I done had the best sandwich of my life, JEEZ THAT BIH WAS BUSSIN BUSSIN 😩🙏🏽
after he finished I called my siblings out to come eat dinner. I felt numb. I didn't know what to feel, how WAS I supposed to feel.. my mom woke up and came over to eat
mom: you brat, you know I don't like mushrooms
lisette: right... sorry
she gave me her plate and I picked out the mushrooms for her, then slide it back to her. I made eye contact with matthew and he smirked, I furrowed my brows and I squished my thighs together, putting my hands on my lap.
mom: aren't you gonna eat
I was spaced out but I slowly shook my head to the question. they finished up eating and I cleaned up the kitchen, my siblings helping. I took them a bath and then tucked them into bed
lisette: okay, I have to go now
iris: be careful on your walk back
I kissed her forehead and forced a smile
lisette: I will
alessandro: are you.. I saw what he did.. i'm sorry
lisette: ..
I wasn't okay, at all
lisette: don't worry about it.. just get some sleep, i'll see you guys tomorrow
I gave him a peck and turned the candle off, the only source of light they had when the sun went down. I locked the door behind me and closed it
lisette: i'm heading off..
mom: off to play hero again? what a waste
lisette: yeah well, at least i'm doing something with my life
I said under my breath as I opened the door. matthew slammed the door shut up pulled my back from my hoodie, my ass hitting the floor
matthew: what'd you say? you little shit!
lisette: I didn't say anything!
I held my skirt down, he smirked. I looked over at my mom who looked concerned, but she refused to go against him. he slapped me again, this time he hit my ear and I heard a loud ringing noise, along with my vision going blurry
mom: matthew, that's enough
he put his fist down and looked at me. he let me go and scoffed, sitting back down with my mother. I got up and left back to school.
josiahs pov:
I woke up around 10 due to the sun hitting my face, I closed the blinds and then went back to bed. for some reason I remembered the lisette situation. specifically when we hugged and she looked up at me. my cheeks started getting hot and I covered my face with my pillow
josiah: ugh..
I finally got up and went to go take a shower, then went downstairs to eat. my plate was covered in plastic wrap, with a note 'left your allowance on the counter, i love yous! - mama' I ate and washed my plate then went to go get the allowance my parents had left me. I opened the envelope and looked at the money. I stared at it for a bit and then put it back on the counter. the doorbell rang and I ran downstairs
quinn: hey bitch
josiah: ugh it's you
she chuckled and pushed my head out of the way as she walked in and sat down on the couch
josiah: let's go buy some snacks to sneak in to the theater
quinn: why? there are snacks at the theater
josiah: yeah but they're expensive for no reason
quinn: you act like we can't afford them
she chuckled
josiah: shut your face and let's go
quinn: fine!
she sighed and got up from the couch and we left.
quinn: here
she took a brownie out of her pocket and gave me a piece
josiah: i'm good
quinn: eat it!
josiah: nah, I don't like brownies
quinn: they aren't regular brownies
josiah: ...
quinn: they're special brownies
I hesitated, my mom told me she used to be a pot head when she was younger, she seemed to like it so... why not?
quinn: it's just a small piece, come on
I rolled my eyes and ate it, she took a piece as well. she had bought it off a friend, it was both our first time. a few minutes passed by and we felt nothing
josiah: I think your ass got ripped off
quinn: ..maybe we have to take more
she took it out of her pocket and split the whole brownie in half. she gave me one half and she ate the other.
30 min later~
josiah: yo quinn..
quinn: yeah..
josiah: you see the ground breathing.. right?
quinn: yeah..
josiah: ...
quinn: ...
josiah: yo quinn..
quinn: yeah..
we were in the store parking lot staring at the floor, high as balls. mind you, i've never done drugs in my LIFE, quinn done drugged my ass, no complaints though
josiah: what exactly was in that brownie..
quinn: ..yeah..
5 min later ~
josiah: I see you lookin at the dick, if you wont some-
quinn: im-
we both laughed as the lady looked concerned at my comment
quinn: im so sorry
josiah: oOO you a BAD muthufuckuh, I see you
quinn: I can't do this bruh
she swung me around and away from the lady
2 min later ~
josiah: underneath the lies and the big talk i've been waiting for a wife, I never watch porn, never did drugs cause I'm terrified, and I know you, you can't believe it's true, but I man enough to say to you.. I'm a virgin!
quinn was laughing her ass off as I sang
josiah: never got close enough, cell phone blowing up but I'm waiting, for the right person! you want to hold hands and tie me up, but just know you're not gonna score!
quinn: im gonna pee!
josiah: im a virgin! never got close enough, pure as a dove and I'm waiting, for the right person! never once been touched, the power of God in my loins!
(if you don't know where this is from.. stop reading RIGHT NOW. go to youtube, search 'the weeknds darkest secret' and DONT come back utill you've seen it smh)
cashier: uh... I-I just asked if you wanted the receipt..
josiah: no, receipts are bad for skin
quinn: I gotta question for you
cashier: um yes?
quinn: what the fuck are re-fried beans?
josiah: ...ayo nah for real though
cashier: uh..
she looked around and I crossed my arms in confusion, squinting my eyes
josiah: who fried them the first time?
cashier: ..i'm just tryna do my job, please leave so the next customer can pay
quinn: mmm I see, the grind don't stop for no one!
josiah: respect, respect
we grabbed our bag of snacks and left the grocery store.
josiah: spit some heard shit
quinn: bitches come through with the heat
josiah: uhu!
quinn: hit a mf in the face and im eating some..cheeps (tried to rhyme chips)
josiah: uhu!
quinn: yeah man we-
we both started laughing. laughing, laughing, we just couldn't stop laughing at everything
quinn: battle rap, let's go
josiah: bad bitch in the coupe
quinn: uhu
josiah: that coochie the bomb
quinn: uhu!
josiah: hit my lawyer up, tell that mf "give me a massage"
quinn: uh- wait woah woah woah woah woah woah
josiah: that- that's not gangsta?
she stopped recording and we laughed, I put my hand over her shoulder and we danced while we walked. a girl bumped into me
girl: omg im so sorry!
josiah: oh, no it's okay
we kept dancing
girl: wait
we turned around again
girl: I know you guys..
quinn and I looked at each other
quinn: well, not to braggg but we ARE the offspring of three top heros-
josiah: OFFSPRING-
we started laughing again
girl: oh yeah! but no, it's from that video that just got posted!
we both stopped laughing and looked at her
josiah: video?
quinn: video?
girl: video!
she pulled her phone out. a video posted not even an hour ago, with 2 million views already, titled "Josiah Todoroki, the virgin" I looked back at quinn
quinn: our parents are gonna see that...
josiah: ...
we bursted out laughing even harder than before and walked away, the girl was confused and we walked to the movie theater. probably wasn't a good idea, since we had picked the movie to be 3D
quinn: that's a big bitch
josiah: yo why'd you drink my gatorade
quinn: I didn't drink shit
josiah: you damn liar
quinn: you literally drank it!
josiah: ...did I?
quinn: you're an idiot I swear to-
man: hey, stop talking
he turned around to face us
josiah: man shut up, that's why you're balding
quinn: and got no eyebrows
josiah: you're one fart away from full body paralysis
quinn: you're lying if you say you haven't thrown out your back while sleeping, at least once
man: ...
he put his glasses back on and turned back around to watch the movie. quinn and I were laughing on the serious parts of the movie, and if we weren't laughing, we were playing patty cake and smacking each other.
quinn: oh shit, the movie's over
josiah: man.. that shit was like 26 seconds and 4 milliseconds
quinn: and 2 microseconds
josiah: for real..
we left the theater, at this point we were three hours into the edible, and everything started to get intense
josiah: you know um..
my train of thought was all over the place
josiah: yeah
quinn: huh?
josiah: what?
quinn: oh sh-
josiah: bro what are you saying right now
my heart was racing, I could physically feel it. it was beating so hard. an awful wave of paranoia came over me and I started to freak the fuck out. I kept looking around, quinn and I hadn't said a word in what felt like hours and we were both there, tripping
josiah: im high as fuck, holy shit im high as fuck
I started walking around, I kept spacing out every two seconds and all my senses were heightened. quinn was covering her face and shaking her head. I squatted down and covered my head
josiah: I don't wanna be high anymore!
quinn: fuck
quinn started to cry which just freaked me out even more.
josiah: I don't wanna be high anymoreeee!
I legitimately thought I was going to die. I really thought I wasn't going to be able to come down from the high.
quinn: I wanna go home!
my limbs felt like they were moving in slow motion but everything around me was moving normally. I managed to pick myself up off the ground and grabbed quinn's hand and booked it home. my aunt kayla and parents were at my house and we busted through the door
kayla: what's wrong?! why are you crying?!
josiah: mom! mommy!
I ran over to my mom
eli: what happened?!
josiah: I don't wanna be high anymore! make it stop please!
she furrowed her brows and opened my eyes
kairi: mf high as shit HAHAH
josiah: oh my god!
my mom smacked my dad and pushed him outta the way. she looked mad, not at me though
eli: fuck wrong with you
kairi: I-
eli: shut the fuck up or leave.
kairi: ..
quinn: we took an edible a-and we were fine at first but then everything started getting out of control!
she was sobbing and my aunt was hugging her
josiah: haaaa.. im never gonna come down!
I hugged my head in between my knees
eli: no no, it's okay baby, you're fine it's just a bad trip, you'll be fine I promise
josiah: my heart is going to explode!
eli: no it's not, here drink some water
she gave me some water but my mouth felt numb and I forgot how to swallow for a second. she cut a lemon im half and made me suck on it, she also got some black pepper and made me chew it. it tasted like ass, but it helped me calm down
kayla: why are we giving them lemon and black pepper?
eli: it helps
kayla: how the hell do you know this?!
eli: girl you made me smoke, ol' bullying ass
kayla: bitch shut up
they lightly laughed and soon enough quinn and I had fallen asleep.
no story time cause this shit long asl but I remember my first bad trip, shit was HORRIBLE 😭 i think it was a sign to stop tho, and now here I am, ALMOST officially two years sober 🕺🏻#yuh