I can't... 🥺😭 Oh and do start playing the song above, till you and Tom fight, trust me, it'll get you into feels. Also, dedicating this chapter to tomfeltonsdarling_ I hope you like it, girl! 😘
"Tom" I breathed out as he turned around. He took a few steps back and stared at me, like he didn't believe I was standing there. He looked terrible.
It was raining but I could figure out his tears and the rain drops clearly in my sleep. A hurtful expression found its place on his face.
He pulled his hand up to my face to cup my cheek. I tried to lean into his touch, but the minute his palm touched my cheek, he withdrew his hand back.
"What do you want?" He asked plastering a cold expression on his face. I cleared my throat before speaking, "I- I know, I, erm, I just came here to tell you, I know I couldn't just call you, which I did, erm, but you didn't pick it up-"
"Stop rambling and get to the point" he demanded squinting his eyes. I took a deep breath in, "I don't know, I just came here to tell you, that I love you" I saw his face soften a little.
"I am still completely and totally and utterly in love with you. I don't know about you, but seeing you after almost three years, I— all the memories came back, even the bad ones. But those only made me realise that even when that happens, I want you and just you, no one else" I said as the rain wet us, not caring about the cold.
"No" he said shaking his head. "You left me, even when I begged you not to. I told you everything would fall apart and it did. It hurt, you hurt me, when you left, it broke my heart in a million pieces. You went away and it hurt. And now you're back in my life and you're going to leave again and it's going to hurt again. I don't think I'll be able to take all that pain ever again" he continued as tears flowed down his cheeks.
"Tom-"
"No, Shorty. No, I can't do it. You left me-"
I scoffed, "You're acting like it's all my fault!" I yelled as I took a step closer to him, "Yes, it is!" He yelled back. "No, it isn't! You wanna know why I walked away that day? You wanna know why I left my whole life behind and moved to another country? It took you more than ten years to realise your love for me but it didn't take me a minute to realise my worth. And don't act I didn't fight for you" I pushed him from his chest, "I did, I gave you three chances, I confessed three times, but you always chose her. And if you ever had to choose between us, then the choice was clear, it was always her, because if you had feelings for me, then there would've been no choice-"
"But I did the right thing!" He said grabbing my shoulders. "No you fucking didn't. You realised that when I leave, no one's going to be there for you, not Jade, not me, so you felt lonely and grabbed whatever thing was closest to you. I'm not a toy!" I said as I jerked his hands off of my shoulders.
I thought he would apologise, but no...
"It's your fault-"
"Is it a mistake to fall in love with someone, huh, Tom? I loved you since the beginning and I didn't even realise it. When I saw my parents kissing or in love, I thought I wanted it with you. And later on, I did want it with you, but you... you never did"
Still not a word.
"Fine! Before I leave and this time, I will not look back ever, I will supress the urge to call you or to text you or even look at you, I just wanna say, that you were the one who ruined the friendship, not me. So don't go telling people only that I left you, tell them the reason that made me leave. Tell them the whole story and see whose side they are on. See how they tell you that I was the one who gave you everything, that I was there for you, that I cared and loved you deeply and you threw it all away. You've hurt me and now... now you lost me" I said angrily, but at the last part, it broke me to say it, "Fuck you too!" I yelled and turned around to leave.
But a hand grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me back, turning me around, he smashed his lips onto mine. A content sigh escaped my lips and I felt serene and happy. But this isn't right. There are still a lot of issues that needed to be addressed.
I pulled away, "No, you can't just kiss me and expect me to jump back into your arms. You need to own up to what you did" I said stumbling back on the pavement.
"Fine then! Fine! I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry. I never stopped loving you. I still do too. And not just as my best friend either but that's mixed in there. But as the girl of my dreams, the girl I wanna introduce to my parents as my girlfriend, the girl I wanna show off the world to" he paused as he took a step closer to me. "The girl I try so hard to get over, but no matter what, I can't. I am not going to deny that I didn't get jealous when I saw your date whispering in your ear, his lips touching your skin because the only person that should be touching you is me. Only me!" He said as he cupped my cheek.
"Just because we don't talk anymore doesn't mean that I don't care about you. I've been keeping tabs on you, Shorty for the past two years!" He said rubbing my cheek with his thumb. I made him drop his hand, "What are you talking about?"
"I've been checking up on you without letting you know, to see how you were doing, to see if you're okay. I have been at every one of your premieres but you were never there, I have been talking to Julius, Nico and Stefan about you, asking how you were doing, if you were healthy, if you didn't have any health issues, that you didn't have too much work pressure-"
"Julius knew?"
"Yeah, it took a lot of convincing to make him agree not to tell you, he eventually did"
"Whenever I look into your eyes, I see a future. Us. And not just us as in two, but a family, out on our porch, dancing in the rain because their mum is still the short, crazy, lovely, beautiful girl that I fell in love with. That refuses to come inside when it's raining. And I really hate myself for wasting all those years, I do. I know you don't see it but I do. I love you so much that I'm not going to kill you for moving to another country. You know what? Fuck that. I love you so much that I would let you pick any movie you wanna watch and then fall asleep in my arms. I love you so much that I would let you eat as much as ice cream you wanna eat even if it will hurt your stomach. I love you so so much. And I'm truly an idiot to waste so many years behind someone who was nothing in comparison to you" his hand found my cheek again.
"I'm sorry, I'm so very sorry, darling" he cried resting his forehead on mine. And it didn't take me a second to place my lips on his. He quickly kissed me back. His one hand cupped my cheek, while the other found itself around my waist, pulling me closer. I wrapped my arms around his neck that gave him more space to pull me close.
And he felt just the same he did when I last kissed him. His soft cold lips moving with mine in a perfect sync. Not even one hint of the space that made us apart for three years was there in the kiss. It felt like we have been together for years. The both of us tasted the rain water mixed with our salty tears but he felt happy. He felt content.
He felt like my home.
We both pulled away to breathe. Resting my forehead on his, I asked, "Why didn't you call back?" He pulled my body away so that he could look at me. When I met his gaze, he looked confused, "You didn't get my message" I realized what I thought would happen.
"I called you when Daddy died" I wiped my tears which was of no use because it was still raining. "Some girl picked up, I did tell her to tell you to call me back, but I guess she didn't tell you"
"It was some girl that I was dating to forget you, but she felt just like Jade. Very rude and manipulative, but I don't think that was the reason I broke up with her. You, my darling..." my heart fluttered again as I heard the nickname, "...were all over my mind and heart, I couldn't leave you alone. So, I did travel to Venice for the funeral at the Church "
"What are you talking about? I gave the euology, I didn't see-" he cut me off, "Because I left when you gave it, but I heard every word from behind the door. I also watched the ceremony from afar. You sung beautifully. I waited to talk to your dad, but you were talking to him for hours. After you left, I went over to his grave and promised to take care of you, in any way possible and I think I kept that promise" he completed pecking my forehead.
"If you saw me then why didn't you speak to me?" I asked as I felt a little pang in my heart. "Because I saw Robert comforting you, I - I thought you guys got back together, so I kept my distance. You have no idea how much I wanted to just snatch you from his arms and say 'Mine' and comfort you, but I knew we were strangers" I cupped his cheek and kissed him.
"No one has been in my heart except for you since the day I left. You have my heart, Tom Felton" I said softly. "And you have mine, Y/N Y/L/N" he said before bending to peck my lips.
His lips trailed to my cheeks and then nose and then eyes, then my chin and finally finding my neck. His lips felt even more colder on my skin due to the rain. "May- Maybe we could go back to my apartment" I said as I tried to hold back a moan.
"My hotel's closer than your apartment" he mumbled against my neck. I nodded but wait, "How do you know where my apartment is?" I asked as he stopped kissing my neck.
He stood up straight, "I- I think my hotel's like five minutes away" he said trying to distract me from my statement. I hit his arm playfully as my lips found their home once again.
••••••
We stumbled into the hallway, against the door of his room, not letting either of us to detach our lips from the others. Tom turned the door knob and pulled me in. His hands wrapped around my waist and mine tangled in his hair.
As I was about to say something, I felt something brush against my leg. I pulled away and looked down to see a half grown pup, a black labrador to be precise. I actually didn't see it because of my dress.
"Ah!" I exclaimed happily as I bent down to the dog, "Who is this?" I asked scratching the dog. "That's Willow" Tom said but took her away from me, leaving me pouting. He chuckled put her down and took my hand, he pulled me to the bedroom and turned to the door, "As much as I love you, darling, you have to stay out tonight, don't worry, I'll let you in later at night. Love you!" He said to her and closed the door.
"Where were we?" He asked as he cupped my cheeks and kissed me passionately. I held his wrists as he deepened the kiss. His soft lips found my neck making me moan and I heard him groan.
"This must be uncomfortable, let me take care of it" he mumbled as he pulled the zip of my dress down and carefully pulled off the dress. I sighed as the weight got off of my body.
My hands found his suit as I helped him pull it off. He did the same thing with his tie and shirt. I ran my nails on his torso and bit my lip.
Oh how much I've missed this.
He pushed me on the bed and jumped on me making me giggle at his eagerness. His kisses trailed to my neck and chest which was bare as I didn't wear a bra, because of the dress.
His mouth attacked my erect nipples making me moan loudly at the pleasure. He traveled lower and lower, placing wet kisses along my stomach and waist. "You okay with this, darling?" He asked as placed himself in between my thighs.
I nodded and he placed a kiss on my heat from over the cloth. I whimpered as he pulled off my panties and the cold air hit my wet core. His tongue grazed on my clit, teasing me. "Ple— Please" I moaned as I felt him smirk.
His tongue flicked on my bud, as he inserted a finger into my core making me arch my back. I moaned as he started moving the digits in and out faster. His tongue didn't stop the pleasure at all.
I felt a coil tighten already. I quickly pulled him up before I would cum.
We will cum together tonight.
I pulled his pants off and looked up, he nodded and I pulled his boxers off.
Cause consent goes both ways!
I kitty licked his tip making him whimper this time. I couldn't take him full in my mouth not unless he face fucked me. So, I jerked the part that I couldn't fit in my mouth.
But of course, that wasn't enough for him. He pulled my hair into his fist and pushed me down making a groan escape his mouth. I gagged as he hit the back of my throat.
He unexpectedly pulled me on top of him, "Ride me, darling" he said as I slowly tried to push his member in my core. Both of our heads fell back as the pleasure hit us.
I started to move my hips up and down on his shaft as he held my waist guiding me. I rolled my hips and saw his face turn into a pleasured one. I knew he liked it, so I continued.
Without warning, he flipped us over and thrusted deeper as my ankles rested on his shoulder gave him an angle to go deeper. We were both a moaning mess but Tom tried to hide it, so that he could hear my moans.
"Fast— Faster, please, baby" I said as he increased the speed and a familiar knot formed in my abdomen. I clenched around him at the same time, he twitched. "I'm- close- so, so close" I moaned which only made him thrust faster.
"Let it all out, darling! Cum for me" he whispered in my ear, sucking the lobe in the process. A series of cuss words escaped his mouth as he rode out our highs. "Since when do you cuss during sex?" I asked as he stopped thrusting.
"Since you decided to drive me crazy" he said against my neck.
••••••
I woke up with a someone's arms around me, someone breathing on my neck. I panicked just for a second but smiled soon after as I realized where I was and what we did last night.
I moved a little making Tom groan loudly. I giggled and turned around. Placing a soft kiss on his lips, he smiled. I pulled away and he opened his eyes. "Waking up to you is the best thing ever. Good morning, darling" he mumbled before kissing me again.
He tucked a loose stranded piece of hair behind my ear, "I wonder why I'm so damn hungry" he pretended to think making me hit his chest. "Let's order room service" I said sitting up straight.
We took a shower together and after that we caught up on the time we lost. The both of us cried once more before apologies left our lips like waterfalls. "This was the first hour we spent together" he said as I looked at the picture of Willow on his phone when she was a small pup. He took a bite from the scrambled eggs and fed me a spoon as I swiped through his pictures.
"She looks so cute!" I said as she laid in my lap. "She really likes you" Ton said petting her as she got comfortable in my lap. "What's not to like?" I asked cockily winking.
He shook his head, "That is a 100% right. God! I missed you" he leaned in to kiss me but the both of us flinched as Tom's alarm went off in his phone. "These Apple alarms are going to kill someone off of a heart attack someday" I said handing him the phone.
"I have to do a live, you don't mind, do you?" I shook my head, "Are you kidding me? It'd be great to hear you again" I said as he set up his phone.
He started playing his ukulele as I danced with Willow in my seat on the ground. "Hi! Hello! Hola! Can you guys hear me? Alright, comment any sea animal emoji, so I know you can hear me" he said and continued playing.
"Today... I'm laughing the clouds away... I hear what the flowers say... I make up this lame excuse each day" he kept glancing at me, forgetting all about his live.
He had a big smile on his face.
"Don't you see the places that I have been... A place that I've never seen... My side of the grass is green" He smiled as he side eyed me on the floor.
He's going to get caught.
"Oh, Oh, I can't believe that it's so simple... It feels so natural to me. If this is love, then love is easy... It's the easiest thing to do. If this is love, then love completes me... Cause it feels like I've been missing you... No complications... A simple equation just to help me get through... If this is love, love, love... She's the..." he pretended to think, looked at me and continued, "Easiest thing to do"
"Today I'm laughing the clouds away... Yeah, I hear what the flowers say... Drinking a drop of rain
And I see the places that are around me... Ways that I've never seen... My side of the grass is green" I danced with Willow making him laugh a little.
"And the birds sing... Tweedily tweet dee dee dee... Tweedily dee dee dee... Now I know exactly what they trying to say" I smiled biting my lip at the man in front of me, the man of my dreams, the one that I'm totally and completely in love with.
He finished the song and I wanted to clap but couldn't. "No, what makes you think that there's someone here?" Tom said nervously as I slapped my hand over my mouth. "The Gala was just perfect yesterday, thank you very much for asking" he said as glanced at me with a big smile.
"No, no, I'm just looking at erm, Willow" he stated. I don't know why I did what I did next, but it felt so right in the moment. I pulled Willow off of my lap, "Whoever you are... You are right" I said as I entered the screen.
Tom's eyes widened as I placed myself on his lap. "You're sure about this?" He asked cupping my cheek. "Couldn't be surer" I said as we both leaned in to kiss.
We pulled away and looked at the comment section blowing up. Tom put his arm around me as we answered a few questions. "Alright, now watch us freak out our friends" I said and explained Tom the plan.
I got off his lap and left the screen. He added Emma to the live, "Hi Emma!" Tom said happily. "What has gotten you so happy?" She asked making me answer.
"I don't know, maybe he got the girl of his dreams!" I said as I sat on his lap once again. She screamed so loudly making us cover our ears. We did that to all our friends and then ended the live.
It was almost lunchtime, so we ordered room service again. But there was this one issue that still needed to be addressed. As we waited for the food, Tom offered his hand to me for dance.
I hesitantly took it and 'I Swear' started playing on his phone. "I see the questions in your eyes... I know what's weighing on your mind. You can be sure I know my part... Cause I'll stand beside you through the years. You'll only cry those happy tears... And though I make mistakes I'll never break your heart"
I rested my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat. I placed a hand on his chest, on which he placed his hand. His other hand found my waist and mine went on his shoulder.
"And I swear by the moon and the stars in the skies... I'll be there... I swear like a shadow that's by your side... I'll be there... For better or worse till death do us part... I'll love you with every beat of my heart... And I swear"
"Did I tell you how beautiful you looked yesterday?" He complimented as my heart fluttered at his voice. "Quite a few times, actually" I said kissing his chest as we moved to the song.
"I'll give you everything I can... I'll build your dreams with these two hands... We'll hang some memories on the walls... And when... Just the two of us are there... You won't have to ask if I still care... Cause as the time turns the page my love won't age at all"
"Tom?" I called out as he hummed in response. I looked up from his chest resting my chin there and he looked down. "I'm not leaving California. I'm not going to come back to London. I'm not going to leave Daddy's business. I - I don't know where it takes us-" Before I could complete, Tom cut me off by kissing my lips.
"I'll walk to the ends of the Earth with you"
Let's just say, I had a real love story to tell to our kids and grandkids someday — The beautiful, real love story of two best friends, Y/N and Tom....
THE END
There is a universal truth we all have to face, whether we want to or not, everything eventually ends... As much as I've looked forward to this day, I've always disliked endings, especially sad ones. Last day of summer, the final chalter of a book, parting ways with a close friend, saying goodbye to a family member. It's hard. So, that's what we do today, we say goodbye to the book. But goodbyes don't seem hard when you have people like you in the crowd... So, I thank each one of you to read but specially to these people who have been from the very beginning. ❤️🥺
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Thank you, babe. For being there for me. For being the Emma to my Y/N. All the dresses and makeup and heels, all credits go to my stunningly beautiful and gorgeous sister and Wattpad twin! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! 🥺🥺 💛💛
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