https://archiveofourown.org/works/30648554
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Fuck. Harry groaned out as the vibrating dildo hit his prostate. At this rate he should know where it is from the amount of times he's gotten himself off in the last month.
He pulled the dildo out and it made a sound as it popped out. His hole clenched around nothing before he added in his fingers.
"Wish you could be doing this to me?" He moaned out as he was getting a lot of notifications from his fans as he live-streamed himself.
"I'm gonna cum," Harry switched back to the dildo as he started rising up and down on the thick cock. He tweaked at his nipples, his hands rubbing up and down his soft, clean skin.
He couldn't help but picture a familiar pair of hands running up and down his body, whispering sweet nothings into his ear. If only that person would ever look at him the way he wished.
Harry grabbed a hold of his angry cock and started to stroke himself quickly as he was quickly approaching his orgasm. It didn't take him much longer for him spilling over his fist as he let out a loud moan.
Once Harry calmed down from his orgasm, he looked at the screen and the comments that were there.
Fuck, you're so beautiful.
Wish I could mark up those thighs.
Such a pretty cock.
But there was one comment that caught him by surprise as he wasn't expecting it. Something inside of him twisted, but in a good way.
If you were mine, I'd have you scream Daddy because you would be my perfect baby boy.
Harry bid his viewers goodbye as he logged off for the night. He closed his laptop and sighed as he looked at himself. Becoming a camboy wasn't his first option to get extra cash, but it was the one that gave him the most money.
Because who doesn't love watching an innocent looking 26-year-old getting off on giant dildos every week.
**
It all started one day when Harry was let go from his good paying job and he started falling behind on his rent. He lived alone in a one-bedroom loft, it was cozy, but it was definitely overpriced for what he had.
He applied and applied to job after job, and no one wanted him. He even applied to be a dog walker and they told him he was too tall—which wasn't a good excuse, but Harry was like whatever.
After months of coming up dry, he decided to just look around on the internet when he pulled up pornhub.com to watch a few videos before he went to sleep when an ad caught his eye.
Want to make money fast? Click here to be a star.
Harry was hesitant at first, but then he decided to just go and at least try it. He input all of his info and he soon became known as "HES26". Harry wanted to make sure his name wouldn't give out too much information as someone will probably think it's just a random name.
He also made sure that he never showed his face on camera because he didn't want to possibly run into a "fan" in public. Besides, the viewers enjoyed his pure skin that wasn't inked up or covered in piercings.
Harry sighed as he dragged his feet into the bathroom to wash off the now dried cum, getting himself ready for when his friend came over.
**
Come on Louis, why did you just say that? Louis had his hand wrapped around his cock as he was getting himself off watching the livestream of a very attractive guy. He never really was into porn, but recently he hasn't been able to pull a girl or a guy to let off some steam that this became the next best thing.
Louis let out a loud moan when he saw the younger boy tweak at his nipples, wishing it was him tearing him apart.
Louis was soon shooting his cum all over his tummy once the boy he was watching let out this high-pitched moan. "Fuck, I'd do anything to fuck him." Louis slumped back on the bed and let himself catch his breath before he decided to get ready for the day.
He quickly typed something to the boy, smirking a little bit to himself and then closed his laptop.
**
"Hey Lou," Harry smiled as he opened the door and moved to the side to let him in.
Louis leaned over and kissed his cheek. "How's it going love?"
Harry's knees buckled a bit, they always do when Louis called him love, but if only there was a different meaning than what it was.
Oh, you know, fucked myself on a giant dildo while people watched, I wished it was you fucking me. But Harry couldn't dare say that to Louis.
"Earth to Harry? Are you with me?" Louis raised an eyebrow at Harry. How he wishes he could just take him right there.
Harry's eyes blinked and he finally came back to reality. "Yeah, sorry. I'm just tired, I didn't really sleep well last night."
Louis nodded. "Wanna take a little nap?" Harry shrugged as he rubbed his hand up and down his arm subconsciously making Louis grab a hold of it to stop him. "Come on, let's go lay down." If only laying down meant fucking, you. Fuck, stop thinking that Louis, don't make it weird.
Harry let Louis pull him to his bedroom, he was so thankful he remembered to put everything away and change the sheets. He sat on the bed and looked at Louis as he pulled off his shirt showing off his tattooed covered body. "Got another one there Lou?" Harry cocked an eyebrow and saw a tattoo on his ribs that looked tender and irritated.
Louis nodded. "Got it last night. You like it?" He turned and lifted his arm up to show Harry a very detailed tattoo of a lion.
Harry nodded. "What made you get a lion?"
Louis shrugged. "It looked cool, and I was aching for more tattoos." Louis walked over and pulled off Harry's own shirt, the latter blushing to a deep red. "If only you'd go with me to get a tattoo." Louis really wanted to just lean forward and just kiss his virgin skin.
Harry looked at Louis who's eyes flickered from his to his chest. He never wanted tattoos, but he wouldn't mind getting covered in huge hickeys from those soft lips of his.
Harry shook his head, crawling into the bed and waiting for Louis. "I like my body the way it is." I do too, Louis thought to himself.
"Not even just a little one?" Louis asked, finally fitting himself behind Harry and pulling him to his chest.
"No."
Louis laughed; his warm breath tickled the back of Harry's neck making him shiver from the sensation. "One day I'll take your tattoo virginity." That's not the only virginity I wish you'd take.
Harry just sighed as he turned around in Louis' embrace and smushed his face into his chest. Harry felt Louis' arms wrap around him, he felt his breathing even out, but Harry laid there a little bit longer before he finally fell asleep.
People would think the two of them were together with how they acted around each other, but they've known each other for about 10 years, and all of this is second nature to them. They don't think it's weird and they don't care that people stay away because they think they are dating.
But it's also good for Louis because that's how he wants it to go. He would much rather keep Harry safe from all these idiots in the world.
Harry was too pure and innocent for anyone to take advantage of him.
If only Louis knew what Harry was hiding.
**
Harry looked up to Louis through his eyelashes and smiled fondly. They had woken up from their nap and was now sitting in the living room while they were munching on pizza.
"Well, aren't you adorable," a voice broke Harry out of his trance and was met with a shorter man around his age with a few tattoos on his arms. Harry eyes him once over and then looks at those bright eyes of his.
"I—um thank you?" Harry was confused as to why this stranger was speaking to him. Harry wasn't anything special and he wasn't even dressed differently.
The boy just chuckled. "I'm Louis by the way."
"Harry." And with that the boy left as soon as he approached him. Harry was so confused as to what happened, but he also didn't really question it that much as he expects things like this to happen at his school.
But the only thing that popped in his mind was that he wanted to get to know this Louis person and why he was so intriguing.
After that day Louis would start bringing Harry treats to put a smile on his face. One day Harry asked him what his intention was and what Louis said started Harry's crush.
"Because your smile makes me happy. If you're happy, I'm happy."
"Penny for your thoughts?" Louis asked, breaking Harry from his wandering mind.
"Huh? What?"
"What's gotten into you? What's wrong?"
"Nothing Lou, I promise." Louis raised an eyebrow, but then let it go when he didn't answer him. Louis knew he was hiding something, but he didn't want to press him too much. If Harry wanted to tell him, he would.
But if the time did come, would Harry actually confess to him?
Harry couldn't help but look at the Louis he had next to him, the one that was completely different than the Louis he met 10 years ago when he was 16 and Louis was 21. With Harry being 26 and Louis almost 31, they definitely don't look the way they used to.
When he first met Louis, the man only had a few tattoos, and he had a hard time growing in a beard. But now at his age, he's got more tattoos than he can remember and he's always sporting a 5 o'clock shadow.
Harry on the other hand, looks somewhat the same. He finally grew into his long legs and his voice deepened a few octaves, but he was still just plain old Harry. The only Harry that Louis fell for.
When people saw the two of them in town, they were kind of shocked to see people of opposite personalities together. Of course, people are quick to judge and that's the one thing that the two of them don't really care what people think of them.
"Did you still want to go out tonight? Let loose a little?" Louis asked as he finished up his pizza.
Harry shrugged. "I don't really want to get drunk though."
"Don't have to get drunk to have some fun. Have a few drinks and then we can go. Is that okay?" Louis asked, pouting his lips deep hoping he can get Harry to agree with him.
"Fine. Just a few drinks."
**
"You're so beautiful," Louis whispered into Harry's neck as the two of them were drunk out of their minds.
Harry just hummed and his head dropped to lay against Louis' shoulder. "Stop it Lou, that tickles!" Harry giggled when he felt Louis' nose trail up and down his neck.
Louis just smirked as he trailed soft kisses up Harry's neck. Louis' grip on the younger boys' hips tightened as Louis pushed his bulge against Harry's bum. "Wish this arse was mine, I would do so much to make you feel good."
Harry let out a whine, his hole clenched around the butt plug he had nestled inside of him. He originally put it in to prepare himself from the photos he was going to take later, but this wasn't part of his plan, but he wasn't complaining. Definitely not complaining.
Harry was roughly turned around, their arousals brushing against each other earning a low moan from the both of them.
"Fuck," Louis mumbled quietly. He grabbed Harry by the back of his neck and pressed their lips together. They kissed hungrily as they grinded their clothed cocks together. All of the sexual tension that they held was finally coming to the surface as they needed their release.
This wasn't the first time they made out, the first time was a dare by their friends and a few other times Louis was helping out Harry with a weird guy who wouldn't take no for an answer. So, at this point kissing didn't really phase them, it's what the kissing could lead to.
"Louis," Harry whined as Louis pulled away from him. They both looked at each other with blown pupils before Louis was pulling Harry out of the bar. He pressed him up against the side of the building while they waited for their Uber to show up.
Louis went back to sucking bruises against his neck, not caring that there were people watching. "Come on baby, don't be shy."
Harry took the initiative and grabbed Louis' face, kissing him hard. He felt Louis' tongue lick around his mouth, and he felt a hand squeeze his bum hard and Louis used that as his chance to push his tongue inside of Harry's mouth.
Louis' phone dinged when he heard the Uber pull up beside them. Louis dragged Harry to the car and basically forced him on his lap. Louis wrapped his arms around his middle and smirked as he sucked on the back of his neck just below where his necklace sat.
The Uber driver was surprisingly quiet, trying to make small talk with Harry even though he knew they were completely out of it.
"Thanks man," Louis mumbled, dropping a twenty in his hand even though he paid for the ride.
"Well, you two have a good night then. Thanks."
Louis barely even let Harry inside of the house before he pushed him up against the door and kissed him hard. "Gonna be so good for me, always so good." He mumbled against Harry's throat making the younger man whine.
Louis brought his hands down to Harry's bum and massaged it with his hands.
"Please, please." Harry begged for Louis to do something. His mind was so foggy, but he wanted nothing more than to be dominated by Louis.
"Because you asked so nicely." Louis popped open Harry's button on his jeans and grabbed a hold of Harry's cock through his boxers. "So hard, all for me." He pulled out Harry's cock and stroked him a few times.
"Lou, fuck."
Harry's knees buckled out from underneath him and Louis decided it was time to move this to the bedroom. He stepped away from Harry and smirked, the younger man looking at him curiously. "So beautiful, don't mark your skin. I want your skin to always be like this. You're perfect like this."
Harry's face went to a deep red, his blush creeping to the tip of his ears. Louis always praised Harry when he knew he needed the extra push, but this just definitely hit differently.
"Come on baby, let's go to the bedroom." He stretched his arm out and Harry took his hand. Louis dragged him again, this time to the bedroom. "Strip." Louis sat at the edge of the bed as he got a good look at Harry whose cock was just hanging out of his jeans.
Harry fumbled quickly and was soon standing in front of Louis completely naked and aching for something other than the plug in his bum.
Louis eyed him up and down and motioned for him to come closer. He had his cock already out and Harry gulped as it was definitely bigger than any of the toys, he fucks himself with. Speaking of toys, he's pretty sure that this is the moment Louis finds the plug inside of him.
Harry got onto Louis' lap and put his arms around his neck. He leaned down and captured his lips in a desperate kiss as he started to rut against Louis.
Louis trailed his hands down and his hands pulled Harry's cheeks apart and he felt Louis' breath hitch when he finally touched the plug that was nestled inside of Harry. "And what do we have here?" Louis teased as he tapped on it and pushed on it lightly causing Harry to buck his hips back.
"Love feeling full."
Louis groaned and had to flip them over quickly to get a look at what was inside of Harry. "You naughty boy. Must have planned this the whole night. Wanted me to fuck you."
Harry shook his head. "Nope."
"Liar." Louis was gone for a second and then came back completely naked with a condom and some lube.
"And you're calling me a liar when you have that stuff with you."
"Always come prepared." Louis jumped back onto the bed and fit himself in between Harry's legs. He looked at the plug and grabbed it, he pulled it out slowly just to the point where the tip was inside and then he shoved it back in.
Harry threw his head back as he let out a loud moan. "Lou!"
You would think with what was happening the two men would have sobered up, but nope.
"Such a good boy, practically begging for my cock."
Harry fisted the sheets as Louis continued fucking him with the plug. "Please, please!" He mumbled incoherently, but he knew Louis knew what he wanted.
Louis just smirked, he left the plug inside of him and put a condom on. He thought about putting on lube, but he saw how lubed his hole already was, so he decided against it. He pulled the plug out and replaced it with his own cock. "How are you still so fucking tight?"
Harry's eyes widened when he finally started thrusting inside of him, his prostate was found immediately. He knew he wouldn't last long with how aroused he was from the plug.
"Please, harder. Wanna feel you for days," Harry whined, moving his hips along with Louis.
Louis didn't need to be told twice as he gripped his hips harder and started really fucking him. He hid his face in Harry's neck, biting down on every inch of his neck, leaving giant love bites all over. He trailed his lips back to Harry's and forced his tongue inside of his mouth.
The two men were sweaty moaning messes as Harry spilled between their chests by surprise. He clenched around Louis' cock and started to whine as his body shook from the orgasm. He didn't dare tell Louis to pull out as he loved the feeling of being used.
Louis bit down on Harry's bottom lip as he thrusted once more inside him, his hips stilling as he came hard inside of the condom. "Fuck, Harry." Louis lifted his head up and kissed Harry softly before he pulled out and removed the condom. Louis collapsed on the bed and pulled Harry to his chest and the two men were soon fast asleep.
**
Harry startled awake when his stomach started making noises, he had a mouthful of hair and he blinked his eyes open as he was trying to force his eyes to focus on what was happening. His eyes widened when he looked and saw it was Louis, his chest was littered with dark bruises and he was sure his back had scratches. He looked at himself and his body was worse as he was covered all over with deep purple bruises.
He didn't dare look down as he knew they were both naked. He got up and a pain shot up his spine as he realized his bum was sore. He didn't even have time to react before he felt the night before coming back up as he raced to the bathroom to empty out the contents of his stomach.
Not a minute later he felt a hand rub soothing circles up and down his back. His hair was pulled away from his face and put into a bun on the top of his head.
"Thank you," he spoke, his voice hoarse and raw from him throwing up.
Louis eyed the man up and down, his eyes widened at the amount of bites all over his skin. He really did a number on him. He almost smirked a bit until he saw how distraught Harry looked from it.
Louis didn't say anything as he kissed the top of his head and disappeared out of the bathroom.
Harry sat back on the cold tiled floor, his bare bum aching from last night's activities. And it dawned on him, granted he's been fucking himself on various toys for years, this was his first actual time with someone, and he barely remembers what happened. His eyes filled with tears by the time Louis came back and they trickled down his face.
"Love, what's wrong?" Louis' voice broke him out of his trance, and he looked up at the man he's been in love with and for once he couldn't read him. He had gone and grabbed a glass of water and some medicine to help with Harry's headache.
"What happened last night?"
"I don't know, but most likely based on us waking up and you know...we must have slept together." Louis rubbed the back of his neck anxiously as he knew exactly what Harry was on about.
Harry's shoulders started shaking as the sobs broke through. He didn't know why he was crying but he was just so mad that he let himself get so drunk and it ruined the moment he had been waiting for.
Louis frowned and he went over to Harry and carefully lifted him up into his arms. He hid his face into Louis' neck as he sniffles quietly. "Harry why are you crying?"
"Because you took my virginity and neither of us remember any of it."
Louis frowned, gulping a bit as he placed Harry on the bed. He grabbed Harry's joggers and pulled them up his legs and then found a pair for himself. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I feel like this is my fault."
"I mean we both drank, but I just wish this never happened." Harry mumbled, and if only he was looking up when he said those words. Those words that made Louis' ears ring as soon as he heard them.
**
You should have just told him you remembered. Louis groaned as he had left Harry in the bedroom as he sat in the living room to sit.
He was in fact drunk, but somewhere between him kissing Harry and finding the plug inside of him he sobered up. He was still drunk, but very aware of what he was doing. But he didn't want to say something because wouldn't it count as he took advantage of Harry? Granted they were both drunk, but I guess it doesn't matter as Harry never wanted that to happen.
"Figures, he'd never feel the same now." Louis spoke quietly as he stared at the blank screen of the tv in the living room. He leaned back as he rubbed at his eyes as he tried to figure out where they would stand now that Harry was sad about it.
Years and years of pining after the boy down the drain in just one night. He wished that he just told Harry he loved him those years ago when 20-year-old Harry asked him.
"Do you believe in love?"
Louis raised an eyebrow in confusion. "What's this about?"
"Just answer the question."
"Yes, I do. I think love is something very precious. There's different types of love and each are special." Louis looked at Harry who was in deep thought. "Awh is little Harry in love?"
Harry pouted. "I'm not little and maybe? But they'd never like me back."
"I'm older than you so that automatically means your little. And anyways, how would you know unless you ask them." Louis wanted to scream at him that he loved him at the top of his lungs, but he couldn't, something stopped him.
"Well, they are older than me but I'm not sure if they are into guys, so I just won't say anything."
And the conversation was dropped as soon as it started leaving Louis all sorts of confused.
Louis decided to go back to Harry and found him fast asleep with tear tracks down his face. He hesitantly sat on the bed and sighed, he for once was nervous on what to do. He definitely has slept with people before and has had drunken fucks, but there was something different about Harry that made him go weak. He laid down next to him and he was just doing to lay there while Harry slept, but the younger man turned around and fit himself up against Louis. "I'm sorry," he mumbled quietly into Harry's hair not knowing exactly what to say to him. He didn't even know if Harry heard him, but he just didn't know what to do at this point.
**
"I don't know Zayn, he doesn't remember! The one time I sleep with the man I love he doesn't even remember." Harry's eyes filled with tears yet again when he went to go visit his older brother.
Zayn sighed. "I'm sorry honey, but do you remember any of it?"
Harry nodded. "Once I asked what happened it all came to me in my mind. It was everything I wanted to happen, he took care of me, but he was too fucking drunk."
"Calm down there, just realize that it was him and not some rando at the bar. You two also aren't young, you are adults, and this happens more than you think."
"Zayn, I was a virgin until that night. I wanted that to be more special that a drunk time."
"Harry you've been fucking yourself on toys for years and you even have that stupid website. You are far from being a virgin!" Harry had confided in Zayn before he started his website as he wanted to make sure Zayn wouldn't accidentally go on the porn site and get off to his own brother. He also walked in on him multiple times while he was filming videos for the site. Their relationship was definitely different than most but Harry trusted Zayn.
"That's not the same! There's a difference. Yes, I'm not technically a virgin, but the fact that until that night I had never actually been fucked by someone alive."
Zayn rubbed his hands over his face. "You either ask him questions to see if he's lying or you just act like it didn't happen. But sooner or later you're going to have to come clean to him."
"Why is life so difficult?"
Zayn just rolled his eyes and smacked him with a pillow. "Stop being so dramatic. Just don't make it awkward or he will know something is up."
"Of course, now that's what I'll be thinking about. Thanks."
Zayn just laughed. "Now, you said you wanted me to help you with something?"
Harry stood up and peeled off his shirt, showing off the hickeys all over his body.
"Holy shit."
"Exactly, so please can you help me cover these up? I have to do content tonight and I can't have all of these on me."
"It's almost as if he was marking his territory." Zayn pressed his finger on the one by his hip.
Harry winced, smacking his hand away. "Would you stop that and help me?"
"Fine. But we have to go to the store to get stuff."
Harry smiled, he was thankful his brother was a makeup artist and knew just what to do to cover up a lot of things. He just hoped that he could cover it up.
**
Niall just smirked as his eyes laid on Louis' neck, "Looks like you had some fun."
Louis groaned. "I don't want to talk about it."
Niall rolled his eyes. "Then we will just sit here until you want to tell me what happened."
Louis rubbed his face with his hands and told Niall the night that he endured.
"What do you mean you didn't tell him?" Niall smacked him in his head.
"I'm a fucking idiot. I froze and I actually didn't even answer him. He assumed I didn't remember and now he barely even talks to me."
Niall sighed. "That's where you screwed up, you should have taken the stick out of your ass and said something."
"I know that now Niall. I'm just, he said he wished he never happened, what was I supposed to say? Oh, by the way we fucked last night, I took your virginity I hope that was alright? That would really go over very well."
"When you put it that way, no. But dude you could have made the situation a whole lot better."
"How? Enlighten me."
"Could have fucked him again."
Louis smacked Niall so hard he left a mark on his arm.
**
"Thank you, thank you."
"No problem honey, call me when you're done with whatever and we will go out for dinner." Zayn kissed his forehead lightly as he left Harry's place, leaving him alone.
Zayn had managed to help Harry cover up the hickeys the best that he could, making Harry happy that he could film some content for his channel.
He decided he was going to film himself fingering himself. Something he hasn't done in a while and he didn't really feel like using a toy today.
He put the camera on and just started like how he normally does. The viewers coming in quickly as he was whining for a cock to fill him up.
Such a good boy. If only you were mine, I'd give you my cock to fill you up.
The same viewer from the last time, that comment made Harry whine. Harry barely speaks during his lives; he really only ever moans and lets out the groans. The whole time he felt like something—well someone, was missing.
**
Louis smirked as he hit send, he saw the boy's body still and he knew he saw the message. He had his hand wrapped around himself as he stroked himself to the boy fingering himself.
As Louis was getting himself off, he noticed something that caught his eye. He saw a poster hanging on the wall to the right side and could have sworn he knows someone who has the same one. But he just thought that a lot of people could have the same one, so he just let it go.
He managed to cum quickly, he wanted to go see Harry, but of course when the boy's name popped into his head he came instantly.
Louis definitely was screwed.
**
Harry had just finished with his content when he heard Louis' voice bellow though his place. He was still naked, and everything was out. He ran to the bathroom and turned on the shower to make it look like he's showering.
As he let the shower run, he hid all of his things in his closet and changed the bed spread. He made a run to the bathroom and sighed in relief when he heard Louis come in.
"Harry?"
"Yes?" He called out, cursing out when he got shampoo in his eye.
"Take your time, I'll just make myself comfortable." And Louis laid down on his bed and his eye caught the opened laptop and his eyes widened.
He was going to react when he saw Harry come out of the shower. "What are you doing?"
"Your laptop almost fell off the bed," Louis said when he looked up.
"What were you looking at?"
"The screen is blank, Harry." He deadpanned.
Harry nodded.
"Harry what are you hiding? Why are you being so weird?"
"It's nothing Lou, don't worry about it." But Louis wasn't convinced but he didn't want to push Harry away from him more.
But Louis knew, he saw the homepage that showed him Harry was the camboy he's been watching the whole time. He had to bite his tongue to refrain from saying something he regretted.
"Anyways, I've missed your face."
Harry couldn't help but blush. "I missed you too." He pulled on his boxers and joggers, not really caring that Louis was in the room. He climbed on the bed and curled around Louis letting out a sigh of relief.
"You okay?"
"Yeah, just tired." Louis laid his hand on his hip and sighed, he knew Harry was still upset about everything, he just wished he would have said something.
"Wanna go out for a bite to eat?" Louis asked, running a hand through Harry's damp hair.
Harry slipped his eyes clothes as he felt Louis massage his fingers on his scalp. "Told Zee that I would go out with him tonight. Haven't really spent time with him."
"That's okay, you go out with your brother. I can come back and we watch a movie?"
Harry moved his head and looked at Louis with a smile. "I would love that."
Louis reciprocated the smile and kissed his forehead. "I'll bring the snacks; you pick the movie."
"Okay, that sounds good." Harry's heart skipped beat when he felt Louis' lips against his forehead.
Louis kissed his forehead again, his lips lingering a little bit longer. Oh, how he craved those lips against his. "Call me when you're on your way back."
"Bye Lou."
"Bye Love." Harry walked Louis to the front door and waved goodbye before he shut the door.
"That was very strange," Harry muttered to himself as he went upstairs to get himself ready for dinner.
**
"Fuck Niall! What do I do?" Louis screamed as he immediately called Niall as soon as he got into his car.
"What happened now?"
"You know that boy I told you about from the website?"
"Yeah, the pretty one that you've been getting off to?"
"Yes."
"What about him?"
"IT'S HARRY! I'VE BEEN GETTING OFF TO MY BEST FRIEND!" Niall couldn't help but start laughing. "It's not fucking funny."
"Oh, but it is, I'm dying."
"I don't know why I'm friends with you."
"Because you love me."
"Debatable."
"So, tell me what happened, how did you find out?"
"I saw the tab open on his computer. It wasn't the normal fan view; it was the creator view."
"Well shit."
"Yeah, well shit now what I am going to do?"
"Tell him."
"No, not happening. We are already in the awkward phase because of the other night, I really don't want this to cause any other issues."
"You know even though you're older than me you are very stupid."
"I take offense in that."
"Good you should."
Louis sighed and then hid his face in his hands. "Now what?"
"I don't know dude, got yourself into quite the situation."
"You're telling me." Louis sighed as he looked down at his phone and saw a few texts from his sister. "Thanks for listening, I've gotta go." He quickly typed away on his phone and smiled a little bit.
"I'm always here to listen, even when you're being stupid."
**
Lou, are you still coming over? Harry typed a text quickly, as it was getting late, and Louis still hadn't shown up. He was growing worried as he usually would have replied to him. He texted him over an hour ago when he was on his way over and the text stayed unopened.
Harry frowned when twenty minutes went by and still nothing.
Louis? Another 10 minutes and he decided to call him. Just as it was going to go to voicemail a voice was heard at the other end.
"Harry?" Louis muffled voice was heard at the other end.
"Is everything okay?"
"Yes, why what's—oh fuck I'm sorry! After I left Lottie called me and we've been on the phone."
Harry sighed, he knew Louis was the type of person to not talk to someone and have conversation with another. He hated getting distracted. "It's okay, you can still come over if you're up to it?" Harry bit down on his thumb nail anxiously waiting for an answer.
"Of course, Love. Let me get on some comfy clothes and grab the snacks. Give me like 30 minutes, have the movie ready!"
Harry couldn't help but smile, his heart was racing from the thought of Louis spending the night with him.
"Calm down Harry it's just Louis," Harry muttered to himself as he was growing nervous. "The same Louis who took my virginity." He sighed, noticing he was still shirtless and the marks on full display. As he was trying to figure out if he should put on a shirt the front door barged in.
"Harr—oh, hello," Louis stopped himself from yelling as he saw Harry standing in the middle of the living room thinking about something. Louis couldn't help but eye him up and down and those bruises—fuck those bruises. Louis wanted to make those last forever.
"Louis? Hello? Are you in there?" Harry asked, waving a hand in front of his face.
Louis blushed when he focused back on Harry right in front of his face. "Oh sorry, I lost my train of thought."
"It's okay, I just asked you how your sister was."
Louis smiled. "She's doing okay, she's having boy trouble and needed some advice."
"Oh, what now?"
Louis chuckled and put the Popeyes bag down on the table and pulled out the bottle of wine. "Apparently the guy she made out with slept with someone else or something. She was crying and I just told her to forget about him and that there are much better guys for her."
"Some guys just don't care as long as they can get some."
"Of course. But you and I are definitely not like that."
Harry narrowed his eyes. "If I do recall you were like that when we were younger."
Louis rolled his eyes. "That was an accident! I didn't know they were friends!!"
"Okay, whatever gets you to sleep at night."
Louis pouted. "I'm not like how I used to be."
"I know, you're definitely not the same. You're a much better person."
"Good, I'm glad to hear that. Now enough of whatever this is, let's have a relaxing night."
Halfway through Avengers Endgame Harry grabbed the wine bottle and took a big sip of it. "Woah there buddy, careful."
Harry looked at Louis as he took the bottle from him. "Leave me alone," he whined and tried to reach for the bottle.
Harry landed on Louis' lap and the two of them locked eyes. They started to lean in Kiss me, Harry thought to himself and just as their lips were about to touch a noise from the TV broke them out of their trance. Harry was quick to pull himself away from Louis.
The distance between the two of them were weird and awkward. Now this is the point where the tension (both awkward and sexual) could be cut with a knife.
**
Harry laid down and got ready for his new live, he was just going to film him masturbating, he wasn't really feeling anything else.
He frowned when he got to the point where he would have a comment from a specific viewer, but it never came. He didn't let that stop him from pleasuring himself.
He twisted his nipples as he continued to stroke himself. He could have really dragged out this video, but he just really wasn't in the mood. He tried his hardest and all he could do was picture the soft hands he remembered on his body.
The hands that helped him get off, the hands that belonged to the man he's been in love with for years. The man that doesn't even remember he slept with him.
Harry let out a loud moan as he couldn't help but imagine those lips in between his thighs, those same lips that left marks everywhere they went.
His hand moved quicker and quicker on his cock, he thumbed over the tip as precome dribbled out of it. In a matter of seconds his body shook as his orgasm ripped through him. His cum shot up his chest as he continued to stroke himself through the aftershock.
He laid there feeling empty, sad and alone. Harry shut his computer quickly logging off for the night. He pulled out his phone and posted the photos he took the other day and decided he needed to get some sleep.
He remembered to hide his things because he knew Louis comes over unannounced all the time and he doesn't need him to find out this way. He hoped in the shower quickly and watched the makeup wash away down the drain. He sighed as his now fading hickey covered body came to the surface.
Once he got out, he looked at himself in the mirror, he frowned as these marks meant nothing to him anymore. He shouldn't have gone along with it; he should have never drunk as much as he did.
He pulled on a pair of pants and collapsed on the bed. He sniffled into the pillow as tears started to spill over. He didn't know what came over him, but he laid there as the pillow soaked up his tears.
Just as he was falling into a deep slumber a pair of arms encircled around his waist and he was pulled into their chest. A pair of lips kissed the back of his head and he relaxed instantly.
"Sleep honey, I'll be here when you wake up."
Zayn watched as his younger brother slept and he sighed as he saw the tear tracks down his cheeks. He wanted to help him so bad but until the two of them owned up to their feelings nothing can happen.
When Harry woke up, he sniffles, and he started crying again.
"Harry, breathe for me, what's wrong? Why are you crying? Did Louis do anything to you?"
"No, he didn't hurt me, just I don't know."
"Elaborate please love, I can't help you without you talking to me."
"I can't do this anymore Zee, every time I see him it hurts. I try so hard to not let it bother me, but I just can't help but think about that night. Why doesn't he love me the way I do?"
Zayn gave him a look that Harry instantly knew. "Honey, I've known Louis the same amount of time you have, and that man definitely has feelings for you."
"But why hasn't he told me? He's the most confident person I know and he's the type to tell someone how he feels. Why hasn't he told me?"
"Because maybe he's afraid you don't love him."
"Why would he be afraid?"
"Harry just thinks, you two met when you were 16 and he was 21, it's not entirely illegal but he probably never wanted to overstep boundaries. He's looking out for your well-being and not his own. Dude are you that blind? Tell me the things that make you love Louis the most."
Harry smiled as he thought about the memories of Louis filled his mind. "When he used to surprise me when we were younger with my favorite things. How he comes to my rescue when I need someone. He's always there to take care of me when I'm sick. He didn't even bat an eye when the first time I ever got drunk and vomited in his car. There's so much, what does this have to do with anything?"
"Because you just answered your own question. Those are things people do for the ones they love the most. I do those things because you are my brother."
"That doesn't mean he loves me."
"Harry who's been by your side through everything?"
"Louis."
"Who was your first kiss?"
"Louis."
"Who do you go to for advice the most?"
"Louis."
"And who took your virginity drunk and you still can't hate him?"
"Wait—that was towards me not him."
"Okay but regardless, every answer you will give me is his name, never mine or someone else. You two have been friends for a decade and you guys aren't tired of each other. There definitely is something there and you two are such chicken shit that y'all won't say anything. Maybe I should smack the both of you to knock some sense into your equally pea sized brains."
Harry was going to counter Zayn's argument, but he was right, he was always right. "I hate you."
"Nope, you love me." Zayn pulled his brother into his arms. "Please, I hate to see you like this. Just talk to him."
"Fine, fine. He's supposed to come over later, I'll talk to him then."
"Good, call me if you need me."
"Thanks Zee, love you."
"Love you too." Harry left the part out that they almost kissed the night before, but he felt that it wasn't necessary to explain that part.
**
"Fuck, fuck!" Harry had pushed the vibrator deep inside of him, groaning when he pressed it right up against his prostate. He left it there as he loved the feeling of it vibrating his whole body.
Harry tried to keep track of the comments, but he was so horny that he just really wanted to get off. He was particularly looking out for specific comments from that one viewer, but like the last time they never came.
He grabbed his dildo and pulled out the vibrator from his hole. He put the dildo down on the bed and was just about to ride it when a noise caught him off guard.
**
"Niall, he's on live right now, what should I do?" Louis asked as he was sitting outside Harry's while he was contemplating going inside to fuck his favorite boy.
"Go the fuck in there! He's already begging for it, go get your man!!"
Louis smiled when Niall was hyping him up. "Okay, okay."
"Dude hang the fucking phone up now and go in there before I come over and drag you by your ear to him."
"Fine, fine. Bye."
"Have fun!"
Louis basically ran into Harry's apartment and he wanted to make his appearance a surprise, so he quietly walked into the apartment. He toed off his shoes and tiptoed towards Harry's bedroom.
As he got closer his cock started to grow hard from the noises he heard. He stopped suddenly as he had to palm himself in his jeans. He then let out a deep breath before he opened up the door to Harry's bedroom.
His eyes widened at the scene before him and when his eyes met Harry's it was as if time stopped. The younger man was about to stop what he was doing but what Louis did next was very bold.
He charged over to Harry and looked down at him, he eyed him up and down before he grabbed his face and kissed him hard. His tongue was immediately sucked on by Harry as he got onto the bed.
Finally, Harry thought to himself, he almost spoke that out loud but even if he did it wouldn't have mattered cause both of them were thinking it.
There were no words exchanged between the two men as Harry was quick to rid Louis of his clothes. Louis stopped suddenly and tucked a piece of hair behind Harry's ear before he finally spoke those words that Harry never would have imagined he would have said.
"Let me love you the way you love me."
Harry's eyes watered and he couldn't even speak as he started sucking on Louis' neck. "Please, please." He croaked out quietly.
"Please, what?" Louis whispered into his ear. "Say it, say that word. I know you want to."
Harry's breath hitched and it suddenly made sense. His eyes widened and his eyes grew dark. "That was you? This whole time?"
"Yes baby."
Harry then smirked and straddled Louis' hips. He leaned down and brought his lips to his ear, nibbling on it ever so slightly before he seductively said "Daddy."
"Fuck, yes my baby boy."
"Please, can I ride you? Please, please Daddy."
"Of course, baby, anything for you." Harry reached behind himself and he wasted no time as he lined Louis' cock up with his hole and in one thrust, he was fully seated on his cock.
Harry reached around and gripped on Louis thighs as he started fucking himself on his cock. Harry had missed the feeling of Louis being inside of him, even though it was that one time, he just never felt so full before.
"So pretty bouncing on my cock. Does daddy's cock feel better than your toys?"
"Yes, yes. So good—fuck." Louis noticed Harry was already growing tired and he couldn't help but laugh.
"Baby, slow down there, we've got all the time in the world."
"I'm sorry—I just—fuck!" Harry's cock twitched and his cum shot out and pooled on Louis' stomach. Harry stilled for a second but didn't dare to pull off of Louis.
They made eye contact and Louis took his fingers and swiped some of the cum and licked it off. "Fuck, taste so good." Louis moaned as he sucked on his own fingers. Louis swiped up some more and wiggled his finger for him to come closer.
Louis pushed his fingers inside his mouth and Harry sensually licked around them. Louis then grabbed Harry by the back of his head and kissed him, biting down hard on his bottom lip.
Harry started to move his hips again, his cock fattening up again. "Daddy."
"So needy, want daddy to fuck you?"
Harry nodded. "Please."
"Well, since you asked so nicely." He flipped them over carefully, making sure Harry was comfortable before he started thrusting inside of him again. The noise of slapping skin echoed off the walls as the viewers came in faster as Harry was getting a record amount of views watching him get fucked. Louis pulled out and pulled his legs up in the air and looked at Harry's hole clenching around nothing. "Going to make you feel so good." He bit down on his inner thigh, sucking a deep bruise right there. He moved down leaving marks all around his thighs as he got to his quivering hole.
"Please daddy!"
Louis licked around his hole hesitantly, Harry not being able to react with his whole lower end was up in the air and he only could grip the bed sheets. Louis pushed his tongue inside and licked around as he licked him in and out. Once he was satisfied with keeping Harry on edge, he pushed legs to Harry's chest, and he looked at how wrecked he looked. He pushed his cock back inside of Harry and was now chasing his own orgasm.
"Come for me, come for Daddy".
Harry held on until the very last second when he felt Louis' movements start to stutter. He scratched up Louis' back as he came with a loud shout of Louis' name.
"Fuckfuckfuckfuck," Louis moaned as he pulled out and finished himself off coming all over his cock and hole.
Harry looked up at Louis as their chests rose quickly. Louis placed a hand on Harry's cheek and smiled before he pressed a soft kiss upon his lips.
Harry reached around for his laptop and hit stop. He closed it quickly before his attention went back to Louis.
They both were too fucked out to say anything, they just laid in silence as they tried to collect their thoughts. The two of them must have dozed off because he was waking up to Louis wiping the dry cum off of his body.
"Hey baby."
Harry smiled up at Louis and he puckered his lips hoping for a kiss. He was granted a soft kiss on his lips by Louis when he finished what he was doing.
"When did you find out?" Harry asked, "did you know the whole time?"
Louis sighed as he got on the bed and sat opposite to Harry. They were both still naked, hickeys and scratches were all over their bodies, and all they saw was love. "No, I didn't know anything until the other day when you asked me what was on your laptop. The creator page was open and then today I was going to say something to you but then I was on my way and I got the notification that you were live." Louis looked at Harry who just looked at him waiting for him to continue. "My plan was just to talk to you about the night I took your virginity but then I was like what better way than to do this to show you."
"So, you remembered that night?"
"I mean, not all of it. My memory is a bit patchy, but for the most part I remember. I'm sorry I didn't say anything, but it got me scared because you said you wished it didn't happen. Then I kept my mouth shut."
"Lou, I wanted it to happen so bad. I wished it wasn't a drunken encounter. I never meant to upset you, I'm sorry."
Louis shook his head. "I'm sorry that I never said anything sooner."
"I guess what matters now is we can be together. Right?"
Louis rolled his eyes. "Of course, baby." He laid down next to Harry and hid his face in his hair breathing in his scent.
"So, um, how did you feel about being on camera?"
"Honestly, it was kind of hot. I got to show a bunch of strangers how a good boy you are."
Harry blushed to a deep red. "Who knew you had a daddy kink."
"I don't, but hearing you say that was so fucking hot."
Harry chuckled. "I loved it."
"Good, then I give you permission to call me that in the next video."
"Next?"
"Yeah, why not? I would love to watch you fuck yourself and then beg for my cock."
Harry groaned. "Lou, stop that. I'm sensitive and you're making me hard again." He also couldn't help but feel Louis dick fattening up again where it was nestled in between his ass cheeks.
Louis rocked his hips against Harry, his cock slipping between his ass. Louis sucked a large bruise on Harry's neck, as his motions quickened. Louis' hand made contact Harry's cock and as he got off grinding against his hole, he managed to pull another orgasm out of Harry's cock.
"Daddy," Harry whined as his cum spurted out on the bed sheets and Louis' cum painted his back.
"Love you baby, so much." It definitely was early for them to say that, but it felt so comfortable for him to say it already. He wanted Harry to know he would be in this for the long run and not just for the sex.
"Love you, too."
**
It became a routine for them, once a week Louis would join his live and they would try out new things for the viewers. The other days Louis would be Harry's personal camera man as he watched his fiancé get off on camera.
Then once Harry was done, he would suck him off, letting Louis fuck his throat.
But as their relationship grew Harry started to veer away from the porn industry as he wasn't happy sharing himself to strangers. He filmed one last video of the two of them before he bid farewell to his viewers. His videos stayed up so he would still collect residuals from new viewers, but he never made any more content.
Harry smiled looking down at the silver band on his left four finger, it shining from the sunlight beaming into the room.
"You good, baby?" Louis asked after he noticed Harry grew very quiet. They had just finished a video, on where a lot of people requested Harry to fuck Louis. It was different for the two of them, but it with their relationship they were always up to trying something new to spice up their sex life.
"Yes, feels weird not doing it, but definitely needed." Harry smiled as he felt Louis' lips trail soft kissed up the back of his neck.
"You know you didn't have to stop; I would have supported you." Louis left a small peck upon the younger man's nose after they kissed each other's lips.
"I felt that if we wanted to start a family then we shouldn't be doing stuff like that with children around."
Louis' heart grew three times the size. Harry had logged off for the last time, but Louis had him forever.