Lisanna
Okay this nigga is a fuckin liar, it's been exactly an hour and I know because well duhh I put a timer on.
He's been gone for an hour and 30 seconds now and I'm upset because well why would you lie like that?? Now I literally have to take cute videos alone and do my face mask.
I changed into a tank top and some shorts before going to the bathroom and putting on my black peal off mask, I loved it because it was peal off and I loved pealing stuff off.
I put it on before sitting in the front of Santana's big mirror in his room and taking videos. I took a super cute one of my body and posted it on my insta before closing my phone and going downstairs.
I went into the fridge and found a water drank some before going back upstairs as soon as I sat back down on his bed the door opened downstairs.
That lyin ass Nigga like bye.
The bedroom door opened and Santana walked in with his eyes super red, I looked at him before going back on my phone ignoring him.
He sucked his teeth and walked to his dresser putting his gun on it and walked back over to me, he snatched my neck making me look at him and I jus sat there
"Why you mad this time"
"You said an hour it's been and hour and 20 minutes"
"Lani be fuckin real"
"Okay" I said getting up and going to the bathroom to peal off the face mask
I heard him taking off his clothes and seconds later he walked in the bathroom with just basketball shorts on.
"You can't really be mad at me lil bae" he said looking at me through the mirror
"I'm not" I said with a straight face
"Den fix yo attitude" he said pressing himself against me
I'm boutta rape him dawg like omg this isn't even funny anymore.
I ignored him taking the rest of my face mask off and walking back to the bed. I sat down on my phone until Santana snatched it from my hands and threw it behind me.
He picked me up like a little baby and sat down on the bed so I was straddling him.
"I'm not even boutta play wit you for real" he mumbled against my neck leaving hickies.
I moaned when he hit my soft spot putting my hands around his neck, he slid his hands under my shirt playing with my boobs before he completely took it off.
He sucked on my boobs and rubbed my back making me moan again, he moved his hands down to my box before touching me through the shorts
"Stop Santana" I mumbled against his neck
"Now you talkin? I though you was cut like dat" he said leaving hickies in between my chest
"See ain't that hard to be good for me" he said
Putting my shirt back over my head.
"Ion care" I mumbled
"Mhm finish puttin yo shirt on for I fuck yo life up"
I put my shirt back on before laying on my back on the bed ugh I totally hate it here, Ima
Have to cover all these hickies in case I run into my mom one of these days.
Seconds later he came back and got in the bed with me pulling me in his lap.
"You ain't gotta do too much jus tell me how you feelin" I said
"Sorry" I said laying completely on him
"Mhm" he said as he rubbed my butt, big booty bitch vibes okay don't even play wit me I am not one of themmmmm
"I have school tomorrow I have to go to sleep soon" I said still laying on him
"Den do dat"
"Umm no I don't wanna go to sleep if you still awake"
"Why"
"It's not the same"
"Lani jus literally go to sleep"
"Whatever
August 28th 5:55
I woke up with my arms wrapped around Santana and got up going to the bathroom to get ready for the day.
I brushed my teeth and took a quick shower before walking out and finding some clothes I put on my cream sweatpants and white tank top with my cream yeezy slides to match and some white socks.
It was around 6:30 now so I hurried and put on my lashes before applying some lipgloss and waking Santana up.
"Bae get up" I said shaking him.
He was a light sleeper so I opened his eyes and scanned my fit before getting off the bed and going to the bathroom.
He came out minutes later and put on a shirt before grabbing his keys and gun walking out.
I followed him to the car and got in I pulled down the little mirror and checked myself in the mirror before pushing it back up
"You look good" he mumbled pulling out the driveway.
"Thank you papa" I said leaning over and kissing his cheek
"You hungry" he said glancing at me
"No I'm okay thank you"
"Mhm"
"Are you gonna miss you me"
"Ya"
"Oh okay well don't cry that would be awkward"
"Jus get out my car" he said as we pulled up to the school
"Aww I'm so sad bye see you later" i said kissing him one more time
"And be safe okay"
"Preciate you ma"
TIME SKIP
I sat at lunch in my regular spot waiting for kamiya to come on my phone, finally she came and she smiled at me
"Heyyy bitch"
"Hey" I said smiling back
"Omgg that fat asssss Hickey on yo neck dude"
"Omgg bye it's not even big Fr"
"Righttt so anyways clearly you have my brother on lock down"
"I guessss"
"You guess?? Gurl he's obsessed because he wouldn't even kiss a bitch on the lips but he out here giving you hickies"
I felt warm on the inside knowing Santana wasn't fuckin with other bitches.
"He's so fine I'm obsessed with him too" I said getting nervous
"I bet babes"
"Anyways how are you and saint" I said
"Ughh idkkk I really like him but also it's jus like I don't want to be the only one putting in effort"
"Aww it's okay jus fall back for a little after he notices you can jus tell em straight"
"Bitch that's kinda actually a good idea Ima do that"
I laughed shaking my head
TIME SKIP
It was the end of the day and I had one minute left before the school day was officially over.
Tana 🧸
Ina red Porsche
I was gonna reply until the bell rang so I closed my phone instead and walked to the front of the school to look for him.
When I finally found the car and walked to it I saw Santana with his window down talking to some boy with dreads and multiple tattoos from the window
I got in closing the door not saying anything before the boy looked at me speaking
"I ain't even know dis was you tana, wassup lil lady"
"Hi" I said smiling shyly
"Her ass mad shy" he said grabbing my neck and quickly pecking my lips
"But aye Ima see you kid now back up off my car" Santana said dapping the kid up though the car
"Ight bet bye tana gurl"
"Bye" I waved
Santana zoomed out the school parking lot and down the street
"You hungry"
"No not really" I said going on my phone
"Whatchu ate"
"Nothing but I'm just not hungry"
He sucked jus teeth and pulled into a McDonald's
"Lemme get a spicy mcchicken wit a medium fries n medium frape"
"Okay pull up to the second window"
He pulled up to the second window payed for the food and grabbed it passing it to me.
"Thank youuu" I said cheesing
"Mhm"
I pulled out my phone texting my mom letting her know I was "with kamiya" and took a quick video posting it.
"I'm obsessed with the red hair right now bae like omg"
"I like it"
"Thanks" I said smiling a little he makes me nervous no fuckin cap
"Bae can we stop by my house so we can pick up the package and pierce your nose" I said looking at him
"No"
"Yes"
"No"
"Yes"
"No"
"Okay" I said crossing my arms
He sucked his teeth and started going on the direction of my house, I tried to hide my smile as he drove. Yeaaaa that nigga do what I say so hoe.
About ten minutes later we pulled up to my house, I quickly hopped out going into my house to grab the kit.
I already knew my mom put the package on the bed for me when she saw it outside, I quickly grabbed it running back downstairs and getting in the car.
"Awww I'm so happy bae look" I said showing him
"You stupid leave me alone"
TIME SKIP
"Okay so first I'm gonna prep your nose by cleaning it with this wipe mkay"
"You ain't no doctor"
I paused and looked at him before continuing,
"Anyways like I was saying so you prep the nose and now I'm gonna mark it"
After coming back from my house to get the package I spent about 30 minutes arguing with Santana about piercing his nose until he finally let me.
Okay I said cheesing go look in the mirror and lemme know if you like the spot
"I'm not finna like nun because ion even want dis shit"
"Bae stop" I said pouting
He rolled his eyes kissing my lips
"But if you want me to ion mind"
"Okayyyy well then go look"
He got up going to the bathroom mirror and looked at it before coming back.
"It's straight" he said stretching before coming back To sit down
"Fantastic okay down to da bidness"
I grabbed the little gun and put it up to his nose
"Readyyyy oneee"
"Jus do dat shit"
"Hm" I said piercing it
He didn't even blink, I envy this man like honestly.
"AHHHHH ITS SO GOOD" I said screaming
He went to the bathroom and looked at it before coming back
"Awww I love it bae what about you"
"It's coo"
"RIGHT"
"You stupid" he said laughing
"Come over here I wanna take a video"
He sat on the bed and I sat in his lap, i smushed my face into his and took a boomerang.
"Awww I love it I'm gonna cry" I said looking at the video
"Such a crybaby" he mumbled
"You make me so happy" I mumbled
"For real"
"Yea it be the little things" I said lowly
"Never had someone tell me dat before"
"I love you" I blurted out
It was quiet rally quiet, if I was white my face would've been red as shit.
" I luh you too lil baby" he said kissing my lips
"Gonna cry"
"Yo ass always ready to cry"
He tapped my thigh making me get up and he walked to the drawer pulling out his weed.
"You always smoking"
"Shit make me feel better"
"What's wrong"
"Ain't shit wrong but if I gotta be in the right state of mind everyday Ima lose my shit"
"You can always talk to me bae you don't have to smoke everything away"
"You my lil lady but youn know for real lani, the shit I been through make a real nigga fold like he unda pressure"
"Bae I'm seriously listening to you right now but I just wanna point out how that's the longest sentence you ever said to me"
"He laughed rolling up his blunt"
"You different for real"
"Bae this is serious what happened to you what are you going through"
"Nun"
"It's okay if you don't want to tell me but I-"
"Lisanna oh my god leave me alone"
I felt sad, really sad. I wasn't even sensitive for real but him telling me to leave him alone when all I was trying to do was talk to him made me feel sad as fuck
I grabbed my phone and put my slides on walking out the room, i felt myself about to cry as I walked down the stairs.
I sat on the couch bouncing my leg as tears rolled down my cheek, I open the Uber app and looked for the nearest Uber with my blurry eyes.
"Lani come upstairs"
I ignored him still looking for an Uber.
"Lisanna"
He walked up to me and tried to snatch my phone out of my hands but I moved back faster.
"Please back up Santana"
"Lani you doin too much"
"How I'm doin too much you asked me to leave you alone now that's what I'm doing"
"Lani come upstairs"
"No it's all good the Uber boutta be here soon"
"I'm really boutta" his sentence was cut off by him grabbing my arm and snatching my phone.
He quickly canceled the uber and grabbed my arm pulling it to make me stand up.
"Walk upstairs fore I pick you up like you sum like kid"
I immediately started crying harder, these eyelashes fasho done for after this
He picked me up as promised like a little kid and walked back upstairs, his shirt was wet with tears since I couldn't hold myself back.
He sat me on the bed and I got up trying to walk away, I would rather walk home then sit here right now. He immediately pushed my back down and i sat there wiping my tears
"Stop cryin"
"I'm not crying" I said wiping my tears and laying down.
Santana walked away closing the curtains before sitting on the bed side and finishing his blunt. I eventually stopped crying and wrapped myself in the covers, 20 minutes later Santana came and wrapped his arms around me, he smelled like weed and cologne.
"When I was 6 the opps slid by the house when just me and my dad were home, I was scared really scared. I ask myself all da time if I'm pussy for bein scared, niggas put a gun in my hand and told me to kill my own dad or I was gonna be the 5th person they killed tonight, I guess Niggas was ruthless" he said laughing lightly "I was 6 and I wasn't gonna kill my own pops, they put a gun to my head and my dad started begging me to kill him, he rather me kill him than him having to watch me die, I was his only son at the time other than my brother who was jus on da way, i killed him lani I killed my pops, i shot him twice in the chest and watched him bleed out, i hated myself for a long time I went mute after that. I didn't talk to anyone untiI I met saint when I was 16 I'm 20 years old lani this shit deeper den what they see" he said laughing lightly " i my best to communicate wit you but I hate myself and I barely know how to let anyone I know how I feel, saint and my mom the only person who know how I feel for real.
It was quiet, the only thing you could hear was our breathing.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything you had to go through at such a young age I'm sorry for stressing you out, I love you so much I wish I could take you away from the pain"
"It's all good lil bae you know I love you more then anything"
I felt myself start to cry again.
"If I ever lost you I wouldn't know what to do" I said trying to control my breathing
"Calm down Lani im straight"
I hugged him so tight i felt like he might break if I let him go.
"You my favorite lani, don't ever leave"
"I won't" I mumbled into his neck
SANTANA POV (PURRR OKAY DEN)
I stared at the ceiling as lani laid in my arms I already knew she was boutta fall asleep,she ah big ass crybaby but das my lady for real.
Only other person I ever told my story to was saint, But I know I can trust lani wit my shit.
I saw my pops death as an important life lesson as I grew older, I vowed to never let this money shit go to my head like it did for dem niggas, Dey killed my pops over a couple bands. I would never, I done touched so much money it's ridiculous all den foreigns I drive ain't rental, I'm really in dis street shit for real.
Niggas ain't never touch no blue money, no blue hunnids das why they went crazy.
LISANNA POV
I was falling asleep as I laid in Santana's arms, i felt so bad for hm but this was definitely something I couldn't really help with.
But at the end of the day Santana acts the way he does because of the shit he seen and like he said "the shit he been through make a real nigga fold like he unda pressure".
OKAY PURRRRRR PERIODDDD
I feel like I did so good on this chapter like bitch gimme ah round of applause or sum AND this literally 3000 words bitch.
ANYWAYS
Sooooo y'all learned some new shit about Santana or whateverrrr like y'all I literally have so much in my fuckin brain for this story like bye it's unfair somebody take my phone away.
&& I jus wanna say BITCH I got like 1.45k reads on here that's like kinda a lot to me I'm gonna go sick like ugh thank you for everybody who always reads this far and listens to what I have to say and shit like aww I love y'all but omggg I talk soooo fuckij luch it's ridiculous gonna shut up now bye