Authors note
So the topic in this chapter is little sensetive and it might Not be liked my many of you , but I felt it was kind if important to writes this..
So I m really sorry if this hurts you in any way..
Criticism totally accepted..
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Shiva's pov
It was around 3'o clock when I woke up to go to washroom , freeing myself from my sleeping beauty I went towards the washroom only to see a blood stains on my t-shirts ..
Firstly I kind of panicked but then realising the reason of it I calmed down ,changed my T-shirt And placed Raavi's fresh clothes in there and went towards her to wake her up
Raavi , uth jaa - I Said but she snuggled More into me
After trying One More time I saw her opening her eyes looking at me questionly..
Jaa change karke aa- I told her calmly
Through she looked at me confussed but when realisation drown her she hurridely got of the bed, she felt even More embarrassed when she saw the blood stain on the bed, she avoided eye contact with me..
Raavi jaa change kr le tere kapde Maine rakh diye ha washroom main toh tu jaa fresh hoja - I told her.
Nodding her head she walked towards the washroom still with her head hung low..
I quickly removed the bedsheet changing it with a new one..
I went down to get her a cup of coffee with some chocolate..
I had read it on internet that chocolates helps girls in this period cramps , so we always keep chocolate in our fridge..
After some times I went towards our bedroom only to see it vacant..
I hurriedly ran toward the Terrace to find her there ,that's her hiding spot when ever she is upset about something..
As I guessed she stood there near the railling with her head hung low..
I stepped forward only to hear her crying ..
Why does she has to cry for this..- I thought..
I stood behind her caging her between me and Wall and turned her around..
Her face was all red because of the crying.
It pains my heart to see her in this form.
Before I could say anything she Said between her hiccups
Iii.aamm.am..so.sorr.sorry - still crying..
I held her in my arms keeping the coffee mug and the chocolate on the railling..
Shiva : raavi rroo mat naa please..
Raavi: I kn..know its kind of nasty waking up like this..
( she Said still crying )
Not knowing what else to do.
I carried her in my arms as I know standing will only stress her More.
I moved towards the sofa we have kept on the Terrace and settled down there with her my lap..
She was still crying hugging me..
I signed And Said..
Shiva : Raavi , Ye nasty nhi ha Ye zindagi ha , life ha ..
Aur is main roni wali koi baat nhi ha..
I Said holding her close , while massing her stomach smoothly with my left hand..
She still continued crying..
Shiva : tujhe pta ha naa ki tu roti ha toh jaan meri nikalti ha please mat ro.
Aur main toh tera Shiva hu naa ,to tujhe mujhse kaisi sharam..
Tujhe embarassed feel krne ki koi zaroorat nhi ha...
Please ro mat, please...
She looked at me adoration hugged me tightly..
I too hugged her And carried her in my arms walking towards our room.
I moved on the bed with her still in my arms , lying down I pulled the blanked over us letting sleep consume us once More..
Because it was too early for us to wake..
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Authors pov
Raavi woke up once again but this time with a smile on her face , as soon as she opened her eyes , it landed on her husband who was sleeping on his stomach with his arms around her waist ,looking cute and adorable as always..
She looked at him with adoration And proudness as to what he did today..
Through it might Not be a big deal but she knows for her it was..
And she feels blessed that she has someone like Shiva in her life , who Not only loves her but also understands her And respects her.
Yes she did feel embarrassed when she saw the blood stains ,but the way his words and his eyes potrated his Love it made her realised that no matter what even if she was in her worst form state ,her Shiva will always be there for her standing next to her , loving her unconditionally...
She carefully untangled herself from her husband , so that she can use the washroom but the moment she got up she winched in pain, waking Shiva up
Why I have to be so loud - raavi thought..
Shiva instantly hugged her when he saw her holding her stomach..
He eyed hee asking what was she doing to which raavi replied.
Raavi: washroom jana ha
Shiva immediately lifted her in his arms and walked inside the washroom , he carefully placed her on her feet once inside and left from there..
After raavi was done with her routine and taking Bath..
She walked out of the washroom only to see her husband standing just outside the washroom..
Once Shiva heard the door of washroom open he turned , he again picked raavi in his arms which made her gasp..
Raavi: Shiva kya kr rha ha ,?
Shiva : tujhe chot lagi ha naa teri help ke rha hu.
Raavi : mujhe haat main lagi ha pair main nhi..
Main chal skti hu
Shiva: haa pr teri periods chalu ha aur is halat main chalna nhi chaiyea zyada is liye main help kr rha hu.. Aur dusra tujhe uthane main mujhe maza aata ha..
Raavi smiled at him, no matter whatever she says he will do what he wants it was always like that in her case..
Shiva carefully placed raavi on the stool by the dressing table And stood behind her..
Raavi : tu mujhe taiyaar nhi karega ?
( she asked him , thinking he will get her ready )
Shiva : mujhe kuch idea nhi ha toh main yaha khada hu tu khud kr le Maine karunga toh SB bigad jaiyega..
Main earnings pehne deta hu.
She simply applied her kajal and lipstick while Shiva made her wear her earnings..
As raavi was about to apply her sindoor Shiva stopped her..
She looked at him in confusion, Shiva kneeled down infront of her to match her level and said
Shiva : raavi main tujhse kuch mang skta hu?
Raavi nodded her head : bol na Shiva
Shiva : kya main har din tujhe sindoor laga skta hu ? Can I mark you as mine everyday?
He looked at her with his eyes filled with love..
Raavi remembered the Day of their wedding and that how she didn't let Shiva apply sindoor to her that Day..
Her eyes filled with tears , while she looked at him and Said
Raavi: tujhe pura haq ha mujhe har roz sindooe lagane ka...
Shiva gave her a big smile at that and applied sindoor to her, raavi closed her eyes filling that moment because on the marriage Day it didn't feel anything because she didn't let him apply.
But today she did realise what it feels to have yourself marked by the One you love ..
Yes she did use to apply sindoor everyday in 2 months and that too happily but the happiness she felt today held no boundaries...
She opened her eyes and looked at her shiva who was looking at her with so much Love that it made raavi feel alive...
Shiva : tujhe pta ha main Ye tujhse kabhi se puchna cha rha tha pr puch nhi paya kabhi ..
Raavi: kyu ?
Shiva : daar lgta tha ki tu kya sochegi ?
Ya tu mana kr degi toh
( he Said looking down )
Raavi : tu pagal ha kya Shiva, agar mujhe koi kahe naa ki har din main tujhse shaadi kr lu aur teri ban jao toh mujhse zyada khush aur koi nhi hoga..
Meri zindagi ki sabse khubsurat sabse pyaari cheez ha tu..
Mujhpe mujhse zyada tera adhikar ha
Ye yaad rakhna..
Shiva nodded at, then both came down stairs to have tea with everyone , as raavi was irritated in the room..
Shiva&raavi : good morning
Gaumbi and dev : good morning, raavi haath kaisa ha aabhi?
Raavi: theek ha , baaki sb kaha ha
( as soon as raavi said this they heard rishita's voice )
Rishita : chai rea...raavi haath kaisa ha aab ,chot theek toh ha , tune dawa liya tha aur tu neeche kyu aai , tujhe rest lene ko bola tha naa toh kyu aaiye , aur bol toh dard kaisa ha theek ha ki nhi?
Dev: aare wo rajdhani express , khud bolti jaogi toh wo kaha se bolegi , usse bolne toh do..
( though rishita bite her toung at dev's comment but still eyed him playfully..)
Raavi: theek hu main , aur haa dawa liya tha aur aab bilkul theek hu..Tension mat lo..
Dhara : somnath kare sb theek se raho hamesha..aao chai piyo sb..
Everyone started having their tea , enjoying their tea talking to each other...
They all got so ingrossed in their talk that they didn't even realised that it was almost lunch time..
They have been sitting together since 5 hours talking about each other , telling embarrassing stories about one another.
Yes they were hungry but it was after a long time they were having their family time and no one had the heart to disturb that..
Authors note..
As I have said earlier , it was a sensitive topic so if anyone didn't liked it I Am Sorry
please feel free to critise..
And thank you everyone who have been a part of the story..
Stay connected there will be more to come..
Take care
Stay safe
And
Enjoy the story..