Chapter 43 Love
YU takes off his shoes and enters Sam's apartment with his head buried in his big black scarf.
Sam can't resist his instincts at the sight.
He pulls YU to him, gently unwinds his hiding place and lets him find his shelter in the place of his safety.
YU snuggles against Sam's neck, breathing the scent behind his ears. He feels Sam's arms wrap around him tightly and finds his peace.
Sam's heart is heavy. Heavier than it has ever been before.
As he finally holds YU in his arms, he hears his heart groan under the grief.
Heavy.
Heavy fear.
Heavy worry.
Heavy thoughts.
What if they can't be together?
What if YU can't love him freely?
Heavy despair crushes his heart as he inhales the fruity scent of his YU.
There must be a way they can love each other.
There has to be a way.
He has to show him.
His love.
Show his love to him.
And Sam decides to let go of the heaviness.
To be free and show YU.
Show himself. Showing his love.
Being in Sam's arms soothes any sorrow in YU.
Rewards the moments of painful doubt.
Calms the fear of losing him.
He breathes the sky on Sam's neck, letting himself slide feather-light on the blowing winds of their love.
And the longer they hold each other still and close, the hotter the desire for infinity demands.
Sam feels his body remember.
Moments of intoxication remembered.
The fulfillment of the senses remembered.
The lightness in the heavy attraction remembered.
He wants. He wants him.
His fingers begin to show him.
His hands begin to ignite YU's body.
He should feel him.
Feel Sam.
YU feels his body.
Sam makes him feel himself.
Every place he touches leaves skin glowing.
And his body begins to writhe.
His glowing skin presses against Sam's fingers.
Fingers that dig deeper into his writhing body from the hot breath on his neck.
Sam hears YU's heavy breathing and longs for more.
More bliss. More intoxication. More.
Just the moment.
Just YU's body under his hands.
Just the feeling of ecstasy.
He grabs YU by the hair and pulls him in front of his face.
They look at each other and YU's pleading eyes show Sam what he wants.
Sam presses him into a passionate kiss.
No hesitation. No groping. No shame.
Sam takes his mouth.
Sucks and licks at his willing lips.
Shows his tongue his will.
Meanwhile, his hands knead deep moans into his body.
Sam wants.
Wants to make him feel with his rough hands.
Want him to feel Sam.
Want him to feel him.
That he's there.
That he desires him.
That he's burning with love.
He grabs YU by the waist and lifts him up.
And as he encircles him with his legs, Sam grabs his ass and presses him against the wall, pressing YU's hot arousal against his belly.
He feels YU. Feels his hard call.
And begins to press against him.
Wants to hear him louder.
Want him to feel it.
Want him to feel his desire.
And YU's hot sound waves penetrate him, making high waves against his soul.
He wants everything about him.
He wants to love him.
And he shows him.
Sam unzips YU's pants and reaches for his quivering lust.
YU breaks their stormy kiss and gasps.
Too fast.
Too fast, the waves of his lust are surging against his lap.
Sam's hand kneads his butt, the other intoxicates his pleading center.
And Sam presses against his hungry body.
YU hears his shameless sounds testify to the powerful seething of his lust.
Closing his eyes, he tries to control himself.
"Sam, wait, Sam." he pleads, captured by Sam's tongue.
Sam's deep bass hums in their loving mouths as he becomes intoxicated with his lover.
His greedy hands want to break the dam of their love.
To be swept away by the tides of their lover.
YU quivers in the deepest depths of his lust.
He feels Sam all over his body.
Everything is taken by him.
His love flows in his veins.
And swells over in his center.
Over.
More.
And all his muscles tense as Sam's love floods his body.
And he calls his name as the dam breaks.
Sam pauses, allows YU to breathe again, and meanwhile begins to caress his neck.
Tenderly he tastes the fulfillment of his senses.
He follows his need and runs his hands under YU's sweater.
Tenderly strokes up over his waist. Leaves a sea of tingles on his skin. Pulls his sweater over his head, wraps his hands around his face and shows himself to him with his eyes.
YU feels the emptiness on his shaft and Sam's gaze behind his closed lids.
And when he opens them, he sees the pain in Sam's eyes.
The pain he brought him.
He breaks at the sight.
"Sam.", YU's voice sounds tenderly.
Sam kisses him.
Tenderly, he swallows YU's unspoken words.
Whispers their meaningfulness to his lips.
He kisses him.
Shows him his feelings.
Shows himself to him.
Make him feel him.
See him.
Feel his insatiable hunger for him.
Sam breaks their tender hot kiss and takes off his own sweater.
YU lets himself be carried away by the sight of his skin.
He floats in the warm current of his love.
Sam is his fulfillment.
He feels his fulfillment and drifts in the seas of their togetherness.
He runs his hands over Sam's back.
Feels his lover's skin under his fingers.
And loses himself with his sense of taste on his neck as Sam carries him to the bathroom.
He kisses him tenderly on the back of the neck.
"Sam," YU begins and is interrupted by Sam.
He turns his face to him and presses his lips against his.
Shuts him up.
Penetrates him with his tongue.
Gets him out of breath.
Puts him in the bathtub and exposes him.
Naked.
Wants him completely naked.
His eyes glide over YU's petite body as Sam strips too.
YU sees the intoxicating, naked contours of his lover.
His breathing becomes more frantic as he admires his sensual center.
He feels the arousal flooding inside him.
Wants him. Now.
And surrendering to his deepest urge, he leans forward, grabs Sam's butt and pulls him to him.
He can't help himself.
He claws at Sam and begins to press their loving bodies together.
His pleading squirming drives Sam forward.
Their symbiotic skin caresses each other.
Their touches lift them into the warm swirls of their lust.
Sam lets his taste and scent lead him into the healing springs.
No pain.
No sorrow.
No reality.
Just his sounds whispering comforting breaths to him.
Anointing his love tenderly on his wounds.
YU's hands wander over his body. Wanting to enclose everything. Show him his love.
Caressing every part of his adored body.
Presses his raging center unbridled against Sam's pleasure center.
And YU hears his shamelessly demanding.
Wants more.
Begs and tugs at Sam's body.
Until Sam takes his hands.
He holds him tight, leaning his forehead against his, letting his wild breath intoxicate him.
And when he hears YU calling for his body again with his hands, he holds him even tighter.
Sam brings his hands together and clasps his joints with one hand. He kisses YU and looks into his longing eyes.
Sam lets it flow.
The warm water that seeks its way over their bodies.
He kisses YU's forehead and turns him around.
He reaches around him from behind and joins their wet bodies in an embrace.
YU feels Sam kiss his neck and rest his face on his shoulder.
With their eyes closed, they let the wet love of their symbiosis take them away.
And he feels Sam's heart beating heavily against his back.
He feels its heaviness. His pain.
He feels Sam's pain against his scarred back.
"Sam.", YU begins and is stopped by Sam's hand on his mouth.
"Shhh.", Sam whispers to him and starts to press against YU's butt.
His hands slide along YU's body, seeking his lustful hold.
And as Sam reignites YU's groans, he pushes through his back and presses against the composer of his symphony.
Sam plays the melody of his love on his beloved instrument.
Rubbing his deep lust against him, he makes the most sensual notes ring out from him to the beat of his voluptuous hand.
And he feels YU's tones making deep waves.
YU's hips sway to the beat of his melody and escape from Sam's mouth with deep bass.
He feels himself flooding.
Raises the beat.
Moist, hot friction charges their bodies and sounds their symphony.
Redemption.
Their love seeks release.
And Sam buries his face into YU's neck as he lets the blast of his love take the free kick.
The vibrating sound on YU's neck makes him reach the peak of his flight in free fall.
With hearts racing, they linger in their symbiosis.
YU turns his face and digs into Sam's hair.
Sam hears the echo of his feelings fluttering in his body.
He brings his lips to YU's ear and lets his feelings seek freedom in free flight:
"I love you, YU. I love you."