"Dude you've had enough" I told Ruben as I snatched the weed pipe out of his hands
"You're not my fucking mom" he yelled while trying to jump over the table and grab it
"N**** sit the fuck down" Ray yelled back, causing Ruben to freeze before quietly sitting back down
One of the things ray hated most was the fact that we were all turning into Fuckshit, drugs every night, liquor every night, passing out at parties, they were all things Fuckshit did, and things he passed onto us.
He seemed to be really angry today though, I could see him glaring at Ruben who was getting high off his ass which was why I decided to interfere.
"Did you talk to Lila?" I asked Ray in an attempt to break the tension that fell upon us
"Yeah" was all he said
"Did it not go well?"
"Not really" He sighed
"What happened" I asked with furrowed eyebrows
"Apparently she's seeing someone" He replied with dryness, sounding really close to broken
His voice pained me, he's had a crush on Lila for 3 years now, I could tell how much it upset him that he couldn't have her
"Do you want me to go talk to her?" I suggested in hopes of turning that frown on his face into a smile
"No. It would be weird she doesn't know you" He shrugged
"Yeah. True." I mumbled while playing with the hem of my shirt
We fell into another silence but this time, I couldn't find a way to break it.
"So like- what would you tell her?" He asked
"I don't know, I'd ask who she was seeing, and then I'd make fun of him" I replied with a light chuckle
"You'd make fun of him?" He giggled while ruffling my hair
"Mhm"
All of a sudden I could hear cheering from the living room.
"Bro i swear if fuckshit's getting a public blow job again-" I sighed while getting up from my chair to go see what was going on
Once I got to the circle of sweaty teenagers, I started pushing through, feeling my smile drop once my eyes landed on Sunny and Estee, this time she was holding a beer bong and he was drinking the beer through the tube.
"Yo Sunny is Fucking wild" Fuckshit said to hannah who he had his arm wrapped around "Ay Miley!"
I plastered on a fake smile and turned to him "Fuckshittt- I thought you'd be getting laid by now"
"Oh I did, I'm hoping to go for a round two" he chuckled while snuggling into her and placing a sloppy kiss on her cheek
"So what are you waiting for" she giggled
He bit his lip as he took her hand in his and led her out of the "huddle". That was the last I saw of them that night.
I decided it was my turn to leave as well, I gave Sunny one last glance and saw him looking at me as he continued to chug all the beer he could take
I felt my blood run cold for a second. Somehow, him staring at me made me feel insecure but also excited.
Once again, I gave a fake smile along with two thumbs up while nodding to show support, slightly blushing once I saw him smile back at me.
Sighing, I threw myself back in the seat next to Ray after pushing my way out of the crowd
"He's getting his dick sucked?" Ray chuckled
"No."
"Who is it then?" He asked
"Sunny and Estee" I replied
"Yooo no fucking way- Sunny and Estee are going at it?" He exclaimed
"No! Hes chugging beer and she's holding the beer bong for him" I groaned
"Oh..." he mumbled "so why are you mad?"
I immediately paused, but only for a second before I knew how to respond
"I'm not." I sighed "it's just that he's like drinking a lot and we're only 16. Fuckshit is a really bad influence... on me too"
"Yeah yeah I get it" he placed a hand on my shoulder while sighing "I feel the same way"
I nodded and turned to Ruben who had his arms crossed and anger written all over his face. I caught his attention by lightly kicking his foot under the table "Yo chop"
"What do you want" He snapped
"Are you still mad at me?" I asked
"Yes. You always fuck up my fun. How come I'm the only one you keep an eye on. Fuckshit does more shit than me but you're not a bitch to him." He replied. I could tell he had been planning that whole sentence for a while, it made me laugh almost.
"Look. Ruben. I'm not a bitch for nothing, I just don't want you to become an alcoholic by the time you're like 20. That's not a fun like to live. Imagine what that's like. Wouldn't you rather drink and do drugs in moderation than to be going in and out of rehab for the rest of your life? Plus, you gave me a bruise on my stomach, call it even?"
"Ok but like stop being annoying with it" he told me "like you can just ask me to stop you don't gotta take shit away from me, it's fucking annoying"
"Ok" I shrugged "We cool?" I asked while spitting on my palm and putting it out for him to shake
"Cool" He spat on his and shook mine
"I swear y'all are fucking nasty" Ray said with disgust
"Shut up or I'll wipe it on you" I warned
"Yo-" He slapped my arm away
I wiped the spit onto my pants and leaned back into my seat. At this point, I was pretty tired and just wanted to sleep
"Imma go talk to someone" Ruben said before walking up to the group of girls on the kitchen counter
I took this as a chance to check on Fourthgrade and to my surprise, him and Angela seemed to be hitting it off pretty well. They were cute together. I just hope I didn't cause any future heartbreaks
"Ohhh shit" Ray chuckled while nudging me
"What?" I snapped my head in the direction he was looking and saw Sunny holding estee's hand and leading her to Angela's room.
All of a sudden, I was at a loss for words, I had no idea how to act, do I laugh with Ray? Yes let's laugh with Ray.
"Holly shit- dude" I leaned back in my seat "He's about to get some"
"Yup" he agreed, nodding
"I'm gunna go grab a drink" I sighed as I pushed my seat back and got up
"But you were just talking about how that's bad for you" He groaned, bringing his hands up to his face
"But I do it on moderation" I shrugged before walking away
•1 Hour 48 Minutes Later•
"JUST ONE MORE DRINK PLEASE" I begged as I tried to pull the bottle away from Ray
"DUDE" he looked around at the people, embarrassed at the situation we were in "Youre doing vodka shots- I can't give you another one or else you'll DIE"
"No- ok fine" I sighed as I settled down in my seat
"Thank you" He groaned
I stayed seated for a moment and once I saw him begin to relax, I shot up from my seat and launched for the table with all the liquor on it
"MILEY WHAT THE F-" Was all he could get out before he got up to go after me "GIVE ME THAT" He yelled, sounding really done with me
"No" I shook my head while hugging the beer and rolling around the floor to get out of his grip. At this point almost everyone was looking at us.
"YES"
"No"
"YES" he repeated before grabbing ahold of the beer, throwing it at the wall which caused it to shatter, pulling me up and dragging me outside
"WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING IN THERE MILEY?" He yelled with pure frustration, I could tell he was really upset and he just all of a sudden snapped.
"What were YOU doing?" I slurred while pushing my finger in his face to point at him
"Bro-" he grabbed my hand and roughly shoved it away "get in the fucking car. We're leaving"
"Noooooooo I'll stop I promise Ray" I whined "I wont drink anymore please"
He ignored what I was saying and started pushing me towards the car
"Ray" I repeated
Once again, no response
"RAY RAY RAY RAY RAY RAY RAY RAY" I yelled with the most annoying voice I could come up with
"WHAT"
"I like your hair" I giggled while ruffling his hair, trying my best to ease away his anger but once again, he didn't reply or crack a smile, instead he carried me up to the truck.
"Don't forget Fourthgrade" I warned as he got up the side step to put on my seatbelt
"Wait Ray" I spat out right before he shut the door
"What?" He sighed
"I'm sorry" I mumbled while fidgeting with my fingers
"You don't gotta apologize Miley, now stay in here okay? Do I gotta turn on child lock?"
I shook my head no and rested it against the window once he shut the door.
Slowly, I drifted off to sleep.
♠
As I tiredly fluttered my eyes open, I noticed that I wasn't in my room. I was in fuckshit's room to be precise. And not only that, but I had a pounding headache, the worst one I've had in my entire life.
As my eyes travelled through his room, I noticed that he was on the bed asleep, it was light outside, and there was a little note on the table next to me.
I groaned as I got up from his couch and grabbed the note.
Thought I'd drop you off at his house since his parents weren't home and you can't act sober in front of your dad when you're blacked out. Tell him his car keys are on his bedside table -Ray
Crumbling up the paper, I tossed it into the trash can and pushed his bedroom door open, making my way down to his kitchen and opening up the medicine cabinet once I was there.
After a while of searching, I found a bottle of up to date Advil.
I took two pills and used water to help me swallow them down before going back upstairs with two more pills and a cup of water.
"Wake up" I said while nudging fuckshit
"Leave me alone" he groaned as he swatted my arm away
"Dude wake up" I repeated
This time, his eyes slowly opened up. "Miley? The fuck are you doin in my room?"
"Ray dropped me off last night apparently" I replied, handing him the pills
"Damn my head is fucking pounding. Thanks"
I nodded
"What happened last night? I don't remember shit" He asked
"You think I'd remember?" I chuckled as I watched him drink the water I'd handed him
♠
After a while, I ended up showering at his place and he lent me some clothes to wear.
Fit:
(But with the normal high top converse she was wearing before)
We called the rest and decided to meet at our school which was closed since it was the middle of the summer.
We also stopped for snacks on the way there.
"No bring it here so there's more space to build up speed" I told Ruben as he pushed a lunch table around
"But I can get a better angle over here" Fourthgrade said as he pointed his camera at my face
Once again, Ruben began pushing the table towards Fourthgrade
"NO- Ruben bring it here" I demanded
"Ughhh" he groaned "You know what? You two figure this out, imma go warm up"
...
"Yeahh I'm gunna go too... I have to figure out camera settings for this lighting" Fourthgrade mumbled
"RYDER WAIT- we'll put it where you wanted. I cant push this on my own"
He slowly nodded with an expression that read 'satisfaction' on his face. I wanted to punch him.
"So how did it go with Angela yesterday?" I asked him as we both pushed the table
"She's really pretty I don't know why she was talking to me" he replied anxiously
"You're pretty too maybe that's why" I chuckled "but how did it go?"
"Good. She gave me her number" he replied, smiling
"Cool cool"
"WATCH OUT" Ray yelled while laughing as he skated towards us with immense speed
Me and Fourthgrade quickly stumbled back and Ray pushed up onto the table edge where he nose grinded to the end.
"FUCK! SHIT!" Fuckshit exclaimed
For the next hour or so, we all skated around the school yard, cheering each other on, taking videos on Fourthgrade's camera, just doing random shit like that.
Once we began to get a little tired, we decided to take a short snack break.
"Can you go grab the snacks?" Fuckshit asked as he tossed me his truck keys
"Sure, be right back" I replied before walking up to the metal fence and beginning to climb it.
"You got us snacks?" Ray asked
Once I was at the top, I threw my legs to the other side and that was when my fear of heights began to kick in.
"Mhm"
"I brought skittles" Ray said "But for me only"
This fence was not very high at all, but for some reason, that little jump looked leg breaking. Call me a pussy I don't care.
"Oh my goddd" Sunny groaned "she's scared again"
"I'm not scared" I mumbled as I gripped to the sides
"Just jump" I heard Ruben yell
"Ohhhh I'm supposed to jump??" I asked sarcastically
All of a sudden, Fuckshit got up and began running towards me and all I could hear or see was FEAR.
I quickly let go of the fence and dropped to the floor, landing on my feet.
I turned around and put two middle fingers up in the air once I heard them laugh at me.
"Humpty dumpy sat on a wall" Fuckshit began to sing
"Shut up"
I began walking towards the truck and once I got there, I unlocked it using the keys and stepped on the edge of the front seat, bending forward to get the bag from the passenger's side.
I snapped my head towards the small alley in front of me once I heard something drop. I paused for a moment to see if anything was about to come out and kill me. After a few seconds, I Cautiously stepped down onto the floor and shut the door before locking it when suddenly, I felt a hand cover my mouth and begin to push me into the alley.
Of course, I attempted to scream and hit the person, but the position they had me in made it very difficult since they had a really strong grip on my arm.
"Shhh shhh shut up" I heard them whisper before letting go and turning me around.
I immediately felt my muscles relax once I recognized the face as Sunny's. But I was still angry.
"What the fuck are you doing?" I yelled "you don't just fucking do that to a girl I thought I"
Once again, he put his hand over my mouth to shush me
"Dude- stop talking" he whisper yelled
I pushed his hand away "what"
"The cop is here" he mumbled nervously
"What cop-" I asked before I came to the sudden realization it was the cop I had kicked "OH MY GOD"
"Shhhhhhh" He whispered "he's gunna hear you"
I slowly swallowed the lump of air that had formed in my throat and stared at him anxiously.
"Just calm down okay? He didn't see us.He's just here to yell at them for being at the school" He said as he hooked his pointer finger in the front belt hoop of my pants to calm me.
I nodded and stared at him as he turned his face towards the school to get a look at the cop.
And suddenly, it felt like I was staring at a goddess again. His jawline was so beautifully sculpted, his nose made him look so manly, everything about him was so attractive that for a moment, I forgot the situation we were in.
"They're throwing skittles at him" He chuckled as he turned to me. I couldn't help but let out a laugh too.
"I saw him walking towards us so I snuck off. That kick must've caused brain damage too cuz that dude is BLIND"
"stop it's not funny" I warned while sucking in my cheeks to stop myself from laughing
He once again turned to glance at them.
"Ray's getting up" He stated "he's walking towards him..."
"Is he getting arrested?" I asked worriedly
"No- he's scaring him off" he replied before laughing to himself "he's walking away, the cop is walking away"
I let out a breathe of air I had been keeping in while Sunny continued to study what was going on.
"Ok come on let's go" he said as he tugged me towards him by my pants before letting go of the belt hoop and taking the snack bag from me.
While we were walking back towards the others, I felt tempted to ask about him and Estee but ended up deciding against it since it would be weird. Plus, what's there to ask? They fucked.
Once we got to the fence, he tied the bag.
"Catch" he yelled before tossing it to Fuckshit
"I'll go first so I can help you down okay?" He told me before he began climbing
I nodded and waited for him to get to the other side before I followed his actions.
Once my legs were on the other side, he reached up for me and I pushed myself into his arms. As he lowered me to the ground, I felt stabbing pain in my side, causing me to let out a wince.
"You good?" He quickly asked
"Yeah" I replied as my feet made contact with the ground "it just hurts where Ruben kicked me yesterday"
"Lemme see, is there a bruise?" He asked
I nodded and lifted my shirt up while he bent to the side a little in order to observe the bruise.
"Shit. Put ice on it" He told me as he pulled my shirt down "it'll heal faster"
I once again nodded. I didn't really know how to respond, it was still weird to me that he was being nice.
"Ay but did y'all see how Sunny left without warning us about the cop. Kinda fucked up" Fuckshit spoke up
"Yeah where the fuck did you go?" Ray added
"That's the cop who's nose Miley broke" he replied
"Yeah we could tell" Fourthgrade mumbled "he had a nose cast on his face"
"Not a pretty Look" Ruben mumbled as he took the bag from Fuckshit and began to look through the snacks we bought.
"Ruben-" I sighed "those takis are mine give them back"
"Bet you didn't pay for em tho" He wiggled his brows at me
"They're still mine give them" I groaned
"Nope"
"Yes"
"Nope"
"Yes"
A/N: IM SO SORRY THIS CHAPTER TOOK SO LONG TO PUT OUT I JUST HAD ZERO MOTIVATION SO IT TOOK ME REALLY LONG TO FINISH. ANYWAY I HOPE U GUYS LIKE IT AND ALSO, DO U GUYS THINK THINGS ARE GOIG TOO FAST? LIKE IDK I FEEL LIKE THEY ARE BUT IM TOO LAZY TO GO CHANGE IT. I ALSO HATE THIS CHAPTER BUT I FELT BAD KEEPING U GUYS WAITING. I hope u guys enjoyed it tho, thanks for 663 views it really means the world to me. Love u <3