"so, when can I leave?"
I asked Norah as she stood there, looking at her iPad, probably checking my improvements.
My mom was sitting right next to me on the bed, holding my hand. Karissa and marlina are on the couch. My dad is on the other side of me and chase is probably down, smoking or whatever.
How is it fair that he smokes and does drugs and I'm the one with non-functional lungs? Oh the temptation to snitch on him and tell our parents.. Except that he said if I tell anyone he'd kill me in my sleep and tell everyone that my lungs just completely stopped working which everyone would probably believe.
Yeah I don't want to die
Mom and dad obviously have a huge problem with anything that would harm the lungs, one daughter is enough.
"maybe tomorrow. You've been doing pretty good these past couple days. I'm really proud of you ellie"
Norah replied taking a seat on one of the armchairs. She gave me a smile and I smiled back at her. I love my doctor.
"she's so strong, right?"
My mom said pulling me into her arms. I smiled.
"you can leave but I don't think you should leave LA"
Sarah said in the same moment chase finally got back to the room.
"she absolutely have to go home and never ever come to LA ever again"
Chase said taking a seat between karissa and marlina.
"no. Chase, the treatment remember? It was just a first time thing and it's thankfully over. We're gonna keep pushing her limits but not as hard as the first time."
Sarah told chase who just held his forehead with his fingers and groaned.
"no. He's right I don't want to stay here anymore. It's so chaotic and everyone asks questions and I don't know what to say and it stresses me out"
I rambled, remembering the day I went into the coma and tearing up. That guy and his camera are the scariest.
"but honey.. It's always harder the first time. Once you've done it once it won't be as bad. And you already did it once"
Sarah replied and I just shook my head.
How many times did she say once?
"if she's staying y'all are staying with us. I'm so not going to fucking babysit her anymore. I'm obviously doing a terrible fucking job at it... Also the d'amelio's, madi, and Erika are on their way"
Chase said as he typed something on his phone.
"I can't stay I have college"
Karissa said.
"I can't stay either. I have a fiance and the wedding preparations"
Marlina said.
My siblings just love me wow.
"Sarah, I don't want to stay. Please. Can we do this anywhere else? Why LA?"
I said ignoring my siblings who started bickering about how they all don't want to be the one responsible for me.
I can take care of myself. These three need to shut up.
"No sweetheart, in LA it's better because you are forced to count on yourself and be independent. Isn't that what you want? And it's better for slightly pushing your limits."
"I think Sarah is right. You need to be independent ellie. You shouldn't stay at my house anymore. I'm renting you an apartment close to my house where you can stay with mom and dad"
Chase said like he's just had the brightest idea of the century.
"of course she's right dumbass she's a fucking doctor."
Karissa said making mom sigh in annoyance.
"You're acting like I want to stay with you. Literally the only good person in this house is Ryland"
I said, getting fed up with Chase. Like we get it you're a busy man and don't have time now shut up.
Chase flipped me off resulting in a warning 'chase' from dad.
"anyways, you can stay wherever you want as long as you'll be socializing and talking to new people so we can calm your social anxiety a little. And by calming your social anxiety we are calming one trigger for your continuous attacks"
Sarah said and I threw my head back on the pillow. I hate myself.
It's not like this is the billion's treatment that I have tried and like usual, failed.
I don't even know why we're trying anymore.
Yooo
Buddy you okay?
Thank God you're not dead anymore
You almost passed kouvr's high score in sleeping
Wtf bro
Like fletcher is scary but not that scary
Not to the point that sends you into a three weeks coma
Anyways
You woke up now so that's good
Also you should thank Josh
Don't tell chase I said that
But you should
Buddy deadass saved your fucking life
And your brother punched him in the face
Bitch answer
I know you can't be sleeping
You have been sleeping for three weeks already
I'm just gonna keep spamming you
You do this to me all the time so I know it's annoying
Ellie
El
Ellie
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ELLIE
shit
Did you die again?
Wanna go for a smoke?
Imagine you start smoking
LMFAO
you'd die in less than a minute
What's going on😭
Stop messaging me and just come to the hospital
Also who's josh
And why did my brother punch him
I didn't even know chase can fight
Tf you mean who's josh
The dude who saved your life?
He's a tiktoker
And him and chase hate each other's fucking guts
How did he save my life
Details please
Wait
They didn't tell you?
I'm trying to find the link of the video but chase's dumbass sued everyone that posted it and collected a shit ton of money and deleted the video from existence
You just spelled existence right!
Fuck off
I don't understand anything
So there's a video of this dude saving my life
And chase made everyone delete it?
Also ryry stop cursing it's so vulgar when people do that
Why the fuck should I fucking stop cursing what the fuck do you mean vulgar it's not fucking vulgar
Stop fucking calling me that it's weird
Also yeah basically he caught you when you passed out and drove you, charli, madi to the hospital and paid the hospital bills but then chase paid him back after they beat the shit out of each other
He's you knight in the shining Armour✨
Why did they fight
I don't know but I think chase was pissed that Josh was here and he wasn't yk
Chase is dumb
Agreed
Also since you woke up
We should celebrate
NO PARTIES
Chill
I was thinking about movie night
I also brought you some new books I know you like reading
Fucking nerd
Can't you do one good thing to me without an insult😭
Who are you? Chase?
I'm like a better cooler version of him
I'm omw what do you want to eat?
Just a berries smoothie please
Seen
ARWA HERE
early long chapter because I feel like I forgot about this story for a while lol