Josh NARRANDO:
I was in the hotel room for another day. The day in São Paulo was surprisingly rainy, leaving it very cold, I put on a warmer sweatshirt and lay down on the bed.
I took out my cell phone and went to do what I love to do when I'm doing nothing. Admire my best friend, my Crush, the only person in this world that I liked.
I went on Instagram and stalked him a little bit, I love to see old photos of him, even though I took a good part of them it was wonderful that feeling.
In the middle of the photos I stopped in our video singing psycho, I loved to remember that day, it was like I could go back in time.
I put the headphones on and listened to our voices together, it was such a perfect sync that sometimes I was scared, we had such a big connection, but so big that I could even think that in minutes he would arrive in our room, with a smile on his face and a guitar in his hand.
I looked to the side for a millisecond and he was there, exactly as I described, he was all smiling, he even looked in love, I could tell.
Noah: hi! What you doing?
I lock the cell phone screen in a fraction of a second and press the pause button, so that a random song, I listen and see that it is one of my favorite songs.
Josh: nothing just listening to music ...
Weak river and I get up
Josh: I'm going to take a shower ok?
He nods, throwing himself on the bed and I grab my clothes and go to the shower thinking about him. He's so perfectly wonderful, he can make my cheeks flush with a simple line, I don't know what happens to me when he's around. I am hopelessly in love with you Urrea.
I get out of the shower and when I get to the room he is strumming 'its you' on the guitar while staring at me
Noah: it's you, it's always you
If I'm ever gonna fall in love I know it's gon 'be you
He sings beautifully as he addresses me. Getting close to me, VERY CLOSE
Josh: Noah ... What are you ..
He interrupts me by singing again
Noah: It's you, it's always you
Met a lot of people, but nobody feels like you so ...
He gets closer and I can't move back, for some reason his intense gaze catches me. My breath fails. My heart misses a beat and I keep looking at him. Without moving. Almost without breathing. Only, enjoying looking at him.
He stops touching and takes something from behind his back. It's a rose. He hands me over and I look at him confused.
Noah: for you ....
I take the rose from his hands and in that instant chorus. A thousandth later he leaves a light seal on my lips. I am frightened by his sudden action.
He looks back at me and I pick up the guitar again.
Noah: please, don't break my heart
Don't tear me apart
I know how it starts
Trust me, I've been broken before
He sings to me and smiles silly. So beautiful that smile.
Josh: Don't break me again
I am delicate
Please don't break my heart
Trust me, I've been broken before
I sing while I caress his face. He is still touching his face in my hand, at the same time that I caress his thumb.
Out of nowhere he stops playing.
Noah: I already said how much I am surrendered by you beauchamp
I smile silly.
Josh: no, but you can say it now. Because I am also surrendered by you Urrea.
He opens his flawless smile and kisses me. A slow, emotional kiss, as if everything around us favored the moment. He leaves the guitar on the bed and hugs me smiling. And I felt safe with him. In his arms. And finally I lived my dream.
Noah: Happy Birthday Josh
Josh: happy birthday Noah!
I smile and kiss him again.
I can consider this the best birthday of my life.