Really, I adore my sisters. They give me whatever I want and allow me to do whatever I want. They've always been there for me. They took care of me; they're my only family and my savior. We've only had each other since our parents died in an airline disaster. At the time, I was fifteen years old, and my sisters were nineteen years old.
Everything was fine until I turned eighteen and began to experience puberty. There has been a lot of change in me, both in terms of my height and the things I desired. I wanted to live like a teenager in terms of privacy, but my sisters wouldn't let me, and they still treat me like a child who need constant supervision.
My sisters are stricter than my parents in terms of control. I'm always required to inform them of my whereabouts and who I'm with, and I'm always subjected to a curfew. That's awful!
Every day, I have the impression that something is wrong with me. I've never had a girlfriend because every time I go out with a girl, she leaves the next day, and I'm not sure why. I've gone out on dates with perhaps five to ten different women, but none of them have worked out. I even believe something is seriously wrong with me, as if someone has cursed me or something.
However, as time and days pass, I've come to know that my sisters are enough.
"Let's be quick."
Rubyjane led me to her room and shut the door behind me. I laughed and grabbed her waist. I drew her closer by placing her arms on my shoulders.
"You sure about this?" I whispered against her lips that are now apart while breathing heavily.
She brushed her lips against mine and snaked her hand on my nape.
"Stop acting like this is the first time." She answered.
I slid my hand from her waist down to her milky thighs and pulled her closer, leaving no space between us. She gasped and let out a cute giggle.
"I know but, Jennie just went to buy groceries. What if she caught us?" I asked.
Rubyjane rolled her eyes, "Trust me, she won't be here in an hour. Now, if we quit talking and just do what we're doing, we'll be done in no time."
I nodded my head and smiled. She slowly pulled me and leaned. Our lips brushed against one other, slowly moving as though enjoying the moment. In the gentlest and most delectable way, we taste each other's mouth.
I pushed her towards her bed, eventually falling on top of her. I took my hands off her thighs and placed them next to her head.
We kissed passionately, no rushing.
Rubyjane is my second older sister. Jennie is the oldest of our siblings. Yes, I do have twin sisters.
What Rubyjane and I are doing is also what Jennie and I are doing. I know it's disgusting, against the rules, forbidden, or any other horrible name, but it just happened.
I know they're my sisters, and I had to stop myself every damn time! I've already made a mistake, and I can't promise I won't make another. Especially after we discovered that I am a Manoban, not a Kim. Yes, you read that correctly. My sisters and I are not connected by blood. But, in the perspective of the rest of the world, we're still sisters, so everything we do is still forbidden.
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When darkness fell, I made my way into the living room. Jennie and I had planned to watch strange things together. Rubyjane couldn't join us since she was weary, so she went to bed early.
"Here you go." I dropped the popcorn on my lap and made myself comfortable beside her. She pressed the play and the film starts.
I dropped my arm around Jennie and pulled her closer.
"This is not scary at all. Jisoo is just exaggerating." She whispered, still focused on the film.
I giggled, "Well, she's Jisoo she's okay."
She laughed and took a popcorn.
I had no idea there were so many kissing moments in this chapter. They should've given me a heads-up. I assumed it was a show for children.
I shift uncomfortably beside Jennie and removed my arm around her shoulder. She seems to notice it and stopped the film. She looked at me with furrowed eyebrows,
"Are you okay?"
I nodded, "It's just so hot in here."
She looked at the ac and then back at me, "But it's already high. Are you sick?"
She placed her hand on my forehead to check my temperature, "You're warm. Seriously, what's wrong?"
Our faces are close, one move and I'll be kissing her.
We exchanged stares as if we could read each other's minds. She looked down at my lips before returning her gaze to my eyes. As time passed, our breathing became heavier. We locked gazes one last time before aggressively kissed. We finish up naked and sweaty on my bed that night, wishing we hadn't woken Rubyjane up.
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Finally, the first day of college! My sisters, of course, didn't forget to tell me that I needed to concentrate on my academics and no girls around. Seriously, I'm old enough for those things; why won't they just let me enjoy myself? I know I said my sisters were enough, but that won't last long because I know we'll have our own family one day.
"And, that was the last one for today. See you tomorrow class! Hope you enjoyed your first day." Our professor dismissed us.
The first day of college was incredibly dull. Because this school is owned by our parents and both of my sisters work here, I can't enjoy myself or chat to girls. They are always keeping an eye on me.
I'm also aware that I need to make a change. I know my sisters love me and just want the best for me, but you only live once, and being a teenager is a once-in-a-lifetime experience, so why not take advantage of it? I don't care anymore; I just need to find someone to divert my attention away from whatever my sisters and I are doing. I knew I had to put an end to this forbidden relationship.
"Oh my gosh, I am so so sorry."
When I was walking down the corridor, a girl bumped into me, and her paints were spilled into my shirt. All of the students came to a halt and stared at me, stunned.
I am also shocked as my favorite shirt was covered with paints. The girl who looked scared pulled out her handkerchief and wiped the paints away.
"I'm sorry." She whispered.
I held her hand to stopped, "That's no use, miss."
She looked up to me and bit her lip, she nervously pulled her hand and bowed.
She is very beautiful. I was taken aback by the fact that I hadn't realized I'd been staring at her for much too long.
"I'm Lisa."
I offered her my hand and she awkwardly took it.
"I'm Sohee."
Sohee, what a beautiful name.
"I-I am sorry, again." She let out a small smile before picking up her paints. I watched her struggling so I helped her. I accidentally brushed my hand against her making my cheeks heat up. Oh gosh, if I asked her, please work.
"It's really okay. You know, I was thinking, why don't you just buy me a coffee in exchange for my shirt?" I asked making her giggled. I was just watching her and I didn't know that I'm already smiling.
"Anything you want." She replied making my smile wider.
"Lisa!"
When I looked back, I was greeted by my sisters' scary face. Both of them were looking at me and Sohee with crossed arms and furrowed brows.
"Hey?" I greeted but they keep their gazes on the girl infront of me.
"Care to introduce her to us, baby?" Rubyjane asked, making me bit my lip. Yes they still call me baby, but we already agreed that it will be just the three of us knowing it.
"Uhm, hi ma'am, I'm Han Sohee. I bumped into Lisa and stained her shirt. I'm very sorry for causing trouble, I will be careful next time."
The girl apologized and bowed. Not everyone knows that I have a twin sister, and Sohee is one of them.
"You may go now." Jennie replied.
Rubyjane on the other hand eyed the girl closely, and pulled me close to her after.
Sohee nodded and was ready to go when she remembered her treat to me , "Meet me at the gate after school, I'll take you to my parents' coffee shop."
I gulped, guess I'm not brave enough to face my sisters.
"Seriously, Lisa? Just because you're in college doesn't mean you'll have to date whoever you wanted." Jennie said and faced me.
"Jen, it's not a d-date okay? It's just a pay back for my stained shirt." I explained.
"Did she invited you, or you're the one who suggested it?" Rubyjane asked calmly, but I know that she'll kill the both of us when I answered wrong.
"I-I suggested it." I sighed in defeat.
"What's our rule, Lisa." Both of my sister asked me.
"No girls around until you allow me." I replied.
"And, you're going to cancel your date with whoever that bitch is." Rubyjane said.
See? This is what happens every time I go out with a girl. They're continuously trying to get in the way of my progress. It's as though they're always keeping an eye on me.
They seem to notice the sudden change of my mood. I am sad.
Jennie and Rubyjane came close to me and pulled me into a hug.
Jennie on my right and Rubyjane on my left.
"We're here anyways, all you need is us." Jennie whispered.
"You're always mine right?" Rubyjane also whispered on my left ear.
I'm not sure anymore. This gives me conflicting feelings. I'm sorry, but I can't have this. They aren't my blood sisters, but they are always referred to as my older sisters by myself and others. But how can I put a stop to it when they're preventing me from doing so? Is it even possible to get out of this forbidden relationship?
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⚠️This story is a work of fiction and should not be taken as fact. All characters, locations, and events are products of the author's imagination, and any resemblance to real-life persons, places, or events is purely coincidental.