i am honestly so sorry it's been so long. a lot has happened while i've been ia and i wish i could say i'm getting through it but, it's very difficult at the moment. but don't worry i have people helping me :). if anyone wants a small update i got on the team again for this year and i think i nearly broke my finger yesterday lol.
ok so now for the kinda sad news, i guess for some(maybe most? idk) of you it might be more than kinda but anyway... i am not going to finish this story. NOW BEFORE YOU YELL AT ME i will not leave you hanging with no sense of the ending i had in mind (unless you want to create your own feel free). i will give you the three paragraphs i wrote for this chapter then you can either end there or scroll down more to get to my notes of the plot line and the ending if you would like :) please dont hate me but i have very little motivation to do anything nowadays and writing(one of my favourite hobbies lol) is becoming difficult :/
i love you all so much and thank you for the support or what i have written so far and im sorry i can not properly finish it.
now, on with the story... (IGNORE MISTAKES PLEASE)
Chapter 26-ish
Screaming. That's all you could hear. The toe-curling, blood-rushing sound echoing off the damp walls of the basement. The shrill sound piercing the ears of anyone passing by. The quiet dripping sound of blood hitting the concrete floor, a soft echo that would drive anyone crazy, except the select few like Louis. He revels in it. Soaks in the sound as if it is the only thing keeping him alive. The pain he is able to inflict makes him feel rejuvenated. It allows him to release all his pent up anger and frustrations from life onto another person and calm his racing thoughts. The screams and painful sounds emitted from the recipient just adds onto his high, feeding his ego.
"Nicky, Nicky, Nicky. I don't think you understand how good it feels to have you here in front of me. To be able to bend you to my will and put you in so much pain you wish for death. I've waited so long to be able to do this." Louis comments snidely into Nick's ear. Relishing in the way his breathing quickens again and catches in his throat due to the amount of blood running into his mouth and sliding down his throat. Louis has spent his sweet time breaking Nick's nose and carving into Nick's skin with his blade. The feeling of the warm crimson liquid sliding off the blade and onto his finger's was something he had missed after his short break caring for Harry. As his thoughts wander to Harry he pauses his devilish acts on Noah, his mind racing back to the past two weeks between them.
He hated to see the way his actions and words, or lack thereof, were hurting Harry. He only wanted to protect the curly haired lad from himself and his work. Which now thinking about it is kind of stupid with the field Harry works in and how he was assigned on Louis' case, but that's besides the point. He knew how dangerous he could get when he's enraged or the way his entire body language and mood would shift to a weird state of calm rage when he's in the basement or hunting someone. He only wants to protect Harry from that side of him. The side that is so catastrophically different from the boy he used to be and the boy Harry remembers. The boy Louis wants Harry to remember and know. But that's not him. Not anymore and not who he's been for a very, very long time.
ok yeah thats all i had sorry
so now onto my notes for what i had left in mind for upcoming chapters (please keep in mind its been a while and there might be some loop holes, just leave comments and i will try and clear up anything i can :D) just keep scrolling if you want to read them.
if you really dont want the ending stop scrolling
im serious
are you sure you want to know its not bad i promise
ok here it is
- so louis literally just tortures nick and noah more, he gets the idea to 'play a game' with them
- the game is literally a death version of hide and seek. louis gives noah and nick a gun with one bullet each and tells them only one can survive, but they should run cause hes also going to hunt them
- blah blah blah they run around, louis taunting them, basically noah somehow ends up shooting nick, nick dies
- noah asks what happens to him, louis says 'you got to win something before you die,' and kills him xx
- k harry heals and goes back to work asked about what he saw said he noticed someone as he was leaving and went to check on the boss and he was dead
- they put him in temporary supervisor position yadayada
- they basically dance around harry giving louis intel to make sure hes safe and keeping him out of other peoples cases
- ~relationship stuff~ ~smexy time~ you know how it goes (these notes are bad im sorry lol)
- (were getting to my favourite part hehe) so they visit family and stuff ~ooo~
- anyway big time jump, louis proposes ( i bet you all saw that coming)
(side note: i was either doing ziam or a throuple lol still dont know tbh 😬)
- (favourite part) *clears throat* the wedding
so its a small wedding just family, liam, niall, and zayn. some heart to heart moments and scenes of them getting ready and everything. harry walks down the aisle and they start their vows. but then shooting starts and its absolute chaos. louis yells get down and everyone gets down, liam and zayn start shooting snipers, louis too. when the "leader" of the rebel group is left and walking down the aisle making fun of louis for not being able to know he was tracking him, but his words are cut off when he is shot in the heart, not by louis, zayn or liam. louis turns around shocked to see harry standing there with his gun out. 'you're not the only one who has a good shot lou.' and then louis is all like 'i love you so much' and they kiss and blah blah blah
- anyway they live happil ever after, helping each other evade the law and staying in charge and all that.
ok so yeah thats everything i had, i'm sorry if it is not up to your standards and yes i know it is also kinda unrealistic at points but this is fiction. i hope this answers your questions and im sorry i was not able to actually write it but yeah. thank you for sticking with me for this long and during my very long break.
love you guys sm, and once again thank you,
- H