Nicki POV
I looked over and their was no one in the bed I knew Drake lefted I got up out of bed and walked to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth then I walked out to Ava's room to cheek on her she was perfectly fine and I did the same for Armani she was still sleeping I walked downstairs and turned on the lights and walked to the kitchen and made myself hazel nut coffee and walked back upstairs to my room and sat in the couch with my Kendall fire and started reading at times like this I'm stressed free then I heard crying I put down the Kendall and my coffee and looked at the baby monitor the crying was coming from Armani's room I sighed and walked to her room and picked her up she sighed a little then looked at me and started crying again she never acted like that
N- what did mommy do wrong
I walked around the room and looked at pictures on the wall and sat in the rocking chair her little hand was balled up in a fist and she continue crying
N- come on stop please your gonna wake up your sister do you want to talk to daddy
She looked at me and stopped a little with a frown on her face I picked her up and walked to my room and called Drake on the house phone
* phone convo *
D- yeah bae
N- your baby was crying from the minute she woke up and still is
D- is everything ok their besides her crying and which one are we talking about
N- where talking about Armani and everything is fine
D- daddy's princess
I put the phone to her ear and she started smiling causing me to smile then she started to fall back asleep I took the phone from her ear and put it to mine
D- is she ok
N- yeah thanks
D- I love you babe
N- I know you tell me everyday of the week
D- well I'm gonna tell you more so deal with it
N- I am
D- I gotta go I love you
N- I love you too bye
D- yeah
* end of phone convo *
After I hung up I picked her up and layed her on a pillow and made sure she was ok I looked at the other baby monitor in Ava's room she was still asleep I walked downstairs and walked to the kitchen and made two bottles just in case one of them woke up when I was done with that I took the bottles and walked back upstairs to my room I went on Drakes side if the bed because Armani was on mine I looked while she slept her little body turned a little she had her right hand tangled in her curls
N- you look to much like your father
I got my phone and room a picture and then I felt like I needed to talk to someone so I called Chyna
* phone convo *
N- hey babe
C4- hey what are you and my nieces doin
N- well you nieces are sleeping and I'm up and bored
C4- how about you relax with your babes
N- I'll see bout that I can probably call their grandmother to come over here what are you doing
C4- well me and Ty did things and now my room smells and things are on the floor and I'm in bed
N- y'all two some freaks
C4- but you the freakiest one hun
N- ik that's how I got my babies and my fab pairs of tits jealous
C4- well im going to go take a shower
N- ok bye hun
C4- bye
* end of phone convo *
After I hung up I looked through my phone until I got to Drakes mother's phone number I pressed the button and it started ringing after 2 minutes she picked up
* phone convo *
DM- hello
N- hi
DM- Nicki how are you doing is everything alright
N- yeah everything is fine but I wanted to know if you wanted to come over and spend time with me and the twins
DM- definitely I would never pass that up
N- ok
DM- bye babe
N- bye ma
* end of phone convo *
I looked at the time on my phone it was 10 in the morning and neither Ava or Armani has eaten I got up and walked to Ava's room I opened the door and walked over to her crib and picked her up she was still sleeping I pur her on my shoulder she snuggled up to me I walked back to my room and took a cold wipe and wripped it over her face she woke up and looked at me
N- I'm sorry babe but you gotta eat
She frowned I could tell that she was about to cry I got the bottle and put it in her mouth first she wasn't really drinking it but then she just fave in and drunk it while I was feeding her Armani work up she didn't cry all she did was lay on her back and just looked around occasionally she would try to got up I just giggled at her determination
N- your too little babe
After I finished feeding Ava I burped her I layer her down and picked Armani up and feed her while I was feeding her Ava was kicking up her legs and moving around I burped Armani and ran my fingers through her hair she smiled and her small but deep dimples showed she looked just like me when I smile I kissed her cheek and then did the same for Ava I picked her up and walked downstairs to the living room and sat them both in their baby chairs and turned on Sophia the first and got a blanket and a pillow and cuddled with it and then the door opened and walked in grandma Sandi
DM- what are you guys doing
N- watching TV
DM- have you ate breakfast
N- no but I had coffee and then I have laundry which I can't do
DM- your a mess come in the kitchen with me
N- am I cooking or you
DM- I am
I got up and wrapped up in the blanket and walked to the kitchen I saw getting her getting the eggs and some other things I sat on a bar stool at the island and looked at her
DM- you look flushed
N- I'm just getting used to remembering their feedings and times their diapers need to be changed and stuff
DM- I know its hard but you'll get used to it I mean you have to do this until the turn 16 and then you give them freedom but not too much
N- I always smell like formula and baby powder
DM- those smells stick with you until they stop using those things
N- wait you mean I have to smell like that for the next year
DM- yeah
N- gosh
We talked a little more until she put cheese eggs,pancakes and bacon in front of me she kissed my cheek and I smiled she sat next to me and we ate
DM- where is Aubrey
N- work like always
DM- how do you feel when he leaves to go to work
N- I mean I'm ok with it but I just wish he was here because he's missing some of the amazing moments in their life moments you can't get back with them
DM- when you go back to school your gonna have to miss some of those too
N- I just don't know what to do sometimes
DM- well you can't give up now because you have two little girls looking up to you and as a mother you have to show them what hard work is and determination
N- I have the determination I just dont have the stamina to continue what I have to do
DM- you want to become a fashion designer you know all the things to know about fashion all you have to do is go to collage you passed highschool you have highschool down all you gotta do is collage its not that hard
N- I just don't want to leave them at such a young age yet
DM- then take them with you
N- I can't Drake I'm not gonna keep his children away from him because I don't want to go away for 4 to 6 years and him miss all the big moments in their life and then come back and them not know him at all
DM- where is the school you want to go to
N- its in New York 3,000 miles away from here I'm not gonna do that to him
DM- so your gonna make his happiness and you children's happiness come before yours and your dream
N- yeah I'm willing to
DM- stupidest thing I ever heard because he's going to college in New York and you are too all you have to do is move to New York
N- he has stores here
DM- all you have to do is find supporters you have that you did all the work in highschool and still is and make nothing stand in your way you worked so hard for this and please don't tell me that your gonna give all that up
N- I'm not
She stood up and lefted me their thinking about things I ate the rest of my breakfast and put the dishes in the dish washer and walked to the laundry room and looked at all the laundry in their
N- I can't do all this
I walked out the room and walked back go the living room and sat on the couch and cuddled up with a pillow and smiled
DM- why are you smiling
N- I just don't want them to grow up I want them to be my little babies forever and have them need me
DM- that's what I said with Aubrey and he grew up and now he has two adorable baby girls and a very pretty fiancé
N- when are you going out town soon
DM- I leave to go to Paris to meet Bobbi flay to discuss about iron chef after this
N- o everyone is leaving me
DM- what do you mean
N- Drake is leaving to go to New York in two days
DM- then go with him
N- I'll think about it
DM- no go it could be like you guys first family vacation
N- ok
DM- I have to leave
N- oh ok
I got up and took Ava from her she kissed Armani's forehead and then walked infront of me to the door once we got to the door she kissed Ava's forehead and did the same to mine
DM- take care of them and please tell that son of mine to stop working so hard
N- ok bye
I closed the door and then Ava started crying I rubbed her back and kissed her cheek
N- mommys here baby
I walked to the kitchen and got her a bottle and walked back to the living room while I was feeding her Drake walked in her walked over to me and kissed my forehead and then took Ava from me and her bottle and kissed her and Armani cheek and continued feeding her I looked at him
D- what you thinking
N- are you going to collage in New York
D- yeah I got the letter 3 days ago
N- oh ok
D- are you ok
N- yeah I'm fine your mom came today
D- oh did you two have fun
N- yeah and I decided to go to collage in New York
D- so I guess we gonna move
N- I guess everyone is going their different way
D- I can't belive the crew is splitting up me and future dads you and ciara crazy asses mothers and all of us going to collage
N- we gotta go to one last party together or a least a vacation
D- how about we arrange that
N- are we taking the girls
D- yes
N- ok
I walked over and picked up Ava and layed her on my chest and looking at her and smiled I ran my fingers through her hair
N- she has so much hair
D- that's from you
N- no she got the curls like you the eyes ears and the same color hair as you
D- we the same hair color
N- no you dark Brown and I'm like black/brown and they got Brown hair
D- well they have your cheeks and dimples and your noise
N- do you want more children
D- well yeah i mean I wouldn't mind
N- I wanna give you a boy but I also want a girl
D- I don't care what they are babe but can the happen when your 20 and I'm 21 so they are 3
N- ok but theirs a good chance I'm gonna get preggo before that
D- on birth control I don't care or we not having sex
N- I am im not playing I took it
D- ok
N- you know you can please me other ways too like with your fingers
D- stop talking about this over them
N- I'm just saying
D- I know babe
N- Mani asleep yet
D- I don't know come look
I got up and walked over to where he was sitting and looked she was sleeping I kissed his lips and sat next to him he put his arm around my shoulder
N- we should get a family picture done babe
D- I'm tired
I looked up at him and then down at Ava she was sleeping too I kissed all of my babies and smiled.I looked at them for awhile till my eye lids felt heavy
-› 2 hours later
I woke up to the sound of crying I looked up at Drake who was looking down at me I looked up and pecked his lips he smiled then I smiled back and looked into his hazel eyes he ran his fingers through my hair
D- I think av hungry
N- I need to get laid
D- so do I
I got up and looked at him and rolled my eyes and walked to the kitchen I made her a bottle while I was feeding her I felt arms go around my waist and a kiss on my neck then followed by him sucking on it
N- after this babe
He stopped and looked at me with his arms still around my waist I looked back at him
D- gosh you have pretty eyes babe but I need to have some attention I hadn't had for like 9 months
N- I know I went through the most of the pain pushing out 2 people isn't easy and then having cramps after it not fun
D- ok I'm not gonna even fight with you their because I don't know how that feels like
N- good I love you though
D- I love you Armani and Ava and Mac&Cheese by the way where is Mac&Cheese
N- I don't know babe um probably somewhere in the house I think I should get a dog sidekick to tell me how their feeling because they been acting weird
D- a dog sidekick Nicki their dogs what is she gonna tell you its mad because you didn't give it a bone
N- no but I can't explain babe
D- baby I don't care do whatever makes you my princess and the royal dogs happy
N- we are royalty aren't we
D- yeah all I gotta do is get you the crown
N- tell me about your day
D- I had business meetings went a couple places same old nothing new
N- your day sounds fun I guess
D- I know
I got out his grip and walked upstairs to Ava's room and laid her down and kissed her cheek I tipped toed out her room and closed the door Drake was standing in the hall infront of Armani's door
N- is she down babe
D- yeah
Itook his hand and walked to our room and over to the bed he laid on his side and I laid on mine I looked up at him then down at my ring
D- what are you thinking my queen
N- where are we going to have our wedding and we need a wedding planner
D- I want a winter wedding
N- winter in Paris is really pretty D- so then where having our wedding in Paris
N- yeah I wanna design my own wedding dress I also want more than one
D- you'll look gorgeous in all of them
N- is their a way of having your wedding in the ifeal or its too small
D- too small
N- I know but was just picturing it
D- ok
N- what kinda dress do you picture me in
D- ughh....something that's white lots of diamonds very sparky maybe a little lace heart top or whatever its called
N- you have a lot of ideas
D- thanks what do you picture my suit to be like
N- you know when you watch Cinderella and her Prince have that suit like that but instead a prince your a king
D- thank you queen
I crawled over to his side and laid on him I looked at him buy he wasn't looking at me he was looking at the TV
N- do you think I got fatter I mean ever since I had the girls I hadn't gone to the gym
D- no not really
N- your just saying that to say it
D- I'm not you look just the same your just being insecure about how you look
I got off him and walked to the bathroom and walked to the scale I got on it and it read 125 I looked over in the door way Drake was sitting in the frame
D- what dies it say I can tell by your face expression its not good
N- 125 before I was 101 I gained 24 pounds
D- you where pregnant give yourself a break
N- no I'm going to the gym and you can't say I can't either because its not up to you
D- ok fine I won't
I walked pass him and walked over to the bed and got in I took one of his pillows and snuggled up with it and looked at the TV not paying attention to anyone Drake got in the bed with me and pulled me closer to him I decided I wanted to test him yo see how much he knows our relationship
N- so
D- so what
N- what was the followers you gave me on our little walk on the beach thing when we where in Hawaii with the crew
D- pink roses and red orcas
N- no pink and blue orcas
D- no it wasn't
N- yes it was I should know
D- ok
N- what's my favorite color and why
D- orcas because it reminds you of your grandmother and because it reminds you of the Bahamas for dome reason I don't know why
N- ok thank you
We was watching TV then we heard crying from the baby monitor I looked over and the crying was coming from Armani's room I looked over at Drake
D- sure I'll go get her
N- thank you baby
He got up I sat up and waited for him to come in with her after 4 minutes he walked in but she was still crying I smiled
D- why you smiling
N- I have my reasons
He walked over to me and gave her to but she continued crying she was kicking and her fingers was pulling her hair
N- where's her socks
D- just put a blanket on her
I did what he told me and tired to calm her down I rubbed her back and pulled her close to me and kissed her forehead she stopped a little Drake looked at me and smiled I smiled back
D- your a good mommy
N- thank you papi your a good daddy I gave her to him and put the sheets over my head
N- be a good daddy good night
D- good night
-› next morning