TW: svic!de
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Loving and,
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"I love you so much George!"
"I love you too Clay."
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Fighting
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"I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!"
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Accusing, denying
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"YOU CHEATED, DIDN'T YOU?!"
"I swear I didn't!"
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"I can't imagine a world with you gone." Clay looked down at George and kissed his nose.
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The joy and-
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George ran around the field, giggled.
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-the chaos
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George cried as glass shattered on the floor beside him.
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The demons we're made of.
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"I can't remember why I'm dating you anyway."
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"I'd be so lost if you left me alone." Clay smiled again at George, his smile meant the world to him, that's one of the many things George missed. Along with missing the man himself.
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George scribbled down words in his journal.
'You locked yourself in the bathroom..'
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"CLAY PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR!!"
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'Lying on the floor when I break through'
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George finally got the door open, dropping to the floor as he saw his boyfriend laying there, deep cuts gashed into his skin.
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'I pulled you in to feel your heartbeat'
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George scrambled his way across the bloody bathroom floor to get to his bloodied boyfriend. He pulled him to his chest, he was barely breathing.
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'Could you hear me screaming?'
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"PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!!"
Clay gasped for air.
"Hold on I still want you..." George rocked his dying boyfriend back and forth.
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'Come back, I still need you' tears dropped onto the paper George was writing on.
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George grabbed Clay's hand. "I'll make it right.."
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' "I swear to love you all my life" '
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"Hold on I still need you.."
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'Long endless highways'
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George didn't hesitate to put Clay in the passengers seat of his car and speed to the hospital.
Clay didn't move the whole ride.
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'I was driving a nightmare I couldn't escape from'
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George drove his way through traffic. He was helplessly praying as he got closer and closer to the hospital.
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'The light isn't fading..'
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Chills ran up and down his spine as he screamed for the pandemics.
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'They took you away on a table..'
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The doctors wheeled Clay away from George.
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'They paced back and forth while you laid still'
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George could only watch as the doctors in his boyfriends room paced.
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'They pulled you in to feel your heartbeat'
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One of the doctors pulled Clay in to hear his heartbeat.
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'Did you hear me screaming?'
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"PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!!"
George walked into Clay's room and held his hand. "Hold on, I still want you."
Clay's heart rate started rapidly declining.
The line went flat, a sharp ringing pierced Georges ears.
He heard mumbled screaming.
"CODE BLUE!!"
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'Come back I still need you..'
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George stood at Clays grave. "I'd take your hand, I'd make it right. I swore to love you all my life.."
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George shut his book. "I don't wanna let go!.." George wiped his tears.
"I know I'm not that strong.." he sighed.
"I just wanna hear you, saying, 'Baby, let's go home.'" George broke down sobbing.
"'Let's go home!'.."
~A week later at his grave~
"I just wanna take you home.." George wiped his eyes.
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(This part is when he was still in the hospital) "Hold on, I still want you."
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George knelt down and put flowers on his boyfriends grave. "Come back, I still need you." George weeped.
"I want to take your hand, and make it right, I swore to love you, all my life.."
I guess you can say George missed Clay, alot.
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Word count: 578
I know this isnt what you wanted, but I have delivered. :/ I'll try and get more fluff out!
Love you!!