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We sat there in a awkward ass silence
I mean the only thing you could hear was the tv playing lowly
"Jayla, you fucked that Nigga" Trey said In a calm voice turning towards me slowly
I got close to the door just in case I had to run out that bitch
"Ima keep it real with you, Yeah"
I couldn't keep lying anymore
He just shook his head
"Get tf out"
Excuse me?
I looked at me him confused
"Get out?? Nigga this my house"
"You right, Ima get tf out and I'm done with yo ass"
I couldn't even be mad nor stop him
He had every right to leave
"If you don't know where you gone go yet, Tay can stay here for a night or two I don't mind"
"Ion need yo help Jayla" he said putting clothes in his book bag
"I ain't never met a Nigga that could mess up so much shit in the matter of 1 weekend and yo delusional ass just falling for whatever he say"
"No I'm not I swear, I don't want Von we don't even get along"
"Let me guess yall bonding includes both of yall butt ass naked"
"Even when we do shit, it doesn't make difference Trey... I know youon believe shit that coming out my mouth but I really do love you"
"Why you fuck him like wtf was I not enough or some shit"
"Idk, it's just like Von got this way of always making me do what he want... he been doing that shit even when we first started dating. It sound stupid but it's true"
"He forcing you to do that shit??"
"No like we'd be arguing and he'll kiss me or something... ion be wanting it to happen but it just do"
I felt if I was honest with him that'll make the situation a little better
He shook his head and sat down
"I really don't wanna leave you like we been in this shit 2 and a half years" Trey said just looking at me
"Exactly"
Now people see why I say I don't wanna be around or with von
Like the only time we get along is when he being controlling asf and I follow along with it
But when I'm not being his little ass puppet he get mad and fuck up what I got going on just so I could be all for him
Like when is he gone realize that we do not work out good in a relationship
"Trey I'm sorry, I'm taking full responsibility for this...but please give me another chance I swear I won't fuck up Von is out the picture"
"He forever gone be in the picture yall got Dayjah"
"Okay that don't mean I gotta see him, just go back to do what we was doing before whenever his mom got out there she take Dayjah with her"
"Idk Jayla, like you just sat up hea and fucked this man... you know how it feel to get cheated on and played, why tf would you do that shit"
I couldn't even answer that, he was 100% right
I hate how Von did me sooo wrong but I ended up cheating with him on whoever I'm with
That's what happened with Devin and I ended up getting a baby out of it
Well almost
I pray this babies not Von, he gone use that as another excuse to get with me and I honestly don't wanna be with him
All he do is control me and I ain't that lil 16 year old that's just gone let that shit slide
I learned and realized being with Von is not the best thing in world
And if I could I'd cut Von out of my life completely but I can't
Damn Dayjah first you talk to much now I can't get rid of yo daddy
Oh yeah and Speaking of Devin he died
I have a strong feeling that it was Von getting his lick back from that whole little shooting incident
But he ain't never confirm it which mean I wasn't asking
I let Trey finish talking
He basically said if the babies his he gone stay but if it's Von he gone want a break or something like it
I understood where he was coming from so of course I agreed with him
Instead of waiting for the baby to get here I just went ahead and got a Pre birth paternity test
We all took a test and they said we'll get the results in about 2 weeks
Those whole 2 weeks I was on edge
Well me and Trey both were
I didn't want him to leave but if the baby is vons then I'm fucked
But if it's his, we'll have a little family I guess
And hopeful thatcould help build our relationship back up
We really didn't have any problems, we understood each other, didn't have trust issues
When we needed space we gave it together, and even with the kids we still found time for each other
But no Von saw I was happy a little too long and fucked it up
It was Tuesday and me and Trey was on our to get Dayjah and Taylin when my phone rang
My phone was connected to the Bluetooth and by the time I answered it was too late to disconnect
"Hi, Is this Jayla?" The lady asked
"This is she"
"Okay I'm Amy with Atlanta's Pre birth paternity clinic, we got your results in today"
"Okay"
"Congratulations Mr.Dayvon Bennett is the father"
Fuck, bruh.
I hung up the phone and Trey just shook his head
"Congratulations" he mumbled
"Trey I..."
"Jayla nbs, ion even wanna hear it right now"
"I'm sorry" I said damn near about to cry
One because I felt guilty asf and two I ain't want another baby by von
I loved Trey, he genuinely made me happy
We never had any big slip ups in our relationships this was the first
I use to tell him all the time when we first started dating, Don't get to comfortable my baby daddy don't like when I'm happy with other niggas
I guess trying to warn him a little, but he'll always just brush it off and said as long as we loved each other and was honest nothing could break us up
After the first year went by super smooth, I was still happy, nobody cheated I damn near proposed
Trey was lowkey my first real legal successful relationship
Von the first time we were together it was like a bootleg movie website... Everything about it was fucked up
The second time around it was like a Netflix trial run but after not finding anything good... So we ended it
The whole ride home even after we picked up the kids was silent
"Dayjah go play with Taylin outside" I said setting down their stuff
"And play what?"
"I don't know tag, hide and go seek something"
"But you said we can't play hide and go seek after I hid for a hour and you called the police cause you thought somebody took " she said leaning and crossing her arms
I just turned and looked at her like that one Ike turner meme
"Dayjah, Take yo ass outside and take Tay"
She just grabbed his hand and walked out there
I promise yall one day Ima just pack her bags and ship her to Von since she wanna act and look like him
I went upstairs and seen Trey packing him and Taylin a duffle again
I wonder if this is a good time to ask can he leave Taylin and take Dayjah instead
I love my daughter but her attitude gone get her drop kicked one day
"Where you going?"
"I'll find some place"
"Like I said before if you need Tay to stay here while you figure shit out in cool with that"
"Look we can still be there for the kids... I'll pick up Dayjah from school and drop her off over here, that don't mean we gone get back together we gotta lot shit we need to figure out"
I knew how that shit felt and arguing would just make it worse
We played it off in front of the kids and acted like Me and Dayjah was gone have girl time and they needed to leave for a little
Me and her watched a movie until she got bored and went to do whatever tf kids do
I was about to cry
Like the moment I slip up all of this happens, I felt bad from the beginning but seeing him really leave hurt
"Where yo mom at" I heard Von say over the phone
"Cryi... I mean she dead"
"She crying? Why she crying"
"No I said she Dead"
"Dayjah stop playing, give her the phone"
"It's not a phone it's a I pad"
"I don't give a fuck what it is out her on the phone"
She's it's dropped the I pad on my bed and ran out the room
Probably to go fight the air or something
"What Von" I mumbled
"Who fucking with you whats wrong ?"
"Nothing"
He sighed
"I'm coming to you, Ight Love you"
Haha, Jokes on him the door locked and how tf he just Finna up and come to Atlanta that's like a 30 hour drive and 4 hour flight time
The next morning at like 5am I woke to the sound of the alarm saying "front door"
I looked over and Dayjah was still asleep next to me
I just thought it was Trey since he was the only other person with a key
And if it's not him, well then we dead
I sat up a little as my door opened
"Wassup" Von mumbled standing in the door way