
"Mm...thank you for bringing my daughter back at a decent hour."
"No problem sir. Well, I'll be going now.. bye Harmony..see you."
"Bye..." I said.
I glanced at my dad, he doesn't look so happy but I don't care right now. He let me inside and I immediately got in the shower. I cried as I ran my hands through my hair, banging my head slightly against the tiles, just crying over Jimin.
I miss him..
After my shower I changed into my girl boxers and a large tee. It was Jimins. His sweet scent is still on it, I smiled to myself as I lay in bed, remembering this memory.
-flashback-
-at Young&Wild-
"WOOHHH!! YEAH BABE KILL IT!!"
Jimin was totally letting loose on the dance floor. I'm so proud of my baby.
-Jimin takes off his shirt-
My eyes widen, the crowd went willldddd. He smiled at me and threw me his shirt, I caught it and cheered more.
-end of flashback-
I smiled. Those were the days we supported each other. Oh Jimin.. I miss you so much.
-phone rings-
I get up and reach for my phone from the dresser, my eyes widen.
'Jimin'
I answered. "Hey.."
"Look out your window."
My window? No..he can't possibly be.. I gasped. Jimin is right outside my house.
"What are you doing here?" I spoke to him on the phone.
"I needed to see you..."
My heart stung. He misses me, I can feel it.
"Do..you wanna come up?"
"Can I?"
My dads asleep for sure.. and I anxiously need his comfort. "Yes..meet me at the side door of my house. I'll sneak you in."
"Okay.."
-click-
I tippy toed my way downstairs and let him in, I held his hand as I escorted him back to my room.
"Sshh..my dads asleep.." I whispered.
"Got it.." he whispered.
Thankfully we made it back to my room in one peace. As I shut the door, he layed down on my bed.
I chuckled. "Quite comfortable there aren't you?"
"Mhm.." he stretched out.
Oh Jimin...
"Why are you here? What happened to your date." I said.
"I was never interested in going, Taehyung and Kookie made me go."
I figured. "So..?"
"She told me about a girl named Hannah.. saying mean things about me?"
My heart raced. "Oh.." that bitch told him -_-
"Harmony...do you miss me?"
I can hear my heart pound in my ears.
"Jimin...I-"
-knock knock knock-
"Harmony? Are you asleep? Is someone in there with you?"
Jimin and I gasped.
"Hurry! Get under my bed.!" I whispered.
Jimin hid under before my dad walked in.
"Harmony." He said.
"Hey appa." I was layed out on my bed reading a book.
"You're up reading?"
"Yeah.. I like doing this when I can't sleep."
"Did something happen? Do you need to talk?"
"No.. I'm fine." I smiled.
"Hmm..okay. but I swear I heard you talking?"
"I like to make up the characters voices from the story hehe..." I gulped.
He walked in and observed the room, he took a deep breath.
"Okay. Continue reading, but keep it down okay?"
I nodded. He smiled and proceeded out, until Jimin made a little whimpering sound.
My dad turned around. "Was that you?"
"Yeah..sorry.."
He gave me a mysterious glare before closing the door, I waited until I heard him walk back into his room.
I sighed as Jimin jumped up from under the bed and hovered over me. I gasped. "Jimin.." I mumbled.
"Tell me. Do you miss me?" He said in a husky voice. My heart raced.
"I... Jimin.. I.." my eyes widen.
His soft gentle lips were pressed against mine, I closed my eyes as I gladly accepted it and kissed him back. Wrapping my arms around him. He slightly pulled away.
"Tell me you miss me...I know you miss me.. "
"I miss you.." I whispered as I kissed him again.
He smiled within the kiss. "I miss you too babe.."
His warm body over mine really overwhelmed me. Jimin rolled over and layed beside me, I got us under the covers to cuddle.
"Why are you with another guy if you miss me?" he said.
"I needed to forget you... and I thought I really liked him..but.. I don't.. I only have feelings for you.." I said.
He smiled. "I'm always here.."
I smiled and kissed him. "But... that girl Hye-ja.. what did you do with her?"
"I took her home.."
"And?"
"I came here?"
I chuckled and hugged him. "Never leave my side..."
He held me tighter. "Never.."
Although this is exactly what I wanted, something doesn't feel right.
"Jimin?"
"Mm?"
"Why do you wanna battle at D33P?"
He sighed. "It's not my idea.. it's the others, they truly envy you and you're group."
"What if I win? Will you guys ever leave my crew alone?"
He held up my chin. "I will.. but.. they won't, but that doesn't mean to let us win. Arasso? Give it your best."
I smiled. "Okay.. I'm nervous though.."
"You shouldn't be.. just have fun."
I kissed his cheek as I cuddled closer to him, this is truly my happy place.
"Leave him.." he said.
My heart stung. "Jimin..I.."
"If you really miss me then leave your boyfriend and come back to me."
How can I just leave Daehyun?
"Wait... Jimin.."
"Wait for what? You miss me right?!" His tone of voice got a bit aggressive.
"Keep your voice down!" I gasped.
He held me up firmly and forcefully.
"Come back to me.." he said as he stared into my eyes.
Daehyun.. I'm so confused!
"Jimin he's on my team.. if he leaves, we might not have a chance against you.."
"And? Does he really matter? You're great without him. You don't need him!"
"Ssh! Why are you yelling?!"
He pushed me on to the bed as he got up.
"I have to go." He said.
"Wait..where are you going?"
"Away from you. You're a liar."
My heart stung.
"What?!"
"Yeah. You don't miss me. You're just another confused girl who doesn't know what she wants. Unlike you, I truly want to be with you, I'd give up anything for you. But I'm not going to if you're not willing to give up Daehyun for me.
Tears formed at the corners of my eyes. "Jimin..what are you saying?"
"Goodbye Harmony, my boys are right. You've moved on. It's time I do too."
Without another word he climbed out from my window and left. I sat there stunned at what just happened. It happened so fast.
Jimin...come back..
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
-Daehyun POV-
-phone rings-
"Hello?"
"Yoooo!"
"Zelo! What's up?" I smiled.
"I heard you're competing over at D33P?"
"I sure am. Why?"
"I'm gonna be there cheering you on with the others. Hehe"
"That's awesome! Thanks for the support."
"And I hear you got a little girlfriend~"
I laughed. "Yeah, she's amazing, you're absolutely gonna love her."
"Can't wait to meet her." He laughed.
"Yo Daehyun.."
"Youngjae! What's up?"
"Good luck with your battle. I'll be in the crowd, I'm yourew only true fan. Heheh"
I chuckled. "Ight."
I said goodbye to the fellas and it was time I head on over to D33P. Although, it isn't my first time dancing there. It'll be like my hundredth time, but Harmony or anyone needs to know that.
>> TO BE CONTINUED >>
:( Is Jimin really going to move on? Or was he just saying that because he was upset? Daehyun seems like he has a lot of things to hide, or is it just all coincidence? Hye-ja seems like she got intentions with Jimin. What happens there? Who will win the battle at D33P? Find out in the next chapter ^-^
Love,
misshobie♡
P.S
I have started working on the sequel to my story HIM. The sequel will be called, 'HIM 2 BANGTAN LOVE STORY'
I'm not sure when to publish it though, I still need to make a few adjustments. I'll probably publish it somewhere around spring break? I don't know yet. But I hope you're all looking forward to it ^-^ and if you're a new reader, be sure to check out my story HIM, it's a J-Hope fanfic :) thank you!
Saranghaeyo♡