(Superrr smut warning I haven't wrote one of these in a minute)
It was intermission during Billies show.
New album, new tour. Everything was SO dramatically hot.
She wore silk, loose fitting clothing that accented her blonde hair so perfectly, and hugged her in all the right places.
She was stunning. Absolutely breathtaking.
"Here she comes!"
I glance over to my right to see bodyguards forming a tunnel for Billie to walk through. She was really fixing to walk through the pit?
I ran over to the commotion, squeezing my way to the front.
And that's when I saw her.
She was literally fucking glowing.
I was speechless.
Billie smiled and brushed her hands up against 20 others as she made her way down the line.
I smiled, putting my hand out amongst at least 10 others who tried to squeeze in behind me.
"Billie!" I yelled.
She jerked her head over to me, meeting my eye.
I couldn't help but bite my lip as she stared at me.
It's like she glitched for a second before putting that smile back on her face, and walking right to me.
My heart dropped as she approached me, a playful look dancing on her face.
She reaches in front of the body guards and yanks me into a hug.
I gasp, wrapping my arms around her, hugging her back, "Oh my god."
She turns her head into my neck, squeezing me as she says lowly, "I just need a second to breathe."
I rub her back, holding her securely to where no one else could touch her, "It's okay, I'm here."
She sighs, laughing a bit, "You smell good."
I chuckled, "So kiss me then."
Billie slid her hands around my lower back, before I felt her soft lips tug at the side of my neck.
I gasped, trying to not make a face.
There are people recording you. Don't react.
I dug my nails into Billie's sides as she lightly sucked and bit the side of my neck.
She smiles and bites her lip before looking up at me, "Tour busses."
After that, she let go of me, allowing me to flow to the back of the crowd as everyone tried to move in front of me.
What the fuck just even happened??
I felt the side of my neck where she was kissing, as it was still warm.
Holy shit.
"Hey, you!"
I heard someone calling for me, as at least 4 girls approach me.
"Is Billie okay? It looked like she was crying into your shoulder!" One of them asked me.
I sighed in relief. They didn't see her kissing me.
"She just uhm, needed a minute," I told them softly.
I turned my gaze away from them, to look back up at her.
She was staring in my direction, as Finneas started to play 'happier than ever' on the ukulele.
Tour busses?
The fuck does that mean?
I shook my head, trying to not think about it too much.
"Let's get you back out there!"
The girls who kept asking me questions insisted on getting me as close to Billie as possible.
As if that would get them any recognition.
****
"This is so fucking stupid!" I quietly yell to myself as I pace back and forth in front of Billie's tour bus entrance.
I had already been here for 45 minutes, and the rest of the fans have already given up on her coming out.
She told me to be here. That has to be what she meant.
Right?
Someone please tell me I'm not making a fool out of myself.
I was already all over the fan base.
The video of Billie hugging me had gone kinda viral, fan wise.
I really hoped it didn't get too public.
I deeply sighed, looking over at the building one more time.
Just as I was about to leave, I saw a tiny black figure quickly walking over to the busses.
I panicked, so I started to act like I was simply walking down the street, minding my own business.
"Hey you!"
I looked behind me to see Billie's blonde hair peaking slightly out of the black jacket.
She smiled, motioning for me to come into the gate where the tour busses were.
What the fuck is she doing?
I made my way back inside the gate, to see Billie absolutely fucking no where.
"Where the fuck did you go?" I whisper.
Just as I was about to turn around again, I felt her small hands yank me onto the backside of the tour bus, smashing her lips to mine.
I immediately caress her face, the hoodie falling back to reveal her blonde hair in a low bun.
Her hands wandered down my back, pulling my hips tightly up against hers.
I could tell she wanted me so badly right now.
I broke our kiss and started biting and sucking down her neck.
She didn't hesitate to lift her head up, allowing me more access.
I didn't think about the situation. I just did. Everything felt so good and fell into place so quickly I didn't even have time to question it.
"Come on the tour bus with me," she whispered hungrily into my ear.
I smiled, lifting my head from her neck, "You want me to do what now?"
I slowly let my hands go under her jacket, revealing no shirt.
Nothing but skin.
She didn't speak, only closed her eyes and pressed herself even harder against me.
"What do you want me to do to you, Eilish," I whispered into her ear, as I started to play with the hem of her joggers.
Billie lets her head back and groans with frustration.
I giggled, pulling her head back to look into my eyes.
She just stared at me, darting between my eyes and my lips, as a slow smirk formed on her face.
Billie slowly traced my hips with her fingers, biting her lip.
I rolled my eyes, kissing her, "Come on, let's go."
She giggles, taking me by the hand and guiding me into the bus.
We both quickly got on, shutting the door before anyone could see us.
Billie flipped on the lights, revealing a very different bus atmosphere than I had imagined.
"Wow, it's so different in here," I say.
She laughs, grabbing my hand and pulling me to the back of the bus, "Of course it's different love."
I felt a bit embarrassed. Of course it's going to be different. This is a different era.
At the back of the bus was a decent sized room with a queen size bed in the middle.
I scanned the room, seeing it was just a little bit messy.
There were small things in here that represented her personality.
Billie walked over to one of the bed stands, grabbing a remote and turning them to a dim red.
She bit her lip, sitting on the bed and taking off her hoodie, revealing her black laced bra.
I tried my hardest to not let my mouth hang straight open.
I watched her for a second as I took my shoes off.
She's sitting so pretty and patient for me.
She folded her hands innocently in front of her as she waited for me to crawl onto the bed.
The things I am fixing to do to her.
A smile broke across her face as I pushed her back onto the bed, softly connecting our lips.
I got on top of her, slowly grinding our hips together.
She moans in my mouth, letting her hands wander around my back, as she slowly takes off my top.
I sat on top of her, admiring her beautiful chest as she did mine.
"My turn," she says.
She quickly pushed me over, straddling me.
I closed my eyes as I felt her warm lips connect to the same spot in my neck she was in before, leaving marks this time.
I pushed my hips up against hers, grinding them as she moves down to my chest to unclip my bra.
"You're so beautiful," she whispers, caressing me.
I licked my lips, wanting more of her.
I rubbed her hips, and without warning slipped my hands inside her pants, caressing her inner thighs.
"Fuck," she whispers in my ear.
Her legs grew weak, as she falls on top of me.
I roll her over, getting on top of her and immediately taking off her pants and bra.
I saw a flash of fear in her eyes as I layed on top of her practically naked body.
"It's okay," I tell her, tracing her cheeks with my thumb.
She nods her head, allowing me to continue.
I gazed at her chest, admiring her beauty before connecting my lips to one of her nipples, my hand circling around the other.
She squirmed from underneath me, letting out small, frustrated huffs as I switched between her two breasts, making sure each got the same amount of attention.
"Please fuck me," she mumbles.
I stop, crawling up to her face, "I'm sorry baby, what was that?"
I slide my hand down her stomach and straight to her inner thighs, squeezing them.
"Fuck me, oh my god," she moans in frustration.
I lick my lips, making her look into my eyes as I take off her underwear, throwing them to the side.
She immediately widens her legs for me, wasting no time.
I gently allow two fingers to enter her, rubbing light circles around her clit.
Billie closes her eyes, lightly arching her back from the stimulating pleasure.
After a moment, I slid down, adjusting my face right in front of her.
I traced her inner thighs, admiring her beauty before grabbing her ass and pulling her into my face.
"Mmm, fuck!" she gasps.
I roughly suck on her clit, trying to find her sweetest spot.
I moved up slightly, making her legs vibrate.
I wasted no time, continuing the same pattern, as she moaned for me.
Her legs continued to try and close, but I wouldn't allow them.
"Fuck me harder," she demanded.
I smirked, pulling one of my hands up and immediately pumping two fingers into her.
I curled them gently as I continued to suck on her very swollen clit.
She couldn't handle it.
She was a moaning mess, sweat dripping down her legs.
It was incredibly hot, seeing how much pleasure I brought her.
"I'm- going to- cum-" she managed to spit out in between breaths.
I stop for a moment and look up at her, "Do it."
She pushes my face back down into her heat, pulling at my hair before she cums all over my face.
I keep my fingers in her, slightly pushing them in and out as I feel her walls clench around me.
I continued to lightly swirl my tongue around her clit as her entire body shakes.
"Baby please come kiss me," she says breathlessly.
I smile, sitting up and crawling next to her.
She had sweat glistening on her forehead, as she turned over onto me and kissed my lips.
"You are amazing," she says.
I wrap my arms around her, pulling her in and kissing her forehead, "And you are fucking beautiful."
She giggles, leaning in to kiss me and snuggles up to me.
I felt completely relaxed, with her warm skin pressing up against mine.
I felt like this was something normal. Just a normal, sexy evening with her.
After another 5 minutes of snuggling, Billie rolls over to check her phone.
"Shit! It's been like an hour," she says frantically getting up and grabbing her clothes to slip on.
I get up as well, searching for my shirt.
I'm sure everyone was looking for her by now.
I grab her hoodie, walking over to her and helping her put it on.
She shyly smiles at me, motioning for me to hand her the remote.
I reach over and grab it from the floor, handing it to her as I slipped on my shoes.
"They are so going to kill me-" she mumbles, taking my hand and guiding me off the bus.
Right before we were supposed to exit the gate, she stops me, "You go first. We can't go together."
I nod my head, pulling her into a hug.
She squeezes me tight, putting her head on my shoulder.
I didn't want to let go.
I knew she didn't either.
She lifts up her head, putting on her hood before passionately kissing me.
"Go on," she tells me softly.
"What about-?" I stutter.
I just realized, she never even asked for my name.
She chuckled, "Don't worry, I'll find you."
I looked up at her and smiled, kissing her lips before pulling myself away from her, making my way down the street.
I didn't look back as I rounded the corner, being connected with the very busy street life again.