Author's p.o.v.
As soon as raavi show shiva shivering
She knew he was having fever,
She hurridely came towards him with a blanket and tugged at him , the way shiva was sivering with fever she felf a pain in her heart ,the concern she suddenly felt for him was something new and she had no reason as to why was she feeling so concerned for him..
Though she never hated him , and it was always shiva who use to pick up a fight with her and truth to be told she liked fighting with him..
But suddenly these concern feeling were new to her..
Raavi felt shiva coughing which brought her back from her thought
Raavi: shiva tu hosh main ha naa
Kuch toh bol ,
Shiva (with great difficulty ) opened his eyes and saw raavi's concerned face..
The fever was not helping him much but the concern he saw on her face for him made him shocked..
Raavi: shiva tujhe bukhar ha main jake thanda pani aur kadha leke aati hu tu ruk..
Saying this raavi ran towards the kitchen and was making kadha for shiva as fast as she could.
At that moment the fact that her heart was broken didn't bother her nor the fact how her life has changed , the only thing that mattered to her was that she needed to take care of him..
Soon raavi came back to the room with kadha and ice water only to see shiva sleeping because of the fever..
Raavi: shiva uth naa , dekh kadha lai hu pe le thoda ,aram milega..
Shiva tried opening his eye but coudn't..
Raavi saw this and decided to check his fever first. Taking out the thermometer from the first aid kit she checked his fever..
Raavi: 103 hey somnath , itna zyada fever ha isse toh..
And without saying anything she started giving him cold water sponging..
Shiva who was still weak could feel and hear everthing raavi was doing and saying ,but he was not in a state to do or say anything..
Raavi's p.o.v.
It was around 2:30 when i got up to change the water with another cold water..
Though the fever was little down shiva was still week infact very week..
Soonn i came in the room and continued giving him the sponging and i didn't even realise when i fell asleep on his chest ( as raavi was sitting on a stool near the bed she bended towards shiva and fell asleep on his chest)..
Author's p.o.v.
It was morning when raavi felt her pillow moving up and down ( ye kya ho rha ha , mera takiya kyu hil rha ha , heh somnath kahi bhukamp (earthquack) toh nhi aa gaya ) she thought with her eyes still closed and opened her eyes only to see shiva's face very close to her, she then saw that she was sleeping on his chest and the her moving pillow was shiva's chest.. She awkwardly blussed slightly but soon realised her state..
She tried getting up but her mangalsutra got stucked with shiva's chain and she again fell back on his chest, not wanting to wake shiva up and make this awkward situation more awkward she slowly removed her mangalsutra from his chain and went from there..
Here shiva who was awak from a long time was seeing all these from his eyes slight open..
When he woke up few hours back because of his hunger ,he saw raavi sleeping with her head on his chest, though he was feeling hungry he didn'g wanted to wake her up , because he knew she was awake in the night taking care of him.
And secondly he was feeling an unknown emotion inside him , he didn't knew what it was and why it was but he knw it was something he never felt for anyone before..
Shiva was still in thought when he heard the washroom door open....
Raavi's p.o.v.
As soon as i came out from the washroom i was shiva sleeping , some where i was relifed that he didn't see me sleeping on his chest..
There was a conflict going between her heart and mind and it was irritating her
(author's note : wanna see , come )
Raavi's heart : kuch bhi bol raavi , raat ko kya peaceful neend aaiye ha , aisi need toh tujhe kabhi nhi aaiye..
Raavi's mind : wo is liye kyuki wo thaki hui thi, Kitna roi thi bechari , thak gai thi is liye ..
Heart: Thak to wo parso bhi gai thi , aur kal se zyada parso roi thi , phir parso usse itni aachi neend kyu nhi aai? Haa
Mind : wooo...... Wo kya hai k......
Heart : chup rhe , faltu ka dimag deta rhta ha .. Usse need aachi is liye aai kyuki wo shiva se chest pr soiye thi .. Usse sukoon mehsoon hua kal raat ko is liye wo so pai..
Mind : tu chup kr jb dekho faltu ka dil lagati rhti ha , aabhi aabhi tera katal hua na ha , dev ne thoda tha na tujhe, tb bhi tujhe akal nhi aaiye..
Heart: oyeeee , shaadi wale din mujhe chot is baat se nhi lagi ki dev mujhse pyaar nhi krta tha , is baat se lagi thi ki uski kabbi himmat nhi hui raavi ko sach batane ki , aur rha baat dil lagane ka toh aise bhi aab toh iski shaadi shiva se ho chuki ha toh aaj dil lagai ya kal lagan toh ha hi na , toh thoda jaldi hi kaam kr lete ha.. Aur tu zyada mere kaam main aapni tang na ara..
Mind: aabe tu
Heart : oye tu
Raavi: chup karo tum dono ,, aur apna kaam karo.. ( she shouted )
Raavi looked at shiva though the mirror and the words of her heart came back to her..
( kahi sach main toh mujhe is liye sukoon ki neend toh nhi aa thi kyuki shiva ..... Uggghhh kya sovh rhi ha raavi , tu pagal ho jaiyegi aise toh..
Tu aab chup rhe aur uska dhayan rakh , jake dekh uski fever utri ki nhi )
Saying this she moved towards shiva nd tried waking him up..
Raavi: shiva , shiva , shiva uth na mujhe fever check krni ha teri saying this she held his hand , the moment her hand touched his she felt a electronic current pass through her , while she withdraw her hand , shiva too opened his eyes with a jolt feeling the same sensation..
They both looked at each other with with the same expression of what just happened..
Soon raavi broke their eye contact , cleared her throat and asked him
Raavi: kaisi tabiyat ha teri ?
Shiva : theek ha bas...
Befode shiva couldd complete his statenment raavi asked him panicking
Raavi: bas kya , kya hua , sir aabhi bhi dukh rha ha , kamzori feel ho rhi ha , bol na dawa lao kya , nhi ruk main gombi ko bolti hu doctor ko bulane , nhi pehel tu bata toh ki kya ho rha ha ,bol naa aare tu ku...
Shiva ( in low voive as he was still weak): ye mami ki behen ki beti , bolne degi tb bolunga na , khud bole jaa rhi ha , mauka degi tb toh main bolunga naa..
Main khe rha tha ki theek hu bas halka sa weak ness lag rha ha aur kuch nhi and shayad fever tha is liye body pain ho rha ha..
Tu tension mat le
Though raavi felt relief that shiva was feeling better but she didn't wanted him toh know that she cared for him..
Raavi: main tension lungi wo bhi tere liye ..shakal dekhi ha aapni..
Shiva : toh mera khayal kyu rakh rhi thi ? He asked her innocently
Raavi: kyuki nhi rakhti toh baaki sbko bura lgta aur waise bhi main teri tarha matlabi nhi hu jo dusro ko takhleef main dekh ke khush ho..
Shiva : aaye main kisko takhleef main dekh ke khush ho rha hu..
Raavi: mujhe , tu toh khush hi hoga ki meri shaadi nhi hui dev se , yahi chatha tha na tu ki main nhi karu dev se shaadi..
Raavi knew that this might hurt shiva but she was too angry to think anything else , the topic was still sensetive for her and she knew that it was either dhara or shiva who could get that out from her , while dhara would feel more guilty if raavi will talk about all these , it will be only shiva with whom she could actually fight and to be honest she wanted to fight with him ... She didn't realised but she wanted shiva too fight with her so that she could all these out from her system...
And to be honest she was not angry just because of dev it was also because of him...All these days he use to fight with her and never stop irritating her and now he was not even talking with her forget about irritating and fighting..
She suddenly realised that how much shiva hates her that he dosen't even wants to talk to her..
Shiva's p.o.v.
I felt hurt with raavi's statement but i knew i was to be responsible . It was true that i never wanted dev to marry raavi and it was not completely because of mami ,but what else it was i could not identify..
I didn't knew how to make her understand that i never wanted things to turn out this ugly..
We both were looking at each other while her eyes potrayed hurt , mine pitrayed helpness..
We were just looking at each other when......
The end
So how did you like it and do you think they will be able to clear their misunderstanding any time soon..