Lay
I'm getting ready to meet up with Amira today, because she got the results back. I'm kinda nervous about them because what if she isn't his, then Amira will be left alone to raise the baby.
I've grown to like her and she's a very sweet and chill person to be around. I don't keep Cam updated about anything out of respect of her.
We agreed that if it's his she'll meet him today, so I called and tell him to get ready just in case.
We're meeting at Five Guys, she said she was hungry. As usual.
I'm done getting dressed and now I'm on my way there.
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"hey lay"
"hey mira"
We said hugging each other.
"damn girl just growing"
"I know. she's making me fat"
She joked and we both laughed.
"ok so I haven't opened them yet, I want you to do it"
"why"
"I don't know I just feel you should do it"
"ok"
She handed me the envelope.
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Mira- "hey Cameron"
Cam- "hey Amira"
Me- "alright so how are we doin' this"
Mira turned her head to Cam.
Mira- "will you be in her life"
She asked almost scared, as if he would say no.
Cam- "of cour- her?"
Mira- "yea it's a girl"
She said looking down at her belly. Cam smiled very widely. Mira saw that and slightly smiled, I'm loving it.
Mira- "I really hope she doesn't mess up you guy's relationship"
"she won't"
Cam and i said at the same time.
Me- "well 4 more months, you readyyyyyy"
I said excitedly.
Mira- "I feel you're more excited about her than I am"
Me- "I am"
We all laughed a bit.
Cam- "have you had like a baby shower or anything yet"
She put her head down. Oh...
Mira- "parents said they didn't want anybody to know, so that's why I go to school online and nun of my family knows"
Me- "oh well I could throw you one, you know with just your friends and us"
Mira- "don't have any of those, they found out I was pregnant and stoped being my friend"
Me- "what kinda shit..."
Cam- "they were never your friends"
Me- "would you like to meet my friends"
Mira- "ion think they would want to meet or like your boyfriends baby momma"
Me- "they already know"
She looked at me wide eyed
Me- "they're cool with it"
Mira- "must be nice"
Cam- "um well do you plan on living with your parents, when she's born"
Mira- "they're kicking me out when she's born, they said since I was grown enough to get pregnant I'm grown enough to live on my own"
Me- "aw naw you seeee..."
Cam- "that's messed up"
Mira- "as hell"
I still have yet to fully move in because of this situation. I know it shouldn't have stopped me from moving but it did.
Me- "you're gonna come live with me"
Mira- "oh no no no, i can't do that you've helped me enough Layanee"
Me- "I can't have you and the baby living in some shelter, you're gonna stay with me for as long as you need to"
Mira- "but aren't you going away for school"
About that...
Me- "no but we gotta whole year to get that together"
Cam- "no?"
He said kinda jerking his head back
we'll talk later
Mira- "oh...well I'll try to get out as soon as possible"
Me- "I'm not rushing you out, stay as long as you need to. I'm serious"
Mira- "thank you"
She said putting her head down.
Me- "you wanna move in after she's born or during this summer"
Mira- "whenever you're ready to have me"
Me- "give me til next month"
Mira- "ok, thank you though"
Me- "no problem just doin my STEPMOMMA DUTIESSSSS"
I kinda yelled the last part cause some people to look over at me. They both laughed at me.
Me- "it's still some what early in the day-"
It was 3
Me- "y'all wanna go do something else"
"sure"
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Kay- "oh so youuuu the one havin' my niece or nephew"
I could tell mira was nervous
Me- "if you don't get out the girl face"
Bri- "so what we havin"
Mira- "a girl"
"yeaaaaaaaa"
Kay and Bri said jumping around.
Jay- "so are you good, like healthy and good financially"
Mira- "she and I are both health, but financially I'm good right now, but when she gets here I might have a problem"
Kay- "nope my niecey poo gon be straight cause tt Kay got her"
She said in a baby voice bending down at mira's belly, looking up to make sure it's ok to touch her.
Bri- "exactly, I got my lil niece niece back"
Mira- "you guys don't have to hel-"
Kay- "girl hush, we got you"
They like her, so we all coo over here.
Jay- "lets keep in contact, and you can update and ask us for help anytime"
They all exchanged numbers.
"so now the only thing to do is meet the 'rents"
"oh god, what if his parents or yours like me"
Nobody said anything about meeting my parents, I was gonna bring it up but shiiiiddd... she already know.
"I'm sure they will, because those people ova there like you and they like nobody"
"I really want to thank you for excepting me"
"of course, but don't be scared to ask any of us for help ok?"
"ok"
"I'm serious, I know asking for help can be hard"
She nodded her head and then I hugged her.
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Mom- "they kickin' her out?"
She asked jerking her head back with a stank face.
Dad- "that's what I'm tryna figure out cause huh"
Me- "I know"
Mom- "that's fucked up, how you gon do dat to yo child"
Dad- "exactly, fuck is wrong with them"
Mom- "that girl can not live in a shelter or out on the streets wit that baby"
Me- "that's why I told her she could stay with me"
Mom- "good"
Dad- "yea ima go "talk" to her parents"
Mom- "yo old ass ain't doin shit"
Zay- "got on dat ass"
Dad- "why the fuck are you here"
Zay- "because my momma love me"
Dad- "we don't love hoes"
Mom- "my baby not no hoe"
Me- "shittin' me"
Mom- "LAYANEE"
Me- "aw my bad, I fahgot wea i was"
Dad- "fahgot my ass"
Mom- "so when do we get to meet her"
Me- "at the baby shower we're throwing for her since her parents didn't throw her one"
Zay- "when is that"
Me- "after she move in with me"
Mom- "and when is that"
Me- "first week of july"
Dad- "aw so we meet her in two weeks"
Me- "umhm, ma can you cook for the shower"
Mom- "got chu, just send me what you want me to cook"
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"ok so you move in next week"
"you said next month"
"that is next month"
"girrrrlll"
She said dramatically falling back on her bed. We're on the phone right now.
"I would say get to packin' babymomma but ima come over there and help you"
"thank you again"
"stop thanking me child"
"my bad"
She said laughing.
We talked for a bit then got off the phone and I called Cam.
"so you not goin' ta school"
"I am it's just gon be cosmetology school"
"soooo when were you gonna tell me this"
"well right now duhhhh"
"play too much, but whatever, I guess"
"you still gon go to school"
"I don't know now, I don't want to leave the baby and only be there on holiday's for 4 years of her life"
"sooooo..."
"my games next school year, I'm gonna work harder and see if any schools down here take me"
"coo coo"
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picture scares the shit outta me😐
whew gang nem fuck wit our girl amria
ha parents can really get beat the fuck up
finals week is next week soooo...i might not update that whole week
I'll try to update the rest of this week but I don't know
so the updating will be off for at most the next 3 weeks