MINNIE'S POV
Miyeon hugged me, I was stunned at my feet, I can feel her warm body.
"I'm sorry Min"
and I heard her small sob.
"Why? hey, Are you crying?"
She just shook her head.
I smile, such a liar
my shirt is wet because of her tears.
I hold her hand and about to face her,
I want to hug her tight.
"Don't. Min, can we stay like this for a while please?"
I just hold her hand on my tummy.
this is all I can do for her.
"ok, but tell me what's wrong?"
she shook her head
"If you need help Just tell me ok, I'm your best friend, I'm here for you"
"Uhm Uhm"
and I heard her soft sob at my back.
Yes, I manage to tell that, even though it's painful for me,
I'm your best friend.
I don't know how long we are in that position
but I don't care, I want her presence at my back.
"Thank you, Min, I -------"
with the crack tone, I didn't understand her last words
from my back she opened the door and pushed me gently, for me to come out..then she locked the door.
I stare at the door waiting if she will open the door again. I left after a few minutes
MIYEON'S POV
I don't want her to leave me.
with my dizzy head, I stand and hug her at the back. maybe because of the soju I have the guts to do this.
all I want is to feel her right now, just for now
"I'm sorry Min"
but I don't have the courage to continue the next line.
because I love you,
and I'm coward
And the tears that I kept betrayed me they fell, I tried not to make sound but i sob..
"why? hey, Are you crying?"
Yes, because I'm Jealous and it's fucking hurts me,
but I just shook my head.
I feel that she's about to face me
"Don't, Min, can we stay like this for a while please?"
only for this, I can freely Love you Minnie, and do what I want..
only for this moment, I want to be honest to myself and become selfish.
"ok, but tell me what's wrong?"
she asked me again
But I shook my head as an answer, maybe I'm acting like a kid but right now this is the only thing I know to release my heart from the pain.
"If you need help Just tell me ok, I'm your best friend, I'm here for you"
"Uhm Uhm"
I answered.
Hearing directly from her I'm your best friend
I feel a hundred knife cuts my heart.
Why my heart beat like this only for you?
I wish I can say to you that I want to stay with you, for me to love you.. This is my first time feeling this and I can say that You are my first love, but why loving you is fucking painful Kim Minnie?
I hate it but I love you
I just hug her for a little more then.
with the small voice.
"Thank you, Min, I love you"
My voice cracked when I say my last words,
I open the door and gently pushed her out of the room.. I closed the door, I sit and hug my knees. I cried silently.
even though I pretend, but every day my feelings for her grow and grow, and this night while I'm with Minnie I let myself free for once and I know that this is the last time..
(Time Skipped)
I heard Soojin and Shuhua entered the room
I was drunk but I can't sleep.
"Unnie? I know you're awake"
I feel Shuhua hugs me from my back.
"Uhmmm?"
I can't speak because I'm afraid that I sobbed.
"don't strain your heart by loving someone,
It's like running away from your own shadow"
She taps my shoulder and went to her bed.
Thank you, Shu and Soo, I will keep that in my heart
I can't face them, I don't want them to see my puffy eyes.
(Time Skipped)
MIYEON'S POV.
I woke up very late. 12 pm in the afternoon
my head is heavy, my throat is dry and my body is aching
I think I have flu.
I go down and went straight to the kitchen, I saw some kitchen staff and ask for food and medicine.
"where are they?"
with my hoarse voice, I ask one of the staff
"Your friends went outside to buy something, Mam Minnie drives Mam Elkie back to her hotel because she has an appointment earlier in the morning.
"Thank you"
I don't have the energy to think about them I want to rest for now.
I eat but I didn't finish my food and drink my medicine. I went back to my room and fix my things because we will leave soon, then I take some rest and sleep.
(Time Skipped)
I felt someone touching my face
and feel my forehead, I was still hot.
I tried to open my eyes,
I saw Minnie's worried face.
"How are you?"
She still touching my forehead.
"better than earlier"
I answer with a cracked tone.
"you rest and I will wake you up when we are going to leave ok? "
I nod as an answer.
MINNIE'S POV
Our 3days vacation is done
we are on our way to Incheon,
I asked our driver to drive us back.
right now I was glancing at Miyeon she is sitting beside me, leaning on my shoulder with her blanket.
I insist to sit beside her at the back because she still sick and I'm worried,
I came back this afternoon and one of the staff told me that she's sick, I quickly go to her room and check her.
(Flashed back)
She was sleeping when I reach her room,
She's sleeping like a baby but looks really sick, she's sweating, I get some towel and wiped her.
After that, I watch her sleeping and I can't help touching her cheek, I feel her forehead, she's still hot.
I woke her up because of that
"How are you?"
"better than earlier"
she answered with a cracked tone.
"you rest and I will wake you up when we are going to leave ok? "
she nods as an answer.
when I heard her cracked voice, I felt sorry for waking her up.
(End of flashback)
(Time Skipped)
I gently wake her up, we are now in front of her house.
we already dropped Soojin, Shuhua, Yuqi, and Soyeon at the apartment and told them that I will take care of Miyeon.
"Myeonnie? wake up we are here"
she just opens her eyes and sleeps...
I rang the doorbell of her house and her mother opens the gate.
"Hello auntie good evening"
"good evening Minnie, where is Miyeon?"
"she's in the car, I'm sorry auntie but Miyeonnie is sick and still sleeping"
I was shy to her mom, She smiles at me,
"she really enjoys the vacation and tired herself, now she's sick, my Miyeon is still like a child"
I smile at that thought.
"Minnie-yah her dad is not here yet can you carry Miyeon to her room?"
"Sure auntie no problem"
I carry her at my back and bring Miyeon to her room.
I reach her room and gently put her down on the bed. I fixed her pillow and blanket,
Something caught my eyes,
on her table, I saw 2 picture frames
one is the six of us then the other one is the picture we took at the arcade house. Beside that picture is the piglet stuff toy.
I look at her.
please get well soon Yeon
then I kiss her forehead before I leave her room.
to be continued...
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