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By iloveseattleellie

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philophobia-the fear of falling in love or becoming emotionally connected to someone... ~~~ This is a stor... More

๐Ž๐๐„,, sorry
001. when the party's over
002. minister's fancy balls
003. regulus black + champagne
004. clarissa and danielle
005. potions
006. the astronomy tower
007. butter-beer
008. the whomping willow
009. transfiguration
010. the broom cupboard
011. detention
012. the black lake
013. skipping school with regulus black
014. gryffindor vs slytherin
015. james and lily
016. denial
017. jealous?
018. love is irrelevant
019. why?
020. petunia evans
021. muggle day
022. christmas at the potters
023. christmas at the blacks
024. maniacal
025. sirius' advice
026. what happens now?
027. the marauders map
028. hogsmead with regulus black
029. muggle studies
030. the first fatality
031. remus' eighteenth birthday
032. tom riddle
033. rain
034. end of year exams
035. the last big prank
036. spain
037. france
038. paris
039. james and regulus
040. stupid
041. the mark
042. the quidditch world cup
043. someday
044. guilty pleasure
045. broken
a c t t w o || h i r a e t h
046. silence
047. jamie diggory
048. kinda possessive?
049. secrets and lies
051. bad dreams & siblings
052. like brother like sister
053. shower in the storm
054. love?
055. can't handle change
056. gone?
057. the cottage on the hills
058. malfoy manor
059. the order of the phoenix
060. crazy in love
061. disowned with nowhere else to go
062. desire
063. horcruxes
064. the piano
065. like it was before
066. frustrated?
067. after the after party
068. bad good dreams
069. the restricted section
070. bathrooms & booze
071. unrequited or requited love
072. a fox & a vixen
073. late nights & fire whiskey
074. wedding preparations
075. alice and frank's wedding
076. tough girl
077. promises cannot be kept in war
078. christmas
079. james' special surprise
080. babysitting
081. fear of losing you
082. in it forever
083. new year revelations
084. st mungos hospital
085. remember that night
086. a new enemy made
087. back again
088. liar
089. the attack in the castle
090. feeling nostalgic
091. tears & fire-whisky
092. i miss you
093. prove it
094. the end of an era
095. regulus' eighteenth birthday
096. hate to do this on your birthday
a c t t h r e e || a d o m a n i a
097. the morning
098. as you wish
099. the bride to be
100. james and lily's wedding
101. an unexpected turn for the worst
102. the months that followed
103. wake up
104. please
105. promises
106. hangovers & coffee
107. take you out
108. confronting nightmares
109. girls night
110. christmas, 1979
111. warnings
112. new years eve, 1979
113. sick
114. life without you
115. to keep you off my mind
116. best friend's kiss all the time...right?
117. fabian & gideon
118. funerals
119. devoted to you
120. prophecy
121. june 30, 1980
122. anger
123. deceived
124. neville
125. empty promised
126. harry james potter
๐€๐‚๐“ ๐…๐Ž๐”๐‘,, love & war
127. a sense of normality
128. undercover
129. the lemonade
130. potentially incredibly stupid
131. airport
132. the beach
133. moments
134. blurred lines
135. mother and father
136. honesty
137. you've already lost
138. tied to you
139. party crashers
140. merlin's beautiful balls
141. cursed birthdays
142. close calls
143. marlene and dorcas
144. a spy?
145. calm before the storm
146. the fall
147. red
EPILOGUE
SEQUEL

050. heaven

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By iloveseattleellie


H I R A E T H

l||heaven









Flames ignite across Maria's skin as Regulus' fingers trail down her neck, their lips caught in a lustful kiss as the shorter girl hurriedly undoes the first few buttons of Regulus' shirt but the dark haired boy grab she'd wrists to stop her, pinning them above her head. She feels her lips become red at the rough contact but she doesn't care as his other hand — the one not holding her wrists — slides down her side and grips onto her hip tightly.

Maria manages to wriggle free from Regulus' grasp and tangled her fingers in his tousled locks, running them through the soft strands. There's a certain sense of passion and ecstasy in the air as Regulus' hands slide down and grip the back of Maria's thighs as she jumps slightly, wrapping the around his torso.

Regulus had missed the feeling of his skin on hers, missed running his hands across her fair skin and tugging at the hair on the back of her head whilst he kissed her neck. He's craved every inch of her since the moment he walked away in the wild flowers of that meadow.

"You sure you want to go there?" Regulus pants against her lips but his eyes close and his head tilts back slightly when she moves herself over the bulge in his trousers, revealing his prominent Adam's apple and jaw.

"Would I still be here if I didn't?" Maria asks rhetorically and Regulus smirks the slightest, grabbing beneath her thighs instead of around her waist and throwing her onto the soft, emerald sheets of his bed in the dormitory.

He clambers over her but Maria had already got back up onto her knees and leans up to kiss him, sliding her hand down his chest, all the while unbuttoning his shirt.

Regulus panics for a moment as she slides it off his shoulders, his left forearm burning like someone is holding a red hot iron bar onto it but then remembers the spell he'd placed on it when they spent the night together in their underwear and lets out the smallest breath of relief.

"Ah." Regulus smirks, grabbing her wrist when she goes to undo his belt buckle and she frowns up at him. "How many times?"

Maria raises an eyebrow, confused, "what?"

Regulus had slowly moved her so her back was to his chest and he tucks a piece of her hair behind her ear, his lips trailing up her shoulder as he moves her top off it. His lips stop right before Maria's ear, his warm breath tickling behind it as the Potter girl's breathing gets shallower, feeling slightly intimidated.

"How. . .many times. . .did my brother make you finish?" Regulus whispers lowly and in a slight disgust.

"Twice, two amazing—" he cuts off her teasing tone by pressing down slightly on her underwear, making her gasp and lean back into his chest a little.

"Hm." Regulus hums almost satisfied as she moves her hand up to tangle it in his hair once again as his lips move down her neck slowly, leaving dark purple marks as they go, his left hand moving up her top whilst his other stays on her inner thigh gently, extremely close to her heat.

The Potter girl lets her head fall back onto his shoulder as he begins kissing hers, and she feels his lips tug into a smirk against her skin as she does.

"He didn't make you feel like this though, did he Maria?" The Black whispers, sucking on her earlobe before dragging his lips back down her neck, his fingers tracing random patterns on her inner thigh.

Maria lets out a breath and shakes her head, feeling him slowly slide his hands up her shirt, lifting it as he does and she leans off him for a moment as he teasingly slips it over her head.

She finally rolls her eyes and turns to face him, having had enough of his teasing and pulling him up into a kiss as she straddles his lap, Regulus reaching behind her and undoing her bra clasp, sliding it off her shoulders.

Regulus groans slightly as Maria begins kissing down his jawline and neck, her teeth gently grazing his skin as she leaves dark red and purple marks and his head tilts back. His hands grip onto her hips tightly and he tilts his head forwards to look into her chocolate eyes. He begins to slowly move her hips on his, making her pause her sucking on his neck for a moment to let out a shaky breath, finally feeling him on her and she moves slightly and her forehead falls into his shoulder for a second feeling her clit run against him through their pants.

Regulus finally gets a hold of himself and picks up her hips, throwing her back onto the mattress and suddenly picturing his brother with his hands on her waist and in her hair. His eyes darken slightly as he shrugs off his jeans — leaving him in underwear — and moves over her, kissing down her chest.

"That was cute, darling." Regulus mumbles against her stomach seeing her grip the sheets gently. "It's nice, watching you pretend to be in control."

"I wasn't pretending." Maria breathes, her breath hitching as he undoes the button on her jeans and slides them down her legs. "But. . .you're the one with something to prove."

"What's that?" Regulus asks, sliding his fingers up and down her thigh and she sighs.

"That you can do better."

"Than who? Sirius?" Maria nods and Regulus chuckles against her underwear. "Maria, sweetheart, Sirius is a virgin compared to me."

And then her underwear had been ripped from her.

"You are sure about this?" Regulus asks, feeling the need to make sure. Maria nods and Regulus shakes his head, grabbing her waist and pulling her up so she's sit in front of him. "Ria, you know the only reason I ended this is because I care about you right?"

Maria sighs, grabbing her shirt and taking his sentence as a hint to go but he frowns and grabs her arm.

"Where do you think you're going?" Regulus raises an eyebrow with a small smirk and she frowns. "I still need to make you come at least three times yet."

Maria's lips twitch as she throws her shirt onto the ground and he pulls her back onto the bed.

"How many times did she make you finish?9 Maria breathes and Regulus scoffs, sliding his hands up and down Maria's thighs.

"I barely came at all." Regulus says and Maria rolls her eyes but they roll back even more when Regulus' lips attach to her clit, his tongue circling it slowly.

"Oh, my god." Maria breathes, gathering the silk, emerald sheets in her hand and Regulus laughs against her making her shudder at the cool air.

She feels his fingers press against her entrance and her head finally falls back onto the pillows. Regulus looks up at her and his lips twitch at the sight of her, completely vulnerable in front of him. He realised he needs to make a difficult choice between what he wants, and what she needs. He wants Maria Potter, and not just because she's moaning beneath him in his bed, he actually want her, forever, he wants to be with her and to die with her because that's always been their plan. She needs to be as far from his as possible, the pain and grief that comes with him everywhere is too much for her beautiful soul to have to endure.

"Sirius couldn't make you feel like this, could he?" Maria shakes her head, her breathing ragged as she feels a knot begin to form in her stomach. "You can be as loud as you'd like, hopefully Rebecca will hear you." Regulus smirks and Maria smiles before letting out a whine of pleasure making Regulus smile and work faster.

Maria finally feels a sudden relief as her high washes over her, her hands tug at his hair as her back arches off the mattress.

"Like that?" Regulus smirks, slowly moving his face up and locking his grey eyes with her deep chocolate ones. She nods, a thin layer of sweat on her forehead and he runs a finger up her sensitive entrance, lifting his finger into the candlelight and seeing the liquid on his them. He smirks at her before grilling the back of her neck softly and sitting her up, dragging his fingers across her lips and she gets the message opening her mouth and tasting herself on his fingers, swirling her tongue around them and keeping her eyes locked with his.

Her hands slowly slide down his stomach and to the waistband on his underwear, Regulus moves her hips so she's just straddling one of his thighs and she runs her finger beneath his waistband before lifting her hips slightly and helping slide them down his legs.

"Shit you're gorgeous." Regulus whispers and she smiles at him, running her hand up his thigh and barely sliding her fingers up his dick. Regulus glares at her slightly, moving her hips again so she's lined up with him. "Is this okay?" Maria nods, grabbing his shoulders to steady herself as she slowly slides down on him, both of them moaning hoarsely as she does.

Regulus moves her hips against his and she lets her forehead rest against his, her eyes closing slightly and Regulus smiles softly, enjoying the simple and gentle moment whilst it lasts as he plans his next movements. He leans up and she lets him, their lips moving together before Regulus pulls her by the waist and their bodies are pressed together, their lips moving more roughly and Maria getting over her first intense orgasm.

Regulus lies her back onto the mattress and she moans as he pushes into her roughly, her eyes closing for a second. He slides his hand from her ankle that's locked around his waist down her calf and up her thigh all whilst thrusting in and out of her.

He sighs against her skin as he kisses her breast, leaving more purple marks across her body. Feeling himself coming closer every second he's inside her, he grabs her left leg, moving it over his shoulder and at the new angle she feels him hit a spot inside of her and she swears rather loudly. Regulus leans forwards and kissing her roughly to quieten her slightly.

"I—Regulus." Maria pants in his ear making him groan into hers. "Right there—god."

He hisses slightly at the feeling of her nails gripping the skin on his shoulders, leaving red marks for sure, but smiles, continuing to kiss her neck.

Maria feels herself let go, her back arching and Regulus moans loudly in her ear as he also finishes. But he doesn't stop, just slows down slightly.

"Can you carry on?" Regulus breathes, picking up his pace again and Maria feels tears sting in her eyes at the painful pleasure of overstimulation.

"Yeah, yeah I can." The brown eyed girl winces but Regulus moves her other leg over his other shoulder, relentlessly pounding into her until they both moan even louder, releasing again and Regulus pulls out of her slowly. Maria's legs and hands are shaking and Regukus frowns, slowly moving and sitting beside her, lifting her so her back is lay against his chest and he grabs her shaking hands.

"You're shaking." Regulus whispers and Maria nods, looking behind at him.

"That's a good thing, right?" Maria asks him and Regulus smiles, nodding and she laughs quietly, looking down at her legs that are still jittering violently. "Can I ask you something?"

"You just did." Regulus smiles and Maria rolls her eyes.

"Kiss me?" Maria whispers and Regulus nods, leaning down slowly and pausing when their noses are brushing and her cheek is touching his before gently attaching his lips to her bruised and red ones.

"Come on." Regulus mumbles, standing up and lifting her up with him. "We need to clean up."

Maria rolls her eyes and sits on the bed, grabbing his jumper and shrugging it on before standing up but instantly falling, Regulus quickly moving forwards and catching her, lifting her up again and walking to the bathroom.

He sits her on the counter gently and turns the taps on, filling the bath with bubbles and steaming water.

After smoking a cigarette between them the two had clambered into the bath and Maria is sat with her back against his chest as he runs his fingers through her hair.

He feels her relax before seeing her tired eyes flutter closed and her breathing becomes slow and soft. He sighs and gently lifts her off him, getting out and resting her against the wall of the bath before shrugging on some grey sweatpants and grabbing a towel, draining the bath and scooping her up. When she stirs he shushes her softly and kisses her forehead, carrying her to the bedroom and getting out a large 'ABBA' t-shirt sliding it over her head and sliding the green sheets over her, sitting on the bed next to her and staring at her for a moment when his eyes begin to tear up.

He wonders now what the point was, to break her heart again? He can't, he won't let himself.

"I'm sorry, for everything." Regulus whispers, wiping his eyes quickly. "I just. . ."

He leans down and kisses her forehead, lying next to her.

"I love you, Ria."





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welp...
so, I've finally decided where exactly this is all going and I honestly cannot wait!

~Grace xx

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