Taymari Nytajah Porter | Boogie
5:45 pm
"Bitch I missed you! Like we definitely gotta kick shit more." Zyheir said was passing me back my blunt
We were currently at her apartment just chillin' enjoying our day off. She had called me asking me to come over and I never do anything outside of Symir and my sisters, so I decided why not.
I blew out smoke nodding "I know, ion be having shit to do anyways, and my only friend six years old" I said jokingly mentioning Milan
"Six? Oh you talm bout draco and rah lil girl. I forgot you a step mommy now" She asked laughing
"Aht! Don't start that shit" I chuckled pulling out my phone seeing my dad calling me. I just turned my ringer off and sat it back beside me
"Oh yeah my cousin and her homegirl outside, you cool with that?"
I looked at her with squinted eyes "Now bitch you know you should've been told before hand"
"I knowww my bad friend but they cool I promise" she said while unlocking and opening her front door
"HEYY CUHSS!" I heard one of the girls yell. They soon made their way into the living room
"Aight y'all so this my girl Boogie, Boogs this my cousin Morgan and my home girl Porsche"
"Hey girl you so pretty" the Morgan girl said while waving and sitting across from me
"Thanks boo, so are you" I said with a small smile. I left someone looking at me, when I looked up I saw the Porsche with her lip turned up
I just ignored her at first because we obviously didn't know each other but I was just tryna keep my cool
"Okay Sooo let's roll up and I'll play some music" zy said while playing I get lonely by drake
We all started smoking and just Chillan' getting to know each other. I actually liked Morgan she was cool as hell, really friendly but cool asf. I found out she did nails.
Everything was cool until we started talking about boyfriends and relationship stuff.
"Nah because my baby daddy be on some wack shit sometimes but that's my man. So regardless I hold shit down" Morgan said and Zyheir agreed
"Yeah I feel you Cuhs because even through all our problems I don't want nobody but Ace stupid ass" zy said
"Yeah I feel y'all, I love my nigga" I nodded agreeing feeling the same familiar eyes on me
"Wassam you good?" I asked Porsche making both Zyheir and Morgan look between us
Porsche laughed and shook her head "Yeah I'm good are YOU good?" She said with her head tilted
"I'm straight fasho but you been in my face since you walked in this bitch, you know me?" I responded
"Aye y'all chill" Zy said
"Nah ion know you, heard of you tho and your 'nigga'" Porsche said making me mug her
"Unt unt Porsch don't start that shit" Morgan said while shaking her head
"Nah let her talk her shit, let me know some." I said while putting my blunt out
"I mean you claiming a nigga who was just beating my bitch phone down, obviously you outchea looking stupid as fuck. That's y'all young hoes problems"
"Bitch let me explain some shit to you, even if a nigga was texting another bitch I promise you ian tripping I'll leave em where I found em" I said
"And I'm young but on your life ian dumb, and I'm touching more bread than you and yo homegirl. A bitch could never lil girl Me" I continued now getting irritated because who are you to even be speaking on me and mines
She busted out laughing "Girl you a child to me ian een worried bout you foreal just thought you should know your nigga not your nigga!" She said while clapping
"Bruh Porsche chill the fuck out you too old for this shit" Morgan said and Zy agreed
"No foreal Boogie don't even bother folks and you sound weird asf talm bout you heard of her" Zy said while mugging
"Don't tell this mismatched ass hoe non, bitch your name Porsche and you drive a hoopty you lame asf" I said dismissively and Morgan and Zy laughed
"Nah that was so wack Porsche." Morgan said shaking her head
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Porsche ended up leaving because she said she felt like they were taking my side. And we all ended up watching movies just enjoying the rest of our time care free
"Boogie you check yo phone?" Zy said with her phone up to her ear
"Um no I turned it off.. wassup? I said while picking my phone up off the side table
When I unlocked it I seen ghost calling me immediately and I saw the multiple messages coming through
"Hello?" I said as I answered the call
"Yo sis where you at? This nigga Symir crashing out" he said making me sit up
"Huh? What's wrong? Where he at?" I asked while becoming alert
"Mane..rah on some sick shit and we at his crib just come calm this nigga down sis" he said and I heard screaming and stuff breaking in the background
"Okay I'm on my way now" I said while grabbing my keys and slipping my shoes back on "Everything okay boogs?" Zy asked looking at me concerned
"Um ion know but I'll text you, see y'all later" we said our goodbyes and I sped to get to Symir
I walked up to Symir's door and started knocking repeatedly
The door swung open revealing a stressed out ghost
"Hey sis" he said while side hugging me
"Hey, where he at?" I asked while looking around at the mess in the front room
He sighed and started twisting his hair "He um upstairs right now, mane ian see that nigga black out like det since we was kids boogie" he expressed
"What even happened?" I asked
"Ima let him tell it but we went to rah crib and she won't there so just calm him down so he won't do no crazy shit." I nodded
"Aight, I'm ready get up outchea if some happen just call me or Moonie" he said making me nod once again
"I love y'all mane, ima check on em' later"
"Okay love you more. Be safe" I said giving him a hug before making my way upstairs to Symir's room
When I walked in The stench of liquor and weed hit me immediately. Symir was sitting on the edge of his bed with his head in his hands
"Baby?" I said while slowly approaching him.
He looked up at me and I seen his eyes were bloodshot red and he held a blank expression
He didn't respond back so I took off my shoes and jacket before making my way towards him
"Come on, let's lay down boo" I said while grabbing his hand and laying down beside him in complete silence
He wrapped his arms around me with his head in the crook of my neck and we stayed in that position for about 10 minutes not saying a word. I figured he fell asleep That was until I felt his tear hit my shoulder
"Everything's gonna be okay Symir..I promise" I spoke soothingly while rubbing his back
As soon as I said that his silent cries turned into sobs causing me to be in a state of shock. I immediately started crying with him
I let him cry as long as he needed while whispering calming words. Eventually he stopped crying and just held onto me tightly
"Mane Taymari she let a nigga touch my baby bruh!" He screamed making my heart break.
"Oh my god.." I said barley above a whisper
"What kind of father am I? I was supposed to know that shit boogs!" He yelled
I made him look into his eyes "Hey look at me" he did what was told "You're the best father I've ever seen, yeah? Don't say that ever again." He nodded
"Now where's Milan?" I asked cautiously, He sniffled and shook his head
"She wit' my sister.. mane I went to get her and she started flinching when I picked her up. Ian think too much of it until she got out the shower and I seen all these bruises on my baby, Bra'" He said while breathing hard and held an expression of pure anger
"I asked her what happened and she just broke down. I tried to stay calm but she told me rah got mad at her because she said she wanted to live wit us so she let her nigga hit on my baby but she wouldn't tell me anything other than that" He said trying to conceal his tears
I felt like my heart was literally breaking for Milan. I loved that little girl as if she was my own and to know she was getting abused didn't sit right with me at all. I'd do anything for that little girl
"Baby ima ask you something but you have to stay calm okay?" I told him and he nodded
"Did you check over her body? Or just the visible parts?" I asked and he looked up mugging me
"The fuck you mean?" He asked while sitting up
I sighed "Symir we need to go get her and take her to the hospital" I said trying not to get him worked up
"What you tryna say Taymari?" He asked eagerly
"Bae, you said she didn't tell you everything and you didn't check her body.. Let's just make sure nothing else happened" I said and he silently stared in my eyes before darkly chuckling
"If you tryna say what I think you saying.. on my life ima paint the city red" he said while getting up
I knew he meant it and I wasn't even gonna protest but I was scared. Scared as hell because all that ran through my mind were what if's.
I completely understand him seeing red but I didn't want anything to happen to him.
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"Do you want me to come inside with you?" I asked Symir as we sat outside of his sisters house. I was kinda nervous because even though we've been together for 2 months I never met his family
"Yeah, I need you right now phat" he said before coming to my door and helping me out.
When we reached her door Symir just walked in and we walked into the living room
"Oh hey mir, I just put her upstairs in my room she's watching a movie you can go up thea'" his sister said while sipping on wine
He nodded and gave her a hug and a kiss on her forehead before telling me he'd be right back
"Hey boogie right? You are so pretty" she said while standing up to hug me
"Thank you..?" I dragged hinting for her name since Symir never talked about his family much I didn't know her name beings though he only mentioned it's once or twice
She chuckled "It's Teagan I'm Symir's older sister"
"Oh okay" I said awkwardly while we both sat on the couch
I guess she sensed that I was sorta uncomfortable because I didn't know her so she started making conversation and I thought she was really cool and kindhearted.
I found out she's a 25 year old single mother and she's a obstetrician doctor.
"Yeah but I really like your vibe i think your exactly what my boy needs" she said while sipping back on her wine
She sighed before continuing "So um..I wanna thank you tho boogie you seem like the missing piece Symir's been missing. He's a different person now he's a man and you play a huge part in that" she stated smiling weekly
"Yeah? You think so?" I asked feeling my heart flutter
"Girl he talked about you forever before I met you, Boogie this Taymari that" we chucked "You level him out fa'sho.. you and Milan" she said
I smiled faintly at the name of Milan "Yeah..I love them both"
We both looked up to Symir coming down the steps with a unreadable face.
"Tay um c'mere wit' us right quick" he said before disappearing back up stairs
I stood up and followed behind him. And we entered a room where Milan sat on the bed curled into a ball
Automatically my heart began to break for her. I loved Milan as if she was my own. To see her broken like this at such a young age didn't sit right my soul.
"Hey stink" I said while cautiously approaching her while Symir sat in the corner biting his nails while his leg shook rapidly staring at the way before him.
Milan looked up to me with so much hurt in her eyes but still managed to flash me a small smile
"Hi boogs" she said easing up from her tensed state
"How you feeling mama?" I asked while making my way to sit on the edge of the bed uncomfortably but focusing on the child before me
"I- um I'm okay" Milan said failing to keep eye contact and playing with her fingers
I nodded "Okay stink..can I ask you something?"
I felt Symir's eyes on us but not speaking. Milan nodded and took peaks at both me and her dad
"What happened that made your mommy upset?" I asked cautiously. I seem the tears in her eyes start to form and she shook her head
"I don't want you to be mad at me either" she said now crying
"I promise Milan I won't be mad stink.. I just need to help you ok? That's all."
"I-I asked h-her if both of y'all c-could be my mommies" she said making me freeze up and if under different circumstances I would've been over the moon excited
But I wasn't, I kinda felt like I was the reason why she's in this situation now. Did I overstep my boundaries? I did motherly stuff with her all the time and even loved her like she was my own but I couldn't help but to think this was semi my fault.
"Can I hold you mama?" I asked with tears falling down my face. She made her way over to me and sat on my lap and I hugged her tightly
"I'm so sorry stink" I kissed her forehead. I looked up and seen Symir walk over to us and all I saw over his face was hurt
"C'mon y'all we ready go to the hospital" he said while reaching out for Milan who hesitated at first and I could tell it broke Symir's heart but he kept his cool knowing she was traumatized
"Want boogs to carry you?" He asked and she looked at me then back to him before slowly making her way to Symir who gladly picked her up
We made our way down stairs and said our goodbyes to Teagan
"Okay call me when you get home, I have to pick up Jr and call your worrisome ass momma! I love y'all be safe" she said while kissing both Symir and Milan
"I love you more ma" he replied back
"See you later sis in law" she said smiling giving me yet another hug
"See you" I said as I grabbed Symir's hand and we made our way to the car making our way to the local hospital.
I silently prayed the whole way their for both Milan and Symir. Even Rah because I knew regardless she was gonna have hell coming to her but if what we thought happened did indeed happen she'd end up 6 feet under.
Whew chile Symir ready to raise hell!!
Body's ready to drop like flies! And a lot of secrets are about to be revealed 👀
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