Jk - " I know I don't deserve forgiveness, but me being selfish still wants that.......y/n please forgive me."
He said holding my hands.
A lonely tear still managed to fell from my eyes no matter how much I tried controlling it.
Y/n - " Jungkook.....you are right....you hurted me.....very badly.....you are right that you don't deserve forgiveness..."
I said with a weak broken voice.
A sudden panick engulfed his face.
Y/n - " But.......I still forgive you.....I don't want to hold onto the past....I dont want to hold grudges...so I forgive you."
As these words left my mouth, tears started falling from jungkook's eyes with a smile
He gripped my hands tightly.
Jk - " Thank you, thank you soo much y/n."
I nodded while looking down
Y/n - " I hope you know that it's not only me whom you owe an apology!"
I said with pursed lips
His smile faded
Jk - " I know."
He said bitterly
After few seconds he spoke again
Jk - " Y/n..."
He said slowly.
I looked at him.
Jk - " Y/n....can we get back together?"
He said with hopeful eyes
Whereas my eyes widened at his, statement,I doubted if I heard it right?
Y/n - "What?"
Jk - " I still love you y/n."
To say that I was shocked would be an understatement,
my heartbeat instantly rose, i was aghast.
I quickly removed my hands from his hold.
Y/n - " Are you even listening what you are saying?"
I said still in a shocked state.
Jk - " I know what I am saying y/n."
He said adamantly.
Y/n - " Are you crazy?.....you have a freaking girlfriend."
I said angrily through my gritted teeth.
He shook his head
Jk - " You don't worry about that.....I will take care of it.....I don't love her y/n....I thought I loved her, but when I saw you again, I realized that I only love you."
My jaw dropped and a sigh of disbelief left my mouth.
Y/n - " Is it so easy for you jungkook....to break hearts......first you broke mine.....and now you are ready to break Lisa's......she is such a sweet ,innocent girl....how can you bring yourself to break her heart."
I said with so much dissapointment.
He bit his lower lip to control his flowing tears.
Jk - " Y/n, listen......she is an understanding person....she would understand........ please give me one more chance."
He said literally begging.
I shook my head in disbelief and few tears left my eyes not for me...but for Lisa....she is such a darling,that in just one meeting, she left an impact on me......and this person in front of me, wants to break her heart......how can he be so cruel.
Y/n - " I can't believe this,how can you be so heartless."
Jk - " Dont think about others y/n....think about us."
He said firmly
Y/n - " There is no 'us' jungkook....and my answer is NO.....I don't love you anymore jungkook."
His eyes widened, he looked startled.
Y/n's mind - " Was he thinking that I still love him."
Jk - " Y/n...listen...."
I stopped him by showing my palm.
Y/n - " Enough!.....I forgave you doesn't mean I will come back to you......i.dont.love.you.anymore.....get that shit inside your head."
I said firmly and stood up to leave.
I can hear him still calling me but I didn't bothered.
I never hated jungkook, even when he broke my heart I tried to understand him....I still did had a soft corner for him in my heart because no matter what he was my first love, but today I think he lost that corner.....I don't know if it's because of the heat of the moment I am saying this....but he really did made me angry.
Time skip
I reached home tired and with a messed up brain, I felt like I don't have any energy left neither physically not mentally.
I plopped myself on the sofa in the living room.
I looked around to see appa but couldn't find him.
I was thirsty so I went to the kitchen to drink some water.....I saw appa in the kitchen as well
I saw him throwing some pills in his mouth and then gulping them down with water.
Y/n - " Appa!"
He flinched a little because I suddenly spoke.
I chuckled.
Y/n - " Sorry, didn't mean to scare you."
He smiled back
Mr.Lee - " When did you came back?"
Y/n - " Just now."
I said grabbing a glass to pour some water.
Y/n - " What pills were you taking appa?"
I asked before drinking the water.
Mr.Lee - " Ah!...it's nothing...I told you I was feeling tired, so took some multivitamins."
He said nonchalantly
I nodded.
Y/n - " Don't overwork yourself appa."
I said while hugging him and keeping my head on his chest....yeah!my appa is quite taller than me.
He caressed my hair.
Mr.Lee - " So do you"
We stayed like that for a while because his embrace was giving me lot of comfort and security which I needed right now...but then appa spoke
Mr.Lee -" You know how much I love you right?"
I broke the hug to look at him and smiled while nodding cutely.
Y/n - " I know...and I love you more."
He chuckled and kissed my forehead.
Time skip
After spending some time with appa and having lunch/supper, I felt a lot better.
But now again I am back in my room and my mind has started overthinking.
Y/n's mind - " I know Tae was hurt seeing jungkook there."
I was feeling really bad....it was not just guilt towards Tae...it was more bigger than that...and it pained me to think I hurted him yet again, I felt something is eating me from inside...My eyes glossed up unveiling my emotions.
I decide to give him a call to clear the misunderstanding.
I called him five times but he didn't picked up, ofcourse he won't.
I kept my phone away and sat quitely burying my face in my knees and allowing my tear glands to do their job.
Flashback
6 years ago.
I am feeling absolutely great these days.. because we have finally graduated from highschool.
During the last exams everyone gave their best and right now we are in our respective universities where we wanted to be.
Me, Tae and Rosé are in the buisness University.......Jimin went to a university of biotechnology...... Jungkook always wanted to be a dancer or something so he is admitted in an arts university....and Jennie is in a fashion university.
Though we are not interacting as much as we interacted in school but still we managed to get some time for our friends.
Right now the people I am being really interacting to is Rosé and jungkook.
Though Tae is in the same university but he is in administration course and me and Rosé are in management course so it constraints our interactions...moreover he is also in a relationship so he needs time for Jennie.
Rosé and I meet during classes and break-time.
And jungkook being my lovely boyfriend....comes to pick me up from the University...and hence I spend time with him.
Tae and Jimin are a little distant but it doesn't mean we lost contact...we talk to each other on phone...or I sometimes drop at Tae's house and obviously during weekends we all do meet.
If I talk about mine and kookie 's relationship then it's great *woodtouch* he is being the best boyfriend anyone could ever ask for.
I love him so much.
Btw it's been a year and five months since we are dating.
Right now I am leaving my classroom and going towards the cafeteria when I felt my head being smacked.
I rubbed my head and turned around angrily to see who dared?
And......who?.... obviously this shithead.
Y/n - " Yahh!...what was that for?"
He chuckled.
Tae - " Done with the class?"
Y/n - " Yeah....you?"
Tae - " Me too."
Y/n - " Come then..let's go to the cafeteria...Rosé must also be there waiting."
He hesitated.
Tae - " A-ah...N-no... actually I have to go somewhere else."
He said scratching his earlobe
I smirked.
Y/n - " Oh-hoh!....lover boy!....don't have time for friends now!"
I sighed dramatically at the last part.
He snorted.
Tae - " If this moment you get a call from that kookie of yours.....you would forget everything and dash out to him."
He said with a ' you-are-same' look.
I awkwardly laughed.
Time skip
A month later
Mine and Rosé's half semester exams are done, today was our last exam...and now we are quite relaxed.
Rosé - " Y/n...let's go to karaoke today...what say?"
She said sipping her cold coffee.
Y/n - "Sounds like a plan."
We asked everyone to accompany us to karoake....but sadly everyone was busy, this time even kookie was☹️.... so it's just me and Rosé who are gonna break each other's eardrums.🙋🏻♀️
To be continued.
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I am realllllllllllllly sorrrry.🙎🏻♀️🙏🙏...I know you were expecting to know what happened between jk and y/n in this chapter......I was also planning to write it but I had to write some other things before that....so I couldn't write in this chapter.
But I promise that in the next chapter you would definitely come to know what happened.....maybe you would also come to know about y/n's reasons for leaving Korea...I said maybe.☝️
This is the worst chapter I have written so far....and I am dissapointed in myself...but I was in a hurry so that's why
I hope you forgive me.🙍🏻♀️
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