i want to be immersed in my sadness, i don't want anyone to touch me but him. i've began loving the company of my lover sadness, and good old friend loneliness, that, now, i don't wanna be apart. and if i ever had to die, they will have to kill me, and if i ever needed someone so dearly, that would be no one but the dark, dark, unholy death.
my everything, i bow before you, to envelope in more of you, to a point where i'll be choked in an abyss of emptiness by a dark empty smoke, and i'd still cry, i'd still smile, i'd still cry and smile.
happiness, what a slut you are.
i needed you so, so bad, and look at where i am right now.
i'll be blaming you 'til my last breath leaves me,
it's all on you.