Your POV
It had been 7 months since Harry had left me alone with the baby. The first 2 months were torture without him or his help. But then my brother and his partner moved in with me to help. I never knew how fascinating it was to have 2 gay people living in the same house as me but I love every minute.
It still makes me cry when I remember the moments Harry and I used to share. But I've learnt to force myself to stray from the thoughts of the devil himself.
"Y/N, Denz; dinner is ready!" Lyric, my brother called out from the bottom of the stairs. I could smell the food and knew exactly what it was. I smiled and slowly stood up from my current position on the bed and slowly made my way down the stairs. I quickly glanced at my packed bag which had been sitting there for 2 months already.
"Only a few more weeks to go love." Denzel reassured as he helped me into the dining room. I laughed it off and sat down as Lyric dished out our plates, making sure to pile on the non-hot curry onto my plate. Of Course I was the first one to dig in and shove mountains of rice and curry into my mouth.
"So Y/N, are you excited? For the baby." Denzel smiled as he shoved a fork of rice into his mouth. Excitement built up in me when he mentioned baby.
"Ofcourse I am. I did not do 7 months of baby research for nothing!" I beamed in excitememt. They both fell into a fit of laughter. We continued to make conversation about nonsense throughout dinner and the movie.
Once I said goodbye to the boys, I made my way to my bedroom to get some sleep. I scrolled through my Twitter and stopped once I realised the boys had posted.
@NiallHoranOfficial: Can't wait to see @Y/T/N's baby! I'm so excited to be an uncle. Shotgun being the baby's favourite uncle xx.
@Zayn_Malik_Off: No Niall, I'm going to be the baby's favourite uncle. Face it.
@Liam_OfficialPayne: Guys, stop fighting over this. We all know I'm the awesome uncle. Ask Y/N, she loves me the most.
I laughed off their ridiculous tweets and read further. So many people had retweeted to ask 'What's the baby's name?', 'Boy or girl', who's the father and even if Harry was the father. If you would have down your calculations correctly, you would know Harry would have been the father. Of course unless you were the many girls who assumed I cheated on Harry. After reading and tweeting more tweets, I decided to stop and sleep but the last comment I came across made me pause.
@ChunkyBBW: Who cares about her baby, it's either going to come out ugly or she's going to be a terrible mother and kill her child.
@ChunkyBBW: Harry is not the daddy, he dumped her sorry ass. He never loved her and still never will. Harry, please follow me!! You and I will make beautiful babies unlike Y/L/N babies.
I gasped as I finished reading. I would never do that, I've devoted so much time on taking care of the baby that I could do it in my sleep. Although I tried to cover away the pain in my chest from that tweet, I shed a small tear. I continued reading the comments.
Some people were agreeing but over 80% stood up for me, which was a shocker. I came across a tweet from someone I really didn't want to hear from, or rather never expected to hear from.
To @ChunkyBBW
From @Harry_Styles_Official
You think I'd follow you after such a nasty comment? You're pathetic. For you to go in public and post such a terrible thing is disgusting. I know for a fact that Y/T/N's baby is going to be just as beautiful as she is. She's going to be the best mom in the world and for you to criticise anything about her, that is ruthless.
To @ChunkyBBW
From @Harry_Styles_Officials
I didn't 'dump her sorry ass', whatever happened between us has got nothing to do with you and to the rest of the people who thought it was okay to say such harsh things. I loved her so much, and to be completely honest, I still do. I'm in love with this beautiful girl who I made the mistake of breaking up with. Please stop stating lies about our relationship. For those who are supporting her, I will see it personally that I will thank you all greatly.
I threw my phone towards the wall in frustration and anger. Love me? Love me? How could he possibly say that after all he put me through. I would never stand a chance to completely forgive him.
For him to have the guts to say that with nearly 1 billion followers makes me want to rip his curls out.
"Fuck!" I screamed as I shoved my face into my pillow and cried. I cried for what felt like hours. Even Lyric and Denzel came to ask if I was alright but I screamed at them and told them to leave me alone.
He doesn't love me.