I wanna live forever but mental illness gets in my way
Sunny Suljic x OC
INCLUDES MATURE LANGUAGE, UNDERAGED DRINKING, DRUGS, ETC.
Started- 6/21/2021
Ended- ?/??/????
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"Dude you've had enough" I told Ruben as I snatched the weed pipe out of his hands
"You're not my fucking mom" he yelled while trying to jump over the table and grab it
"N**** sit the fuck down" Ray yelled back, causing Ruben to freeze before quietly sitting back down
One of the things ray hated most was the fact that we were all turning into Fuckshit, drugs every night, liquor every night, passing out at parties, they were all things Fuckshit did, and things he passed onto us.
He seemed to be really angry today though, I could see him glaring at Ruben who was getting high off his ass which was why I decided to interfere.
"Did you talk to Lila?" I asked Ray in an attempt to break the tension that fell upon us
"Yeah" was all he said
"Did it not go well?"
"Not really" He sighed
"What happened" I asked with furrowed eyebrows
"Apparently she's seeing someone" He replied with dryness, sounding really close to broken
His voice pained me, he's had a crush on Lila for 3 years now, I could tell how much it upset him that he couldn't have her
"Do you want me to go talk to her?" I suggested in hopes of turning that frown on his face into a smile
"No. It would be weird she doesn't know you" He shrugged
"Yeah. True." I mumbled while playing with the hem of my shirt
We fell into another silence but this time, I couldn't find a way to break it.
"So like- what would you tell her?" He asked
"I don't know, I'd ask who she was seeing, and then I'd make fun of him" I replied with a light chuckle
"You'd make fun of him?" He giggled while ruffling my hair
"Mhm"
All of a sudden I could hear cheering from the living room.
"Bro i swear if fuckshit's getting a public blow job again-" I sighed while getting up from my chair to go see what was going on
Once I got to the circle of sweaty teenagers, I started pushing through, feeling my smile drop once my eyes landed on Sunny and Estee, this time she was holding a beer bong and he was drinking the beer through the tube.
"Yo Sunny is Fucking wild" Fuckshit said to hannah who he had his arm wrapped around "Ay Miley!"
I plastered on a fake smile and turned to him "Fuckshittt- I thought you'd be getting laid by now"
"Oh I did, I'm hoping to go for a round two" he chuckled while snuggling into her and placing a sloppy kiss on her cheek
