╭ ⺌ ─ 𓇬 albedo 𓂅 ⩇⩇.⩇⩇
horror + angst + female reader + gore
+ diary pov + modern au
lemme introduce a
new genre to this
whole series:
horror
please don't read if
youre uncomfortable
with some gore, you have
been warned.
its pretty gory down
below, so please don't
read it and be childish
to report it because i
already told you it contains
some amount of gore.
thank you.
happy reading.
♡
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24th january, sunny
i love her.
y/n is my pride and joy.
she does everything for me.
i saw her in the mountains today, picking flowers. her eyes are so beautiful, i wish i could stare at them forever. she smiled at me, such a pretty smile... i want to be the only man she smiles at. her dress was flying in the wind, so i gave her my jacket to tie around her waist so she won't feel embarrassed.
she says she lives about a few miles away from my house. how nice, i could drop by for tea one day. she said her goodbyes and i went back to what i was doing. i managed to pick up a few more animals today, and went to work with them. it was nice, to see their bodies for science.
its interesting. nobody understands, so nobody knows what i do. i think y/n said something about liking pins and hairclips, maybe i could give them to her as a present after i find a nice insect or animal to make them from.
26th january, sunny
i saw y/n today again, but she looked a little sad so i handed her a nice ladybug hairpin. she seemed so happy, her face lit up almost instantly. she must really like hairpins, or it's the animal she likes.. i don't know, but her smile really makes my heart jump. i think she really likes it. i really like it too if she does...
she asked me where i got it from, how could i tell her i made it? she would think i was weird just like everyone else.... i told her i purchased it from a store yesterday for working purposes and had extras at home that i thought she'd like.
she smiled at me again.
she is beautiful. oh how beautiful she is, i wish i could see that smile forever.
work went as usual today, i caught a few butterflies and slit a few crickets and caterpillars. i dislike crickets. their bodies are hard to modify.
i wish animals weren't so complex, but that indeed is the beauty of my dearest collection of animals and bugs; how beautiful they are on the inside. when their perfectly coloured bodies are pinned on the walls of my collection room. butterflies are the prettiest, with their wings pinned down.
it gives me so much joy...
y/n gives me so much joy...
she looks just like a pretty butterfly.
27th january, cloudy
i saw y/n with another man today. how despicable, how could she do this to me. i had given her such a beautiful pin, perhaps i should give her more.
she came over to me after a while and offered to talk with me over coffee , and i agreed to it immediately. she was wearing something so cute today, leather boots and a cute top. her skirt was short, though it would be disrespectful to look beneath. she was so cute.
she was so cute.
i want to squeeze the life out of her. she's so cute.
the waiter looked at her with a flirty look and i had to teach him a lesson for disrespecting girls the way his eyes did. y/n didn't like my protests. what's wrong? i tried to protect you y/n. she ordered mocha for herself, and i asked for black coffee. we talked about jobs and she is working as a animal shelter veteran.
she must really love animals. just like me. what a coincidence! we love animals!
i told her i worked as a carpenter of sorts where i make small figurines and trinkets, and she said she'd love to visit my workshop.
oh no no... not yet i told her... my dearest y/n... you can come later. i told her that she could visit some time in the late month, but not now. not when im not done with my creations... they will be beautiful... i must surprise her...
29th january, rainy
y/n was sitting alone in the library today, and i knew she didn't bring an umbrella so i brought two along with me. she should have checked the whether. oh what a cute girl she was~
she had cute stockings today, they looked a little sexy though... that's not very lady-like. she should cover up... what if other men look her way. they would hurt her. i can't have that hapoening to her.
y/n gives me happiness.
y/n is beautiful.
she told me she was happy to see me, i was more happy to see her. she and i chated about what kind of animals she loved most, and she said butterflies.
oh butterflies... so hard to catch...
we talked about many other things, but i let her talk. i admired her beauty. oh how sharp her face looked, how beautiful her big eyes are. it's so pretty. she caught be staring and found it cute, but i think it was normal.
she went home with the umbrella i gave her, saying she'd return it tomorrow. i don't want her to return it.. she can keep it. she can use it all the time. she could use it. she could always use it.
i went back home to cut up some butterflies i had in the jars. she loved butterflies... y/n loves butterflies. i must give y/n butterflies.
i cut the wings and stapled them with other wings of butterflies to blend their aesthetic. i injected the solidification wax into the small squirming insect. shhh don't squirm it'll hurt a lot.
i slowly carved a few lines into the solidified butterfly and stapled the wings into a beautiful big butterfly and pinned it on the top of the white wall. this wall would be the butterfly wall for y/n. she'll love it.
she'll love it.
y/n loves animals.
y/n will love this.
2nd february, sunny
i think valentines day is this month, i will give y/n a gift. work went on as usual, i captured a few more butterflies.
y/n was wearing something too short. how indecent... its unacceptable.. too short. she could get hurt. i handed her my jacket, and she accepted it. i told her to be careful of what she wore, but she didn't really like that opinion of mine. oh y/n you don't understand...
y/n is beautiful.
i love y/n very much.
y/n is my pride and joy.
nobody can have her. y/n is mine. i have already prepared a surprise for her. i already want to let her in my life. she is beautiful. almost as beautiful as the collections at home. she is worthy. she is the most beautiful girl in the world.
y/n said it was rude of me to stare. oh y/n im so sorry. did i upset you more today? oh no, this can't work. i must give you a gift.
i told the other men not to look her way, but she didn't seem to appreciate that very much.
y/n im just protecting you.
5th february, sunny
i gave y/n a butterfly pins today and she seemed to love them very much. she said i was good at making them, and i said it was normal. she said they looked so real, and oh she just didn't know they were real.
y/n's smile was so pretty.
i want to see her smile.
i must capture more butterflies and give them to her. i must prepare her butterflies quickly. she must come to my house and see the beautiful butterflies.
she was getting close to me today. perhaps she likes me. y/n is so beautiful. her dress fitted her like a perfect vase. she looked so pretty with her braided hair. her skin was perfect. her skin is just like the soft silky scale of the snake from the other day. her hair smelled of fresh daisies, and i think they'd look so beautiful with butterflies and ladybugs.
she is beautiful.
i walked her home in the night, and she said she'd love to have coffee with me later tomorrow.
i can't wait.
6th february, rainy
after having coffee, and insisted to go have dinner and explore the malls. my work will have to wait... i couldn't catch any animals today because she wanted to go on a date with me.
a date is what i believe it was.
we ended up having dinner at the most beautiful restaurant ever, but not as beautiful as her. her hair was so pretty, draped over her shoulders, but her dress was so revealing... no... no it can't be revealing...
other men will stare...
y/n is mine to stare at.
her body is beautiful.
it rained after dinner, but she was a little concerned about me not getting home safe so she took me back to her home.
oh y/n... her home was as beautiful as her...
she kissed me in the night. she told me she really liked me. oh i like you too y/n.. she was so beautiful. she is so beautiful. she asked me to be her boyfriend. oh y/n of course i will..
i can even be your husband if you wanted me to.
i slept in the other room. sleeping together at this age is indecent... dirty... frowned upon. i respect her body.
y/n is so beautiful. i went to her room and watched her sleep. i moved her hair a little and snipped off a few strands. i hope she doesn't notice.
it smells amazing. i snuck out of her house and went back home, and tested something with her hair. will know results tomorrow.
7th february, sunny
y/n met with me with a kiss, and i hugged her tightly. now that she was mine i wasn't going let other men look at her. i covered her with my jacket as she wore something sexy yet again... indecent...
she complained that it was fine but i protested. she took my jacket. oh y/n... im trying to protect you. i caught a few more butterflies and pinned them to the wall again, it is almost complete. y/n still doesn't know anything of the surprise, and i promised her she can come to my house on the 14th so she could see the surprise ive made.
im sure she'll like it... i'll spend more time with her, and ill be sure to protect her until the 14th. she's beautiful. she's perfect.
y/n is my pride and joy.
y/n is beautiful.
i love y/n.
y/n...
y/n.
y/n.
y/n.
y/n and albedo.
y/n and albedo. nobody else.
10th february, dark skies
y/n is my pride and joy.
y/n is beautiful.
more butterflies for her. more pinned to the wall. i snipped a few more strands of her hair and took some of her saliva back with me. experiments are going well.
i will make a small insect out of all her cells. she will love it.
y/n is beautiful.
y/n is wonderful.
y/n is mine.
y/n belongs to me.
12th february, dark skies
y/n seems distant, maybe its because valentines day is approaching and she doesn't know what to get me... i understand. its hard. but i have my presents ready.
her friends are looking at me weird all the time.
i kissed her today, and she seemed disturbed. oh poor y/n... she said i was acting weird lately. she said her hair had been getting shorter a little, she wanted to know if id do something like that.
ah... me??? oh y/n.. why would you suspect me???? im innocent! i love you y/n why would i do something like this! y/n... oh y/n...
i kissed her.
i hugged her.
i grabbed her hair a little.
her body fell onto the bed.
she looks so beautiful when she screams like that. oh y/n is beautiful. her moans are beautiful. her tears are amazing. oh it is amazing. y/n is beautiful. her body is so beautiful. like red on paint. like carvings on ancient times.
i yanked her hair.
i bit her neck to taste her.
she is coming home with me tonight. she didn't say it, but i know she'd love to come to my home. my surprise is almost done anyway.
13th february, thunder clouds
her friends asked me where y/n was, and i told her she was sick and would be resting. that seemed to throw them off the line. her friends are so nosy, always asking where she is and stopping me from going near her.
i collected a few butterflies for her.
she was still in my bed, but she didn't appreciate the food i made for her. oh y/n, throwing the plates is indecent. have a little manner y/n... i had to tie her hands to the bed. i can't have her just throwing my plates.. its too expensive.
she screamed at me.
her screams are beautiful.
no- no no no no... her vocals are beautiful... oh to have such pretty vocal chords.
i pinned her on the bed and forced the blade on her. she was screaming at me to stop, but nobody can stop science. not even my pretty pretty y/n. im going to see her smile forever. i want her in my house. i want her to be apart of the house. alive. apart of my home. our home.
she didn't love me anymore. she called me mean names. i was so sad. oh y/n... y/n...
no matter how many times she says she hates me, i'll still love her. i still love y/n.
i love y/n.
shes my pride and joy.
i love her.
i cut her hair. i removed her nails. i cut her eyelashes. i cut some of her flesh. i pulled her earrings. i removed her necklaces.
she was screaming. she was crying. no no don't cry my dear... why did you cry...
i had to pin a few more butterflies to the wall. ill work on her tomorrow.
14th february, rainy
i pushed her wheelchair into the room of butterflies and she called me a monster. after all i did for her, she called me a monster. oh y/n i love you, but i am not a monster. i told her she loved animals and so did i. she said i loved torturing animals, not loved animals.
i didn't want to hear her speak like that to me. she should know some decent manners... so many profanities... oh y/n..
you know i love your voice, but you shouldn't be saying such things...
i had to take her tongue out.
she was crying again, but she knew not to cry so long. i don't like hurting y/n.. she's my everything. i love y/n very much.
i just wish she could understand that im doing this for science. i injected her with the substance again, and she began to quiet down. it takes a long time to be effective in a human body, but she was slowly being solidified from the inside, i know it.
like wax she will be.
oh my dearest y/n, now she can be with me forever.
i really love y/n.
happy valentines day y/n...
10th february, cloudy
y/n is my pride and joy.
y/n is always with me.
y/n does everything for me.
i love y/n very much.
she always wears the clothes i dress her in.
shes such a good girl.
she always obeys me.
she is always smiling at me.
her eyes are so beautiful.
she has butterflies in her hair.
y/n is beautiful.
i always have to stitch her mouth up when it starts to frown, though... poor y/n...
y/n always stands behind me.
y/n is everywhere i take her.
y/n loves me.
and i love y/n
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hello lovelies ♡
for a little context for those of
you who are confused, you were
solidified like how albedo solidifies
his insects and bugs and animals, to
turn them into wax-like creatures
so he can carve and shape them into
anything he wants them to be. you aren't
alive, but albedo sees you that way
as he always dresses you in the clothes he
likes on you, and stitches your mouth
upwards so it looks like you're smiling.
the fact you're always standing behind
him is because you can't move, and
he brings you wherever he is,
and places you wherever he
feels like it to make it
seem like you're
always with
him.
that's the whole thing. :>
sorry if it got uncomfortable to
read but i did warn you.
love yall. ♡