((TW// Substance Abuse mention))
February 11, 2020
Hearing about Mom makes me both sad and happy.
How she's doing better, but already smoking again.
Already trying to get back on ________ and ________.
Will she get a job?
Will she stay clean?
Stay healthy?
She needs help
I remember that philosophy I read: Offer help when able, but don't take charge of people's lives.
I can't save her and it's killing me.
What if she goes back in jail?
Probably good for her if I'm honest
Hope being a Christian isn't all she has to show for spending a year in jail
I'm angry, and that's okay
I'm scared, and that's okay
I love my mother, but she has her own life to lead
Her own path to find
I'll send her all my love and best intentions
I love you mom
Stay good <3