It took me long time to complete this chapter I don't know why hope you people like it.
I added some 18+ stuff in middle so if you are not comfortable you can avoid it.. I mentioned at start and end of it so you can continue the remaining part.
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Sid POV
We divided our work, so it will be easy at the ende.
We silently sat under the tree and I leaned against and thinking about my doll how to surprise for her birthday as it is of tomorrow.
She like water place yet she scared of it. I finally decide my place as we came here to power plant means some water place will be around and I found and arranged everything too but I want something else more to make her happy.
I just want to see her smile which is lacking now and it hurts me alot.
She loves me and cares me alot. She is full of words where I'm not and this sometimes makes me scared that what if she thinks and takes in negative way.
At the end of the day, all I want is her with me all the time. I want her to open up herself and let her pain out.
That when I heard clearing sound and I know it's my doll. I maintained stern face as she lied with me infact she didn't lied but she hide and that I hate the most. Now that I observed that no one is there expect we both.
"We are of five not four" doll said and my head snapped in her direction where she sat infront of me with all nervousness that she is fidgeting with her fingers keeping her head low as if she did a great mistake.
I want to look at her and ask what she is saying before I say soemthing she looked into my eyes and " I feel like I'm cheating on you so I want say everything to you. It doesn't mean you need to be with me.
It's up to you. You can decide what you want and I respect your decision" she said looking at me with glossy eyes.
I know she is trying to hide her pain that her eyes turning into glossy.
What make her think that I will leave her in middle.
She is not only my love but also my life.
Everything I do or I wish I only see her an dream of my own family with her.
Above all this, the way she said is like do or die and somewhere I scared to listen the pain she faced.
Can I be strong enough to heal her that is what running in my mind
"Doll" I call her patting the space beside me closing my lappi and I texted vivek not to come to the place and check that no one will come this side.
I don't want anyone to here it nor interfere between us.
I took her in my arms and I feel I got my life back feeling her warm.
I kissed her forehead to assure I'm with her whatever it may be.
I know most of the things about her and I didn't say that I read because I don't want to die soon
She started breaking my thoughts
"I don't know how, when it happened, but suddenly life became so clumsy with everything around me.
I never care about anything at home like what happening around me as I always fed up seeing the people around me where their world revolves themselves.
Sometimes I feel I'm an outsider but alas I'm not that make me even more hurt to calm my heart.
I always find a way to heal myself with some reason whenever I'm hurt but end up with the fact around me where I live.
Mom world always revolves around dad as he is patient or with khushank as he is small one.
Dad never be quiet and understandable that he always eat something without any care and make his life at risk that he forgot about us.
Whenever he got serious, mom doesn't care anything and lock the door and go to hospital at whatever the time it is and she comes in morning.
Only khushank and me, sometime I try to convince him and end up in slapping him so he cries and sleep where I end up in same place may be I love him more that I don't know how to console him. May be this is called karma.
Because whenever I make him cry I end up in same place by saying sorry to his sleeping figure and sleep.
Mom did everything for dad and still doing but I know he doesn't worth it.
Dad is so cruel that he makes mom cry alot but alas I loved him alot in past may be being a girl I wish or dream that I too don't know what it is but I feel like a princess to my dad.
That I thought he loves me and end up making myself fool" doll said as tear rolled down from her eyes
I know what happened between her father and her and how much she suffered.
I hugged her tight making her calm and kissed her temple.
"Doll, you no need to say anything if you are not comfortable please don't cry" I wipped her tears and hugged her tight.
It's been a long journey to make her normal after that incident. We went to psychiatrist.
I still remember her soulless body which smiles at anyone but deep inside the tears rolled down making the wound fresh and all.
Now I'm seeing her like that again and now I'm scared.
I don't want to loose her but she is adamant to live with them till marriage and now she is not ready for marriage saying complete the dream of everything.
When she is my dream in everything how can I achieve something without her.
I don't know how to explain her but somewhere I know what she said is true.
So decided to do masters when she is fourth year so I can build my empire here on own.
Sometimes she helps alot in solving and doing things.
When I asked her why can't we do the things after marriage the way she said make my heart flutter.
"I want you in every second of mine that should not affect anything of our future where our kids look at us with hope and determination to live and love like us" my doll said.
That's enough for me to do and achieve anything when she is thinking of us.
Doll continued after few minutes bringing me back from my thoughts, "thinking of mine I didn't see the real face of my family may be that is the fault I did.
Because dad is so greedy, he only wants money. Do whatever you wish at the end of the day give money which sastifies his inner cunning mind which is hidden to the world.
He started bring his office people to home saying mom to sleep with them for money.
Mom fight with them and threaten then and argue with her husband but alas no one is there to support her because her parents dead when she is small and her siblings are like leeches who suck the blood of her.
They don't care who is right or wrong but end if the day they also want money from her even after marriage that they took our gold silver and money
Mom says to dad everytime don't give money to them but dad never listens and give them for interest but alas not for once he received interest for money hell with interest atleast not the money he gave.
Mom was so disappoint and do her work on her own and feed us that he left job saying he is diagnosed and ate on mom for almost five years.
I don't know all these thing but when events turn up and down I understood everything.
I always see the fighting or dad doing secretly harrassing her.
But not for once she accepted that dad did it.
When I'm getting all the thing into my head and understanding of their behaviour, one day when I returned from college, I saw a man in my place sitting on bed.
I never seen him but my brother saw him before as I never go anywhere but khushank saw him at other place where they went to do some food as mom alone can't do for us she ask some people and make for us
Every often he visits our place, when I asked mom, she said he is relative and all.
Dad never say a word and he .." siya gulped her saliva remembering the everything that night where sid caressing her back to calm her down.
As always siya slept on floor with books that when madhukanth lift siya and made her sleep on bed where siya woke up but didn't say as anything as she was tired and snuggled to herself and closed her eyes immediately to welcome the sleep.
Author pov (it's like madhu and kusuma pov) (I want to say how they are so added this part)
18+ (avoid if you are not comfortable)
Where madhu and kusuma slept on floor.
Madhu pulled kusuma into his arms and kissing her on lips while squeezing her body.
Kusuma felt disgusted by herself but didn't say anything rather she mould the way he want to torture her that night.
"Did he touch here" madhukanth said and cupped bre**t on cloth
"Did he do like this" saying madhukanth removed the cloth (pallu) from her blouse with mouth as she wore saree.
"Did he tore like this" saying madhukanth roughly removed her blouse and saree from her.
"Did he bite You like this" saying madhu roughly bite and squeezed her breast where kusuma hissed in pain.
"Kids will woke up" saying madhu climbed on her after making both of them completely nude.
Madhu pinched her milky waist making her skin to purple colour and handed her in every rough way.
"You only accepted and made me do this.." kusuma said with difficulty as madhu is torturing her
"Don't" saying he kissed her making her to throw up
May be rape could be better than this as they can shout and beat refuse everything they can do but being a wife to beast husband they can't say anything nor open their mouth atleast instead of letting their emotions flow through tears.
Madhu pinched her thigh making her hiss in pain but not with the pleasure.
"Did he do like this" saying madhu entered his not straight c**k into her making her shatter by squeezing her hard with everything.
(As he is a kidney patient he can't do sex for long time some cases they can't do where for girls they can't give birth)
This continued for almost hour that finally madhu satisfied with the marks on her that he kissed roughly while sucking and nibbling her nip**e while thrusting inside her and making her do thr ride on him and with her hand too.
He made her sleep with him without anything where she is worried what if kids woke up in middle but to her luck he covered with duvet by pulling her close that touched every inch together as he Knows that she don't like.
In this process, he tried to damage her skin while nibbling and pinching her skin where clothes max can cover her.
When she tried to hiss then the punishment of getti g forced by her own husband is repeated that she bare for long time that finally, he showed some mercy on her and left her.
She grabbed her clothes and went to washroom to clean herself that when siya woke up because of sound of ranting sniffing and some water sound.
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Siya POV
As I'm a deep sleeper, I couldn't open my eyes but I can feel what's going around.
Mom is crying in washroom and I didn't get why that when I heard soemthing.
"Clean yourself well" I heard the voice. Who is it.. what cleaning that when I feel someone shaking me that I opened my eyes forcely but she didn't look good but I don't know why I didn't asked her that again I drift into deep slumber.
She look with swollen eyes and her face is red she didn't look like everytime.
Sid POV
"He pinch her skin alot that leaves a mark on mom skin later when I understood I asked mom that we will live separately but she didn't accepted as dad can go to anywhere to make her our life hell.
When mom refused to his demand everytime that her fate into what only for knows as I never seen her happy for a week atleast continuously not even for two days.
One fine day, one man followed mom and mom find out and all I guess, I don't know that he slowly started to come to house and when I'm doing first year he started to live with us and dad never say anything nor he looked any offense.
This make me clear that dad is wrong because who will allow someone to live and love what we actually do with them.
That when I started not liking dad that I asked mom why.
The only reply I got from her is all the time we can't live the way we want
When I asked her why she said " you are girl if I take you away then how will I do marriage for you, it doesn't mean he will give money.
No never he is going to do that and i feel if I use is money you will not be happy but in society the who divorced or the who is living on own have no respect
To my need I don't want to spoil your life or your brothers and to my fate I don't even have parents and I can't go to sibling house who are another type of demons.
What left in my life I almost see everything in my life now nothing left and my only motive is make you both settle and see you both happy that's all I want.
When she is thinking of ourself how can I leave her, I know she hurt me sometimes with words but the situation she is living is quiet difficult that I love her more
I should think she don't trust or love me when she do her little words or action doesn't affect me in any way sid.
You don't know how difficult to live with someone. I don't like my uncle whatever may be reason I don't like him at all.
Sometimes he behaves like a psycho and make mom cry I hate that but mom comprised and adjusted with him and now sometimes smiling that make me happy and I feel like there is nothing to do with my wish.
It's too hard to make my heart to understand as I saw both mom and dad from start and this sudden thing creating havoc in me making me feel frustrate and helpless.
Turning to sid siya said " you know when dad did wrong with me I feel hatred towards me as I can't even wake up from deep sleep.
As dad is like that I asked mom to come out and even said no need to think of us but she didn't I don't know what is real motive behind it but I didnt like a little.
Seeing all together and make me some unknown emotion which are not ready leave me make me irritate.
Sometimes I feel like I'm the main reason for everything.
I want always together when my brother throw my dad out I stood beside him as I felt wrong and all now I regret my decision but fact is even I stood or not he is going to live us after sometime like now I know that because I know about my mom too but alas that I couldn't accept it.
I always think dad is like super hero but he don't like girls but the thing is he is greedy taht he goes to any extent.
I asked mom what if he do the same with me like he did with you then she said she will kill him and she said it won't happen.
Who knows sid, when they are thinking about themselves in the name of children to hide something from society this is what exactly I feel now
I'm different may be wrong too but I don't like something because it provoke wrong intention and wrong feeling to others.
Till past I like everyone now I don't know what exactly feels like for them.
These things happened so soon in my life that till btech I don't know anything may be I didn't care about anything and knowing the true colour of people and changes in my life it's something I can't say.
May be these things all are sudden to me but can't run away as I don't like someone to label me that she left or ran away with a guy even I don't do that so I'm staying with them.
Now we uncle mom and me are staying (closed her eyes and shook her head to avoid the thoughts which are ready to ruin everything in her) and dad and khushank are living at other place.
So soon going big house, as I released its not going to be my home any more." Siya said where sid squeezed her hand and cupped her blotchy face and kissed her forehead.
"Did you ask about uncle to your mom or dad..??" Sid asked while hugging her and caressing her back trying to sooth her pain.
"Ha I did and they replied as he is long distant relative and now when he is living with us I couldn't ask anything as everyone is comfortable around it.
Later on I came to know about him only after the tragedy part of my life" siya said
"Did they hurt you I mean your uncle mom.." sid shuttered as fear engulf him
Siya smiled seeing his love and nodded her saying no
Sid released his breath that he don't know he hold till now.
"Doll did this or they hurt you physically.." this time he want to be more clear about it so he can heal her sid thought
Siya nodded her head as no
"Mentally.." sid asked again
Siya shake her head as yes and no that sid got the answer for her which pained him alot.
Siya snuggled into his chest sneaking warm and feeling safe she dozed of as her heart became heavy where her mind started battling with everything around her.
Sid POV
I drop her at her place and make her sleep and I didn't say anything as it really big thing to me.
I don't how to understand all this.
First we can't even accept our step mom or dad in our life but she is living with them added to that with her own parents.
How can be someone like this..??
I don't know how to say to her when she said while going to their place "you no need to stress or force yourself to be with me. Now I can understand so chill"
Is it the way indirectly saying we no more together.then why the heck she said, not because she loves me
Is it not enough for me to love her more.
When she trusted me with all her heart can't I be with her by all the mean.
How can she think like that..
"Sid what are you doing here. What happen why you are smoking now" vivek asked and pulled the cigarette from me and throw away.
I don't have a habbit but when I'm more and more stressed or worried my hands automatically go to that with out my knowledge and this is third time I'm doing it and this vivek only knows about it.
"Man what the heck happened see how many you lightened are fine " vivek started to check me.
"Vivek I'm good leave it" I said barely
"No you are not and I can see that" vivek snapped but hugged me to calm my nerves
He knows me well
"I don't know and I don't want to ask when you messagede and after seeing you I can say something happened taht disturbing your mind and heart.
So be calm and think and take a wise decision instead of forcing yourself on situation..
And avoid this, my chottey don't like this and she will get hurt if she see you like this" he said
I smiled looking at him and moved from their place trying to leave everything there..
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