JK's POV
"Are you going to do that too?" I asked, missing my friends and my older brother, who left for college a few weeks ago, already imagining how weird it will be when Y/N also leaves in a few months.
"Do what exactly?" She asked me without looking at me as she continued typing the text we had to deliver in a few days at school.
"Go away." I responded, remembering as if it was yesterday the "farewell party" for my friends and my brother. To say that the party was really a disaster is redundant, everyone was discouraged and the atmosphere between us was awkward.And I don't even know why I miss them so much, even though I'm not the only one feeling it.
Jimin even ran a fever for two days after they left, and we hardly ever get sick... My parents say our connection is very strong and it's instinctive of our race to want to be close, they're probably right, but that doesn't diminish the emptiness their absence left.
From the way she tensed in her chair, I realized I shouldn't have brought it up. But instead of answering me, she continued typing for a few more minutes, as if she hadn't heard me. She didn't take long to get up and after turning off the notebook she sat beside me on the bed, looking at me in a way I can't describe.
"You know I need to go as soon as classes are over, right?" She asked me as she caressed my face with one hand while keeping the other holding my neck firmly. It's a very common gesture when you want to calm an omega when he's very nervous or anxious, and it worked perfectly. The only thing I could think of was her warm, firm hand on my skin keeping me centered.
"Yes" I replied, practically whispering, realizing how close to me she is, and how much more delicious her scent is than usual." But I'll only stay as long as necessary, and I'll be back soon. I know it's going to be a bit difficult, I'll miss you too, but we'd better enjoy the time we still have together don't you think?"
She asked letting go of my neck as she tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear. But instead of answering I just nodded, unable to focus on anything but her lips, it's so wrong I want to lick and bite them until they're swollen and red?
I could see she said something, but I couldn't understand exactly what she had said, the only thing I understood was that I needed her, I needed to feel his warm touch on my skin, I was cold." Touch me" I heard myself talking, but my voice sounded a little different, and the cold started to hurt, I think I'm in heat, but it's still a while, why am I in heat now?
"Me..." I heard her talking, but I didn't understand because she wasn't touching me like I asked, can't she see that I need her? Maybe if I show her..." What are you doing Jungkook? and that smell...you're...oh my goddess wait Kookie" She spoke pulling away from me, removing her hands from my abdomen.How dare she leave me when I need her most? Not wanting her to go away I pulled her closer, getting on top of her, and as soon as I moved I felt the slick start to trickle down as my alpha's scent grew even more intense, mouthwatering.
She seemed to be talking again, but I needed to feel her lips against mine, and that's exactly what I did. I could feel her warm, firm body finally giving me the warmth I need, as something under me grew harder and harder as I moved back and forth. But the clothes were holding us back, how could we make puppies with all that in the way? I needed these obstacles to disappear.
But before I did anything to fix this problem she let out a grunt and in the blink of an eye she was on top of me, and my shirt turned to shreds, her eyes was pitch dark and the growls she was making turned me on even more, and when her lips touched my skin it was like I was floating.
"Take me alpha, please, breed me" I heard myself say, and couldn't have been more pleased when I felt her removing my pants, something inside me was aching, and I knew only she could make it go away. I could feel her sharp teeth on my skin making me shiver completely, and as she bit me lightly between my legs I felt like I was bursting with ecstasy.
I was about to ask her to do it again, I felt her pull away from me. I couldn't see her perfectly, but as soon as the bedroom door opened and closed again a pain that had been pulsing lightly in the foot of my belly spread all over my body, and I started to feel like my body was on fire.
Y/N's POV
"Happy birthday, I miss you" I wrote and erased it for the hundredth time, but finally gave up, and I decided to just read the various messages I've received since I ran away from my best friends. I can still feel and hear Jungkook underneath me, moaning and asking me to take him as mine, and I would have done it if my parents hadn't arrived in time.
I felt like I was losing control and I called my dad through the link before I couldn't contain myself anymore, and the worst part is that I really wanted to do it, and I feel dirty, and not at all worthy of friendship from either of them. I could have...have..." Get your asses up, now!" The training supervisor spoke, knocking on the door of the room I share with three other alphas, two future betas and one gamma.
It's been six months since I came here, and I haven't talked to anyone but my mom these last few months. .She asked me to talk to at least one of my friends, but I refused every time. I could hear their voices in the background and sometimes almost gave in , but in the end I said no. How could they want to keep talking to me after what I've done? I should have been taking suppressants just like them, not just during school days, and cause of my irresponsibility I did that. I don't deserve forgiveness.
I was on my way back from our morning run when my cell phone vibrated with a new message from Jimin." You know you didn't rape him right? You know the two of you were out of control and that you were very smart and acted like a true alpha when you asked your parents for help, right? Today is our anniversary, aren't you going to at least say hello to us? Jungkook's mom said she still catches him crying when he thinks everyone in the house is asleep because he thinks it's his fault you left without even finishing high school, did you know that? You two are too stupid to see that no one is to blame, and we've been missing you so much, but you know what?Fuck you."
He spoke in the message, making me feel even dumber than before, but after reading the message for the third time I gave up on further torturing myself andI threw my cell phone in the lake in front of our cabin, regretting it seconds later.
A year and a half later...
"We're finally getting out of this hell" Robert, one of the alphas I share a room with, said as he closed his suitcase. "Yeah" I replied as I finished getting dressed." But you don't look very excited, today is your 18th birthday,you can finally find your mate." he replied, just as excited as before making me laugh. "Maybe so, who knows, maybe he's not from my pack." I responded by opening the door so he could walk through with the three suitcases he was holding at once while I held my only suitcase coming out shortly thereafter.
"Him ? Don't be pessimistic alpha, I'm sure it's going to be one of those childhood friends of yours you talk about all the time." He said heading towards a car that was parked right at the entrance to the field, and after leaving the bags beside the car he came running back and gave me a hug, almost knocking us over." I'll miss you alpha, good luck." He spoke and ran back towards the car without giving me a chance to respond.
But I'm sure I'm going to need all the luck I can, from the last message I got from Jimin, he must probably be really mad, and I don't even want to think about my reception. Angry omegas are really scary, and just thinking about it makes me shiver.
I had been sitting on my suitcase for some time waiting for one of my parents to show up when I heard my mother's voice calling me." Oh my goddess I missed you sooo much my baby". My mother spoke jumping on me as she cried as if we had lives without seeing each other." I also missed you Mom, I thought Dad would come along, and how are yous and the others?" I asked as we got into the car after a few minutes with my mom clinging to me like a baby monkey.
"Oh honey, I have so much to tell you." My mother said starting the car and started telling me everything I lost during the time I was away." What do you mean their wolves are confused?" I asked my mom after she told me what happened on Jimin, Jungkook and Taehyung's birthday, "I honestly can't explain it, maybe they can explain it better to you." She answered me making me even more curious, but before I could ask more about it she changed the subject again.
" They will arrive today, they said the flight was delayed, but that they will arrive shortly after midnight, in time to congratulate you." She told me, without needing to say the names, my friends, everyone will be together today after such a long time, will things go back to the way they were? Did they see each other during this period I was away?
- Are they coming from the same place? I thought they were at different universities.I asked, curious as to how they could all be late for their flight.
- Oh yes dear, they are. The problem is that the airport here has been closed since last night, there was some kind of accident with a fire fairy there, and the flights were all cancelled. Luckily their flights were rescheduled for today still, and as Yoongi and Jin are further away, they will probably be the last to arrive, but everyone has confirmed that they will be here in time.
- Okay. I replied starting to look forward to tonight.