Su Yuan had a nightmare—the smoke filled with gunpowder and flesh and blood in the dream, a man whose reason was eroded by hatred was enjoying the thrill of killing.
Suddenly, the man noticed the existence of her as a bystander, a cruel smile filled the corner of his mouth, and suddenly rushed towards her.
This man looked like Su Xi who was out of control last night. He bit her body like a beast. Su Yuan struggled to sit up from the bed and woke up from her dream...
The gap under the door of the room showed a faint light. The figure walked uneasily outside the door.
Su Yuan knew that it was Su Xi. Maybe he was regretting what she did, or maybe she was worried about her leaving. He had been wandering outside for two consecutive nights.
But the more this happens, the more psychological pressure it will cause Su Yuan. She is even a little afraid of being alone with
Su Xi ... Su Xi’s room is very simple. He seldom buys anything for himself, other people of the same age. Boys always have some hobbies, but he is as clean as a piece of white paper.
Su Yuan couldn't sleep, got up and wandered around the room, occasionally fiddle with the things on Su Xi's desk. They were all toys she bought him when she was a child. They were not broken at all. They were neatly placed together and seemed to be often The master took it out to play.
I have to admit that in terms of cherishing old things, Su Xi really did a lot better than her sister.
The things in the drawer are more complicated. There are the old rubber bands she used, the broken triangles and compasses he used, and there is a diary under a pile of ugly trash.
Su Yuan opened the old things and took out the diary. Only when I saw the cover, I remembered that this seemed to be a New Year gift I gave to Su Xi in a certain year.
Looking at the worn-out corners, it seems that they are often opened by the owner.
I don't know what he would write in the diary...
Su Yuan Zhengchou couldn't understand Su Xi's different thoughts. This diary must give her the answer.
Without any suspense, Su Yuan opened the code lock with her birthday, and wrote a sentence on the title page-
"You are late, I have fallen in love with her for three years.-To my diary."
"... …" Su Yuan understood that the'she' in this sentence refers to herself, and the writing and sentences in the notebook were very immature. She recalled the time when she gave Su Xi’s diary. She should be less than ten years old... at that time Do you know what love is? It's too early to mature...
Su Yuan continued to read this diary in a complicated mood, and the content afterwards made her even more shocked. This diary did not look like Su Xi's daily routine at all, but like a notebook of her preferences.
Su Yuan's preferences are recorded in every detail, and many trivial details that she has not discovered are meticulously recorded in the notebook.
With the passage of time, Su Xi’s handwriting and thought are also visibly improving with the naked eye. Through this diary, she seems to have seen the complete process of a child’s transformation into a teenager...
"XX year X month X day, the first time to eat Birthday cake, although I hate to eat sweet and greasy food, but because my sister bought it, I don’t want to waste it all. My sister asked me what wish I had. Of course I couldn’t tell her, I hope her Love me a little more."
"I started to have diarrhea in the middle of the night and ran to the toilet five times. I just ran into Qiye’s sister. I was afraid that she was worried, so I had to lie and said that I was hungry and got up to find something to eat. My sister touched my head and tried to help me cook. A bowl of noodles. I didn’t expect that my wish would come true so soon."
"X, X, X, XX, Xiao Hei and Xiao Hua were poisoned to death by the dog team. My sister was very sad and cried for a long time. She was afraid. I am even more sad and comfort me if I want to buy a puppy again."
"It's strange, I don't feel anything to be sad at all, but I like the way my sister cares about me, and she likes her tenderness when she hugs me and comforts me. Words. I suddenly summed up a truth-it turns out that fragility can get care and love."
"XX year X month X day, today the teacher assigned a composition topic called "Future Me", my sister asked me what I want to be in the future People, I have the answer in my heart when I see how busy she is to make money every day."
"I want to be a rich person and give her the most relaxed and superior life, so that she doesn't have to travel around. My sister was surprised and relieved when she heard that, and smiled and said that she was looking forward to that day. I am also looking forward to it."
… ...
Su Yuan turned to the second half of the diary with sour eyes. After growing up, Su Xi was no longer used to writing her thoughts in her diary, and usually only wrote it after a long period of time.
"XX year X month X day, I have a system..."
"XX year X month X day, I think I know what my sister’s secret is..."
"XX year X month X day, she really wants It's too late to leave me, I must tell her what I want quickly."
After that, there was nothing left...
Su Yuan closed the diary and sighed for the quiet night.
***In a
few days, all the procedures for going abroad were handled by Su Xi. On the fifth day, the two of them officially embarked on a journey to the other side of the earth.
As soon as they got off the plane, they were greeted by a slanting wind and drizzle. Compared with the hot summer in China, the climate of this big city surrounded by mountains and rivers is much milder, with large buildings and convenient transportation, making it very suitable for people to live in.
Su Yuan never had a chance to come to the United States once in her life, but this time she experienced an illusion of returning to modernity from the 1990s.
The Su family had arranged accommodation for Su Xi long ago. They were picked up to the hotel when they got off the plane. Su Xi carefully observed Su Yuan's mood along the way. In order to take care of her feelings, she specially arranged a double room suite.
The suite has two interconnected rooms. Two people sleep on one bed. If you want to communicate, you have to go to each other's room.
After washing and rectifying, Su Yuan stood boredly in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the night view of the city. A silhouette flashed across the glass windows, and Su Xi walked gently behind her.
The tone hesitated with a hint of flattery: "I have two days to go for an interview. Shall we go out for fun tomorrow?"
Su Yuan turned her head to face Su Xi, looking at the bright neon in his eyes, frowning and shaking his head: "In these two days, you should hurry up and consolidate the test questions. If you want to play, wait for the test before you go."
Su Xi The light in his eyes gleamed again, and he nodded.
Su Yuan only brought two things when he went abroad. Apart from a change of clothes, all that was left was a few books.
She didn't expect that she would have such a day of literature and art. She would only bring books when she went abroad, but in order to urge Su Xi to study, she also had to behave beside her.
I didn't expect to see it. She bought these books for Su Xi before. There are famous books both at home and abroad. Some of them are highly recommended by her, and some of them have not been read by herself.
She looked seriously, and Su Xi, who was next to her, felt relieved, and began to practice interview questions.
The authentic and fluent spoken language was spoken by Su Xi's low-magnetic and melodious voice, which was a little more mature and charming, and it didn't take long for Su Yuan's attention to be attracted.
She put down the book and looked sideways at the person next to her. The profile of her handsome profile was like a smooth silhouette painting. His eyes were drooping and his brain was thinking about how to express, so he was extremely serious.
It was the first time that Su Yuan saw such a Su Xi. Perhaps he was too smart and could do everything with ease, so it was rare for him to concentrate on accomplishing something.
The business school I applied for this time is the world's leading institution of higher learning, and the admission rate is particularly low. Even Su Xi is not completely sure that he can stand out in the interview, so his attitude this time is particularly cautious and serious.
It is undeniable that the serious Su Xi has a little more charm that he doesn't usually have.
But soon, he noticed Su Yuan's slightly curious look.
Su Xi took off a headset and raised her eyebrows: "Sister? What's the matter?"
Su Yuan was taken aback, and after thinking for a moment, he said, "You speak
English well." Su Yuan has always been a subject of English in high school . Spoken English is pretty decent, but when Su Xi speaks, it is really shameful.
Su Xi did not expect that Su Yuan would take the initiative to speak to herself. She was flattered and shook her head quickly: "Thanks to the foundation you have accumulated when you took me to the tomb of the martyrs as a narrator when you were young."
Su Yuan did not immediately claim her credit and picked it up. He put his earphones in his ears and listened, and then she found that she couldn't understand many professional terms.
"The Su family is looking for a foreign teacher?"
"Well, David is a very authoritative teacher who specializes in training college interviews."
Su Yuan nodded, having to admit that the economic base determines the superstructure. If Su Xi does not return to Su then home to her ability, let alone abroad, even in the domestic colleges and universities have enrolled weigh purse academic fee is not enough ......
like Su Xi such a good person, in relation to his best condition, so He may be able to show his ambitions.
Seeing Su Yuan's sudden silence, Su Xi became nervous again, and began to find nothing to say: "Sister, do you want to be an interviewer and ask me questions?"
"Okay, but I don't understand many professional terms. ..." She was embarrassed.
"It doesn't matter, I can explain to you if I don't understand."
"Okay."
Su Yuan looked at the listed test questions. Most of them were relatively simple and daily questions. There were only a few professional partial questions. Su Yuan chose a question at random. Su Xi could give a routine after a short period of thought. Innovative answers.
In addition, logical expression and manners were his strong points, and the whole person seemed calm and steady. After Su Yuan asked a few questions, he felt that there was nothing to worry about.
To sum up: Su Xi, their brain circuit is different from ordinary people in many cases, but once they get serious, they are still very powerful.
"You are already pretty good, relax and don't be nervous." Su Yuan comforted him, and then sat with Su Xi to read a book for a while before returning to her room to sleep.
Two days later, Su Xi entered the college for an interview. As Su Yuan expected, he got the college admission letter with extremely excellent interview results.
Later, Su Xi and Su Yuan traveled in the city for two days and visited the surrounding places of interest.
Unfortunately, time is limited and it is impossible to travel around every block and corner of the entire city. However, Su Yuan has already helped Su Xi plan her future accommodation area. She has considered all factors such as transportation, distance and human environment.
After dividing it out on the city map and showing it to him, Su Xi was not anxious at all: "Not only think about me, but also about you. Don't you like the liveliness? Why do you choose such a secluded community?"
Su Yuan was stunned. , Did not answer.
When booking the return flight ticket, Su Yuan saw the city she was familiar with on the scrolling screen, and suddenly thought: "Su Xi, let's go to the capital!"
This time Su Xi did not immediately agree to her request, her eyes sinking. "Why?"
"It's nothing, I just missed that city a little bit."
Seeing her melancholy and nostalgic face staring at the screen, Su Xi felt sore and uneasy but couldn't bear to refuse, and finally compromised.
The author has something to say: Sorry, my sister-in-law had a Caesarean section and had been in the hospital for a week. It should have ended last week. Sorry.
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