Tell the believing men to reduce [some] of their vision and guard their private parts. That is purer for them. Indeed, Allah is Acquainted with what they do.
-Holy Qur-an,An-Noor
(This translated verse is based from the holy Qur-an,for any enlightenment produced of this verse to your brain is a guidance from Allah but any misunderstanding about this verse is a trick from Satan and my error,and may Allah forgive me for any misrepresentations I caused on this verse)
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On that night Kamzan couldn't sleep,he kept on changing his position from left to right.Their evidence was almost complete but they needed more time to fully complete it.But Yerein's death sentence was approaching but they needed to buy some time first.
Kamzan got out from the soldier's quarter and proceeded to Yerein's cell.He didn't know why he went there,to see her or to make plans with her.But he was mesmerized by what he saw,she was praying,he could hear her sniffing.
She was crying on her prayer.Kamzan couldn't help but admire the woman inside the cell wearing the tarha he gave to her.It was 2:00 am and she was still talking to her
God .
How could he doubt this kind of woman? maybe he was attracted to her not because of the hidden beauty she purposely hide,nor her ability to hug a bomb just to protect a child,he was captivated by her prayerful soul.
Her fierceness to wear and practice her faith in a foreign place and in difficult situation,that's what made him drowned to her.Kamzan looked at her until she finished,Yerein could feel that there was someone neared to her cell but she was not afraid,the cell had full of guards.She just assumed that it was one of the guards that roamed around.
Kamzan didn't able to show himself.He was confused at the moment and seeing her had made his heart even more confused
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Yerein was shocked to see the unusual Kamzan's appearance.He used to interrogate her with his neatly ironed uniform and his well-combed black hair.
But today was not one of those days.It seemed like Kamzan just came for a friendly talk or more like to have breakfast with her.
It was too early in the morning and he was wearing a t-shirt and military shorts with his disheveled hair.Haggard, that's the perfect description of it.He almost didn't sleep last night because of thinking about the case and about her.
But Kamzan didn't base his gorgeous looks on beautiful clothes and other accessories.With his simple clothes right now plus his disarrayed hair he was still Kamzan the handsome and the stunning one.
After looking at each other's eyes for so long Yerein broke the silence"what are you doing here at this hour?"she asked while eyeing the tray of food in his hands
" I want to interrogate you while having breakfast" Yerein was not convinced of his explanation so he spoke again"for a change I guess,can we sit down now?"
"do you think if you will bribe me with food I will tell the truth?"Yerein asked with humour on her voice,she was comfortable with him now.He had proven enough his kindness to her just like how she had proven her innocence to him
"I don't need to do that because you already gave me the truth"he answered while giving his handsome smile.Yerein slightly smile too and he didn't fail to notice how her big soulful eyes became smaller when she smiled.Her upper and lower long eyelashes would meet in the middle and she became even looked more beautiful.
It was a bland look before,but after sometimes the eyes that he looked at with full of doubts turned to be the eyes that he was starting to admire
And he knew that the thoughts developing in his mind right now was forbidden but he couldn't help it
When he realized that he was infatuated with her,he knew that every time he entered the cell he sinned
Now he was not just confused with the case but also with himself.He was asking in his mind on how could admiring the creation became so wrong when it felt so right.But maybe it would start as a right feeling but along the way if it would not manage properly it would become uncontrollable, then that was time it would become wrong, when his feelings for Yerein became uncontrollable he would become a slave of his feelings and which was a wrong thing because he was not supposed to be the slave of his feelings,he was supposed to be the slave of his Creator
He wouldn't deny that because of this woman his solid faith was currently shaking and the worst part was he didn't know what to do with it
"after you got out from here,promise me you will keep on smiling"Kamzan said,he was staring at her while she was taking a seat
"even without reason?" Yerein was smiling but it was just a short moment of happiness because she immediately remembered her pitiful situation."Don't answer it we need to proceed to interrogation"Yerein was serious this time,and the food was cold because they were not eating anything.
"Yerein I need you to prepare your things we are going somewhere"Yerein was hung for a moment.What was Kamzan planning? Did a prisoner like her go on a vacation or she was going to transfer to another cell again?"I don't understand"
"we need to leave the camp,because Jarannya might become furious if she will learn that we have gotten almost all the evidence,we need you to get out from this cell for a while to protect you"this was the only thing that he could think of to delay the process of death sentence.He didn't tell Yerein about it because he will do anything to prevent it from happening
"don't do dangerous thing please"
"no we will not, we are already done with that,like I told you,we just need a few details and proof(and time)"
"okay I will prepare later"
"then that's all I wanted to say,can we eat our breakfast now?"Kamzan asked although he wasn't hungry
"yes of course". Yerein smile,a rare beautiful smile, to Kamzan seeing those smiles made his stomach full already. He could enjoy looking at her forever,when he was with her he wanted to freeze the time. It was addicting to play the game of desire,because like love, the desire on someone would also override the sensible mind.
Maybe this was the reason why they were taught to lower their gaze because sometimes human couldn't help but feel attracted to the outside beauty and because of this attraction human could create sinful thoughts that might lead them to commit zina(illegal intimacy/s*x)
And he was fully aware that he was committing the first step of zina right now,the glance. The zina of the eyes was the glance.