I sat in the floor for what felt like hours but was only minutes. Before me and Jr fell out we was inseparable.
He was my whole world.
We was getting wayyyy better now and now he may be gone. "Bella!" My dad ran in followed by my mama. "Bell what happened?" She asked.
"I don't know. I came to see him and he wouldn't answer. I went to the back door and it was open.
So I came in and this what I found."
"You searched the house?" My daddy asked.
"No." "Ill search the house y'all stay here." He walked off. "You called king?" She asked. "He didn't answer." She called him and it went to voicemail.
"Imma try Jen." She called her.
Hello?
Hey Jen have you seen King?
Not since last night he told me he was going to see your husband.
King never came by.
Oh lord did something happen to him?
We not sure. We found Jr house broken in and it's blood everywhere.
Oh god. I'll call king and see what happened?
We all tried calling him we aren't getting anything.
Okay give me a second.
Okay
She hung up. "Lord I hope some ain't happen to him." "Nothings wrong with king." I said.
"He's been missing since last night."
"No he hasn't. King was with me last night and this morning. I left there and came straight here." "You sleeping with that lady's husband still?"
"No. He's my children father."
"You know what Bell. We gone discuss this later." "No we won't." I told her.
"Please don't tell me y'all are arguing when Jr could possibly be dead." My daddy said. "Your daughter—." "Just shut up for one damn second." He told her. She got quiet.
"What happened?" He asked me.
"King was at home yesterday when I gkt there he was telling me bout him and Jen.
He took me and stink out.
She wanted to spend the night with both of us so we went to his hotel room. I left this morning to come see Jr and when I got here the back door was open and the kitchen was like this."
"And you can't get a hold of king?" I shook my head no. My daddy shook his head and sighed.
"What about yo friend missy?"
"What about her?"
"Wasn't they talking?" "Yeah but Missy's pregnant she couldn't have been involved."
"Call her and see if she answers."
I called her and the phone rung.
Hello?
Missy what you doing?
Just left my check up you okay?
Yeah um when was the last time you heard from Jr.
He called me this morning before my appointment. He was supposed to come but never showed. I tried calling him but I assumed he got caught up in some. He good ?
Um yeah just wondering.
Bella I know you lying. What happened to him ?
Missy I'm not trying to stress you. You at the end of yo pregnancy.
Bella it's either you tell me or imma find out myself.
I looked at my dad. He gave me the go to tell her. I sighed and took a pause.
Jr may be dead.
What ?!
We came over his door was kicked in and it's blood in his kitchen.
You could hear her crying.
Are you serious?
I would never joke like that.
Oh my god you still there here I come.
Okay.
She hung up. My momma was on the phone. "Who is that?" My dad asked her.
"The police."
"Hang up. If this streets related we don't need them in this shit." "I don't care bout them streets I just want my son back.
"We'll find him but getting the feds in our business is the last thing I'm trying to do.
Bell go home get you some rest I'll call you and let you know what's going on." "Okay I'll stop and see if King left the hotel yet. Please call me if you hear anything."
"I will baby girl." I smiled a little.
It's been a while since he's called me that.
I grabbed Tay. My baby has seen so much these last few months I honestly believe life was better when we was sleeping in cars.
I walked to my car and sat her in the passenger seat. She was quiet.
I got in.
"So stinky?" "Huh?"
"Are you okay?" "Yeah. Is uncle J okay?"
"Yeah baby I hope so. But I know everything going on lately has been a lot I just wanna make sure you happy?"
"Yeah. I just miss you and daddy."
"Liked yesterday huh?"
"Yeah."
"Yeah I liked it too baby but you know it's always been us. Me and daddy just can't get it right.
I'm sorry I couldn't provide you a 2 parent home like I wished and keeping you wasn't the best decision. Selfish really cause I knew I couldn't give you the best life.
But I laid eyes on you in that hospital room. I knew I wouldn't want life any other way.
You saved me from my own destruction Tay.
I know you won't understand how much you mean to me cause you so young but mamas doing the best she can baby.
If I could give you King I would baby but I can't.
I'm all I got to offer.
One day you'll understand that and if you don't that's okay. I'll love you regardless stink."
I looked over at her.
She smiled. "I'm happy you did mommy I love you." "I love you more baby." I pulled up at the hotel.
I seen King car pulling out. I pulled up at the right time. I blocked him in. He looked out his windows confused.
"Bell what you doing?" He asked.
"You didn't see us calling?"
"Yeah I got tied up in some stuff I just came to change I'm finna head back out."
"Jr is missing and I found blood in his apartment." "Yeah I know." "What do you mean?" "Soon as you left they called me bout a wager."
"He's alive ?"
"Yeah as long as you let me go pay them."
"What if it's a set up?" "It's always a set up Bella. I got it handled." I looked at him. "King you still healing."
"Bella I'm good I promise."
"King I got a bad feeling."
"You always do. Take Tay home I'll call you soon as it's handled." "I won't be able to just sit around."
He got out the car and walked over to my door. I opened it and stepped out. "Bella look at me I'm good okay. I know you worry bout me but like I said I'll need an army to take me out.
I gotta go get Junior and figure out what the fuck he done got himself into.
I'm coming to see you soon as I'm done.
I'm okay Bella."
I looked at him and sighed. "Okay king." "Smile. I love y'all." "Yeah we love you too." He laughed. "You so spoiled." He kissed my forehead before jogging to Tay door.
He talked to her for a second before kissing her and telling her he loved her.
"Be safe King."
"I promise." He said. I pulled off and headed home to try to rest. I can't believe they always in some bullshit.
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It was late at night and I put Tay down.
"Is daddy okay?" "Yeah baby he'll call you in the morning." "Okay." I kissed her cheek and tucked her in. "I turned your night light on and your monitor. Let me know if you need me okay?"
"Okay mommy love you."
"I love you too baby girl."
My dad called and told Jenn everything. She's been crying all day.
I walked in the living room she was in there half awake holding a sleeping Javion. "Get you some rest." "I'm waiting on King to call."
"Yeah but you're exhausted. Your eyes are barely open and Javion needs to rest too."
She sighed.
"You headed to bed?" She asked.
"Not yet got some school work to do." "I'm leaving my phone right here if he calls please wake me."
"I promise." I told her.
She got up and headed to the guest room.
I grabbed my chips and a lemonade. I sat on the couch doing my school work. Her phone buzzed I picked it up but it wasn't King it was someone else.
I'm not the type to go through people stuff but it was unlocked and I was curious.
I went to her messages and seen she mostly only texted King and the person who just texted her. I held down the message trying to get a glimpse of it.
I was confused.
Wait? Jenn is seeing another man.
I said fuck it and clicked open their messages to see she had sent nudes and videos of herself.
I gasped the curtain match the drapes.
She was telling him about King and how she reached her breaking point. She was saying she was planning to leave him.
I swiped out of her phone.
Damn and she playing so innocent she's no better than him. I sighed and set it back on the table.
I just started back doing my school work.
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I heard banging at the door. I woke up realizing I fell asleep on the couch doing my work.
"I'm coming." I called out.
I got up moving my snacks off me and sitting my computer down. I turned the tv down and walked to the door. "Who is it?" Nobody said none.
I looked through the peep hole but the head was down. The fuck?
I opened the door and soon as I did he attacked my lips lifting me up. "King." I said pulling away. "I'm home." He said before kissing me again. He closed my door and carried me upstairs.
"What you doing?" I asked him.
"Shhhh." He said laying me on my bed. He walked off to close and lock the door.
He walked back over and pulled me to the end of the bed by my legs. "King wait Jenn is here." "Be quiet then." He pulled my shorts down.
"What happened is Jr okay?"
"Less talking." He said.
He started playing with my clit. I moaned. He put my legs on his shoulders and started going in.
I covered my mouth as he brought me to orgasm.
"Oh my fuck." I said pushing his head deeper. He held my thighs. "King right there." I said.
My eyes rolled back and my hands shook.
I tried to push his head but he grabbed my hand. My stomach got tight. "King imma scream." I said holding it in.
He sucked my clit sending chills through my body before he stopped. "Why you stop?" I asked.
He pushed my arms above my head and kissed me letting me taste myself. I felt him slowly entering me. I gasped. "Fuck." I said.
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He held my frail body in his arms.
He was draining my body. I had no energy left to fuck back. I've came so many times I've lost count.
He fucked me in way more positions then my doctor would approve. I was holding myself up on the dresser. He held my stomach as he did slow deep strokes.
He held my neck making sure I looked at myself in the mirror as he fucked me.
My hair was all over my head.
"Shit." He said grunting in my ear. He was finna nut. I used the lil strength I had to fuck back.
He held my waist as he looked up.
"King im cumming again." I said. I felt my juices dripping down my legs. "Let that shit out for daddy." He said pulling me back.
He sat on the bed.
I positioned myself to reverse cow girl.
I was throwing it back and he was back there moaning. He smacked my ass over and over.
"Fuck." I grabbed his legs I was cumming.
He wrapped his arm around me and started fucking back. "Oh my god I'm cumming." My body jumped and twitched as I came on him again.
"Fuck." He kissed my neck as he kept going.
He stopped and just pushed me fully down on it and kept me there. My eyes rolled back.
"King." I Said tapping his arm. I couldn't take it.
"God damn." He said out of breath.
I collapsed into his chest.
He nutted in me and picked his speed back up. "Ohhhhh shit." I mumbled.
He hit my cervix making me hop up I grabbed the dresser before hitting the floor. He sat on the bed laughing. "Shit not funny. You put that shit too deep." "Had to."
He got up and helped me up.
I stopped and sucked my juices off his dick.
Once I was done I got up. He looked at me with so much lust.
"Best sex I've ever had." He said.
"Vice Versa. Quick shower?"
"Yeah let's go." I walked in front of him. He smacked my ass. "Stop."
"Walking a lil funny." "Boy you just hit my cervix you lucky I'm walking at all." He just laughed.
I ran us a nice quick shower.
We climbed in.
He looked at me. "What?" I asked. "Just missed you that's all." "You seen me this morning."
"Yeah but I meant just in my life as a whole. Ian been the same without my Baby Bell keeping me sane." I sighed and looked down.