Sid POV
Chotteyy is literally eating my brain, as I left with no option I'm listening to her patiently with absent mind that I am thinking about siya.
Not only me even vivek got caught as he stayed with me as we need to discuss about the project.
But she is so excited and taking video in middle of talk and jumping like a kid. I shook my head with her weird behaviour. Sometimes she behaves like that so I ignore it.
She is not sleeping and not letting us to sleep too that now time crossed eleven too and vivek slept as we are so tired.
Around 11:45 door bell rang. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion where anu shouted with anxiety.
"What happen anu, why you are so excited, wait first let's check who came at this time" I said and went to hall where almost every one is there and no one moved from there places as they stood on a bomb. So with sigh, I went.
I went and opened the door and got a box which is neatly wrapped from a man saying it for Aarav Siddharth Malhotra
"It's me" I said and took the box as usual anu started recording the video
I checked the sender name and chuckle as my eyes got moist seeing the name.
"I'm bound to you forever"
"My doll" my lips spread wide just looking into it.
I thought to open but again door bell rang again and I went to open the door and got cake I guess as it look like that.
"Sir it's for Aarav Siddha..
"It's me" I said as he felt difficult to pronounce my name
I checked the name "World of mine"
I smiled where bhabhi asked me "what happen Aarav, why are you smiling like that" she teased me
There is note and I opened it first "wait for two more minutes please"
Again door bell rang "you better stay there" mom said with teasing smile but I looked at her in confusion as I'm surprised with all this
I opened the door and heard a balloon sound that flowers petals and some colour thermo balls all fell on me making me surprise. The smell just wrapped around the house that everyone is smiling.
Vivek came out of nowhere and stood beside me with sleepy eyes and he looked shocked when anu pushed him beside me and all the things fall on him too where anu capturing every moment.
I don't know what so special, did I forgot something..
Doll doll I'm murmuring as trying to remember but anu blindfolded me and lead me and vivek somewhere.
Anu counted three numbers and opened blind fold and I blink twice and stood in shock..
Author POV
Aahil and Vikram blasted colour bomb on both us and there is hanging out saying congratulations.
We both looked eachother, that's when dad announced we achieved the very big project and everyone in the family wished us all the best and congratulate us.
We are so happy, we work so hard and finally got the contract that when I realised, our guiding person whereever we go is dad personal assistant so they came to know about it first.
But did I miss something, because the gifts box said something and we stayed for some time here and came back to room.
"Bhai, open those gift box" anu said as she is following me.
I opened the box, by caressing the name once again ' I'm bound to you forever'
As I opened the box, thernoballs fell on me making me surprise and delight.
There is mug and a piece of paper " for my love" and chocolates too
I opened big box, yes it is cake black forest cake and had a stick note 'happy aniversary of our love
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(Heart shape)
Congratulations for your success.
Your doll..
"Cut the cake bhai" anu said and I cut the cake and everyone clapped and congratulate me once again.
I didnt saw them when they came in and left to their place after I cut the cake and all.
Even anu wished me and left, it should be me who need to give surprise but my doll did and I opened my phone and saw doll messaged me.
"Congratulations hero, I came to know at last moment so for both your success and our journey only one cake.
Enjoy, good night" doll messaged me
With a smile, I slept dreaming about my life with her and I want to meet her soon instead of giving reply to her through phone.
Birds chirping sound make me wake up and I got ready in maroon shirt and paired up with cream colour cotton jeans and left to college to meet my doll that when I realised I'm not talking with her properly actually not talking.
So I looked at her from far she looks like angel with long pink dress.
I went to my usual place and pinged her to come and I started acting like doing work in laptop.
She came soon, but she stood near entrance and fidgeting with duppata.
I smiled inside and didn't looked at her, I don't know why but I want to tease her so I kept quiet.
She sat beside me after a long debate with her.
Five minutes passed but she didn't open her mouth and siya got up to go that I pulled her that she landed on my lap.
"Where are you going" I asked
"So angry on me" I asked again
"Happy aniversary of our love to my love" I said but she kept silent making me go mad.
"I'm sorry doll, please talk" I said that when she looked at me with tearful eyes.
"Why you didn't talk with me these days..??
Is that because my father touched me (siya closed her eyes in pain)
I swear, nothing happened because mom wake me up and to me I slept deeply so I don't know.
But I swear, now I'm not sleeping and nothing will happen like that.
I'm sleeping far from him too.
It doesn't mean I force you to stay with m.." siya shuttered alot and because of crying her breath became uneven where sid hugged her tight coming out of shock of what she spoke.
'Is it what she think of him..
Is she is thinking I will judge her' sid thought that make him more vulnerable
"Doll, please stop crying it's not good for health and I didn't mean to hurt you nor I'm doubting you.
Please don't think in wrong way. It doesn't matter to me what your personal life and all.
The thing is I'm scared to loose you so I stopped talking to you so I thought you will understand my point.
But now I understood that I took wrong decision, just remember one thing, I won't judge you not now not ever." Sid said while kissing her forehead.
They remained silent for some time feeling eachother warmth.
"I'm sorry" siya and sid said together and smiled at their co-incidence.
Siya sat beside him leaning on his shoulder, "do you like the gift, at evening I came to know about your project through anu so last minute me and anu arranged the place." Siya said
"Congratulations" siya said with smile
"Do you know when we feel success" sid asked where siya looked at him in confusion.
"When their partner also gives competition and try to reach high but not when they are going down or falling down to achieve or forgot to chase their dreams which they wish alot
You know what, Ohh wait I need to clarify before you think it wrong way.
It may not applicable to all because you may say not all will read and do good job but what if they can do and devour in pain forgetting about the dream they dreamed off" sid asked sternly.
"You talked much before now answer me, what I should answer to the one who asked me..
If you want help I will do that but don't leave and make the her life hell thinking about the what happened who had a bright future.
Why you are not ready to share what happen to you...??
What should I answer to the one who questioned me.
Should I say, she is not ready to listen or to understand what I'm saying.
Or she is not capable of chasing anything
Or she is failure so leave to her fate." sid asked sternly showing her internal papers.
"Do you know when is your semester" sid asked looking straight into her eyes.
She gulped and closed her eyes.
"I asked you stay away from them atleast for some days do you know why" sid looking like calm before the storm.
His voice sound hard where his eyes showing the pain in his heart.
"Or do you think I'm happy that I'm not talking with you and keeping you far
Or you thinking that I'm roaming with others girls" sid asked
"Open your mouth and say something instead of sitting silently" sid hissed
He planned alot to enjoy this day but it turned into something making him more frustrate and he is getting more angry on him for his helplessness seeing siya tears.
"If you cry, I will slap you right now" sid shouted making her jump in her place.
"What I should I do with the gift, when the one I thought is my life is drowning in pain" sid asked where siya closed her eyes tight as if she is stopping her tears. This is the first time he is so angry on her.
They fought so many times but never felt anything in that but today they both are feeling like someone is squeezing their hearts.
"Sor..
"I don't need your fuc.." sid realised what he is talking and shut his mouth and punched the wall.
"Siddharth, I doesn't mean to hurt you" siya said slowly.
"How you will understand, that the place is not good and you will get hurt very often' sid asked while cupping her face.
"See, this is the only proof I had to say you are not happy and will not be happy if you stay there only.
These tears it haunting me every second thinking about you staying in your place.
Don't stay with me, stay in the hostel. I will join anu too with you so you never feel alone. I will come daily and spend time with you.
On weekends will go to mom place. She loves you alot. Please siya, accept what I'm saying.
If you are angry on me give punishment whatever you wish but this it's aching here" sid said showing his heart, where siya remained silent but tears are rolling down.
"Please say something, your silence and tears making me shatter" sid said while cupping her face and kissed her forehead.
Siya hugged him as he is not in a position to listen and calming herself while listening to his heart beat.
Sid hugged her back tightly as if she elopes in thin air if he loose his grip around her.
After siya assured herself that sid is calm, she kissed on heart and said, "I love you so much, I can understand what you aare saying.
But I can't leave my mom and go away amf on hostel she is not accepting to stay there and I left with no option.
She loves me alot sid, she is living just because of me and my brother.
She don't have any wish other than seeing us in great position.
She struggled so much for us she faced so much. Sometimes in angry and stress she curse us she shout at us she call me with names but end of the day she loves me alot.
More than me she is feeling the pain. She is helpless I guess I asked I requested I begged but she is not agreeing to stay away from her.
She is checking on me everytime whether I'm leaving her or what.
I can't be that much selfish to leave her middle of the sea say to lead her own self when she is living only for me and my brother.
The mistake or sin was done by father then why should I punish mom.
About the dream, I will for sure, just give me some time. It's paining somewhere that I don't know how to accept everything.
I thought to ignore, but deep inside somewhere it's provoking me that not letting me to be calm.
I love you both alot, I can't ignore or hurt anyone of you sid. Please siddhuu.." siya poured her heart out while hugging me and kissing him on heart in middle.
"I will be alright, for sure. Please let me stay with mom" Siya said and looked at him whose eyes are glossy and red.
The pain of leaving someone where they are not safe just because they love equally the other one.
He can understand her every point that now he don't have anything to say.
He actually lost words to say something.
Siya stood on toe and kissed him on lips saying please.
Sid smiled but which didn't reach his eyes.
Which always shine with so much love on her but now it showing the pain.
Which say how helpless he is
Which now showing the fear of losing the one
Siya wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him to kiss, that she understand what to do to make him normal and getting back
She knows he loves her but never thought that it could be like this.
Siya placed her lips on him, while sucking the lower lip showing the love on him.
Sid pulled her towards him and kissed her back by nibbling and licking her lips showing the pain love and angry in the kiss for the decision she made.
Siya started to struggle to breath that he lifted her a little not giving her a way to leave and kissing her and left abruptly when he felt she lacked the oxygen.
Sid started to kiss her on neck and moved back to her ear and bite where siya hissed in pain and soothed with his lips to ease her pain leaving a hickey there.
They both entangle eachother with everything but the silence, tears and the absence makes them vulnerable that shows how much they love eachother.
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