"Mommy pleeeaaasse" Kamryn begs again "love , mommy doesn't feel good" I tell her "but here's the ticket" she shows me "I know but we can go next time" I say and she pouts "but momma it starts it 2 hours" she says "I'm sorry Kam" I say . She sighs before going up to her room "if I feel good in 2 hours we can go" I shout but she goes into her room
That right there was my 5 year old daughter Kamryn. She's the light of my life honestly. She's a little diva tho , she has an attitude and mouth on her.
She's hilarious though and she never gets sassy with me. I had her at 16 , I know crazy. Her dad and I were basically high school sweethearts , but he was in and out of jail so many times I lost count.
In school and in public we were the perfect couple , behind closed doors wasn't so perfect . We loved each other , but we argued a lot and I mean a lot .
However we just couldn't stay away from each other. He cheated once which set us all the way back to square one. The day I found out I was pregnant and I told him then he left me . It was heartbreaking . He told me he couldn't do it and left me , well us . I have no idea where he is or how he is , I haven't seen him since he left . To be honest he's probably in jail somewhere. But thank god my parents were there for me and my older brother . I had my family. Kamryn's father didn't have any family , well any he got along with . I've lived in LA my whole life and my family lives here which is great for me . I live a nice house because I have a real estate company . I recently got it . I want to college for real estate . Which is surprising cause at the time Kamryn was only 2 and I did college for 1 year and I did my last year online . My parents would watch her for me and it all worked out really good . I am now 21 and I love my life . My daughter and I are really happy . Well right now she's a little upset
She's obsessed with this boyband named "Prettymuch" and when I say obsessed I mean she has the merch , the posters , she knows everything about all 5 of them , all the songs . She's a little beanz , is what they call the fans . So her being obsessed with them and knowing everything almost makes me know everything. It's Prettymuch every second with her . I have no choice but to listen to their music all day everyday to where I know all the songs just because I hear them 24/7 literally. She likes Brandon the most , She's in his .... lane is what she calls it . To me I think Edwin is the cutest but hey .Today is their last show on tour here in LA . and of course I bought her a ticket and a lil meet and greet thing but i don't feel well at all and my parents are busy and my brother isn't in town. I feel so bad and I wish I could take but I honestly don't think I can . Hopefully I get better before the show
(1 hour later) I stand up as Kam comes downstairs "mom are you feeling any better" she ask and I don't I really don't but I feel bad . "Ya know princess I do , so why don't you go get dressed and then I'll go get dressed so we can go see Prettymuch" i say and she starts clapping and jumping up and down "thank you mommy so much" she hugs my legs "your welcome , now go get ready we have to go in a hour" I smile at her .
I get done getting ready
Kamryn comes in my room all dressed "did you pick your outfit" I ask "yes" she smiles "well you look so cute" "Let me do your hair then we can get going"
(20 minutes later)
"So cute" I kiss her cheek "are you ready" I ask "I'm so EXCITED" she says "come on"
We get to the concert and take our seats kinda in the middle. "Mommy I'm so excited" she sits on my lap "I can't wait to see Prettymuch mom" she looks at me "I know you are" I smile as the lights go dark
"I think they are about to come out sweetie" I say and her smile is just so big looking at the stage
All of sudden they appear on top of the stairs "MOMMY THEY ARE RIGHT THERE" she yells "they are right there" I say "HI BRANDON" she yells and I laugh "baby I don't think he can hear you" I say to her "but when you meet them he will hear you" I whisper cause it's pretty loud in here
The show ends and she can not stop singing the songs. "Mommy that was the best thing ever" she jumps up and down "I'm so happy you loved it" I say "I loved loved it" she says "now are you ready to MEET THEM" I say as we walk out the concert part "I'm scared" she says "why honey" I say "I'm nervous" she says and I pick her up as we walk through the crowd "it's gonna be great" I say
We are currently standing in line for her turn to meet them and she can't stand still . She's so happy right now and I absolutely love it . She is so nervous ugh she's the cutest . We are currently behind two others in line. "Look I see them" she says "almost" I say "there's Brandon momma" she says and I giggle . She loves Brandon the most .
We are now behind one other "oh no mommy we are coming up" she says "don't be scared , you love them and you been wanting to meet them" I crouch down to her level and say . The next two girls go up to the boys as we are now up next. She holds my leg "your next" I say and hear her take a deep breath and I giggle . "Next" a random girl says
"Go ahead baby" I say and she slowly walks up to them . Brandon as well as Nick crouch down to her
I stand next to the camera with a smile on my face "well what's your name" Brandon ask her and she looks at me and I smile "umm Kamryn" she says
"Well Kamryn how would you like to pose" Nick ask her and I already know what she's gonna say.
They stand up and she doesn't say anything. They look at me "she's nervous but she wants you to probably pick her up" I say and Brandon chuckles "well why didn't you say that" he smiles at Kamryn
He picks her and she looks shocked and I laugh .
The person snaps a pic "aww" I whisper "is that your mom" Edwin ask her as Brandon sets her down . Kamryn nods "well why don't we get mom in one picture before you go" he says . My eyes widened , am I fan girling? Maybe a lil bit "Yeah come on mommy" Kam says and I smile "ok ok"
I walk over and pick her up before smilin for the pic
She gets down and hugs Brandon's legs and they chuckle and I do too. I look up and make eye contact with one of the band members named Edwin. He smiles and I smile before he looks away
I get that one feeling that I can't pinpoint what it is
Woah what just happened. I shake it off before she they say their goodbyes to her "thank you guys" I say to them "it's what we do" the one named Austin says with a smile "come on Kammy" I say they wave goodbye to each other as I pick Kamryn up
We get home and she's so tired but so happy "BEST DAY EVER" she yells "and now it's your bedtime" I say and she pouts "but mom" she says "you have school in the morning my love" I say "school is so boring" she says "but you need school kam" I say "why don't we wake up extra early tomorrow and you can get a bath then go to school , okay?" I ask
"Okay mommy" she says "come on let's get to bed" I say and I follow her up to her bedroom "promise me you won't be gone 2 long my dear" she sings
I giggle as I help her put some pjs on before getting in her bed . I kiss her forehead "goodnight , I love you Kamryn" I say "night mommy , I love you too" she says and closes her eyes . I turn her pink flower nightlight on . I close her door before going to my bedroom . I'll just shower tomorrow after I come back from dropping her off at school. I'm to tired
(Edwin) (after the meet and greet) we are now on our way back to our house after 2 months of being in a tour bus . "It's gonna feel so good to sleep in my own bed" Nick says "and I miss Ansley and Theo so much" Austin says . "Edwin what the hell you thinkin about" Zion ask "man that one girl , she's stuck in my head" I say "what girl" Nick ask "the one with the cute daughter" I say "aww yeah Kamryn" Brandon says "she was so cute" he adds
"But her mom was bhad" I say "how you gon catch feelings but just looking at her" Zion ask "you don't even know her" He adds "but I would like to get to know her" I say "but hell her daughter is a fan , it ain't like we gon see them again" I say "hey man you never know , maybe you will" Austin says