Y/N's POV
I woke up in my bed, feeling sick and extremely hungry. My body was a little sore and the dress I'm wearing is certainly not the same one I was wearing yesterday. And as soon as I thought about yesterday a whirlwind of images invaded my mind making me feel dizzy. Even so I tried to get up, but I ended up falling down sitting on the bed, but as soon as I sat down I whimpered in pain.I hadn't noticed that I had a tail.Did I sit on my tail? I have a tail? What da fuck ?!
" How? " I whispered trying to get a better look at my tail, I was so distracted that I didn't hear him come in. " Alpha what are you doing?" Jin asked, smiling at me, making me feel something tighten in my panties.
"Jin ,I think I'm hard, And I have a tail" I said panicking, not caring about his presence, I took off my panties and as soon as I took off my dress I felt him hug me."Alpha, calm down, please, look at me." He spoke, making me look at him, my gaze catching his instantly.
- Jin what's going on? Yesterday I... I think....
"Before we talk about that. Why don't you look in the mirror, you look so cute." He spoke holding my hand as he guided me towards my closet, and as soon as I looked in the mirror I didn't know if I should laugh, shout or freak out completely. I had a tail sticking out from behind me and I had ears, DOG EARS! How is this possible?
" Why.." I started to speak, but stopped halfway, noticing my elongated canine teeth as fangs as when I'm irritated or about to transform. "How do you call it cute, I'm looking like an abomination!" I responded in exasperation.After looking at myself some more I noticed for the first time my erect member, I had honestly never looked directly at myself, I had already felt and "touched" but I could never look like I am now. "OMG, this is my ..."
- Yes, it is.
- On second thought, female alphas shouldn't, you know, be like this when it's time to... mate?
- I think so, at least it usually happens with the normal alphas, but you are different, and much more powerful, and perhaps because you have so many mates, or ..
- Or?
- I don't know ...
He spoke looking away, and I knew immediately that he was hiding something from me, which apparently they all knew, but me.
"This is so weird ..." I said, feeling weird when touching my own penis, I knew how it works, but I have no idea how to control it. My mom explained to me,I had classes too, to this day this has happened if I was exactly thinking and honestly I didn't stop to look or touch, much less analyze how my "thing" works. And I know that I can control the moment when he kind of "leaves and enters" but how can I do that if I don't even know how he appeared, that's what the kids at school were saying when they said they had a morning wood ?!
Seeming to read my mind, Jin approached me, hugged me from behind again and kissed my neck. "I think you just need to relax and focus on retracting it, or something, so we can see the others." He spoke looking at me in the mirror. But the way he was looking at me wasn't helping at all. In reality it was getting worse, I could see my thingy getting bigger and pulsing.
"Can I touch you ?" He asked me and as soon as the warmth of his breath hit my neck I felt a strange pulse down there and something was oozing from him, I thought I was peeing, but it was just pre cum.
"I think so." I responded eagerly to feel his touch again, I closed my eyes and waited, but nothing happened. Curious, I opened my eyes again and noticed his lost look as if he were talking to someone by link. It didn't take more than a few seconds for him to return to normal, and before I could ask what happened he told me:
"We have a meeting to go to. Your father wanted to know if you had already woken up, and asked me to let you and our mates know that we need to go to the packhouse, be in the meeting room at 6 PM.He probably wants to talk about yesterday, and everything that happened ...
He replied, reminding me that I had killed the son of the chief of the Moonshadow pack and probably his best friend too, I don't exactly remember if I hurt the third as much as the other two, but I knew there would be consequences, even if being out of control, and even though they did what they did to my mates.
I was having flashes of what happened and my wolf was kinda starting to freak out while I was remembering it when Jin kissed me. A quick kiss but full of affection and as soon as he pulled away I could see that my eyes were with a glowing gold color.
- My eyes.
- Beautiful huh?
- But this color, how is that possible?
"I have no idea, but I love it." He spoke and kissed my face, with the most beautiful and pure smile I've ever seen him showing, how I missed that smile ... These last few days he didn't smile at me once and I was feeling like the worst mate that could exist, but now seeing my handsome mate smile at me again, made my heart melt.
- I love you so much Jin, I'm sorry for what happened that day in the kitchen, I was insensitive, but there was so much going on that I ended up taking it out on you, I'm truly sorry.
" It's okay, I'm not upset anymore, I was just jealous and being a little childish ... but it seems so far away now, with everything that is happening." He said getting closer.
" I love you so much, I just can't stay upset with you for long, even if I want to." He said holding me by the waist making our lips almost touch with the approach of our faces. "We can't stay long, you need to eat something and get dressed, we can't be late." His lips were brushing against mine so lightly that it was making me shiver and I was sure he knew exactly the effect it was having on me, since I could feel my tip poking his belly.
"Fuck Jin , stop teasing me and kiss me at once." I answered in a whisper, making him smile before finally kissing me, rudely and desperately, while his hands traveled between my waist and my ass.
My body seemed to fit perfectly with the shape of his body just like the first time, as we kissed wildly, stopping just to breathe for a few seconds, and when I realized we were already in bed. He was on top of me, kissing my neck and slowly descending towards my breasts, while I felt his tongue going through every point where he kissed.
" You smell so good, and you taste so good." He spoke, holding my breasts tightly, squeezing and pulling the nipple of my right boob with his fingers as he ran his tongue painfully slowly over the left side.
" Angel, we need to stop now, you've been sleeping since yesterday and ...fuck!" He spoke while trying to contain his wolf, who was trying to gain control, his eyes were varying between his deep brown and a bright red as he continued to hold my breasts a little more firmly now.
"Please don't stop now, Jin." I pleaded, sounding more desperate than I thought it would, but I was really desperate, so who cares?! "I'm sorry babe, I want to, and goddess , I want you so much, but you slept all day, and it's already 5 PM, we'll be late and we can't, not today." He spoke, seeming to know something about the meeting that I still didn't.
He walked away from me, making me growl in a threatening and dominant way , I could feel my wolf trying to take over my body, and maybe if Jin hadn't pulled away I wouldn't have been able to contain myself, strangely she didn't say anything, was just making me tense and my cock was painfully throbbing, my thoughts slightly blurred and I had to take a few deep breaths to be able to move. Could it be that I was close to my rut?
" I'm sorry I didn't mean to, my wolf... I... I don't know what's going on, we better get going, but first I need you to leave me alone, I won't be able to contain myself for long."I said holding tight to the sheets, and I could hear them tearing thanks to my claws, what the fuck is wrong with me?"It's alright alpha, my wolf hasn't been too easy on me lately either, he wants... you know, he wants what's his and he's not being very patient."He spoke smiling while walking away from me looking as uncomfortable as I did while adjusting his shorts, he had a tent formed there, and nothing he did would cover it up.
As soon as he left the room I went straight to the shower and tried my best to relax so that my erection would disappear. I closed my eyes trying to clear my mind and when I least expected it I returned to normal, and I didn't even see how, next time I will try to keep my eyes open.
" You should have taken the opportunity to mate him, I'm sure it would be great". My wolf spoke, like a good pervert she is, but that's not what I wanted to talk to her about now.
" Look who decided to talk to me..hey, about yesterday"...
I started talking to her but before I could continue she blocked me completely again. What's wrong with her?